Chapter 6: Journey

After the New Year, the exam also began. The busy exam made Xiaochuan not think about their time. Occasionally, when I think of Xiaomei, I will argue with him on QQ. I won't be sad, I won't be coquettish, I won't cry. Everything is so calm, as if I have been used to the tranquility for a long time.

Only on the night before the computer exam, Xiaochuan and Xiaomei were unhappy because of something. Xiaochuan couldn't read well all night, and the next day's exam was also miserable.

Solving seven courses a week, Ogawa created a miracle. Although he did not know the result, there was no problem except for the computer.

The day of going home is soon approaching, but this winter is unexpectedly a crowded winter. Although the railway station is doubled every year because of the Spring Festival travel rush, this time it is crazy crowded. Ogawa unfortunately didn't buy a ticket, and going home has become a big problem.

[I can't go home] Ogawa cried on the forum.

[Don't have a ticket?]

[Eh, I didn't buy a ticket]

[Well, how do you go back?]

[Om, I found someone to take me back.]

[Reload it back in the luggage cart?]

[Reinstall it on the roof of the car?]

[Okay, I'll crawl back.]

[It's more comfortable to squat.]

[The most comfortable under the seat.]

[...]

In the end, a person took the craziest form. After buying a train ticket to Yangzhou, Xiaochuan successfully sneaked into the platform. Twenty minutes of cold wind blew, and his whole body was as difficult as in an ice cellar.

When the car he wanted arrived, Ogawa dragged his heavy luggage at a crazy speed and ran at the fastest speed in his life.

When you get on the bus, there are so many people, and crowding is the most horrible thing on the train. To make up the ticket, I had no choice but to go home with a sleeper. Although it was more expensive, it was comfortable.

[Successfully get on the bus, oh yeah] Xiaochuan sent it to everyone.

[Congratulations] Little Bear said.

[Not bad, you don't have to come back to gnaw ducks] Xiaotong said.

[Very good.] Xiaomei said.

[Come on, come on] Orange said.

[Be careful about everything] Xiaojie said.

[My hot pot] Han Han said.

[Big girl, don't lose yourself] Little novel.

[Hm, that's good.] Xiao Yu said.

[Ogawa should be careful.] Xiaobai said.

[Have a good trip] Xue Xue said.

After that, it was a 24-hour comfortable journey. The day I got off the bus, Xiaochuan suddenly felt so happy. It's really happy to go home.

The city where Xiaochuan lives is a city in the north. January is a cold day. It is dry and cold, and the cold wind blows through his cheeks. Xiaochuan finally has the feeling of going home. The city in the south is too humid and is not as neat as the people there.

People in the north are bold, simple people, authentic local accents, and Xiaochuan listens to happiness. The authentic Northeast dialect is always much better than the lame dialect, because I grew up in this city, so I am more nostalgic and fond of it.

At first, the day when I got home was very quiet. There was no Internet. Ogawa almost cut off contact with everyone, and the mobile phone was quiet every day. Occasionally, it will ring, but it has never been a message from Xiaomei to herself.

Sad or helpless, it seems that he begins to forget, but refuses to give up. Ogawa is entangled and sad. Occasionally, in the dead of night, a person sheds tears, cries or laughs. The family is the most free.

It's good news that my sister is getting married. My sister also has a boyfriend. Everyone has their own home. Only you are still alone, living alone and being strong.

I have also considered escaping to the city where Xiaomei is. I want to try a real lover for a day. Although I love, I have never felt the warmth of each other. The two are still cold and lonely. If you can be crazy once, take a day to love once, no matter who loves whom and who doesn't want. There must always be a process to have memories. I'm just afraid that after a day, I will never let go and will always be entangled in that place.

The quiet life soon passed. Xiaochuan insisted on opening the Internet, wanted to get in touch with everyone, and wanted to be with everyone.

"Finally, I went back to Shenyang. It's better to say that the 24-hour train is actually very painful, and it's even more painful to miss you.

I can only open the Internet today. Forgive me for not coming for a long time.

I suddenly found that many things have become different. Maybe I've been away for a long time.

Sorry, disabled, I can't accompany you to find Xiaoxiao, I can't accompany you to have a barbecue, I can't accompany you to be sad, and the article I dragged down. In fact, I really want everyone to indulge, have fun together, and get drunk. It's really sad, but I have too many things to do. Forgive me for not being with you. But I will definitely be happy with you in the future.

I remember that when Xiaoxiao called me when I was busy with the exam, I always answered it quickly. Sometimes Xiaoxiao is like an adult and goes forward bravely, but sometimes I torture myself like a child. I will feel sad. Really, torturing myself is the most cruel way.

I've been sad recently. I hesitated to go to that city. Maybe I really can't keep anything when I see you. I remember an article saying that the imagination is always too beautiful. If the reality is not as good as I imagined, no one can leave anyone behind. Maybe it's better like this, at least there is a memory.

My sister is getting married, and my sister also has a boyfriend. I'm still alone. Maybe I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough to go my own way and let the people who love me chase me, so should I move forward alone, go far, and never look back?

Thinking of the warmth of the past, I'm really cold now. I just should walk alone. You won't accompany me and teach me how to live.

Am I old, but I'm still a child? If I grow up little by little, I may still be happy.

I want to cry, I want to call you, I want to see you, I want to try a real lover for a day, but I just want to, I can only think about it.

Your cold and hot makes me sad. Forget it, that's it. Anyway, there is nothing to be related between us. Will you say that from now on, you are you and I am me? That's it. Be happier.

We go further and further. We are used to listening to Cannon, just like a wound that we can't get rid of. Being single is actually very happy. None of us can integrate into anyone's life. Maybe it's a parallel line. It's good, very good. It's good.

Can Can said that he saw Nai He on QQ. It's very good. Nai He is also happy, right? Then be happy. When you are a younger brother, it turns out that you have grown up. Bless you.

Orange comes home today ~ I will visit you. It has nothing to do with him. Even if there is nothing between me and him, I still have yours.

Thank you, dear Master Xiaojia. When did you marry my pet? Yueyue who will teach me to read, gentle snow, strict Yazi, lovely Xiaobai brother, we will write better articles.

Sad, happy, the Spring Festival is about to come, but I don't feel like the Spring Festival at all~ It's good, that's it. I'm still me."