Chapter 63 You are responsible
Chapter 63 You are responsible for it
The pale and desolate moonlight sprinkled into the window, shining on Xu Si's sad face. Her sadness is obvious. Because she is alone, she doesn't need to hide with a smile...
The steel lighter emitted a light blue flame and lit the cigarettes at the corners of her mouth. She took a sip and spit it out slowly. It seemed that the only thing that could comfort her now was the burning lady's cigarette in her hand.
Then, her head gently leaned against the back wall, opposite a clock, which showed that the time was already two o'clock in the morning...
——[If everything goes well, I will drive the car back before midnight].
————[...If you can't come back, I think your car should be my funerary object].
These words before the night left came to his mind, but Xu Si, who was full of sadness just now, smiled, but this seemingly simple bitter smile hid the pain in the depths of his memory.
"... The car can't be taken back." She said to herself, quietly.
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Here on Hell Street, I don't know if it's because of the full moon in the night sky or something else. The originally gloomy and strange long street looks even more gloomy. It seems that in those inconspicuous but extremely dark corners, you can faintly see the incredible ghost fires...
These ghosts are sometimes absent, and they are even more blue. They are quite strange. They gather together in twos and threes, disperse separately for a while, and then continue to repeat themselves.
For this world, their existence is meaningless, just like a kind of garbage that is difficult to deal with. These ghosts and fires that have no purpose and no destination can only keep wandering can only be repeated day by day and drifting at this moment without rules until one day, someone, something, purify or absorb them.
Then, it seemed that this moment came. When the shadow that quietly appeared from the darkness appeared under the moonlight, in an instant, countless ghosts wandering nearby rushed to it like crazy, one after another, but for a while, the dense blue ghost fire suddenly covered the whole body of the shadow, but Then, because of the long sword that slowly appeared in the shadow's hand, these ghost fires were finally sucked by it for a moment.
This long sword is very different, especially at the hilt. The nine [blue chains] tightly bind it to the hilt. I don't know why one of the nine chains has been broken, and the cracked chain is divided into two, hanging on the left and right sides of the hilt, shaking slightly with a breeze...
Its scabbard is also very interesting, depicting a lifelike dragon.
This dragon is portrayed by something like crystal. In the moonlight, it shines brightly, and the reflected light is crystal clear, which is very beautiful. But this dragon is incomplete. There are several parts of the body in a vacant state. It seems that someone has abruptly dug out a few crystals depicting the dragon...
And the blue scabbard of the long sword has also become a little different, because swallowing the countless ghost fire, it looks more blue at this moment, even slightly dazzling. Then, the light reflected through the crystal-like transparent body is shining, which makes the original crystal dragon more mysterious and magical, and the dragon on the scabbard becomes more beautiful.
"Don't look at me like that," Xia Ya felt that she was also innocent: "It's the old man's meaning to let you break the precepts, but it's not me. As for why it doesn't come back, I really don't know." On this point, Xia Ya also stated that the old man did not explain it well. If he had deliberately explained it, she would definitely tell Lin clearly and clearly what kind of price and consequences he would pay for breaking the precept.
But Lin doesn't believe it, or he thinks that he can't mess with the old man, and I can't afford to provoke you (—.—!).
In this way, even if Xia Ya deliberately explained it many times, she knew that she was not lying, but Lin just refused to give up, or she still gave up. Then, he said very domineeringly, "You have to be responsible!"
"Ha?" Xia Ya thought she heard it wrong. No, no, no, Lin's expression now really made her unbearable, even funny. How to put it, Lin now, he is like a little sister who sacrificed for the first time, firmly expressing his responsibility to the bad man.
In this case, if Xia Ya says to Lin, it is quite harmonious and beautiful, but what Lin said to Xia Ya, er, that's a very funny situation.
Think about it, a man who pretends to be B all day long and likes to be cool at any time suddenly told a woman that you want to be responsible. The contrast is very scary. Anyway, the painful 'responsibility' really shouldn't be said from Lin's mouth.
But Lin said it with a very serious expression.
Therefore, Xia Ya couldn't help laughing. If there was a camera now, she felt that she really should take a picture of Lin's expression at this moment and treasure it to see how he would do in the future.
"What are you laughing at!" Lin is really cooperative. It seems that he is still the little girl who lost his first time. Although he is angry, he does not make people feel afraid. Instead, it is a kind of coquettishness from a man: "... I mean... You have to be responsible!"
Eh~~~~ Xia Ya had goose bumps. She couldn't stand this kind of man's coquettishness. Forget it. She can't afford to enjoy it: "Don't do this," she showed a little helplessness: "Everyone is an adult. Why do you need to be mature."
After saying that, she touched Lin's head emotionally, and then said quietly, "Good boy! Be obedient and communicate with the old man. He is still very optimistic about you and should not do it..." At this point, she herself didn't believe it, so she deliberately added, "... Er, it shouldn't be too hard..." She was not sure. You know, the old man is a pervert. His dogma is, there is, there Solve the problem by yourself. If you can't solve it, die for me. He doesn't care whether the trouble is caused by himself or not.
This is the old man, the irresponsible old man. But think about it, the old man's seemingly heartless indifference is not a kind of gaze and expectation.
No one will protect you, and they can protect you more or less. You can only live by yourself. Cruelty is a new life. After all, only when you are strong will you find out how strong you are.
The old man has always believed in this point. Instead of being swallowed up by monsters because of their lack of strength, it is better to be killed by him. At least, when they hang up, they are still alone.
Xia Ya somewhat understands the old man, but seriously, the old man's almost crazy expectations really make many people unable to stand it. In fact, many people are killed by the old man.
This is very cruel, but on the other hand, those who survive are definitely those who really want to live, because they don't want to live, and they don't want to let go of this. There will never be a second chance of rebirth.
Yes, those who were forced to die by the old man had certain characteristics of the soul and were resurrected by the old man. Of course, the old man clearly stated before resurrecting them that living is only a form, and whether they can survive or not depends on themselves.
Those people didn't quite understand the meaning of the old man's words at the beginning, and almost all of them chose to be reborn, but when they felt that rebirth was not a living happiness but a coldness that was more terrible than death, most of them chose to understand, that is, the second death...
The old man still understands. He knows that not everyone is willing to live in pain, let alone everyone is willing to live in fear. Even the most basic survival every day has become the most difficult choice.
But he knows better that if his cruelty can be exchanged for their survival, he is willing to do so, even if he is always misunderstood, even if he wants to be a bad person in the eyes of others.