Chapter 295 Awakening

The next day, the nobleman continued his strange behavior. He refused to eat, and he insisted on giving something.

She persuaded, coaxed, and threatened, but it was useless. In the end, she couldn't laugh or cry. She could only ask the nobleman to move the firewood pile on the left outside the door to the right... After that, he ate very well.

Less than an hour after dinner, the nobleman was depressed again and hid himself in the shadow of the corner of the room.

"Goddess of Light!" She prayed to heaven, "What kind of nobleman did I save!?"

Every day, the nobles are depressed three to five times. After that, they will come out to sweep the floor, wash clothes, and even clean up the room to exchange "working" for the food of the day.

Although she doesn't need it, the firewood pile outside the door still changes direction every day...

When he was depressed, the nobleman clenched his fists, his eyes were straight, very stubborn and silent. Sometimes she squatted under the table, and sometimes behind the door. The strangest time, she found him in the water tank when she came home.

But at any time, the nobles refused to say their names, which annoyed her - the original idea of earning more silver coins did not seem to be realized.

"If you don't say your name, I'll sell you!" She crossed her waist and shouted, "Even if you only sell one copper coin, I will sell you!"

As a result, when she got up the next day, there was a pile of firewood at the door, which was worth far more than a copper coin.

She has no choice but to admit defeat.

"There is too much firewood, and it can't be sold." She turned around and shouted to the nobleman who pretended to be asleep, "You'd better stay honest!"

So when I came home at night, there were several small beasts at the door.

She thinks that life is much more interesting with such a person as a companion.

Half a month later, the nobleman still refused to say her name, so she threatened to sell him and sell two copper coins. Immediately, the hunted beast became bigger. She can only look at these prey and smile... As a prostitute, she can only sell her body, and selling prey will be caught for hard labor.

But at least two people have meat to eat.

However, as soon as he ate meat, the nobles had an extra mental state - rage, in addition to innocence and depression. The nobleman would roar into the forest at any time of the day - three to five times to vent his emotions.

She once followed and went to see that where the nobles passed by, the trees were crooked, and the corpses of the big beasts that had no time to hide were on the ground without exception. The nobleman himself stood in a destroyed forest, with a blank and helpless face.

She smiled and then went home with the aristocrat who ended the rage.

At night, she often can't sleep. Looking at another ** nobleman, she thinks about a lot of things.

What a tough man, if he recovers, he will thank himself well! But at the thought that he might recover, she was a little disappointed. She understands that any nobleman has also regained an arrogant mentality after regaining his senses. It is impossible to be grateful to herself, and it is impossible to stay with her again...

It's as good as now. They can sit together and eat, look at each other face to face. She can look directly, glare, and even ignore the face of the aristocrat. They can talk, and she can also twist his ears and shout at him... And the nobles! Sometimes I look at her with confused eyes, at most, I just bury my head and don't look at her...

Every day, many men will lie on her body, then drop a few copper coins and leave without looking back. She never knows what it's like to be owned, and she doesn't know what it feels like to have it.

But now, she has a healthy man, a heroic man, and a man who calls her "sister" from time to time. Although, he doesn't look big. With his company, sometimes naive and sometimes stubborn, life is really no longer as miserable as before. She never knew that what she had felt so good.

She was grateful to the Goddess of Light for giving her such a gift.

If possible, she hopes that the nobles will never recover. As long as she looks at him, she will feel very comfortable.

Another night, she made up her mind to leave him.

But a woman who can be regarded as almost nothing has few means to keep a man, and she has no more choice.

When she came to his bed, she** herself. She knew that she was not beautiful and her figure was not good. Her body still had scars left by others, but she still wanted to work hard.

Looking at the man lying on her side, she felt a fever on her face. After so many years of smiling with tears and forced to be happy, all the joys, sorrows and joys of normal people have almost become a luxury for her.

For the first time, she tasted what it was like to blush for a man. A little sweetness, a little shyness, a little timidity, and a little expectation.

The heart seemed to ignite a gentle flame, and the soul leaped like a deer and danced like a feather. His trembling hands gently covered his chest, as if to protect a pure and indestructive treasure. She couldn't wait to escape immediately, and she was tied by the invisible lock. She bit her lip and finally lay down beside him tremblingly.

I just wanted to wake him up, but I found that he was not sleeping. There was still that kind of heartbreaking look in his eyes, that kind of regret and sadness intertwined.

"Why don't you cry?" She stroked his face gently.

"Crying?" His eyes trembled slightly: "I can't cry."

She has seen too many beast-like eyes full of primitive desire and too many contemptuous eyes. At this moment, her heart was deeply shocked by the eyes of the nobleman, and her hands couldn't help hugging him without a trace of flesh/desire and selfishness.

Except for pain, she can't interpret his eyes; except for pity, she can't enter his world... But it seems that there are many things that need words to explain.

So they snuggled up to each other until dawn.

............

Fighting, crazy fighting.

This is a beast head higher than Wang Fan. It is making a painful cry and has no ability to resist at all. The bones of the whole body were broken one by one by Wang Fan with his fist. It fell miserably, and blood kept pouring out of its mouth.

"It's all over..." Wang Fan sat on the body of the unknown beast and muttered, "It's all over."

He couldn't remember that this was the first beast to be knocked down by him, and he couldn't remember when he started this behavior. I only know that every day after the woman goes out, she will follow the road she stepped on to the forest to find the beasts and kill them brutally.

After that, you will sit in a daze like this.

In fact, from the moment he woke up in the cabin, Wang Fan regained his mind. But from that moment on, he fell into a state of trance. As long as you stare at somewhere, the fragments of the past life mixed with complex emotions come to your mind one by one. Endless disappointment, endless regret and endless fear appear together and surround him layer by layer. These things will eventually turn into a kind of doubt about yourself, resentment, and denial of yourself...

They filled his mind and lingered.

He was very strange. He knew that this was not his character, but he did not have the courage to break free, nor did he have the idea of resistance. There was only a kind of indulgement that was still piled up by these emotions. When these negative emotions accumulated to a certain extent, he needed to vent through all kinds of atrocities. But there is a voice in the depths of his mind reminding him not to hurt human beings. As a result, the beasts in the forest were disasterized.

"Alas - what's wrong with you? Morissa's death is not your fault. You have done it well enough.

"No, it's not enough, it's far from enough. If I were smart enough, I would know that Morissa did not leave the wind and thunder plane at that time. If I were strong enough, I could avoid Morissa being caught by them. If I am powerful enough, they will not dare to do this to her. However, I have nothing. There is nothing. Even if she dies in front of me, I can't save her. What can I do?"

"But she is dead."

"Yes, she died, and even the three Lolita sisters died because of my impulse. I regret it!" Tears filled Wang Fan's eyes.

"It's not your fault. You should avenge them."

"Burners, I have now become a waste person. The heart of space has been destroyed, and my body is also full of holes and has become a waste body. I can't practice. What else can I do?"

"At least, you are not dead."

"Yes, I'm not dead, but I'd rather die with Morissa at that time."