Chapter 3: Rainbow 1

"Are you and him still friends?" Linlin shouted in surprise.

"Ye-huh." Ogawa answered softly. Linlin is a fellow villager from Xiaochuan. She is a very bold woman with the aura of Northeast people.

"You know there is no right or wrong in love, right?" Linlin asked.

"I know, I've never blamed him. Maybe I blame myself." Xiaochuan raised his face and wanted to hide the sadness in his eyes.

"You fool." Lin Lin said an annoy.

"I'm a fool." Xiaochuan took a deep breath and forced all the tears in his eyes back.

"If you break up and can still be friends, you have never loved it; if you break up, you have to be reluctantly be friends, that's reluctant."

"Maybe the person who can't let go is just me." Xiaochuan suddenly wanted to excuse something for him. "I never blame him."

"Well, just don't torture yourself. You're right."

"I know." His voice trembled slightly, and Xiaochuan kept recalling what Linlin said.

If you want to be friends with me, aren't you reluctant? But I left very simply. Don't let me go back. I think I'm going to walk freely. In fact, it's me who is entangled. You can pretend that nothing has happened, and time will go back, but love is a one-line. I don't want to look back. Don't pretend that you don't remember anything. I said clearly. I'll let it go. You have to make a decision. Don't show your kindness to me again. I will jump in without hesitation. I will be doomed, and I won't even leave a back road.

Xiaochuan was suddenly afraid that he would get hurt again. The slightly cold weather in mid-October was stabbed in his bones, cold and cold.

At the end of October, Xiaochuan's exam was ushered in. Xiaochuan was a very smart girl, so she rarely worked hard on the exam. This time, she just studied hard for a few nights before going to take the exam.

There are two doors in total, only one of which was watched by Ogawa, and there was an orange debate that day. Xiaochuan thought about it and decided to take only one exam.

It's false to go to the exam alone and say that I'm not nervous, but I don't have much nervousness. After all, those things are not very difficult. After two and a half hours of the exam, Xiaochuan finished the exam in 40 minutes, and then rushed out of the classroom.

Sitting on the bus, Xiaochuan called Chengzi again and again.

"Sorry, the number you dialed is not answered for the time being."

"I'm sorry..."

Ogawa smiled with a self-deprecating smile. Orange should be in a good spirit in the debate at this time, right? Although the two are in the same grade, they are not in the same college. In the year when Xiaochuan entered the school, Orange's college recruited new students from the debate team, while Xiaochuan's college did not recruit the debate team. Ogawa is the kind of girl who is very strong. Besides, he is already very talented in debate. Maybe life is always a little unsatisfactory. Throughout the university, Xiaochuan has lost the opportunity to debate.

"Hello? Is it Xiao Meng?" Xiaochuan thought for a moment and dialed another number.

"Hello... What's the matter?" Xiao Meng's voice is very noisy.

"Where are you?"

"Dating this side."

"Is Orange on the stage?"

"Ye�, it's all over. Where are you?"

"In the bus."

"When will you arrive?"

"It's almost time."

When Xiaochuan rushed back to school, the orange debate was over. Orange was going to Hangzhou with his mother, but Xiaochuan only had time to say goodbye to Orange.

He pulled Xiaoyu and Xiaomeng to eat, and the rush back and forth made Xiaochuan's stomach empty. After dinner, Xiao Yu's friend Xiao Qian arrived. Xiaochuan took Xiao Yu to the Internet cafe and wanted to vent well. Recently, Ogawa's mood has been very strange. Maybe it's because he misses it, or maybe it's because he's lonely. He will lose his temper for a little thing, and he will be sad and depressed about a little thing.

"Would you like to spend the night with me?" Xiaochuan said to Xiao Yu with a smile.

"It's not good to have a night. It's not good for the skin." Xiao Yu said helplessly.

"But..." Xiaochuan is a little unhappy.

"Why don't you go now?" Xiao Yu thought about it.

"Hm... All right."

Xiao Yu, Xiao Qian and Xiao Chuan went to surf the Internet. Xiao Chuan suddenly didn't know what to do. He didn't have any online games he wanted to play, nor did he wanted to chat with anyone. He was bored before night and walked alone on the road.

I want to travel alone, far away from the city. Ogawa thought for a long time before the exam. There was only one complete Sunday, only such a day of free time, only one place, very close. Xiaochuan thought of Yangzhou, a small classical landscape city, where he once went with Orange. It was very small but beautiful. The whole city is classical and unique. It is the feeling that Xiaochuan has been looking for for a long time. There are many gardens and ancient buildings. Xiaochuan likes that feeling, as if the city is to be able to wear cheongsam, roll up their hair, step on the high flower pot bottom, and walk leisurely among the mountains and rivers and forests.

When I returned to the dormitory at night, I found that I still had so much work and so many words to do. I should have a computer. It doesn't need a lot of functions. It's enough to be able to type, surf the Internet, and write. It's a very simple requirement, as if it's very complicated.

In order to save money to buy a computer, Ogawa cancelled his trip on Sunday. Isn't there another time? Ogawa thinks so.

Everything went very smoothly, but in three days, Xiaochuan found the computer he wanted to buy, 450 yuan, a desktop. The price is not expensive. Except for the lower configuration, everything else is fine.

On the phone, he begged Xiao Yu to accompany him to move the computer. Xiaochuan suddenly found that he was so dependent on Xiao Yu, perhaps because he was his deputy, or because she believed in this friend very much.

The computer was bought from a senior, but it was moved back from another school. The mainframe and monitor of the desktop were very heavy, and the thin Xiaoyu had a little effort to move.

Ogawa cared from time to time, but the senior who bought the computer smiled happily and looked at the two people with the eyes of the couple.

"It may be a misunderstanding." Xiaochuan thinks so. After all, he and Xiaoyu are just friends. If he crosses the hurdle of his friends, Xiaochuan always dares not think about what he will encounter.

Xiaochuan found that he was used to begging Xiaoyu for something, used to taking Xiaoyu as a person who complains, used to texting with Xiaoyu at night, getting used to Xiaoyu's shouting every day, and getting used to thinking of Xiaoyu.

Maybe there is something a little more than a friend. Xiaochuan is very clear in his heart, but he forces himself not to say it and to learn to grow up alone. Friends are fine. They don't want the second Xiaowen and the second Xiaomei. Maybe what they are more afraid of is that they will be injured. Xiaochuan is like a little turtle, huddled in his shell and trembling.

This week, Orange is so busy that he can't see anyone. Debate, study, life, every day is busy, and Orange will also be lost and sad. Xiaochuan suddenly found that his friend was actually not good enough, because he didn't know her sadness at all, or she refused to let herself know. Xiaochuan couldn't figure it out. No matter how smart he was, he couldn't guess everyone's thoughts. And there is the knot that can't be opened, which is always between two people.