Chapter 49: I miss what you forgot

Luo Lin:

I found the lucky grass with five lilacs and four leaves, but I didn't wait for you to tell me the reason why you gave me the lilac, but you can take them with you to find your happiness.

A few short words without signature, but I already know who it is. Because I only mentioned these two flowers to him, and the person I wanted to send lilacs.

"Fool, because the flower language of lilac is Bright, you are the light that illuminates me."

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I giggled and looked at the two plant specimens in my hand: "You still remember. I thought you had forgotten what I said for a long time."

In a blink of an eye, I have been at home for a week. During this period, I have hardly been out of the house except for seeing Yuan Meng once.

I didn't put the two specimens back in the envelope, but in the most obvious place of the desk, so that I can see 'happiness' every day when I get up and open my eyes.

I was not idle during my rest at home. I have read a lot of books on cakes. I want Madeleine, which I founded, to do better.

I made a temporary decision to study in Austria for a period of time, so that I can also have a good reason to leave Hangzhou for a while and enrich myself more perfectly.

So I made an appointment with Ye Yichen, who had not yet left Beijing, to say goodbye and arranged for Hangzhou. After all, he did not graduate and didn't have much time to take care of Madeleine.

"Are you going to Austria alone? The method and process of making cakes are different from place to place. How can you choose there? Ye Yichen felt a little incredible about my decision and where to go.

"Well, you know I can live alone, but all of you are worried. Please take more care of Madeleine when I'm away. If you really don't have time, turn it off, but don't close it for too long. I'm afraid it will be forgotten.

"Okay, but you have to tell me why." Ye Yichen agreed.

"Because there are my fairy tales, my mermaid."

"What?" Ye Yichen was even more confused by my words.

"by the way, I have something to tell you before I leave. Although I shouldn't care about your business, I'll tell you that since I like her so much, why don't you chase her, but give it to someone who won't cherish her."

I took a sip of coffee and thought about what it would be better to leave before I left. At least Ye Yichen has taken good care of me in the past two years.

"Although I don't like Anlan and can't let go of what you have done to me, I still want to tell you. How can I know that you can't give her the happiness you want without fighting for it?

I don't know why I said these words to him. Maybe I feel that Ye Yichen loves her too hard and wants to help him.

"luolin, you..."

Ye Yichen was shocked by what I said and didn't know how to react.

"I have no other intention. It's just that you can do so much for Anan, and you don't even hesitate to hurt a person to love her in this way. Then why don't you try hard for yourself to let her see your love for her?"

"Your words seem to be sarcastic." Ye Yichen smiled awkwardly.

"Ye Yichen."

"Hmm?"

"If you see the stupid Ye Yichen before, remember to tell him for me that I miss him very much."

I reached out and touched his head, which was an action that can give people infinite comfort and warmth: "Remember, feelings are one person who gets lost and stops, and the other person wants to take her with him."

"Thank you for telling me this."

He was suddenly made a little embarrassed by me, because I had never been kind to him and had never done such an intimate act.

"Have you booked the ticket?"

"You don't have to see me off at 3 p.m. the day after tomorrow." I was afraid that he would come to see me off, so I gave up first.

He looked at me with a smile in the sun. It seemed that this was the first time that he finally looked at me without disguise.

"In return for your encouragement, I will also tell you one thing." He said leisurely.

"If it's a bad thing, then hold this reward in your stomach. I don't want to know."

"It's not good or bad. I just think you shouldn't be kept in the dark. It's better to know what you should know."

"Say it."

"Do you know why Ming Han divided the school into two factions, Haiyuan and Huawu?"

"It seems to be a simple system of distinction between high-quality art students and ordinary students." I have always thought so about this, because Yuan Meng once told me that Huawu are good students with excellent character and learning.

"This is true for unwitting people, but in fact, Situ Bohan created it separately to commemorate his wife and his daughter. As far as I know, his wife is a woman who loves flowers very much. He likes to run in the flowers and everything in nature. And his daughter is a mermaid in the sea.

"What on earth do you know?"

"Look, I know a lot of things you don't know. As long as you ask me, I can tell you."

"No, I don't want to know. Are you done?"

Suddenly, I felt that the man in front of me was like a mystery. He knew me well, but I was still cloudy about him.

"I just want you to know that Situ Bohan thought his daughter was dead, so he founded Minghan High School for her."

It turned out that the school was built for me. I never thought it would be like this. I thought Situ Bohan was just a cruel man who abandoned me and forgot me.

But what's the point of his founding of Minghan? He doesn't even want me to go to a memorial school to do.

I was thinking about it, Ye Yichen interrupted my thoughts again and continued, "Do you remember the flower garden shared by Haiyuan and Huawu?"

"Remember."

The flower garden is planted with a garden structure dominated by stars and supplemented by pansy. It does not exist for good-looking. It contains the meaning of love and missing for its deceased daughter, and the purple dandelion in the flower park is the unstoppable love for his wife.

Unstoppable love. It turns out that my mother used to like to express her heart in flower language, so it seems that I really look like her.

I think of her, the mother I have never met. No sadness, no miss, no feelings in my heart. It's just that one story after another is putting together her appearance.

"Why did you tell me this, and who told you these things?"

"Have you forgotten my relationship withRan? How can I approach you without knowing anything?" Ye Yichen said, and a trace of cunning flashed in his deep pupils.

"I just don't want to see you continue to be puzzled. The resentment against the Situ family will not make you happy. The more you know, the more you will face them more clearly and rationally you will be. You can't hide for a lifetime.

"I don't have to hide from any of them for a long time."

"If it's really like what you said, then the person I haven't been able to dilute from your heart for two years? Why is he still occupying that position?"

"That's because I don't like you." I blurted out a word.

Ye Yichen smiled lightly, as if I couldn't face myself calmly now: "Then tell me what I don't like?"

"I..."

I can't say why. In fact, he is very good, but I can't accept it myself.

"It's not that you don't like me, but your heart has been filled for a long time, and there is no gap left for me. No matter who appears in front of you, he can't replace Situ Lei."

"What about you? Your heart is also full of An, so why come to me to ask for a seat?"

"Because you and I are both lost on the road of love, I want to take your hand to save us from going out together, but you would rather continue to wander in the fog than reach out to me. So I can only get lost with you and can't get out of this circle together.

After saying everything, Ye Yichen and I quickly broke up from the cafe and went home separately.

When I finally wanted to travel alone, I didn't ask anyone to see me off, including my father. I came to the airport alone and sat quietly in the terminal waiting.

I didn't bring too much heavy luggage when I went out this time, because I had the experience of going to Hangzhou last time, so I didn't bring anything except basic clothes this time.

I took out of my bag that the only thing I carried out this time was superfluous, which was the specimen card of the four-leaf clover: "You're going to travel with me for a while."

At this time, Ye Yichen made an appointment with Situ Lei, and the two were sitting in the restaurant and staring at each other angrily.

"What's the matter?" Situ Lei opened his mouth first.