Chapter 134 Confession

Shaohua turned around again and again, looked at the peaceful and mysterious appearance, frowned and complained, "It's really strange." Is it possible that there are still treasures in the study? Shaohua strode into the study and saw a tall and familiar figure standing in front of the bookshelf. Hearing Shaohua's footsteps, he turned around and startled Shaohua. You, you, why are you here?

She took two steps back and didn't see anyone around to let her pinch it. She tried to see if she was awake. She looked at her hand and hesitated and gave up decisively.

Yan Kaizhi looked at her left and right. The smooth curve of her face seemed to be slightly straight, the smooth jaw was repaired with a delicate outline, and a pair of bright and flexible eyes looked bigger and clearer. He hesitated for a moment. Did his eyes look so big before? It's because I'm thin that I'm big.

Thinking of Li Sinian's words, Yan Kaizhi opened his lips and asked softly, "Li Tanhua said that you were very sick. Are you feeling better now?"

Hearing his deep and soft voice, Shaohua's cheeks suddenly turned red, and he lowered his head nervously: "I, I'm fine." She never thought that Li Sinian called her to the study to let her meet Yan Kaizhi.

Since she knew that Yan Kaizhi's so-called love is Xin Zimo, she stayed for a long time, with a crying and laughing expression almost scared Zhou Yan to cry. She really couldn't express her mood at that moment in any words, as if after she was hungry for several days, God saw her piousness and pitifully and deliberately dropped a big pie for her, but she fainted directly before she could catch her.

She sat in front of the mirror in a daze for two days and did nothing. She just kept looking at herself in the mirror, as if she wanted to see the second person in the mirror. Seeing that Youhan pulled Chuhe and asked her to pull Shaohua away from the mirror. If she went on like this, she would be afraid of the mirror.

It was not easy for Shaohua to give up the mirror and began to toss his clothes again. The result can be imagined.

Shaohua rubbed the handkerchief and thought that if Yan Kaizhi really liked Xin Zimo, she would dress up as Xin Zimo. Although the appearance is different, she is still her. He must have changed into the same clothes, and he should be aware of it.

Shaohua thought so, but the gap between reality and ideal was too far. She tossed several pieces of cloth and still failed to cut out the original skirt.

Yan Kaizhi looked at Shaohua and seemed to fall into deep thought. First, he was nervous and groaned, and then he looked helpless. He couldn't help laughing and interrupted her meditation. Shaohua came to his senses, raised his eyes and reflected his smiling face into his eyes.

"What are you laughing at?"

"You stale again." Yan Kaizhi stopped laughing, and the smile on his face was still the same.

"I, I don't have it!" Shaohua really wanted to bite off her tongue, and she was not willing to stam, but the more she cared, the more nervous she became.

Seeing Yan Kaizhi coming towards her, she only felt that her heart was about to jump out of her mouth, and her ears began to roar. She was not her own and could not suppress her emotions at all.

Shaohua smiled bitterly. She remembered that she was not nervous when she saw him before. Is this because of the excitement she hadn't seen him for many years? But it's not right. At most, it's the first time we meet. Let's be in a panic. This is the first time we've met. Otherwise, this body is too weak, otherwise how could she not control it?

Just as she was thinking nonsense, Yan Kaizhi had come to her side and sighed gently, "Your body is important. Don't do anything that worries people." Li Sinian told him that Shaohua was ill, depressed and had a bad appetite when he heard that he was accused of marriage in the palace. If he doesn't have that heart for Shaohua, it's better to tell her in person and let her die.

Wanhua is about to go out, and Shaohua will come next year. If it goes on like this, I'm afraid it will drive a person crazy.

When Yan Kai heard that Shaohua was ill, he suddenly shook his heart. The little girl who jumped out of the car and jumped off the building without changing her face would be angry because of this incident. There was a strange feeling slowly rivering in his heart, like an ant crawling on his face, and the subtle touch made him a little uneasy. Regarding Shaohua, he has heard Lanzhi mention it more than once. Coupled with Song Yu's jokes, he closed his eyes and almost all the topics related to Shaohua.

However, when he closed his eyes, he couldn't think of Shaohua's appearance. The voice and back were clearly remembered, but he couldn't think of her appearance.

When Li Sinian proposed to let him come to Li's house, he agreed without saying a word, but he hesitated. On the contrary, Li Sinian saw his hesitation and said, "You don't have to worry that she will be sad. She is stronger than you think. I just hope you can give her a cruel word to make her completely give up on you."

I don't know why Yan Kaizhi felt very uncomfortable when he heard Li Sinian's words.

The woman, who even had a broken head and said that she was okay, now wants him to stab her with his own mouth. Yan Kaizhi saw Shaohua crying. He didn't even care about the collapse of the sky. Tears kept falling, which made people upset and worried.

So, as soon as he entered the door and saw her because of his appearance, he was obviously embarrassed and shy. Yan Kaizhi found that he could not say that sentence.

Shaohua's heart tightened, raised his head and looked at him. Are you worried about me?"

Yan Kaizhi was a little embarrassed by her dark and shiny eyes and deliberately coughed, "Your family will worry about you." Shaohua's face immediately showed a lost expression. Yan Kaizhi opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say. Shaohua lowered his head and asked quietly, "I heard that you refused the marriage in the palace. Why?"

"No reason, I just don't want to do it for the time being." He looked away and didn't look at Shaohua again.

Shaohua raised his head and couldn't see the expression on his face. He only looked at the afterglow from his beautiful side face to the corner of his eyes. He stared at the firm outline and asked nervously. Yes, is it because of her? The person in your heart is..."

Unexpectedly, Yan Kaizhi interrupted her without waiting for her to finish speaking, "No!" He turned his head and happened to see the dullness and loss in Shaohua's eyes. His heart was slightly palpitated and a little unbearable, and then whispered, "Don't listen to the gossip beside you. Let the son know. You will never be lenient."

It's rare to summon up courage, and Shaohua seems to be unrelent. If you don't say it, if I don't say it, how can he know? I just want to know who is in your heart.

Yan Kai half narrowed his eyes and looked at her nervous, shy, stubborn and proud little face, and couldn't help looking forward to it.

He asked, "Who is it important to you?"

The girl blurted out without thinking: "Of course!" This sentence made Yan Kaizhi happy and his expression softened. Shaohua quietly looked at his change of expression and tried to explain: "If you already have someone in your heart, I mean, if the person in your heart is real and I can't replace it, then I will give up."

But she didn't say anything in the end.

After all, it was too mysterious to borrow the corpse to return the soul. She was afraid that she would scare away the only favor she had in Yan Kai's heart. She found that after changing her body, even her courage had changed, and now she dares not gamble.

"Why?" Yan Kaizhi locked his eyebrows and sank his voice.

"What and why?" Shaohua is a little puzzled.

Yan Kaizhi paused, sighed slowly, turned around, and carried her to the other end of the room. As the eldest daughter of Li Ge Lao, your family background is not bad. Now your sister is about to marry Princess Yinghua as her daughter-in-law. Anyway, you are also the proud daughter of heaven, and your status is enough to be a princess.

He suddenly felt that he should not laugh at Song Yu. Every time he deliberately invited him out for a big meal, Song Yu obviously wanted to eat, but he was always drooling. While citing him for his lack of righteousness, he carefully took only a small bite from each plate like a lady. He made fun of Song Yu for not being a big man since he got married. Song Yu also satirized that he was spoiled by women and didn't know how great it was to please the woman he liked. He doesn't say flattery now, and even makes Shaohua angry and sad, and he feels lingering palpitations.

"So you want me to marry the son?" Shaohua's voice became fierce and loud, and his whole body looked incredible.

"I mean, you can have many choices." Listening to her high tone, Yan Kaizhi weakened his voice instead.

"But I like you." Shaohua shouted angrily.

Yan Kaizhi only felt his back stiff, and his heart was as excited as spring flowers blooming. He turned around and looked at the girl's resolute and stubborn face. Hearing her words "I like you", her mouth couldn't help rising, but the girl didn't notice it.

When she heard that Yan Kaizhi actually encouraged her to marry Hongfang, she felt a pain of being betrayed. When you react and spit out your mind, you can't help spitting out of your mouth. I have liked you since ten years ago. Although I just hurriedly counted, I recognized you in my heart. I don't like any of the others, can't I?"

I didn't know that when Shaohua spoke, Yan Kaizhi scolded her with a smile: "Big talker."

"What?" I thought I would hear his reprimand or rejection, but I accidentally saw the gentle smile on his face, which means that he accepted it?

Yan Kaizhi didn't say anything, but shook his head with a gentle smile and said, "How old were you ten years ago? How could you remember me? I remember you went to Pu'an when you were two or three years old. I haven't even been there once. Where did you hurry? Seeing the girl wrinkle her little face again and look chagrined, he paused and said gently, "Actually, in my heart, you are like Lanzhi." Let him involuntarily worry about her, afraid that she will be sad and hurt.

"Lanzhi." Shaohua repeated it once, and his heart was a little disappointed.

Yan Kaizhi nodded, "She is also worry-free. Although she often goes to the palace to accompany Rouwan, she has not learned the rules of the palace, which is even more troublesome. Every time she is called into the palace, I can't help sweating for her. Yan Kaizhi turned his eyes and looked at Shaohua's face that was not bright, and his lips raised gently. Every time he saw Shaohua, he not only pinched a sweat, but also his whole heart would jump out.

Although she was not rejected, at least he did not oppose her closeness or resist her feelings. However, the gap in his heart was inevitable when he thought that he was treated as a sister like Lanzhi in Yan Kai's eyes. But when he turned his mind, he thought that Song Yu had said that Yan Kaizhi basically did not pay attention to other women except Lanzhi. Since she is the same as Lanzhi, she still has her in Yan Kaizhi's eyes.

Shaohua thought optimistically, and his mood also got better.