Horland's Rebellion 122

12-2 Fei Linwen

"When do you still want to maintain such a posture, Sister Fei Linwen?"

Sericia strode to the window and opened all the curtains in the room one by one. The curtains even made a cracking sound because of her too hard movements. Fei Linwen, who had been holding her hands in front of her chest and maintaining a prayer posture, was burned by the sun. She couldn't help closing her eyes and had to put down her hands. She has been holding this mechanical action for almost two days. If it hadn't been for Selysia's unbearable action, maybe she would have maintained this posture until she turned into a stone statue. Nevertheless, her face has little boundless from the stone statue.

"It's the first time I've seen you become like this... I don't understand why you did this at all!"

Serishia held Fei Linwen's hand, pulled her to the bedside, and pressed her shoulder to sit down. And Fei Linwen, like a puppet, listened to the Queen's mercy and did not say a word.

"Although I just learned this fact... I will never be less surprised than you. But what surprised me more was your reaction... Does Sister Fei Linwen love Lyon?

Fe Linwen nodded reflexively and was still silent.

"If I remember correctly... Your Excellency Lyon should love your sister Xilu, right?"

Fe Linwen still repeats her previous movements, and Selysia's previously dignified face is now a little pale:

"Although I have also heard the story of two people falling in love with the same man at the same time, I didn't expect it to happen to me, and they are still sisters... It's really ironic! You have always loved your sister the most, haven't you? I didn't expect..."

Sericia tried to recall something, and after a moment, she showed a surprised look:

"Speaking of which... Your Excellency Lyon and Xilu once made a marriage contract, or did my father testified marriage for them! But soon after, Lyon terminated the marriage for unknown reasons, which made his father feel angry... Is it you that caused this change?

Sericia finally reacted... She just said softly, and then buried her face deeply in her hands.

"Although I can't understand what happened in the past... However, as a woman, I can guess what you have done... What an irony! I have always thought that you are a saint who gave everything for your sister. It turns out that you have buried your sister's happiness... If Xilu knew this fact, I really don't know how she will face you!"

“......”

"And have you forgotten your physical condition... Forget it, people who fall in love will be desperate. I'm not obsessed with Lutvin's figure, but willingly deceived by Gustav's conspiracy. But... Do you want to tell me that everything you have done for Xilu since then is based on a sense of guilt?"

"Hm..."

"So it is... That is to say, the Fei Linwen we have seen all the time has always been an illusion. And the real Fei Linwen is a soul surrounded by a sense of guilt under the illusion of love. It can only be said that what a cruel joke reality is... However, at least one thing, you and Your Excellency Lyon are dedicated people! Based on this, I can't blame you any more. All right, Fei Linwen, please raise your head.

"Hm..."

"I told you to raise your head! This is the Queen's order!"

"Queen...so what?"

"What...?"

"Queen... Is there any value for me now?"

The voice flowing out of the palm of the hand is as cold as the polar ice, lifeless. Terrified by this, Selysia stood up uneasily:

"Fe Linwen...?"

"I... It's so pitiful that I can fall to such a point... Not only are those dark pasts perceived, but also pitied like a wandering puppy... What on earth is this! Now I... have lost the whole world, so... whether it's Haier Milan or the Queen... What is it?"

Felinwen finally raised her head as Selysia ordered... Her eyes sparkled with a strange light, like a poisonous snake that suddenly found its prey:

"Even if you are the Queen... Why do you talk to me about this in front of me without hesitation? These... secrets that are deep in my heart and can never be told to others! I love Lyon... I can sacrifice everything for Lyon. What's ridiculous! Can't I fall in love with someone? Can't I fall in love with my sister's fiance? Can I only let my sister do anything!"

Although her face has turned red because of excitement, Fei Linwen's voice does not have any anger and sadness, just like an ancient spring flowing quietly, but the sound of history is permeated with the magic that seems to charm the spirit of others:

"So... answer me, Your Majesty... Why did you talk to me about this? Isn't it good for me to keep the illusion of a good sister?"

"But I don't need such a sister!"

In response to the emotionless questioning like Ferrin Wenshui, Selysia fought back with the momentum of fire:

"At any time, you should show your most sincere side to others and let your friends feel your true feelings without reservation. This is the first step to establish an eternal friendship... Is this what you taught me, Sister Fei Linwen? I think you must have told Xilu like this, so that child will laugh or get angry even in front of me... What an enviable virtue! But I never thought that the person who told me these truths was you who hid yourself deep in the oyster shell! This is really indescribable irony... right!"

"So... hide these in your heart until they completely decompose... Isn't it enough!"

"That kind of hypocrisy is the real evil! With this awareness, if you had told all this under the sky earlier, how could you have burned your eyes by today's sunshine! The reason why you can't extricate from this pain is because of yourself!"

"So... just leave me alone! All the sins... It's enough for me to bear it alone! The person who brought all this to me and made me painful... It would be good if it didn't exist in this world!"

Felin, who was sublimated to the peak, didn't even use a magic wand and called out a lightning ball just with the power of her spirit. Looking calm, she has actually fallen into a state of madness, and even forgotten that she is in the bedroom of the royal city at this moment, and the person in front of her is the queen of the kingdom... So from her strange eyes, it can be concluded that the lightning ball rising in front of her has no intention to show mercy at all. Nevertheless, Celishi Ya did not show a nervous look:

"It's really obsessed with stupid sadness... Sister Fei Linwen! What problems can be solved by doing this!"

Sericia's magic wand fell gently, and a scorching wave of flame quickly surrounded and swallowed Ferrinwen's lightning ball. After a moment, it turned into empty air together.

In an understatement, the magic exerted by Fei Linwen... Sure enough, it is no longer the selysia of the past. Philinewen couldn't help but be a little stunned, and Selysia's slap in the face immediately rushed over:

How's it going? Are you awake, Sister Feline? Because you are unintentionally wrong, I will not pursue your rudeness in front of me. However, even you can't repeat such a mistake again, otherwise it will embarrass me.

Fe Linwen dissipated all her strength in an instant and collapsed by the bedside, and her eyes were finally filled with the expected tide. After a moment, she turned into a refreshing spring and surged down:

"Your Majesty... Lyon is dead... Lyon is dead!"

"I know... I know Sister Fei Linwen!"

"That fool... is dead! Even if you have never loved me... you should live for Xilu! The so-called 'only Xilu in my heart' turned out to be such pale and empty words... I will never see him again... When the army returned to his country, there would never be him in the team... As long as I saw the figure, Lyon, who would make me feel at ease... died!"

Fe Linwen repeated "dead" and then began to cry loudly. The sadness accumulated in my heart for two days was ignited like gunpowder, and then broke out violently. And Selysia just hugged her tightly. Although tears were pouring up, she tried her best to restrain her crying.

This may be because of her vow that "the queen will only cry alone in the room but will never cry in front of others". In short, the identity of the two has been wonderfully reversed.

"It's really rude... Your Majesty, how could I do such a thing... It's really a deathable crime."

Felinwen, who woke up after closing her tears, tried to kneel down and ask for the queen's forgiveness with a look of shame. Selysia just firmly grabbed her hand:

"There is no need to do that, Sister Fei Linwen. As I just said, you are just unintentionally wrong. And with our previous relationship, do we still care about these unnecessary red tape? In short, it's best if you can recover from this huge blow. However... To be honest, I still can't calm down smoothly due to the surprise brought by this secret.

"Even myself... can't believe this is true so easily, but... it's really a mistake made by youth, so I finally tasted the bitter fruit today... I'm really not qualified to face you and Xilu."

"Don't think so. As long as you understand, even Selysia will make that terrible mistake. How can Philine be perfect? After all, the history of the past can only stay in the past. What is needed now is to face the established facts and the future... Even if Xilu knows the truth, she may not hold a grudge against you. Because you two sisters seem to be born with the embodiment of forgiveness and kindness.

"Please don't make fun of me anymore Your Majesty... But again, Your Majesty's strength just now really scared me..."

"Because if it were me before, it would be impossible to do that at all, right? So... I have never understood what happened, so that I sometimes can't recognize my true identity..."

"This change... happened after the death of Lord Rollinforth, right?"

"That's right... At that time, I felt that it was because of the death of Luo Linfusqing that it gave me too much excitement that I could concentrate on the magic blow to destroy the magic dragon. However, the situation has not changed since then. Not only has my magic not returned to the same level as before, but even when dealing with national affairs, I have made decisions that I can't understand intentionally or unintentionally... Some decisions have never even thought about the necessity of its existence before. So... why on earth is this?"

"Did you wake up overnight because of the stimulation of reality? Such a story is not a simple fairy tale, and I have heard it before..."

"If that's the only way, I won't be so uncertain, but the reality is..."

Reality? Did you notice anything?"

Selysia frowned and stood up, pondered for a moment, and then sat back at a loss:

"I just remembered what Gustav and I said. On Silas's warship, Gustav and I mentioned that I could 'witness the history of the continent' as a bystander, and when I asked about the reason, he told me a familiar term: 'Brunsude'. Although I think this is just his unilateral judgment, however..."

"I see, what the queen means... your current identity is no longer the simple queen in the past, but the awakened Brunsud?"

"In fact, Rumir also made such a judgment. So... with your intuition, do you think this is true?

"But the truth is what just happened... We can't avoid it!"

"Sure enough..."

"But... what's there to worry about? Becoming a legendary great magician is not as simple as before in terms of magic and ability to deal with national affairs, and Haier Milan will be more prosperous as a result... This is a worthy thing to congratulate!"

"That's why I'm unhappy! Because I'm no longer Selysia... but such a nasty Bronxide! If I lose my former self, I can no longer find the consciousness that belongs to me... Even if I can become a great queen, what's the special significance? Now, even if I want to act coquettish around you, I can't help thinking about whether it's not appropriate to do this or something... Isn't that too boring!"

"So it is... Your Majesty... No, Selysia, this is not because you became Brunswick, but because you have grown up."

"Have you grown up...?"

"become a mature queen, no longer a simple girl. This is a stage that everyone must go through! So, although you may indeed become Brunswick in terms of power, you are still you, Selysia. What you have changed is only because of the troubles caused by the former immaturity, so you don't have to worry about it anymore..."

"That's not all I'm worried about!"

Sericia shook her little head anxiously, and her face was full of fear:

"Isn't the legendary Brunshud... a character full of tragedies! What if you have a strong power!"

"So... you're worried about Prince Lutwin, right?"

"Hey...?"

"Because I'm worried that Prince Lutwin will become 'Sigfried'! But that's unnecessary!"

"Why... why do you say that?"

Sericia's face was full of excitement, but she still couldn't hide the hidden uneasiness. Ferrinwen clenched her hand tightly with an understanding smile:

"Once Brunsude... That is, Miss Celine, is a lonely person, so even the love close to you can't be grasp it to your heart's content, but you are different, because you have us supporting you... In the past, there was your father and High Priest Rollinforth, and now there is Lu High Priest Mill... Even if you take a step back, me and Xilu, those reliable young people in the college, and... the young knight have been standing beside you all the time, so... why do you feel uneasy about those uncertain shadows?"

"That's right... At least I still have friends, but Celine is just alone... History really likes to joke!"

"That's right, history is this kind of joke. When you turn your eyes to these memories, you will feel that what you think and do are so simple... Really, I unconsciously returned to the past and said something with my sister that I didn't quite understand. Li, but... as long as you are in front of Selysia, you will feel that everything like this has a far-reaching meaning.

"Me too... If you don't hear me say this, you will feel sleepless."

"So... you are still Selysia in the past!"

Fe Linwen touched her head, as if to absorb the familiar feelings through the palm of her hand:

"Speaking of which... How's the case with Sierras?"

"What else can there be besides a comprehensive civil war... It's really not the right time for Lutwin to go back!"

Sericia stood up with a solemn face and went to the table to pour a glass of water for herself, but she just held it in her hand without the intention of drinking it all:

"Every time I think of this question, I feel scared... I don't know if Lutwin can win the final victory in that cruel civil war, because once he loses, he will really lose his life... This time he won't be as lucky as last time! But all I can do is worry here, watching my beloved people struggle to support me in the distance... Those ministers are against my plan!"

"This is a matter of course, because after all, you made the decision as Your Majesty! So there is no doubt that it will be related to the safety of Haier Milan..."

"It is for this reason that makes me feel indescribable trouble! It's ridiculous that as a queen..."

Sericia drank all the water in the cup, and then gave an angry "ha", which can only be said to be completely indecent in line with the queen's identity... but she didn't care at all:

"The queen of Haier Milan... What a joke in my life! If my father is still alive, I don't have to bear this kind of torture at all..."

"What a wayward child... But no matter what, your identity as a queen cannot be changed. This is the fate you have been doomed since you were born."

"So... Isn't fate just thrown into the sea together?"

"Oh, oh... This kind of disrespectful words to the gods should not come out of your mouth."

"Now I really don't want to believe in any gods. No matter how much I dedicate my body and soul, not only is love not guaranteed, but also my fate is controlled by them at will... The queen of Haier Milan, the queen of Haier Milan!"

Sericia kicked the table hard to vent her anger. It was not until the pain in her toes came that she had to stop moving. However, with the pain, there seems to be a flash of inspiration:

"You just said... I made this decision as Your Majesty... Is that what you said?"

"Have you finally realized what I mean?"

"So it is... So it is!"

Sericia hugged Fei Linwen eagerly and kissed her deeply on the forehead:

"I didn't realize your deep meaning until now... I'm so sorry! But thank you very much for reminding me, Fei Linwen! You deserve to be my best friend and sister!"

"But I didn't say anything... It was the idea that Her Majesty herself thought of, right? When the high priest asks, you can't recognize me!"

"I know! The cunning sister always remembers to bully me!"

Sericia jumped to the table and began to meditate on the new will. After a moment, she took a pen and paper and began to draft a new draft. Fei Linwen looked at her back full of vitality and wisdom, and her face slowly turned back to sadness:

"I've always wanted to ask for your forgiveness in person... It seems that there will never be such a chance again. I don't know if you thought of me the moment you closed your eyes? Maybe your heart was still full of Xilu at that time... I really envy my sister. There is a knight like you who deeply loves her, but I obviously won't lose to her in any way... Although these have no practical meaning now, I can only try my best to pray for you to rest in peace. Go to live... Xilu's heart must be like me. It won't calm down so easily. Maybe she is quarreling with the knight now!"

"Fe Linwen! Do you think there is anything wrong with such an order?"

Sericia handed over the piece of paper in her hand:

"Mr. Farn should understand what I mean, right?"

"So you are going to hand it over to His Excellency Farn?"

"There is no more suitable candidate except him."

"That's what I said..."

Fe Linwen looked at it carefully and handed back the piece of paper:

"This is enough. His Excellency Farn will definitely pay attention to His Majesty's intention and complete the task satisfactorily. In addition, I'm still a little worried about the Heland front... How is Your Majesty going to deal with it?

"Of course, it was carried out according to the established plan, but in front of those ministers, I did not announce the actual battle plan."

"Do you want to surprise the ministers with an unexpected result after the end of the war? What a child's temper... It's worthy of Her Majesty!"

"Are you praising me or satirizing me? But you're right. That's my intention. Everything has to listen to their opinions and arrangements. This feeling is too suffocating... So I want to make those old guys understand within the most certain range... Selysia is not a puppet that can't live without them! "