Chapter 149 Focus on Fate
"Just now..." Bai Ye was used to Tianhe's smile and no estrangement from him all day, so when he saw the indifference between Tianhe's words, he felt more or less guilty.
"You go back first when you have finished what you have to say." Tianhe didn't look at the white night and said in a different tone, "It's getting late. It's time for me to rest."
After saying that, Tianhe did not look at Bai Ye any more. He returned to the couch and gently close his eyes with his back to Bai Ye. He had no intention of opening his mouth again. The intention of eviction was very obvious, so that Bai Ye did not know how to respond for a moment. If Tianhe said something else, he would definitely ease the atmosphere... But... Tianhe didn't say anything, and he didn't know what to say...
Bai Ye kept looking at Tianhe's back quietly and had no intention of leaving. It was not until Tianhe's breathing became shallow that he gently blew out the candlelight and walked to the door. Before closing the door, he said inaudible and awkwardly: "I'm sorry..."
The door closed and the darkness hit in an instant. Tianhe opened his eyes but did not move. There was a strong sadness in his clear eyes. Because he opened his eyes, his tears were no longer blocked, so he silently slipped into the brocade quilt and disappeared.
It's another sleepless night. He doesn't remember how many times he cried because of the white night...
Although Tianhe knew that Baiye didn't mean to make him sad, he was still sad. He did want to guard Qiongqi before, but later... From the moment he met Baiye, he clearly knew that he could not stay Qiongqi anymore...
He wants to do something for Bai Ye, even if he lives... And he... really did so. Even in order to help Bai Ye like Lin Qian, he did not hesitate to secretly change the fate of all participants at the risk of disappearing...
Just thinking about it, I feel ridiculous! Obviously, he fell in love with Bai Ye, but he didn't dare to say it easily. He was worried that Bai Ye would leave because of this, so that he had no way to find it...
He wanted to cry presumptuously, and then desperate to help Bai Ye fulfill his wish, but not now, because Bai Ye stood outside the door and had no intention of leaving...
Bai Ye thought that Tianhe was asleep, so he leaned against the door, looked at the stars in the night sky, and secretly complained that his mouth was open. He knew very well that the best person for him in the world was Tianhe, but the more good he was to him, the more presumptuous he became. How could he forget that Tianhe would be sad...
Bai Ye sighed and listened carefully to the movement in Tianhe's house. He was not worried about what Tianhe would do, but wanted to wait for Tianhe to forgive him...
Hearing Bai Ye sigh, Tianhe's tears fell out of his eyes again, but he did not dare to forgive at this time. He did not want to be seen by Bai Ye... At this time, like Bai Ye, he did not have the courage to speak first...
It was not until dawn that Tianhe sat up, opened the door before Lin Qian came, lowered his eyes slightly, and said indifferently to Bai Ye, "The second taste is Xuanming grass, which grows in the infinite land. I want two plants."
"Xuanmingca?" Bai Ye frowned slightly and tried to recall the role of this grass. How can an extremely slender and weak plant be used as medicine...
"Yes. Although the place is far away, it is very safe. Tianhe still didn't look at Bai Ye and said, "Try to Lin Qian, let's go as soon as possible."
Bai Ye held the door of Tianhe in front of Tianhe who wanted to enter the house. The two were very close. Tianhe could clearly smell Bai Ye's body, and such a distance made him want to hug Bai Ye and then kiss regardless of shame... But he did not dare to do so...
Tianhe's mind was blank and he couldn't say a word. He didn't dare to push away the white night. His hand in his sleeve held tightly, oozing a thin layer of sweat. He was nervous but did not dare to move at all.
"I'm asking you!" Bai Ye frowned slightly and looked at the dazed Tianhe. When Tianhe raised his head and looked at him confusedly, he asked again, "Do you really need this kind of grass, or do you want to get me out?"
"All..." Tianhe withdrew his erratic thoughts, turned his face aside, and said unnaturally, "I need this kind of grass, and I don't want to see you in the near future... I promise you will take care of Lin Qian. You can go as soon as possible..."
"What's the use of that grass!" Bai Ye did not mean to leave directly, but asked again, "Although I don't understand, what do you want it to do with the grass full of infinite land!"
"This is one of the medicines..." Tianhe couldn't stand the closeness of Bai Ye, so he wanted to reach out and push Bai Ye away, but his fingers kept trembling.
"What's wrong with you?" Bai Ye didn't know what Tianhe was thinking, but when he saw Tianhe's trembling hand, he couldn't help frowning. He subconsciously reached out and held Tianhe's cold but sweaty hand and asked, "Is there something wrong with you?"
"No..." In the past, Tianhe was trying his best to get close to touching Bai Ye, but this time Bai Ye's sudden initiative made his heart beat more messy, and his face also turned into an unnatural flush, which was very different from his usual appearance, but the more he was like this, the more worried Bai Ye was.
In Baiye's view, Tianhe must want to leave him because he is not feeling well, but how can he leave at this time? He had never seen Tianhe sick for so many years, so he suddenly found that Tianhe was strange, so he would inevitably worry about it.
"It's all said that it's okay..." Tianhe didn't know how to tell Bai Ye that he was nervous, which was too humiliating... After living for so long, he had hardly been so nervous.
"I understand that you don't want me to worry." Bai Ye let go of his hand holding Tianhe and said for a pause, "You can't tell me what's wrong, but we have been with each other for so long, I... I will inevitably worry about you. After all, you have just recovered..."
This is a few sensational words that Baiye can say, so it's a little awkward, but he really thinks so. The two have been together for so many years, and they feel more or less dependent on each other. In his heart, Tianhe is very much like a family, so although he doesn't love Tianhe, he knows that Tianhe is good to him, so he also I hope to help Tianhe as much as I can.
"I'm going to rest..." Tianhe lowered his head and looked at the shadows on the ground. His heart was a little sad. His love was doomed to be fruitless... But if he can't be together, then he will die completely... When the time comes, his soul will be scattered, and he will no longer have to worry about these people who make him unable to give up...
Everything has been clearly thought out, so why can't you let it go with expectation...
"Yesterday..." Bai Ye couldn't go on as soon as he said two words. Looking at Tianhe's slightly silent eyes, the three words 'sorry' became extremely heavy, and he couldn't say anything to apologize... This made him realize that he was so used to Tianhe's active dedication and understanding...
"I know you didn't mean to." Tianhe paused and looked up at Bai Ye and said, "But I'm really unhappy. I don't want to see you recently!"
"He...I..." Bai Ye wanted to say something more, but Tianhe quickly went back to the room and closed the door, making Baiye outside the house frown, but did not have the courage to push the door. Although Tianhe has been looking at the door and shouting in his heart that he wants Bai Ye to come in and explain another sentence, he knows that as long as he doesn't open it, Bai Ye will not come in, not to mention that Lin Qian is coming...
"White night?!" Lin Qian's voice sounded in time, and a tear rolled down Tianhe's cheek to the ground. That's all this. Bai Ye was the disaster that God tested him, and he had been defeated...
Lin Qian originally wanted to find Tianhe, but suddenly saw a man standing in front of Tianhe's bedroom. When she approached softly, she could see that this person was Bai Ye. She hurried forward in surprise and asked, "When did you come back?"
"I just came back this morning and sent medicine to Tianhe." Bai Ye didn't say that he came back late at night. Since Lin Qian didn't wait for him, why did he say it to add trouble to himself...
"Tianhe said yesterday that you would come back today." Lin Qian smiled and said, "He guesses your whereabouts every time."
"Yes..." Bai Ye couldn't help frowning when he thought of Tianhe's trembling fingers just now and asked Lin Qian, "These days... Can you see what's wrong with Tianhe?"
"No..." Lin Qian thought for a moment and shook his head and said, "He has always been the same, and he hasn't seen anything unusual... What's wrong with him?"
"Oh...it's nothing, just ask casually." Bai Ye felt that he should not ask Lin Qian about Tianhe, so he explained, "Looking at his mood, it doesn't seem to be very good..."
Lin Qian nodded and answered without being careless. His intuition told him that Tianhe was probably in a bad mood because he liked Bai Ye... But it was not her turn to say this.
"Let's go back first." Bai Ye took Lin Qian to stroll back to the bamboo house. After Lin Qian drank the soup, he said, "In the six months of your recovery, I will try my best to help Tianhe find herbs. Although I can't accompany you often, but..."
"I know." Lin Qian looked at Bai Ye and didn't know how to say it. He smiled and said, "He needs to make a solid soul elixir, but he can't get out of the bamboo forest. Naturally, you should help him find herbs. If you don't go, I will feel that you have changed.
When Bai Ye heard this, she nodded with a smile, held Lin Qian's hand, kissed her gently against her lips, but did not say anything again. He felt that Lin Qian understood him, and everything could be understood without saying much, and Tianhe... so did...
"Actually... Tianhe is really good for you..." Lin Qian looked at Bai Ye seriously, hoping to hear Bai Ye's real thoughts.
But Bai Ye, who heard this, just nodded and said that he knew, but there was no other emotion in his eyes, which made Lin Qianmeng precipitate with the idea of matching the two of them.
Tianhe didn't say clearly that Bai Ye never said that he was alone, so why did he push away people who are good to him...
Everything pays attention to fate. If there is no fate, it is useless even if she says it! If there is fate, we will be together no matter what!