166 What should I do

"Thank you, Lu Jingyan, for telling me this." Song Chun hesitated for a moment and asked, "You have always been in love with Yi Shu, haven't you?"

"Yes." Lu Jingyan admitted without hesitation, "I have loved her since I knew her. I tried my best to treat her well. I won't do anything to embarrass her. Even if you appear, I have never given up. But from the moment I did it for Lin Siyu, I was not qualified to say that I loved her. From then on, I respected any decision she made and tried my best to help her. She loves you, she doesn't love me, she doesn't love anyone, she will get married in the future, she will only live with Xiaobao all her life, I accept all the results, I will protect her all my life, as long as she is no longer hurt. If one day she looks back at me and gives me a chance, I will definitely love her and protect her with my life.

Zhou Yishu opened her eyes in the silent darkness. I don't know how long I slept. I haven't had such a chance for how many years. I never dared to be tired, get sick or rest before. Now I'm finally relaxed, but I'm so tired when I sleep. I keep thinking when I dream.

There is nothing to think about. Now Xiaobao has found his father, and there is no need to worry that Xiaobao is sick and has no one to take care of him. This only concern is now a good entrustment, and there is nothing to worry about.

Well, let her sleep enough at a time and make up for all the sleep she has owed in the past few years.

In the evening, Song Chun came to Zhou Yishu's room.

"Auncle, I used to be bad. I didn't know that Yi Shu saved the child. Don't worry, I'm not an irresponsible man. I will treat Yi Shu and Xiaobao all my life." Song Chun stood straight in front of Sun Zhicheng and said sincerely, "Auncle, you can rest assured to give me Yi Shu. I'm not responsible for the mistakes I have made, and it's not because of Xiaobao. I have always made up with her. I have never wanted to leave her. I thought about it like this four years ago, and I have never changed."

"Don't say that." Sun Zhicheng replied, "In those years, it was also because Yi Shu was too wayward. If she hadn't insisted on doing so, maybe you two would have said it, and there wouldn't have been so many twists and turns."

"At that time, we thought too much about us. I thought that Yu Shu had been blaming me for cheating her. I thought she was really desperate for me and did such cruel things. If we had all calmed down and opened our words at that time, maybe the current situation would not have happened. However, uncle, please believe me. I won't let Yu Shu and Xiaobao receive any harm again. Please rest assured to give them to me.

"It's not that I don't believe you," Sun Zhicheng stood up. The man who used to be superior to him now speaks so humbly in front of him.

"This is Yu Shu's own business, and we will respect her decision."

"So now, is there anything I need to do?" Song Chun asked.

Sun Zhicheng didn't say anything and shook his head.

"I have it." Sun Yunfeng, standing aside, said.

Song Chun turned around and said, "What's the matter?"

"Yi Shu has slept for a day and a night. She doesn't eat or drink. She ignores her. If you can, you can let her drink this bowl of porridge. It's irresponsible. It's all about the future whether you get married or not. At present, we can't watch her torture herself like this."

Song Chun entered Anran's bedroom and groped to turn on the bedside lamp. The orange light shone on **. Zhou Yishu curled up and fell asleep quietly like a small animal afraid of cold, and his eyelashes trembled gently.

"Yi Shu, let's eat something."

The room was quiet, and no one answered him.

"Yi Shu, I said that you want to sleep, just eat a little, and then go to sleep after eating."

After a long time, no one responded.

"Yi Shu, I said that you must hear me, and I know you are angry with me, but don't embarrass yourself like this. If you want to beat me and scold me, you have to wait until you are in good health and have strength, right?"

Without any response, Song Chun was like a person talking to himself.

"Yi Shu, if you don't eat and it's not good, I'll take Xiaobao away. I'm her father, your father and big brother

There is no way to interfere. If you are like this now, even if you sue me to the court, I guess the court will award me the custody. You must know my personality very well. As long as I want to do it, I will definitely do it. I want to raise my own daughter legally. I will make you never see Xiaobao's mother again in a lifetime on the grounds of poor health and mental condition!"

Zhou Yishu immediately opened her eyes, sat up straight, raised her hand and fanned at Song Chun, "You are really despicable!"

The thin wrist was caught by Song Chun. "If you want to hit me, you have to wait until you have strength." He let go, and Zhou Yushu's arm was thrown on the quilt and hung weakly.

She sat up too quickly before. Zhou Yushu felt dizzy and her upper body swayed and was about to fall down.

Song Chun hugged her and stood up two pillows to make her lean slantly. Then he brought a porridge bowl, scooped up a spoonful, put it on her mouth and gently cooled it, and sent it to her, "Drink porridge!"

Zhou Yishu didn't open her mouth, but just stared at him with hatred.

"Are you sure you don't drink?" Song Chun asked, "Don't expect me to feed you mouth to mouth like a man in a soap opera. It's up to you whether you eat or not. I know you hate me, but do you know how troublesome it is to hate a person? Look at yourself now, who knows how much more you can hate me for a few days.

Song Chun wanted to withdraw his hand, but suddenly he was held by Zhou Yishu. His lips came up and swallowed all the porridge in the spoon.

He remained calm and continued to feed a spoonful.

"Yi Shu, I know how you feel now." He whispered, as if talking to himself, "Four years ago, I was the same. You said that you killed the child in revenge for me; you agreed to divorce me, went out of the house, and walked so simply that I could only hold the quilt and recall your breath every day. I'm angry, sad, regretful, and miss you very much. All kinds of emotions are in my heart and can't vent. At that time, I almost abandoned myself to undergo surgery. I even wanted to lose the painful memory through the operation. However, people have to look forward. We can't dwell on the past. One day, we will come out of it. So, you are the same," Song Chun put the empty bowl back to the head of the bed. "The slap in the face just now, when you have the strength to stand in front of me, I will definitely not stop it."

Zhou Yishu lay down again, and Song Chun sorted out her quilt. "I'll go first. I'm going to eat well these two days."

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I was too busy yesterday to update it. I'll make it up later.