Chapter 8: Unreal Reality

When the curtain was pulled, the auditorium returned to its original appearance, leaving only people's admiration for the dreamy performance just now.

Although everything is like a dream, it has been so real in front of each of us. Close your eyes and seem to see the scene just now. After getting off the stage, Situ Lei sat on the chair in the dressing room in the background, bent down and supported his head with his hands, looking tired. He didn't know that I was hiding in the audience or that she saw the whole performance and what he said.

At this time, Anan stood aside and looked at Situ Lei. Instead of walking over and sticking to him as usual, she quietly turned around and left.

"He is so stupid. There are not many people in the auditorium. How many people can see such a hard performance? Obviously, this performance can get a lot of votes." I wrote angrily to Yuan Meng.

"My little aunt, aren't you a little moved? Who cried so much just now? Now he has a selfless attitude to complain. Who are they trying so hard for? The beautiful male effect really works. Yuan Meng actually helped Situ Lei pick up the impatigency at this moment.

"When did you start calling 'someone's name'? Did you fall in love with him so much? I flirted with Yuan Meng with a smile.

"Go, I can't afford this. Look at the tigress behind him, who dares to touch it? Only a heartless person like you dares to come forward. Thanks to the fact that I had been persuading you at the beginning, I didn't hurt myself in the end. Yuan Mengling argued eloquently and pulled the topic back to me.

"Hurry up and go back to the hospital. If my mother finds out, we are both finished." It suddenly occurred to me that I had been out for a long time and hurriedly urged Yuan Meng.

The next day

The bell, a rapid and life-threatening phone kept ringing. I took out the phone sleepyly, instinctively "hed" and completely forgot that I had lost my voice.

Miss Xia Luolin, you don't have to talk and listen to me. Congratulations, you have become famous overnight and are honored to become our Minghan's celebrity!" Yuan Meng shouted excitedly on the other side of the phone.

"Situ Lei's performance yesterday has been cut into Haiyuan promotional videos by the students of the broadcasting department, and it was reprinted overnight. Your huge poster has also become the most conspicuous symbol. You are so angry! Come to school quickly! I guarantee you a series of surprises. Yuan Meng hung up the phone after saying it excitedly.

I was so confused that I didn't hear what Yuan Meng was talking about. I just felt that the world was finally quiet again, and I continued to sleep.

During the hospitalization, Yuan Meng and Situ Lei came to see me almost every day. Looking at them, I felt that something I didn't know must have happened between them.

No matter how late Situ Lei is, he will explain today's class and key contents to me in detail every day, and copy the notes and bring them to me.

His handwriting is neat and beautiful. It can be seen that at least he used to be a good child who studied hard, but now he is a pig who only knows how to sleep and put on a stinky face.

However, I have to say that Situlei is really popular with his elders. As soon as we met, he won the great favor of my picky mother. Yuan Meng and I got goose bumps all over. Such a natural cuteness and voice are completely different from the cold and silent him in the school.

My body quickly recovered, and my voice went from simple pronunciation to being able to speak normally. A month later, I was successfully discharged from the hospital and went home. It's just that the doctor advised me not to talk too much and drink more water to continue to regulate the chronic injuries and sequelae caused by chemicals to my throat.

When I got home, I lay lazily and thought about how to face Anlan and Han and Ya in the same classroom when I returned to school.

is not afraid, but doesn't know what mentality and spiritual outlook to face. I rested at my home for two days until I cleared my mind and couldn't stand my mother's bomber's attack, so I decided to go to school.

Morning

"Eat less pickles, and don't eat randomly if your throat is good." Mom started to attack me early in the morning.

"Since your accident, your father and I have been worried about you. It will take some time for your father to come back from a business trip. This is a long lesson. You should be more careful in the future. I don't want your father to come back and blame me for not taking good care of you. Mom continued to nagging.

"Yes, yes." I answered vaguely with a dumpling in my mouth.

After arriving at the school, it is still a beautiful scene of paradise. But since I experienced that, I have found that it is not as beautiful as it looks. This beauty is like a body shrouded in it, and no one knows how much unexpected darkness is hidden behind it.

After arriving at the classroom, I found that the original Director Chen had transferred to teach in other classes. There are only two possibilities. First, she felt ashamed to see me, and second, Anan had to be foolproof and was not allowed to reveal half of what happened that day from others.

I once thought that if the director had stopped Anlan at that time, many things might not have happened.

But even if she doesn't go to other classes, I won't blame her. After all, people are for themselves. Even as a party, I will feel how selfish her behavior is, but the mentality that has nothing to do with me always disgusts me.

Situ Lei fell asleep when he didn't come abnormally today. He seemed surprised to see me coming back to school so soon.

I didn't look at Anan's seats, but the diameter came to my seat and sat down.

Whether they are angry or hate me at this time, I thought about the expressions they might appear after seeing me last night. But I didn't want to see these, so I didn't leave the blackboard and the pile of textbooks and notes on the table until after class.

"Are you all right?" Situ Lei asked me in a low voice.

I looked back at him, and his hair was dyed back to a normal color and looked at me with his neck tilted like a child.

"Well, it's okay." I answered simply.

He seemed to be a little unhappy with my indifference, so he ignored me and turned his head to go to bed.

Anan looked at us behind, and the pen in his hand poked the notebook hard, making a creaking sound, as if a mouse was biting a stake.

In the afternoon, Yuan Meng and I went to sit in front of the water spray sculpture. I looked up like a mermaid baby in the sculpture and felt that I was really related to the mermaid race.

Suddenly, a sentence came to my mind that I want to tell Yuan Meng now.

"Yuan Meng, I won't like Situ Lei. Don't hook up behind your back."

"Why?" Yuan Meng looked at me in surprise, as if she didn't believe that this sentence came from my mouth.

"You don't have to know what I said. I can't be with him at all. This is too fake. Life is not a fairy tale. The prince and princess will be really happy forever after they are not together. They will also quarrel and have to separate because of things that are difficult to choose. After that, they will never see each other.

I paused and looked at the little mermaid in the fountain and whispered, "What's more, I'm not a princess at all, just a disabled person with a green certificate."

I stretched out my hand to stir the water gushing out of the fountain, cold and comfortable...

"However, as long as we like each other, these realistic things can be changed." Yuan Meng began to strongly deny my remarks.

"Have you forgotten that Anan is a tigress? I haven't done anything. If I were really with Situ Lei as you said, I'm afraid I would have been killed by her thousands of times."

"But haven't you always been afraid of her? Why did it suddenly change?"

"I'm not afraid of her. But it's really impossible for me and Situ Lei.

Yuan Meng stopped talking, just sat aside as if she was thinking about something that could convince me.

" Luolin, tell me. Have you ever liked Situ Lei?" Yuan Meng looked at me seriously. I have never seen her so serious.

"Maybe I like it. He makes me feel warm, like a plush cushion in winter, which makes me feel safe. One move can calm my uneasy heart. For me, he is like a cup of hot cocoa in winter, sweet and light bitterness. Do you like it?" I still lift the water, and then think about what he looks like, and what he said to me, a gentle smile, and even more...

"If you don't like it, I will take off Yuan Meng's head and kick it for you. Anyway, what's good in your heart now? At this time, you should bravely stretch out your hand and shout: I accept you..." Yuan Meng's words suddenly turned around, which really made me guess the beginning but couldn't guess the solution, and she began to be unscrupulous again.

"... take your head!" I bumped into her with a smile.

"Actually, I don't know if it's my illusion. I always feel that Situ Lei is different from me. He looks at me and speaks in his tone."

"Are you fierce? Or indifference and enthusiasm?"

"It's gentle, indescribable gentleness. Helpless, angry, tired, at any time. I even had the illusion that he spoke to me in a different voice. Do you think I was poisoned by him? I asked Yuan Meng.

"No, Luolin, I'll tell you seriously. I'm afraid you really like him. I promise Master Mao." Yuan Meng looked serious.

"Love, right?"

My heart began to be inexplicably uneasy and restless. I shouldn't touch my feelings. It is like a double-edged sword that hurts others and hurts myself more fiercely.

"Why don't you tell him if he likes you the same, otherwise how can he only treat you specially?"

"Didn't I tell you the reason why I can't tell him that we can't be together. Also, I often feel that he talks to me and treats me strangely, like coaxing children.

"Aothe the child?"

"Yes, he will touch my head like this and occasionally take out sugar from his pocket for me during rehearsal. In short, he made me feel that he was coaxing his sister, or a younger child, or even a pet, a cat and a dog. As I spoke, I reached out to touch Yuan Meng's short hair that looked hairy.

"You mean he is brother and sister to you?" Yuan Meng didn't believe my words and patted my comfortable hand on her head.

"Well, that's it. So I decided to do this. Anyway, I haven't been in love, and I'm afraid no one in the world will want me. It's better to change my mood now and treat him like a brother. With that, I touched my head as if as a little comfort.

"Well, it's all up to you. But no matter what relationship you two regard each other as, Anan has to guard against it. Every time I talked about Situ Lei, Yuan Meng didn't seem to forget to ring the alarm for me.

"Okay, I'm going to the hospital for a review next week. My mother has an appointment to travel. You can go with me." I said to Yuan Meng.

"Hmm."