Chapter 13 Nightmare
Changping saw Changzhi, but said that it was by chance. That day, Changping came out of the small tea shop and happened to see Changzhi coming in with her maid. At that time, both of them seemed to be stunned.
"Long time no see." Changping squeezed his lips, smiled and said, "How have you been recently?"
"..." Changzhi seemed to be a little hesitant and a little embarrassed. She gently flirted with the development silk and dodged a little. After a long time, she said softly, "I... have a good time."
"That's good." Changping nodded, looked at Xiaocha, raised his eyebrows, and said, "Come in and have a cup of tea."
"...good." Changzhi sighed secretly and followed Changping and came in. She didn't look as good as she said. She was a little haggard, and her expression was also a little trance, which made Changping a little curious, but her good upbring made her not ask directly. She just made a cup of flower tea for her and said with a smile, "Sister, I haven't called my sister for a long time.
"Yes." Changzhi put down the teacup and smiled softly. The corners of his mouth were bent, and there was a little sadness between his eyebrows, "My sister... Lord Su...doesn't he treat his sister well?"
"No, he's fine." Changzhi quickly raised his head, shook his head and said, "It's me... I'm sorry for him." A wry smile flashed on Changzhi's face. She lowered her head very tiredly and sighed softly, "Sister... I... I don't know what to say."
"My sister was not such a hesitant person before." Changping smiled, blinked at Changzhi and said, "My sister has to be strong since she was a child. Although our sisters are not a lot of awkward, you are the only sister in this world." Changping stretched out his hand and patted Changzhi's clenched fingers, "Sister has something to say, but it's okay to say it."
A trace of hesitation flashed in Changzhi's eyes, with a touch of emotion, "I'm in trouble at home... I can't help anything." There was a cry in Changzhi's voice, "At that time... I was scared every day... I'm sorry, sister."
"Oh, what did my sister say?" Changping shook his head with a smile and said, "My sister was married to someone else's wife, where..."
"No, it's not like this!" Before Changping finished his words, he was interrupted by Changzhi with some excitement and just cried and shook his head.
Changping was a little surprised. His fingers paused and smiled, "I'm afraid my sister thought too much?"
"No, you don't understand. It's all my fault." Changzhi shook his head and looked at Changping, but he was speechless. Changping frowned, waved his hand, and said, "You all go out."
When the girls left, Changping walked to Changzhi, patted her on the shoulder and whispered, "What do you want to say... It will be better to say it." She could see that there were too many things hidden in her heart, which made her a little breathless.
"It's me, it's me who hurt my fathers!" Changzhi seemed to have collapsed. He hugged Changping's waist and shook his head and cried, "Sister, I... I'm with the ninth princess... I... really like her, and I like her very much." Changzhi raised his head with tears in his eyes and looked at Changping as if he was praying, "What's wrong with this?"
Changping paused for a moment and said with a slightly wry smile, "This is not uncommon." She knew that such a thing would happen to many women in the big mansion, but it was not an unforgivable thing in Linguo. "Is it because of the ninth princess?" Changping frowned. The ninth princess was noble and not so easy to get along with.
"No." Changzhi shook her head, with some light in her eyes, and whispered, "Princess Jiu is very good and cute. We... we really love each other."
Changping was stunned for a moment and hesitated for a moment before asking, "What is that for?"
"Three years ago." Changzhi swallowed, looked at Changping's eyes, dodged a little, lowered his head, and said, "Three years ago, the letter between me and the princess was known by my father-in-law. He... was very angry at the beginning." Changzhi's voice was dry and unspeakable. "Directly locked me in the backyard, he said that he would let me know and provoke him." Pain flashed in Changzhi's eyes, "He looked terrible at that time!" Changzhi grabbed Changping's arm tightly and said in a quick voice, "He must have done it. He must have done the death of his parents!"
"Because the Yun family married you to the cousin of the He family, because I had an affair with others behind his back." Changzhi grabbed Changping's arm tightly, as if grabbing a life-saving straw, and cried, "So he is very Yunjia. He hates me! He wants me to live and die!"
Changping looked a little numb. She didn't know what expression to make. She felt that she seemed to have forgotten something!
Every night's nightmare, the cold that invaded the bone marrow, the betrayed despair seemed to pour into her mind at this moment. The messy picture made her want to vomit, and she fell on the chair.
"Changzhi was right. I contacted you just to take advantage of you! But later, I loved you!"
"I did Yun Shibo's death, but I can't help it. I just acted as ordered."
"And Changjing, the pill I gave you at the beginning was just fake, but I didn't expect that you didn't use it."
"Yes, yes, I did all this! But don't you understand what I have done to you over the years? I just love you!"
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What else is there? Her head hurt as if something was stirring in it. She hugged her arms tightly and burst into tears. She remembered that in those years, He Ziwen's divorce book made her uncomfortable. In this big Beijing, she was alone and her home was destroyed. Originally, she thought it was warm, but surrounded by ice knives. In despair, Su Yu gave it to her. He was a place where she was full of gratitude and guilt for him.
But she didn't expect that Shen Ran destroyed her gratitude and guilt so easily. She told herself a lot of things, such as the woman similar to Changjing, such as the death of her mother, the death of her father... Or her completely ruined name, such as Shen Ran's first child, that The child who was framed by a green bowl of red flowers...
Changping felt that he began to trembling all over. Yes, she didn't believe it. She foolishly wanted to listen to his explanation and wanted him to tell herself that all this was false. It was just that woman lying to herself!
But she didn't expect that the result would completely collapse.
At the beginning, she wanted to die, which made her unbearable. Her life seemed to have become a scam, a conspiracy, and she was just a stupid self-righteous pawn.
However, she didn't expect that the arrival of a little life in her stomach made her finally choose to escape from Beijing.
"What's wrong with you?!" Changzhi looked at her trembling sister in surprise and hurriedly called, "Anu, come on!"
"Miss! How are you doing?" Anu looked anxiously at Changping's soulless eyes and shouted in surprise, "What's the matter? Miss 2, what did you say?!"
"I didn't say anything!" Changzhi widened his eyes and said in panic, "I really didn't do anything!"
Anu frowned, shook his head, and looked at Changping stamped his feet. "Miss, you're messing with me." With that, she stretched out her hand and held her tightly.
After a long time, Changping came to his senses and looked at Anu's anxious face. Suddenly, he felt wronged and hugged her waist, but cried directly. She can't even say why she cried. It has been three years. In the past three years, she has been haunted by nightmares. Now she remembers this again. What should she do? And make up for everything she lost?
Changping clenched her fingers tightly and wiped away her tears. She had not shed these tears for a long time, right? These tears are just synonymous with cowardice. What else can they bring her besides other people's deception?
"Sister?" Changzhi looked at Changping carefully, and his heart was also a little sad, "It's all my fault." With that, Changzhi slowly began to cry.
"Don't cry, sister." Changping took a deep breath and said after calming down, "It's none of your business." Changping took her hand and said, "Sister, you should relax. The death of your parents has nothing to do with you." Changping slowly calmed down and said, "So... you and the princess..." She remembered that the ninth princess had married Zhao*, the son of the prime minister, after the fourth prince Lin Jue ascended the throne.
Listening to Changping's question, Shen Ran's face was a little sad, sighed and said, "She... hates me... I've been locked up by Su Yu for nearly a year..."
Changping's heart trembled, squeezed his lips, took Changzhi's hand, and said in a low voice, "So... sister still wants to meet Sufu?"
"Now that the eldest wife is in charge, she is noble and fierce. What else can I do?" Changzhi sighed and looked at Changping with a wry smile, "Sister, who am now? What else can I do?"
"and leave." Changping frowned and said in a low voice, "Since it's so painful, why do you stay together?"
Changzhi looked at Changping bitterly and whispered, "Sister... Do you know why I insisted on marrying Su Yu at the beginning?" Changzhi smiled with tears on her face, "You really don't have to do this to me. In those years, I was jealous of you and I envied you, but you are so old, but Su Yu alone, you can't ask for it!" Looking at Changping, he said astringently, "As long as I marry him, then... I can not only hit you, but also contact the ninth princess."
Changping lowered his eyes and pulled Changzhi's hand but did not let go, "I know." Looking up at Changzhi and saying, "Now, we have all got retribution, haven't we?"
"Yes, retribution." Changzhi smiled, picked up the teacup, drank it all, sighed, and said, "Sister, now our Yun family is over, but the uncle's family slowly stopped." He sneered and said, "Big uncle, my direct uncle, but he betrayed his father for glory and wealth."
"His daughter, now the sixth princess, how beautiful she is." Changzhi raised his eyebrows sarcastically, "When our family was in trouble, I also asked someone to beg for it, but she avoided it."
Changping lowered his eyes and just sighed, "I can't blame him." Yes, now that it has continued, how can it go to this muddy water in the face of danger?
"There is one more thing." Changzhi squeezed her lips and whispered in Changping's ear, "Do you know which lady in the palace is the most favored now?"