102 Traceless

"Xueyan, does this parrot suit you?" Xue Xijian asked with a smile.

"It's not too stupid. Does the emperor want to see it? Murong Xueyan smiled and immediately read a poem as a demonstration. "This song should only be in the sky..."

"This song should only be in the sky. How many times can I hear it in the world?" The little parrot reads every word.

"That's true." Xue Xijian smiled and his eyes fell on Murong Xueyan. - She looks good today, and her mood doesn't seem to be as bad as the palace people said a few days ago.

"Is there anything wrong with the emperor looking for Xueyan?" She smiled and asked with a straight face.

"I just want to see how your injury is." He smiled a little astringently. When did this happen between them? She looked at his eyes, no longer the casualness and kindness at the beginning, but in front of a strange distance, as if there was something.

"It's only a few days, as usual." Murong Xueyan said, "I just asked Xiaotuanzi to make a crutch for me."

"Cutches?" Xue Xijian's eyes were amazing.

What a fuss about guy! What's wrong with getting a crutch? She just doesn't like to rely on others for everything. She depends on the maid of honor to walk in bed!

"Get a crutch, and it's more convenient for me to move by myself. I don't like the trouble of a little sesame and mung beans." She explained with a smile.

"You don't like to be attached to others, do you?" Xue Xijian looked at her thoughtfully and asked.

This sentence sounds like I have a little understanding of her. She just doesn't like to cling to others and be a useless parasite. When she was by Nangong Yi's side, she worked so hard to realize her "money plan". She should not be like ordinary aristocratic women. She eats, wears and uses, all of which are supplied by her husband. She has to rely on herself for everything...

"Your Majesty, since you know, you should also understand why I don't want to stay in the palace." Murong Xueyan tried to negotiate with him again, "The life I want is free and the harem is really not suitable for me."

"Xue Yan." He looked at her reluctantly. At this moment, he suddenly hoped that it would be great if it had been the same!

If it's still the beginning... Then he will do it for her, don't want the throne, don't want the world, don't revenge... He just wants to take her away, go to a place where no one knows them, and start over.

Unfortunate, there is no medicine for regret in the world. Unfortunately, no one will give them a chance to start all over again.

The path of life, the joys and sorrows that have experienced have been chosen, and there is no way back.

"Your Majesty, in your eyes, what kind of woman am I, Murong Xueyan?" Murong Xueyan asked quietly.

Xue Xijian turned his face and looked at her quietly. What a beautiful face! Her hair is like a flowing spring, her skin is like curd fat, and a pair of bright and colorful eyes are full of aura. Her nose is like a pillar, her eyebrows are not green, her lips are not painted but red, and her pearl-like white teeth seem to fascinate all sentient beings and overthrow the country... No, she is not a beauty that overturns the country. She helps regardless of gains and losses. He helped him raise his army with his own financial resources, and accompanied him in his most difficult times until he regained the throne that should have belonged to him.

"Perfect." He simply summarized it, and then described it one by one, "You are so smart, as if nothing can beat you; you are so kind that you can save me regardless of the consequences; and you are strong and independent..."

In his eyes, is she such a good woman? It seems that even Nangong Yi has never praised her like this!

However, what she can't let go of most is Nangong Yi, who has never praised her, and sometimes makes her useless. People, why are they so contradictory and strange?

"I'm not as good as the emperor described." Murong Xueyan smiled sadly, and the most painful past of that scene was vivid. "That time, when I saw him with that woman, I even thought of death..."

"Xue Yan." Xue Xijian bravely interrupted her, his eyes like a torch, as if to peep into the depths of her soul. "Marry me and be my queen, I will give you the best in the world."

His tone was so sincere that he seemed to have made up his mind. If you don't meet Nangong Yi first, he in front of you must be a good choice, right? He is not as cold as Nangong Yi, nor is he as indecisive as Bei Tanghao. Even above him, there is no empress dowager who can "listen the curtain and listen to politics" to his feelings...

"What does the emperor think is the best?" She asked with a faint smile.

"Live in the best palace, live the best life, and receive the best treatment." He said the three "best" side by side. "At first, you may not be used to it. Slowly, you will adapt and find that this is the best way to live."

He is confident that if he can keep her, he will definitely be able to move her with his true feelings and let her see his sincerity clearly. Such a beautiful and refined woman should live in a glazed world far away from the secular world.

"Unfortunate, I don't deserve it." She smiled and revealed the cruelest facts one by one, "I used to be Nangong Yi's wife and was pregnant with a child for him. Although... the child can't come to this world for some reason."

"The more miserable your past is, the more I will cherish you in the future." Xue Xijian insisted on his own opinion.

"Your Majesty, what's wrong with you? If my identity goes down in broad daylight, I will be criticized. At that time, rumors that are not conducive to the emperor will come out one after another, and rumors will happen again in the hard-won stable world..." Murong Xueyan shook her head and sighed, "What's more, the emperor should know. I don't want Nangong Yi to know my whereabouts."

Xue Xijian stared at her and suddenly said in a strange tone, "Nan Gongyi can't know your whereabouts."

"Why is the emperor so sure?"

"Because he invited himself to guard the border fortress in the court a while ago." Xue Xijian said, "It is said that what he guarded is the place adjacent to the Eastern Wei Dynasty."

Guard the border fortress? Is it true that every time he experiences emotional setbacks, what he chooses is to exile himself in such a way that the bitter career in the barracks forces him to forget? What on earth is he thinking in his heart? What does emotion mean to him? This time, how many years will it take him to forget what happened between them? Eastern Wei... Many years ago, he touched the heart of an Eastern Wei princess; many years later, the princess who was deeply in love with him had become a victim of a political marriage.

-Fate comes and goes, it turns out like water without trace; flowers bloom, and there is no shadow with the wind.

"Even if he doesn't know, I can't agree to the emperor's request. This is ridiculous." Murong Xueyan said solemnly, "Your Majesty, there are many good women in the world. Xueyan is not worth it."

"No, you deserve it! Since you saved me, I have felt that the fate between me and you is predestined!" Xue Xijian grabbed her hand in a hurry.

"I saved the emperor out of good thoughts; helping the emperor also thought that the emperor had the talent to govern the country and would be a good monarch. There is no plan." She broke away from his hand indifferently, but she was still unmoved.

How much time will it take for her to forget that person and that relationship? Are there really people and things in this world that can never be forgotten? He disdained to force a woman to become his woman, but he was not sure. How long will he wait?

"Xue Yan. I still say the same thing. I'll give you time, and I can wait for you." He promised her with the greatest patience that he would end the topic.

and so on......

Why do you want to waste countless hours in waiting? Wang Baokui waited for Xue Pinggui for 18 years, Liu Yinhuan waited for Xue Rengui for 13 years, and Xia Yuhe in Qiongyao's novels waited for Qianlong for a lifetime...

Waiting is such a terrible thing!

She really didn't want to let Xue Xijian waste his time because he had to wait for her.

He regained his throne. He should live a normal life, marry a wife and have children...

"Your Majesty, do you miss your child?" She remembers that he lost a child. That was a boy named Jing'er. He died in the palace change just after the full moon. He was killed by the Shangguan clan. Moreover, he watched his son die with his own eyes, but there was nothing he could do.

"Jing'er..." The death of his son was the deepest pain in his heart. He was just one month old, and it was only a few days since he opened his eyes to see this flower world, but Shangguan Mo cruelly killed him.

"I also miss my unstined child, but after that abortion, I can no longer have children." This is a lie that once deceived Nangong Yi, but this time, it will be used to deceive Xue Xijian again.

"I..."

She doesn't believe it. He won't mind. The original intention of the palace to accept concubines is to "open branches and leaves" for the royal family. It is a very important thing to pass on the family. In all dynasties, women who can't have children will end up in the harem. For example, Empress Bo of Emperor Jing of Han.

"I will let the imperial doctor treat you." Xue Xi's swordsmanship.

The imperial doctor. By the way, why did she forget that the imperial doctor is one of the "specialties" of the palace?

"Your Majesty..." She shook her head and couldn't think of anything to say to him for a moment.

"Have a good rest." Xue Xijian's smile was as warm as the spring breeze in March.

"I'll be fine. However, please don't bother me anymore."

"..." Well, he is not going to listen to her at all. He will impress her little by little and infect her little by little in his own way. They have had the experience of symbiosis, which is the best "emotional foundation" between them; moreover, he is now the king of a country, and he believes that he is fully capable and capital to impress a woman. Even if this is a woman who is different from other women in the world.

Xue Xijian left. Murong Xueyan silently looked at the case in a daze, and only felt that his future was worrying. After saying so much, she confessed her heart, and even showed the most unspeakable past in front of him. In order to dispel his thoughts, she made so many efforts, but in the end, it was still in vain.

I don't know what kind of life those old friends thousands of miles away live at this time?

Du Lanruo, Guo Wuhen, Xiurong...