Chapter 323 Only Three
When he came out of the Taishou Mansion, Yan Kaizhi felt that his mind was a little muddle-headed, and he could almost see the woman's eyes as soon as he closed his eyes. He knew very well that this woman named Moer was not Xin Zimo, but he couldn't help but feel some strange feelings in his heart. The more you want to get rid of these thoughts, the more confused you are, and you don't even realize that you walk back to your residence.
As soon as Shaohua and Fengxian came back, they immediately asked Youzhong to look for food with them. When they swept away the food on the table without image, they burped contented and collapsed on their chairs, chatting and blowing water. Shaohua joked that Fengxian's appearance was seen by Duofu, and he would definitely be too scared to provoke him. Fengxian retorted that Yan Kaizhi would never believe that the wife he married was such an imageless person.
The two of them fought happily. It happened that Yan Kaizhi came back from the outside. Shaohua stood up quickly and tidyed up his clothes, and Fengxian slipped away.
Looking at Yan Kaizhi only glanced at her, he sat on the chair in a daze. Shaohua felt a little guilty, rubbed over and whispered to Yan Kaizhi, "Thank you for letting You Zhong prepare the clothes for me. It fits just right."
Yan Kaizhi withdrew his mind, his eyes fell on her slightly blushing face, and there was another emotion in his heart. He looked at it for a long time, and it was not until Shaohua couldn't stand his gaze and blushed that he sighed deeply: "Give me the tiger charm. I have had the carriage ready. You can go back tomorrow."
Shaohua was stunned, raised his eyes and said angly, "Don't think about it!" She felt a little aggrieved and thought that Yan Kaizhi had figured it out. Unexpectedly, she still had such a bad temper. She curled her lips stubbornly, "I told you, where is Hu Fu and where I am? Or I will go with you, or you can follow me."
Yan Kaizhi was a little weak and whispered, "Don't play with children's temper anymore."
Shaohua didn't know why Yan Kaizhi looked tired and weak, but she knew that she would never show weakness at this time. She looked into Yan Kaizhi's eyes and seemed to see her shadow from his deep eyes. She sank her emotions, biting clearly word by word, and said to him in an unprecedented resolute and affirmative tone, "I don't. I'm very rational now, and my mind is very clear. I was ready as early as when I left Beijing, even if I'm willing to go to Haiting to suffer with you.
Yan Kaizhi also looked back at her. On this little face, he had read too many emotions that should not be what a little woman like her should have. She was stubborn, firm, decisive, enthusiastic, persistent and crazy, as if a huge energy could burst out in his small body at any time. He had never had a correct guess about her, because she could always use his will. Presented in an unexpected way. Such a woman is enough to make any man crazy, because her feelings are like fire, so that you don't know her existence anywhere. But when you refuse, you can see her sadness at a glance, but you still love so passionately that you would rather burn yourself than give up.
He once thought, or whether such a woman could enter his heart and drive all his darkness and loneliness out of his heart. Yan Kaizhi finally softened his breath, "Do you know what kind of place Chuanbei is? It's not a place for your spoiled little wife."
Shaohua painted his eyebrows with his eyes, and gradually became gentle. "I know, as long as you are here, I can go anywhere."
Yan Kaizhi was a little stunned and lost his mind for a moment, as if the woman's eyes had just turned into Shaohua. He shook his head and shook out this ridiculous idea. Shaohua, listen to me, Chuanbei is really dangerous. I don't want my son to have a mother.
Shaohua nodded seriously and grinned, as if Yan Kaizhi had just told her to pay attention to the road under her when he went to the garden for a walk. "After listening, I will protect myself and won't embarrass you. In case the city falls, I will be the first to escape. Don't worry about this."
Yan Kaizhi smiled bitterly and sighed several times: "That's not what I mean. You don't know what you want me to say."
Shaohua squatted down, raised his head, looked into his eyes, saw the consterrenness in his eyes, blinked his eyes, and said seriously, "I understand, but you have to understand that I can't live without you, and my son can't have a father."
Yan Kaizhi frowned and took a deep breath, "I have nothing to do with you..."
As soon as he heard about Yan Kaizhi's mention of the divorce, Shaohua was angry, stretched out his hands and hugged Yan Kaizhi's face hard, forced him to look at himself, gritted his teeth and said, "Yan Kaizhi, say it again, believe it or not, I'm going to show you now?"
The two looked at each other in a strange position. Yan Kaizhi looked directly at her angry little face and spit out two words for a long time: "I don't believe it."
Shaohua almost choked in one breath. After grinding his teeth for a long time, he had to give up sullenly: "Okay, you win. I won't kill myself, but I won't leave." Yan Kaizhi pulled her hand down and didn't want to discuss these things with her anymore. He stood up and was ready to leave, but let Shaohua hug his waist from behind. He only felt a small body hit his heart. He looked down at Shaohua tightly around his waist, and his little hands grasped each other tightly.
He wanted to pull away, and a small head behind him touched his back desperately. Then a sad voice sounded behind him, and the words were like a needle tinging his heart. "I have lost it once. I don't want to lose you again. Instead of being afraid of you, I would rather live and die with you. You know, I'm not a gentle and well-behaved lady, and I don't want to hear how generous I am. For you, I don't mind being a jealous woman, a shrew, and a villain. As long as I have me in my heart, I am the only one. It doesn't matter if the world scolds me if I can be with you.
"Do you know that when I hear that my mother's death, my heart will be dug out? I know you must be more sad than me, but I can't be with you. I don't want you to save me. If you are destined to die, then I would like to die beside you. I'm unfilial, but my father and mother are not only my daughter, but only me.
Shaohua still said tirelessly, but he didn't know that the person in front of him had been heartbroken for a long time. He called out softly, "Okay, stop talking."
Afraid of being rejected again, Shaohua also said, "Kkaizhi, I..."
"Don't say anything, I know, I know." Yan Kaizhi knew that he could no longer deceive himself. He took Shaohua's hand and turned around to hug her, just as he held her tightly in Biwuxuan. There were two times of this heartache. One was that Shaohua fell into the water. He knew that he had her in his heart, and the other was that she disappeared from the palace. When he recovered, he was so excited that his heart trembled.
This time, he doesn't know what's wrong. At this moment, he can't wait to leave everything and fly away with her, and no longer care about the resentment in the court. "It's my fault, and it makes you sad again. But I really don't want to involve you. For my son or for me, I can't let anything happen to you. He smiled bitterly, "My mother is right. This is the business of the Yan family. I shouldn't have impliced you in the first place. I'm too selfish or want to monopolize everything about you."
As early as when he saw Shaohua, his eyes were uncontrollably taken away by her. No matter how much he covered it, he could not erase her figure in his heart.
Hearing the thin sobs, Yan Kaizhi was a little panicked and thought that he was holding her too tightly and hurt her. He let go of his hand and found that she held harder than himself. He comforted him in a good voice: "Don't cry. I'm wrong. I won't leave you again."
Shaohua was in tears and refused to let go, but said, "What do you think is wrong with you?"
This embarrassed Yan Kaizhi. He asked carefully, "Am I wrong to divorce you?" Seeing Shaohua shaking his head and crying, he could only continue to say, "Say harsh words to you? Do you want to go back to Beijing? Or... I don't know." Finally, he had to raise his hand and surrender, thinking that as long as she would hold back her tears, he would admit whatever she said.
Seeing that Yan Kaizhi had completely admitted defeat, Shaohua loosened a hand, secretly wiped the tears from his face, and whispered, "Since I married you, it is the Yan family, and the matter of the Yan family is my business."
Yan Kaizhi suddenly realized and couldn't help laughing and said, "Yes, it's really wrong. You are my wife, my son's mother, and my daughter-in-law." A turning point was interrupted before he finished speaking, "But..."
Shaohua bit his finger viciously, like an angry beast, spit out his finger, and grinded his teeth and said, "No, but you can't. Anyway, don't want to leave me, or I will walk to the north of Sichuan."
Yan Kaizhi looked at the deep imprint on his finger and was a little helpless. He picked her up and saw her hugging his neck in panic. Yan Kaizhi suddenly felt happy. "Then you must ensure that no matter what happens, you must put your own safety first. Don't think about me. Once I send someone to you If you leave, you must leave. Shaohua lowered his eyes and did not answer. Yan Kaizhi sighed, kissed her forehead, and whispered in her hoarse voice: "Don't underestimate yourself too much. I won't let you follow. In addition to worrying about your safety, I'm more afraid that I will be confused by you. In the face of the big enemy, I can't be distracted at all. This is the last chance for the second master.
Shaohua's shy appearance makes him want to swallow her into his stomach. Once such a bright and warm woman becomes shy, there is always a kind of ** that can't be distracted, like a delicate rose. Even if there are thorns, it is irresistible.
Shaohua blinked his eyes and looked at him and replied in a delicate voice, "Okay, I promise you that if the situation is really bad enough to be cleaned up, I will definitely hold my life and won't worry you."
Yan Kaizhi pecked her with satisfaction and rewarded her, "That's good. I believe you."