Chapter 2: Reality
For a moment, I didn't know how to face such a scene, and every word she said was deeply in my heart.
Yes, these are my fault. I just want to live an equal life like you.
Angan is right, I want to get in. You don't care, you have it effortlessly; that freedom is a dream I dare not have in my life.
Now I'm just a small step towards this impossible dream, but I was immediately exposed and beaten back to my original shape.
At this time, I couldn't say a word, just wanted to leave here. I know that I shouldn't be so fragile. The reality is far more cruel than I thought.
I seldom leave home, will I be defeated by these words on the first day of school? How difficult it is for me to find a school that is willing to accommodate me. Do I have to give up like this?
My silence, Anrant's arrogance, and other classmates turned a blind eye.
The head teacher had no choice but to look at An, who was unwilling to exchange with me, and thought about what to do next or how to save the current situation.
"Anrant is right. It's just a few steps. It's really so inconvenient. Why don't you go to your place?"
"That's right, we Minghan also have a face, and we can't afford to entertain 'defect beauty'"
Finally, the dead classroom was still broken by several harsh girls and their loud noise. After that, everyone seemed to wake up and began to drive me away.
"Mr. Chen, you are new here, please think clearly before you speak next time. If something happens to you, you can't bear the responsibility.
A girl in the back row shook off her long black hair, and her charming and enchanting face floated with a sneer. Then she stared at the teacher fiercely and continued to sit comfortably on the chair and play with her mobile phone.
"Han Heya, what's your attitude?" The teacher was obviously scared by the girl's words, but he didn't want to lose face.
When the whole classroom is making a pot of porridge, and I don't know what to do.
The door was suddenly opened, and a teenager dyed with blond hair came in, sat on the empty seat next to Anran, leaned back on the chair, and glanced at the group of chattering people with an extremely cold gaze.
His eyes fell on me and stared at me.
I don't know why he looked at me like this. Like others, do he think I shouldn't be here?
While he looked at me, I also looked at him indifferently. We looked at each other. His cold and charming face and unruly appearance were no different from the little hooligans fighting on the street, but they were very different.
I feel that there is an imperceptible loneliness hidden in his deep eyes.
Seeing this, Anlan first glanced at me with hatred, and then immediately came to the side of the blonde teenager. Just as he was about to say something, the blonde man waved his hand lazily: "It's so noisy. Anlan, you go and sit in the back. You come and sit here, but one thing is that you can sit here, but it's better not to disturb me."
"sickness? What about me?" I was stunned for a moment, but my mind didn't realize what was going on.
Anlang had already packed up her books and walked to the back seat, and the noises in the classroom were instantly quieted down with the blonde man's speech.
"Hmm?"
The director quickly touched my arm and motioned me to sit in Anlan's position quickly.
Although I don't understand what's going on, I only know one thing. Blessed with the blonde, this storm is finally over, and I can stay.
I hurried over and parked my wheelchair at the desk, holding the table with both hands and carefully moved my body to the seat. At this time, there was a muffled sound behind me. I jumped by the sudden sound, and my hand slipped and fell down.
I closed my eyes helplessly and waited for my body to embrace the second time with Mother Earth today.
For a long time, my body didn't seem to feel the pain of falling to the ground, but soft and light. In the dark, it seemed that I felt a pair of powerful arms and held me in my arms.
"Hey, don't worry about it. Sit down quickly."
I slowly opened my eyes and saw a blonde man holding me impatiently scolding me.
He saw me flashing his eyes and looked at him intently. For a moment, I felt that he was a little embarrassed, and then gently put me on the chair. It ended this short and thrilling moment of more than ten seconds.
After finishing it, I looked back to see what was making a muffled sound just now. Although there was nothing unusual, I saw Anan's jealous eyes and the heavy hardcover dictionary scattered around her feet.
In an hour, I understood what had just happened.
I listened carefully to every sentence the teacher said, and carefully wrote each key point neatly on the notes. The blonde next to me slept sounded soundly and made a puppy-like simple breathing sound from time to time.
Occasionally, I go to his hair like itching, and I am also grateful to him for everything he has done for me, although it was not for me in the morning.
"Dang, Dang, Dang..."
Big Ben's thick and slow voice sounded again, and the morning passed quietly.
All the people in the classroom are scattered, but where is the canteen? How can I go there to eat?
I suddenly realized that my knowledge of the school was still not enough. According to this situation, I'm afraid it will be easy to starve to death or suffoze myself to death.
The students around began to talk loudly, and then walked out of the classroom with their friends. But I can only sit there stupidly, thinking about what to do.
"Xiao Luolin, I'll pick you up."
A familiar voice came, turned around, and Yuan Meng poked out half of his head from the door of the classroom. At this moment, I was as excited to see her as if I had seen the savior.
"I was waiting for you in Xingyuan. Later, I remembered that you had just arrived in Minghan. I definitely didn't know where it was. It's not convenient, so I'll pick you up.
Yuan Meng said as she helped me into the wheelchair. I looked at the blonde man who was still sleeping on the table. I wanted to wake him up and ask him if he wanted to go to dinner together. But Yuan Meng looked at me and shook her head like a rattle, and then was pushed out of the classroom by her.
I wanted to ask Yuan Meng why she didn't let me ask him to go, but the girl asked long questions along the way and cared about whether I was bullied. Nagging like a little mother doesn't give me a chance to interrupt at all.
I couldn't hide anything in my heart, and I also felt that although Yuan Meng was careless, she was a trustworthy person, so I told her that Anan didn't like me.
She shook her head helplessly and asked me to be the enemy of An. Don't say anything else.
"In fact, the school has an elevator, but it is now under maintenance, and it will take about a week to repair it. Situ Bohan, the school director, loves children very much. Everything gives priority to the convenience of students, so he built Minghan into a senior high school with all elevators, cafes and entertainment facilities.
I looked at the bad environment outside, as well as the shock brought to me by the teaching building and the whole classroom and school. I know that Yuan Meng is right. This is indeed too different from the general school I know.
"You also know that you don't need too many tedious procedures to enter school here, and you don't talk about your grades. It is thanks to these that Ming Han can develop so fast in a short period of time. However, because of these convenient things, some rich and advantageous people can rest assured to send their children here for boarding. However, they have also made a lot of investments here, and the Anan you mentioned is one of them.
Yuan Meng paused, as if organizing words. How to tell me as concisely as possible that staying away from Anan is the highest law for his survival in this school.
"Her family and the school director of Situ are world friends, and she will definitely get what she wants, and it is reasonable for her to be driven away if she doesn't like it. Here, everyone is in awe of her. So try your best to put up with it. When we leave here after the college entrance examination, who else knows? There is no need to hold a grudge against her.
Yuan Meng said seriously, but I didn't pay attention to her words. Because nothing has happened today that can cause a deep hatred. After all, no one will be happy if you are suddenly asked to change your position.
Out of the teaching building, Yuan Meng pushed me towards the direction of the fountain carving. It turned out that the Star Garden was in the opposite direction of the teaching building, and the student dormitory was not far from the park.
I think I must walk this campus from beginning to end if I have time. This place is like a huge treasure to me. Maybe there are secrets that I don't know and unimaginable surprises.
After arriving at the Star Garden, I found that it was full of 'stars' just like its name.
A large area of stars are planted in the star garden, and the flowers are as thin as beans. There are several light blue pansies in each starry sky. It's like a little wave from a white wave. The breeze blew and swaying. It emits a faint fragrance and blends into the air, so natural.
In the deepest part of the flowering, there is a small corolla surrounded by green leaves. There is a lavender thing in the middle, because I don't wear glasses, so I can't see it clearly.
I asked Yuan Meng, what is that lavender thing?
She said that a small dandelion, purple dandelion, was planted in the corolla in the middle. Because this species is very rare, it is protected in the middle. And that is also the favorite of the Situ school director.
Yuan Meng pointed to the corolla in front of him and said to me casually.
"The principal here is so special," I smiled.
"There are still a lot of special things here, enough for you to see. Hey, I'll go there to buy food. You wait for me here." Yuan Meng stopped me on the side of the garden and ran to buy food by herself.
I took out my glasses from my bag and looked at the whole campus carefully, watching more and more people gathered in the Star Garden. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the sunshine, breeze, and the laughter of the people around me. At this moment, I understood why the mermaid princess gave up everything and came to the land.
Yuan Meng quickly bought two fried noodles. I sat by the garden and ate them. I listened to Yuan Meng telling various stories and interesting things that happened around me. She also quickly became my first friend to Minghan.
After dinner, Yuan Meng sent me back to the classroom. At this time, the blonde man disappeared from my seat again. It was not until half an hour after the first class in the afternoon that he returned and continued to fall asleep. I didn't even have a chance to say thank you.
It was not until 8 o'clock after the evening self-study that Yuan Meng accompanied me downstairs and sent me to the school gate to draw a card with the same doorman before breaking up.
Before I got home, the orange light in the distance had been reflected by the glass. That's an indescribable feeling of warmth.
Orange, like the setting sun in the afternoon, comfortable and warm.
Only at home will I be as talkative as I open a chat box, even unreasonable and angry.
My mother often says that I'm 'home' and won't see my own chimney for two miles. I also think it makes sense. This is not a coquettish performance. After all, you can only show the most real and unmanticed self in front of the people you love.
And more often, I know clearly in my heart that no matter how I lose my temper, feel uncomfortable, or even make a fuss, they will not reduce their love for me at all times. They will always stay by my side, not abandon or give up.