Chapter 147: Fake Lovers - 1
"Xia Luolin, tell me what's going on!" The door of the classroom was swiping open, and then Situ Lei angrily glanced at everyone in the West Point classroom.
At this time, everyone's hands in the classroom stopped abruptly in the air, and the egg liquid on the egg beater was splashed everywhere because of the sudden shock.
My eyes flashed and instinctively avoided everything about him.
But he still found me in the crowd and grabbed my wrist regardless of the circumstances, as if he were going to tear me apart.
"Xia Luolin, I can let you leave me, but why, why..."
There was an indelible anger in his eyes, holding a big red invitation in his hand, which suddenly wrote an extremely festive word 'happy'. I immediately understood what he wanted to say, but he didn't say anything.
I thought that in the four months since I came back, we have more or less diluted some of our heartfelt wounds.
I quit my job in the student union, locked myself at home after class every day, blocked all the news about the outside world, and banned everything about him.
But the final return is only ten days away from Ye Yichen's wedding. The invitation was finally distributed to everyone in the student union today.
I thought that he would rush to ask me what was going on, but what I didn't expect was that it was in a public place like the classroom.
In the whole school, everyone knew that I had a relationship with Situ Lei and even developed rapidly to the point of cohabitation. But then they separated inexplicably, and the good news of marriage suddenly came from Ye Yichen, who was a good match before.
Such a variable that cannot be explained by common sense makes everyone's face full of surprise and puzzlement when they see me.
Minghui also began to be like willow catkins sprouting in spring, with all kinds of unpleasant rumors everywhere, and those words also pointed me to me in the morning and evening, forgetting money, and even watery poplar flowers.
But in the end, they are puzzled by how an unbearable woman like me caught two men in Minghui.
But I don't care how the outside world comments on me at all. All I care about is Situ Lei.
I looked at his angry eyes and sad and painful face. But his heart hurts thousands of times more than him.
"as you can see, that's all." I pretended to be calm and said faintly without sadness.
"I remember everything you said on the day you left. You said you found your father. You said you were leaving. You said you would never come back. You said you let me forget everything about you. But now you are going to use this thing to defeat what you said to me in person?
In public, everyone's eyes were on me and Situ Lei. Even the foreign teacher who is in a mess can't take his eyes off us at this moment, even if our conversation sounds very difficult.
"Do you have to say this on such an occasion?" I twisted the wrist he grabbed hard, but I couldn't exert any strength.
Situ Lei took a deep breath and tried his best to suppress his anger and said, "Please take them out. I have something to talk to Xia Luolin alone."
The foreign teacher looked at him blankly. I don't know whether he wanted to see enough of the excitement or recovered from the noise. While Situ Lei had tried his best to control himself to ask him out, he refused him on the grounds that he was in class.
"Get out, if you still want to stay in Minghui as a teacher, take everyone here and get out..." Situ Lei's expression was solemn and slowly closed his eyes. Every word was silently thrown into the crowd like a blockbuster, waiting for the moment of explosion.
In such a large classroom, there are suddenly only me and Situ Lei. But he still didn't mean to let go of me, even if the part above my wrist had already turned white and cold.
He looked at me, and his cold eyes gradually eased with the passage of time, and his hand was not as tight as before.
"I'll take you to Ye Yichen and tell him in front of him that you can't marry him."
"Why?"
"I don't agree."
"Who do you think you are? Why do you interfere with whom I want to be with!" I was emotional and spoke loudly. Then he suddenly pulled his hand out of his palm.
He looked at me in a blankly, as if he didn't expect me to be so excited. He didn't expect me to refuse his request so simply and say such a thing.
"Can you tell me why?" He became weak because of my words, and his body fell back uncontrollably, knocked down the chair, and spilled the unfinished butter on the table.
I instinctively reached out and held him, but he shook my hand away fiercely.
This familiar and indifferent feeling seems to have been empathized before, but this time, I am more painful than him. Everything can only be suppressed in my heart and no one can talk about it.
"Oh, have you disdained me?" I watched him alienate me, look at me coldly, and don't allow me to touch him.
There is a feeling of suffering in the stomach, and the first time I experienced it was so clear.
He looked at me, and his painful expression reflected in my eyes, but he also pierced my heart like a knife.
"Since you want to know, I'll tell you why."
I turned my wheelchair to the window. The winter snow had already melted, and there was a brand-new, budding tender green color outside. I breathed the free air outside, felt the wind blowing through my face, and my mood calmed down a little.
"Yes, the reason why I left you at that time was indeed because I found my father and had to leave."
"What about him?"
"He helped me find my father, and in the process, I found that as early as two years ago, even early, when I lived in Hangzhou with Ye Yichen, I had already fallen in love with him. So, my father's business is just a bridge that happens to connect us together.
I have been looking out of the window and trying to avoid looking at him.
Because if he sees the tears trembling in my eyes at this time, he will know that what I said is just lying to him.
"So after you found your father, you were naturally together."
"That's right."
If the willow catkins rise due to the wind, in the spring in April, the willow catkins outside are like snow. It's like the snow falling on the night I separated from him.
He was quiet and silent behind me, motionless.
I wish he could leave here soon, and I also hope that the words he just said can make him completely and forget me completely.
Now it is different from the past. Perhaps the previous misunderstandings and weights are because of our distance and distrust of each other. But now, I'm pushing him away by myself.
The peaceful breathing sound reduced his restlessness and uneasiness when he first entered the door.
"Do you have anything else to say or ask? If not, you go. There are still many people outside the door, and we still have to go to class. I still turned my back to him and said lightly.
"Xia Luolin."
"How..."
......
Before I finished speaking, Situ Lei suddenly pulled my body into his arms, hugged him firmly, and then fell a deep kiss.
This kiss is mixed with his tears, as well as his nowhere to vent emotions and sadness.
My reason has not yet fallen, and I struggled to get out of his arms. My hand also pounded his shoulder and chest hard.
But he hugged me desperately and refused to let go, let alone move his lips to kiss me.
"Do you think you can lie to me once and lie to me twice? You don't love him at all. Why did you lie to me and marry him!?
He looked up slightly and still grabbed me, with his eyes full of desire.
"Why should I lie to you? I won't get any benefit from lying to you."
I looked at him and looked at the unfinished tenderness in his eyes and the eager look. But he still said something against his will to deceive him.
"I heard what you said outside the door that night you left."
"You..."
I looked at him and suddenly couldn't say anything.
I thought I was clean and unrestrained, and I thought everything should end that night. Unexpectedly, he heard the whisper 'I love you' across the door.
And that night, he had never slept at all, but had been sitting on the ground against the door, just like this, and heard the last words I left.
"Don't tell me that's a lie."
"It doesn't matter whether it is or not. Anyway, I'm going to marry him. In the future, we don't want to meet, let alone do things that let others will see misunderstanding. I turned my head aside and said coldly.
"Do you care so much about him?"
"He is the person who wants to accompany me through the long life, and I must care about everything about him from now on."
"You haven't married him yet." He suddenly raised his tone and roared at me.
"What's the difference between getting married or not? It's just a matter of time!"
My voice also became excited with him, and I haven't spoken loudly for a long time. I haven't talked to anyone for such a long time.
Time seems to close my voice and silence me forever. Let me be silent in my own world and no longer live this impermanence.
"Go away, just think of Xia Luolin who has never appeared. Just like I left two years ago and didn't come back. Just think of me as I died in Austria. Never, never mention me again and look for me.
In his eyes, even the last glimmer of hope finally turned into a puff of smoke.
He looked at me coldly and said nothing. Just keep watching. Strange, but familiar...
Finally, he withdrew his cold eyes and closed the door of the classroom fiercely. The glass was shaken by him.
"Situ Lei, in this life, you owe me, I owe you, we always have such repeated entanglement, but it seems that it's finally time to stop..."