035 in sleep
It hurts, it hurts so much...
The pain in the depths of the body, and a large area of blood on the leg is winding down. The red blood kept gushing out of his lower body, and soon dyed the white dress red, which was shocking.
"You...what's wrong with you?" Nangong Yi jumped down from the attic and fell beside Murong Xueyan.
She smiled miserably and her face was as pale as paper: "Nan Gongyi, you are satisfied..." Then she was in a coma.
It was noon when she woke up again. When Murong Xueyan was in a daze and half asleep, she heard the conversation between the two men--
"Your Majesty, the fetus in the princess's womb has been miscarried, and it is impossible to save it."
"There will be more children in the future. I don't care. What about her? Will her life be in danger?"
"Life is in danger... I don't think so, but losing a child is the biggest blow to a mother. I'm afraid the princess will be sad..."
Sadness... Yes, who can cure her sadness? Finally, she opened her deep eyelids, and her eyes touched two figures.
"You...you're awake?" Nangong Yi looked at her in surprise.
Murong Xueyan turned her head sadly and didn't want to face him. Hearing the news of the abortion, she remembered that she hadn't heard from her for two months. She thought she might be unwell, but she was pregnant.
However, the child was destined to have nothing to do with her and was murdered artificially before he could come to this world.
"Nan Gongyi, let me ask you a question." Suddenly, the thought flashed, and she called him.
Nangong Yi listened attentively, and the noble concubine Yan, who was standing not far away, also paused.
"That woman made me lose my child. Is she the murderer who killed our child?" Murong Xueyan gritted her teeth and asked.
Yan Guifei's face turned pale for a while and she couldn't speak for a moment.
"She..." Nangong Yi couldn't say anything.
"She believes that Lan Ruo killed her prince, and she killed the fetus in my womb today. I want to ask you, should you let Lan Ruo go?" Murong Xueyan asked weakly.
"How can you say that?" Concubine Yan's tears gushed out endlessly, with a look of pear blossoms and rain. "I, I didn't have the intention just now. Yi, as you can see, I'm emotional and hurt people by mistake..."
"Emotional excited?" Murong Xueyan's body was so weak that it was very difficult to say the last sentence, but she still forced herself to retort, "What's so excited about you? How did your son die? You know it yourself, and you can't have to burden others. When you were not excited, you almost let the border city kill me. Your obscene acts can be hidden from others, but You can't hide it from me."
"Xueer, stop talking, your body is very weak..." Nangong Yi held her hand with pity.
At this moment, seeing that she was injured, seeing that she was so weak and haggard, his heart would hurt so much, as if a big hole had been opened...
Murong Xueyan shook Nangong Yi's hand away and looked cold: "Nan Gongyi, I'll tell you one thing for the last time. You must let Lan Ruo go, otherwise... I will pursue the revenge of killing the son to the end!"
"No, no, she killed my child... She is the murderer and can't let her go; Princess Jing, what happened just now was really not intentional. I didn't know that you were pregnant, and I don't know..." It's still a habitual drama. Tears are endlessly, and pitiful.
"Sher, she didn't mean it, just forgive her."
She didn't mean it. It's good. This is what he said to them, a child who didn't have time to face the world.
"Yan Moyun, what other tricks do you have besides pretending to be pitiful in front of Nangong Yi?" Murong Xueyan sat up with all her strength, pointed to Yan Guifei, and sneered, "Don't worry, I will soon return Nangongyi to you as you wish."
"What are you talking about?" Nangong Yi looked at her inexplicably.
Murong Xueyan didn't look at it, but said to Yan Guifei, "You care about this kind of ruthless man. I don't care about it. Since you can still think about him in the emperor's arms, I will return him to you!" In the future, I will never bother you again!"
A satisfied smile flashed from the corners of Yan's mouth.
Nangong Yi shook his head and was speechless. He turned his head and summoned the imperial doctor: "Doctor, the princess is awake."
"Your Majesty, this is the treatment for the princess." The imperial doctor took the order to enter.
"You all go out. I have something to ask the imperial doctor alone." Murong Xueyan said.
2
The imperial doctor took the pulse for Murong Xueyan, bowed his head and said respectfully, "Princess, your fetus has been miscarried, but fortunately, your body has always been good, so as long as you take care of it a little, you can still have children in the future."
"No, I can't have children anymore." Murong Xueyan interrupted him.
"How come? The prince and the princess are both in their prime. It's not difficult to have children again. Why did the princess say this? The imperial doctor didn't know and retorted.
Murong Xueyan withdrew a white jade bracelet from her wrist, stuffed it into the hand of the imperial doctor, and said, "Doctor, please, do me a favor."
"What can the princess do for you?" The imperial doctor asked in fear.
"Tell the prince that it is impossible for me to have another child in this life." Murong Xueyan said this sentence firmly.
"This..." The imperial doctor hesitated.
"You just need to do what I said." Murong Xueyan smiled bleakly.
If she could, how could she not want to continue to live with Nangong Yi... She loved him as much as she loved her own life. Since she came to this era that did not belong to her, the only thing she has loved in her heart is this man who has repeatedly hurt her.
From the beginning, it was a mistake... Why are you so stupid to fall in love with an impossible person? Why are you so stupid and put yourself in a doomed situation? Why, at this point, her heart still can't give up on him?!
The eyes are wet. Is it tears? She wiped it with the back of her hand, and the water vapor immediately blurred her vision.
Nan Gongyi and Yan Guifei came in. Because of the blurred vision, Murong Xueyan couldn't see what kind of expressions the faces of the two people had.
"Doctor, what's going on with her?" Nangong Yi asked with concern.
"Your Majesty, princess... princess..." The imperial doctor sweated coldly and said a complete and coherent sentence for half a day, "The princess injured the uterus this time. In this life, it is impossible to have children."
Infertile... He looked at her in shock, and tears flooded in her eyes. She is such a strong person! Once upon a time, no matter how fierce the quarrel between them was, she hardly cried, but this time...
What a big blow will it be for a woman to lose the ability to have children?
Nan Gongyi suddenly realized his cruelty...
"I can't have children anymore, and I can't give birth to the Nangong family, so please divorce me." Murong Xueyan cruelly said the words that had been brewed in advance.
"No..." He shook his head and vetoed, and his face was full of regret and apology.
Unfortunate, it's too late.
"Why do you say no?" She sneered, "Aren't you always worried about other women in your heart? Just in time, I'll fulfill you!"
"I..." I care about others... That was a long time ago. When did he start? His whole heart was completely occupied by her. With her smile, he was obsessed. He couldn't squeeze half a corner to hold other women, even Yun'er, who had made him deeply in love.
"Nang Gongyi, let Lan Ruo go, otherwise, I won't forgive you if I'm a ghost."
There is no chip anymore. Only hatred can withstand the big waves.
"No matter how bad Lan is, she is also the daughter of the general's family. If you don't look at the monk's face, you have to look at the Buddha's face, right? She added another sentence.
Because of the miscarriage, her mood fluctuated so much that she was physically exhausted. When she finished saying everything, she could no longer support it and fainted again.
Yan Guifei proposed to return to the palace. She thought that Nangong Yi would send her in person, and they could still do as before...
But he was pale, depressed, and lost his soul, which was very different from usual.
"The noble concubine is free, and I won't send it to you." His tone is so cold and distant, with indescribable strangeness.
"Just now, she seemed to ask you to divorce her?" Yan Guifei's tone is not full of complacency. I will never agree to her request. Nangong Yi's eyes fell firmly on Murong Xueyan.
Was his heart finally taken away by her? Concubine Yan was so disappointed that she slowly walked down the attic.
Nangong Yi didn't look at her. He turned back to the bed and guarded the unconscious Murong Xueyan. There were mottled tears on her face, and her eyebrows were still wrinkled tightly after sleeping soundly. Her face was so white that there was no trace of blood...
Why did things become like this? He is the last to hurt her!
Fate is like a naughty child who likes to play tricks on people many times. Obviously, I don't want to hurt her, but I hurt her the most; I love her deeply, but he knows it after I have been seriously hurting her.
What he really loves in his heart has always been Murong Xueyan; and for Yan Guifei, it is just a habit of feelings. When he realized this clearly, it was too late.
He knew that in such a situation between him and her, everything was irreparable.
"Child, my child..." Murong Xueyan whispered softly, and tears kept pouring out, soaking a pillow sheet.
Nangongyi is heartbroken and self-reproached, and regrettable.
"Lan Ruo, she is not the murderer, not..." She frowned deeper and deeper and roared hoarsely.
He reached out and stroked the wrinkles between her eyebrows, but she reflexively knocked off his hand and said, "Go away!" Don't touch me again!"
Do you want to push him away even in your dream?
"Even if I love you again, what's the point? Your heart is full of only her, only her, and I'm nothing..."
"No, you are the only person I love. She is not. She is nothing." Nangong Yi grabbed Murong Xueyan's hand again.
She gradually calmed down, breathed heavily, and stopped talking in her sleep.