Chapter 1: On a Sunny Day 1

"Let's do a club." Yang Yang, who lives in the same dormitory with Xiaochuan, shouted.

"Community?"

"Eh, the club, I want to be a clothing club."

"Yeah, okay." One night before the National Day, Ogawa had decided to leave the original club, and Yangyang's idea made Ogawa suddenly feel very good and what else he could do.

"I'm the president, so what are you going to do?" Yangyang asked happily.

"Planning Department, Director of Planning Department."

"Good."

Xiaochuan worked in the planning department in the original club, and Xiaochuan has a good writing style, and a small minister can do it completely.

If you say it, you have to take action. The community in the university is not so easy to approve. Xiaochuan and Yangyang didn't know that the time to apply for the club has passed. If you follow the normal procedures, you may have to wait until the next semester. For a while, the two of them were very worried.

"Hm, let me think about it." Yangyang called his father. All normal and abnormal means were used, and the community approved it after a long time.

When the community was not very busy, that is, after the National Day, Orange returned to being single again.

Orange is really a very smart girl. She is very strong and coquettish. She always keeps people who are good to her and be friends rather than lovers.

Orange will only fall in love with the one she likes, but there is more than one person who likes oranges. Xiaomei is one, and Xiaoqing is one. The distance between Xiaomei and Orange is too far away, so Xiaomei can't see how good Orange is. Maybe it's more fortunate that you can't see it. Don't be sad or jealous.

But Xiaoqing is doing the same thing in front of Xiaochuan. Xiaochuan always tells himself that he should not be jealous. That's your friend. How can your friend be jealous? But I can't stop being sad. I don't want to see the second Xiaomei again, and I don't want to see myself injured because of Xiaomei.

Xiaoqing from the same school always chooses to accompany Orange. Orange has also said in a roundabout way that he may not give up. Every time he sees Xiaoqing, Xiaochuan will think of Xiaomei, Xiaomei who doesn't give up, and his sad self.

This time, Orange was disappointed in love. Xiaoqing accompanied Orange every day. At that time, Orange and Xiaochuan were always together, so Xiaochuan and Xiaoqing always quarreled.

In just a few days, Xiaochuan almost quarreled with Orange about this, and made it clear that Xiaochuan knew that Orange didn't like Xiaoqing, just like Xiaomei, but he couldn't let go of that. Speaking of later, the two of them hugged and cried.

"Do you hate me?" Orange asked carefully.

"I don't hate it." Xiaochuan cried and said, "The one I hate is myself. Why am I jealous?"

"He is not worthy of you." Orange's eyes are full of sadness.

"I know, but..." Xiaochuan couldn't stop being sad. He hasn't cried since the day of the breakup. This time, he was really sad.

"Don't cry." Instead, it was Orange who comforted Xiaochuan.

"For the last time I felt sorry for him, I was the great Ogawa." After crying for a long time, Xiaochuan was also tired. He wiped away his tears and said with a smile.

"This is just like you." Orange also smiled.

That night, Ogawa left a long-lost trace in his blog:

"In fact, we all know that we can't go back. No one is the savior, but it's inevitable nostalgia. Even if we go resolutely, it seems that when we see me half a year ago, crying and laughing are the same thing. We laugh deeply and happily. When we laugh to the end, tears will flow down.

It's a kind of indulgence. For the last time for those who have shed tears, maybe this is not the last time. My promise can't be fulfilled, but I know very well what to do in the future. I know how to be strong, without no nostalgia or guilt. I never owe them. I just can't get candy. After losing the child, one person cried bitterly and one person was lonely.

You have gone further. I have cried enough and made enough noise. From then on, we no longer have love. Even if we see each other many years later, it is not the memories we have ever had. We are now the most familiar strangers. If life is just like the first sight, how can the west wind painting sad fan be ruthless, but when there is love.

I don't want to see people who are as sad as me anymore. God is not fair. You can't get the fairness you want, and you haven't given me my fairness. From then on, you don't owe each other.

From now on, love yourself well. Before others love me, love yourself well, live a good person, and be a strong person.

The next day, Ogawa learned the news of the successful approval of the community. He was very happy and hesitated for a moment.

Since the club has been decided, it is necessary to formulate a series of things about the club, which is very troublesome. From the application to the charter, Ogawa and Yangyang are very busy. There is not enough manpower. It's not that there is no one, but that there are not enough people to do things. Xiaochuan called Xiaoyu and Xiaomeng to help, and the three formed the planning department.

Ogawa is busy between the community and life. Fortunately, with the help of Xiaoyu and Xiaomeng, the club made a constitution and a brief introduction from the beginning.

For several days in a row, Xiaochuan was busy with the constitution. For several days in a row, he went to bed late and got up very early. That kind of fatigue piled up and was about to explode.

I stayed up late again yesterday. Xiaochuan couldn't support it anymore. He was very tired. He didn't want to go to class in the morning, so he turned over the course and climbed to the library with a heavy book on his back.

My heart is hurting, a trace of sadness, protesting against heavy work. This is not the first time I feel uncomfortable. I have also been in pain before, and I have also gone to the hospital. The doctor can't find out why, but just told Xiaochuan not to be tired. This time it must be because I'm tired. Xiaochuan smiled bitterly. That's it. Only when it hurts can you forget the sadness in your heart. It's good to hurt.

Ogawa gently tapped the computer keyboard, and a line of words flashed on the computer. This is Xiaochuan's book - "Life is like a play", which may not be regarded as a book. It is only a few thousand words. It is just for his own mood, not for others, but for his own book. He regards himself as a character in the book, abuses hard and vents his emotions.

What if no one sees it? Xiaochuan pressed the carriage return and ended a short paragraph in the article. Then watch it for yourself. I have made up my mind to dig this hole to the end. Very tangled plot, very tangled characters, sad self, very sad ending, those are not all fixed, just like love, there will always be his own ending.

I've been busy all day, no matter how uncomfortable I am. I continued to do the charter at night. I don't know how long it took. When I typed the last word on the computer, Xiaochuan suddenly remembered that he hadn't had dinner yet.

How many times have you forgotten dinner? Xiaochuan thought about it carefully and couldn't figure it out. Since he left, it was a common thing to forget dinner, and it was almost a habit. It turned out that no one told him to eat well, and he would not cherish himself so much. Ogawa smiled helplessly, and his face was full of loneliness.