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Chapter 2: For My Good 2

The community ended like this. Although the activity was very miserable and very little, the activity was always finished. Everyone was relieved and made an appointment to celebrate.

There were only thirteen people at the party of the four departments. It seemed to be a very unlucky number, but Xiaochuan didn't mind this, as long as everyone was still together.

"Beer?" Ogawa held the wine bottle on the table and said, "Snowflake."

He smiled happily, and then frowned, "Why isn't it 11 degrees?"

"A?" Xiaoxia pushed Xiaochuan, "You, I want to scare people to death."

"No, there is a snowflake factory next to my house. I drink 11 degrees."

"Little drunkard." Xiaoxia smiled and nodded Xiaochuan's head.

"Where is it?" Ogawa also replied with a smile.

"Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, why don't you come to our department?" At that time, Xiaoxia was already the head of the clothing department, and except for three boys in the outreach department, there was only one boy like Xiao Yu in the planning department.

"You came to rob my people again." Ogawa shouted.

"You..." Xiao Yu was speechless for a moment.

"Your people... Oh... Your people?" Xiaoxia's voice was slightly raised.

"It's mine, but this is our department." Ogawa is not willing to show weakness.

"Yes, yes, Xiao Yu won't come with me, otherwise..." Xiaoxia pulled a long voice, full of jokes.

"That's your stupidity." Ogawa laughed happily.

"I'm stupid, yes, otherwise how could someone say that I want to help you to the end."

Xiaochuan's face turned slightly red. Fortunately, he drank wine, but he couldn't see anything abnormal. He stopped talking and smiled.

Xiaoxia is talking about what happened before. When the club was still doing activities, Xiaoxia and Xiaochuan went to a meeting together.

"Why are there no boys in our department?" There was a trace of dissatisfaction in Xiaoxia's voice.

"How do I know? Boys don't want you." Ogawa smiled.

"Isn't there just Xiao Yu in your department?"

"Xiao Yu is very good. He is definitely a good boy." Xiaochuan is a little proud, and he really saves a lot of work with Xiao Yu.

"I said I wanted him to come here the other day."

"Okay, you dig the wall." Xiaochuan shouted jokingly.

"But, they didn't agree." Xiaoxia said seriously, "Do you know? Why doesn't he?

"I don't know." Xiaochuan shook his head.

"He said that since he promised to help you, he would help you to the end." Xiaoxia said that her expression was very serious and didn't look like a joke at all.

"Did he really say that?" Suddenly, warm things in Xiaochuan's eyes surged up. It turned out that Xiaoyu moved himself so much. In fact, he has really done a lot, but he can only regard him as a friend.

"What are you thinking about?" Xiaoxia pushed Xiaochuan.

Xiaochuan suddenly woke up from his memory and found that everyone had toasted and drunk in a mess. The staff member toasted to himself with wine, but he didn't respond yet.

"Thank you, Minister."

"Thank you, I should thank you." Xiaochuan quickly took the wine glass and drank it all at once.

One cup, one cup after another, followed by continuous toast and punishment. I don't know how much Xiaochuan drank. In fact, I just want to drink it. There is no reason. All kinds of names are excuses.

The wine was drunk very fast, and the food was also very fast. The little beauty Xiao Yu went to pick up before dinner. From Xiyuan to Beiyuan, against the cold wind, she also sat next to the beautiful woman at the wine table.

There were more two people, Xiaochuan and the little beauty. Xiaochuan entrusted the girl who went back to Beiyuan to take care of the little beauty. Xiaoyu was worried and sent the little beauty back.

Xiaochuan and Xiaoxia walked back. After Xiaochuan sent Xiaoxia to Zhongyuan, he walked back alone.

I suddenly want to cry. The weather in December is very cold. Xiaochuan doesn't wear much, and the cold is in his bones.

"Hey, is it an orange? Where are you?"

"I'm upstairs. I'm going to bed."

...

"Hey, is this Xiaojie?"

"I'm sorry, I'm busy now."

...

"Hey, Xiao Yu, where are you?"

"I haven't arrived at Beiyuan yet."

...

Tears fell on the ground drop by drop, very heavy, very sad and sad.

Xiaochuan played with the mobile phone in his hand and turned the number page by page. Finally, I stayed at a number for a long time. With a slight force of his fingers, the phone went through.

"Hey..." There was a tentative inquiry from the opposite side.

"..." Ogawa didn't know what to say for a moment.

"Yes... Xiaochuan?"

"Eh-huh..." Xiaochuan's tears gushed out, and his eyes were blurred, and his words were choked.

"What's the matter?"

Xiaochuan just talked about his fatigue, the grievances he received in the community, and the things he didn't do well. My own sadness, my own powerlessness, my own helplessness, my own regret, are all about my own sadness, not related to the wind and moon. Although Ogawa is crying, he is very careful to avoid those past feelings, past love, once. There is no past. Ogawa knows everything.

"Don't cry." Xiaomei persuaded softly.

He still hasn't changed, and he always persuades himself like this. Xiaochuan suddenly felt so warm. It turned out that he had been greedy for this kind of warmth. Although he knew that he should not call him, he knew everything.

"Are you all right?" Xiaomei asked softly.

"Ye-huh." Xiaochuan nodded habitually, "You're going to bed. Good night." After saying that, he hung up the phone quickly. In fact, it was not that I didn't know. I knew everything. How much Xiaomei wanted to put down the phone and how much she wanted to get rid of herself.

In fact, Xiaochuan is the smartest Xiaochuan. He can read his thoughts, but he can never understand it. Xiaochuan called Xiaomei just to listen: "You should eat well, study hard, take good care of yourself, and be happy." That feeling of happiness is unparalleled happiness.

Overnight, I was sober after getting drunk. In fact, there was no difference in waking up and dreaming. The only thing that changed was himself. Xiaochuan turned on the computer and typed on such a text.

"Like small novels, I lack love. I hope someone can love me. I'm a lonely child.

I give my love to everyone around me. I want them to love themselves well and take good care of themselves. I said that everyone will be happy. I just never believe in my happiness.

Am I really a child?

I wanted to cry~~~ After I called Xiaomei, I kept dialing their numbers and cried a lot.

Kiss me, baby. It seems that I haven't called you that. I really miss you. I can't find anyone who can hold me and cry like you.

I can put down all my defenses in front of you, because you are my dear baby~~

We can go on like this forever.

Brother~ You've been so busy lately, hey hey~~ I don't want you to see me cry, because you're not all my reliance.

Xiao Yu~~ I'm a little sad. Is it Xiaochuan who will never get drunk, so I don't even need condolences. You can text her and send her back. There is nothing to me, and I still called.

But thank you for accompanying me. You are very elegant, and I am very touched.

Captain, you have to work hard. Since you have chosen to work hard, go on. Occasionally, I am wayward. Just take a look. Don't make me feel strange to you.

This time I'm very persistent. I'm really too persistent. I hope you can support me. I will go on without hesitation and stick to the end.

Thank you, Monan, for my fierce happiness, but it's too rare.

Thank you for your concern. I'm just a little girl and I will work hard.

Thank you, Xiao Can, dear little minister, work hard~ Don't tire yourself.

Thank you, Xiaoman, for coming to care about me~ I'm so happy.

Work hard together, right? Study hard, I remember.

Dreaming of flowing water and falling flowers in spring, heaven and earth.

When I woke up, I didn't know that I was a guest, and I had nowhere to find it for a long time.