137 Have you considered my feelings

When Lu Jingyan slowly put his hand into the bag and took out the key, Zhou Yishu shouted angrily, "Can you hurry up!"

Lu Jingyan's hand stopped in his bag and looked up at her with a strange look. It seemed that she had never spoken to him in such a tone.

Zhou Yushu also realized her gaffe and lowered her head and turned her face to one side.

As soon as Lu Jingyan opened a crack in the door, Zhou Yishu broke away from his hand and rushed in.

Zhou Yushu rushed into the room desperately and went straight to the small drawer under the dresser.

Where is the key? In the bag, where is the bag?

Where is the

bag?

Oh, my God, still in the car, Zhou Yishu quickly turned around and bumped into Lu Jingyan who entered the door.

Lu Jingyan hurriedly held her and asked, "Yi Shu, are you all right? I didn't hurt you, did I?

Zhou Yishu shook her head like a rattle and grabbed his hand: "Get down quickly. My bag is still in the car. Go and help me get it up!" Zhou Yushu pushed him out as he spoke.

Lu Jingyan quietly let her push. Seeing that he didn't move, Zhou Yishu was also anxious and shouted, "Go quickly!"

Zhou Yushu sat in **, her hands were tightly pressed against the drawer, and her heart beat violently!

When Lu Jingyan stepped into the door, Zhou Yishu quickly stood up, pulled the bag from his hand, opened the zipper and turned over to the bed.

When the small key fell from her eyes, Zhou Yishu's hand was trembling.

Opening the drawer, Zhou Huishu opened the items on it in a panic and took out a mobile phone in it.

It still lay so quietly in the palm of her hand, without any difference.

"You just saw him, didn't you?" Lu Jingyan suddenly stood beside her, and Zhou Yishu held her mobile phone tightly and lowered her hand.

"You thought he would contact you, didn't you?"

Zhou Yushu did not dare to look into his eyes, and a strong sense of guilt spread from her body again.

"He did a craniotomy. Even if the operation is over now, he will be discharged from the hospital for at least a recovery period. What do you want me to say about you, silly girl."

"You told me that you won't use that mobile phone anymore and told me not to call again. OK, I bought you a new mobile phone and changed a new number. But what about you? How did you do it? Do you think I don't know? In fact, you have always let it open by your side 24 hours a day, and you have been waiting for him to call you! I know this, but I don't blame you. I try my best to make you happy. Be careful not to let you touch the past. I have never forced you to do anything. What is this for? I don't want you to live again."

"Do you know how happy I was when you agreed to let me take care of you that day? I kept telling myself to make you happy, make you happy, and forget that for the time being! However, when you just shook my hand to chase the car, did you know how sad I was? I'm just an ordinary person. I do everything to you. I just want to make you happy. Don't live so heavy. I said, I only think of you as my sister now. I don't want you to completely forget Song Chun. I even want to go to him after he is discharged from the hospital and return to China to help you clarify the misunderstanding, but you don't consider my feelings at all!" Lu Jingyan's slightly choked voice continued to expand in Zhou Yishu's ear, and her tears burst at that moment.

"I know you must want to call him now, so call him." After saying that, Lu Jingyan left in front of his eyes.

After hesitating for a long time, Zhou Weishu still picked up her mobile phone and dialed the phone.

Yes, every day and night she left Song Chun, she resisted the impulse to call him and said that it was fake that she didn't want to be with him. Now she just wanted to explain it to him and that he could forgive her previous cruelty.

A short wait is like inhuman torture, however, there is no accident!

Answer was a mechanical female voice: "Sorry, the user you are calling can't be connected for the time being. Please dial again later."

Zhou Yishu leaned against the wall weakly. Song Chun, how are you now?

When Zhou Yushu opened her eyes again with tears, it was already midnight.

She stood up and walked out of the room.

The huge living room was quiet, and everything was shrouded in darkness. Zhou Yishu's footsteps involuntarily moved to the door of Lu Jingyan's room.

However, Zhou Yushu's hand touched the door and withdrew it like an electric shock. At that time, she was so scared that she couldn't even say a word of comfort and even a word of apology.

Zhou Yushu stopped at the door for a long time, but still gently opened the door.

A strong smell of wine rushed to her face, making Zhou Yishu tremble all over. She gently closed the door and walked to the bedside.

By the moonlight, Zhou Yishu saw the figure lying on **. She reached out and turned on the bed lamp, and the dim yellow light suddenly sprinkled.

Lu Jingyan's clothes were messy, his face was red, and there were wine bottles around him.

Zhou Yushu gently walked to him, reached out and wiped away the scattered hair on his forehead, touched his hot face, and tears fell down his face.

I'm sorry! Sorry!

She can only say sorry to him now. Maybe she is destined to owe him too much in her life.

Zhou Yishu carefully opened the finger holding the wine bottle. It was these hands that led her through the most painful days. She was always so tolerant and considerate, but she hurt him again.

Zhou Yishu took off Lu Jingyan's shoes and laboriously straightened his body. She wiped his face and his body with a towel. In addition to these, what else could she do for him?

At dawn, Zhou Yushu gently closed the door. She knew what she wanted in her heart at this time. Even if others said she was stupid or stupid, she still wanted to do so.

Standing in front of the familiar door, Zhou Yushu's hand holding the key kept trembling and always couldn't aim at the door lock. The moment she opened the door, her tears still flowed uncontrollably.

The whole room is quiet, and everything is exactly the same as when I left.

There are too many good memories in this small apartment where they were originally together.

I'm back. I've been walking for a long time, but I still can't let it go. How about you? Are you sure you won't come back again? Don't you miss me? Don't you want to eat the food I cooked anymore? Don't you want to count the stars in the sky with me anymore? I still remember every word you once said, but do you remember? Do you remember me? How are you now?

"Yi Shu, do you know what's on my mind?"

"I don't know!"

"I'm thinking about you!"

I remembered the previous bits and pieces in my ear. Zhou Yishu's heart was constantly bleeding. Her hand stroked every part of the room, where there were traces of him and his smell. The last bit of hope turned into despair. I thought he would come back here, but I didn't expect that he just hurt himself again.

Finally, Zhou Yushu left her mobile phone on the table. Standing at the door, she looked at every corner of the room, with an unreachable despair!

With a heavy pace, when she returned home, Zhou Yushu only felt extremely tired.

It was not until Lu Jingyan came home from work that she found that she had been in a daze all afternoon.

"Yi Shu, what's wrong? Are you uncomfortable? Why didn't you cook tonight?" Lu Jingyan also found something wrong, so he asked cautiously.