Chapter 40 Betrayal
"If I choose love now, I will sleep with guilt all my life, and my conscience will never find a place to be buried." Qingzhu said his thoughts that suppressed his inner thoughts.
"Ha ha, you mean that my life with Qin Zheng is just like death." Qin Zheng's heart seemed to fall into the abyss and snorted coldly, "If you don't want him to be sad, just stay here for the rest of your life!" Or take him with you, just a maid and two husbands. It doesn't matter, I don't think you're dirty!"
His words were like cutting the blade from the head and setting her in place. After a long time, he came back to his senses. His eyes were already foggy and he sobbed, "I don't mind what you say. I swayed left and right and hesitated. It's natural for you to be angry. Who can stand his wife staying with another man with his children? However, Yan Dan is really too bitter. I am not only guilty of him, Yan Dan..."
"Yan Dan, Yan Dan, you have called his name far more times than me! I look forward to waiting for you every day, but you are very affectionate around him! You know how hard and desperate it is to wait for your lover!" Qin Zheng was completely angered by her. He grabbed her left arm with his right hand and dragged her to the door. "Let's go, I don't want any antidote. Go back with me now. I really can't tolerate you staying with him."
"Zi, listen to me," he restrained and couldn't use martial arts. He could only wave his arms and struggle. "I can go back with you, but I have a condition!"
Conditions? Does staying with me make you so painful?"
"No, it's not a condition, I beg you! You bring your father, and I will go back to Northern Qin with you.
"What did you ask him to do? Save your old lover?" A gid light flew out of his eyes, "Is he sick? I don't. I just want to make him die ugly."
"Yan Dan can die, but he must not die in my hands, otherwise I can't explain it to Lv Qingzhu, let alone myself. Zheng, I beg you to let his father take good care of his illness. As soon as my father arrives, he will go with you immediately. He will never see him again in his life and will not come to the State of Yan.
"Are you trying to make me dizzy?" A blazing fire rose from the bottom of my heart in an instant, "It's still Yan Dan that you have always liked. You have been lying to me from beginning to end. It's also fake to say that you love me and take medicine for me!"
"Do you trust me so much?" Qingzhu's eyes were frightening, "Although Yan Dan is good to me, even if I am moved, I have never really loved him."
"In that case, follow me immediately!"
"No, if you ask the father to come, I will follow you, otherwise..."
"Otherwise, what? Otherwise, will you stay with Yan Dan forever and be the future queen of Dayan? Qin Zheng spat fiercely, "Don't you look at your identity? You are the woman I have played with. Who wants you except me? Lu Qingzhu, who wants to be the mother of a country, I don't think Yan Dan is sick. The sick person is you, burning your brain!"
The deep insult made her tremble, but she still forced herself not to shed tears, "I know you are angry. I'm too selfish to want any of you to be hurt!"
"Not one of us, you are afraid that he will have a trace of wind and grass. Don't forget that I'm also a patient, and the life won't last long!" Qin Zheng was extremely unhappy, "Okay, I want you to make a choice now, and he still wants me and the children."
"Dong, don't force me, how can I abandon you with Yan Dan? It's just that I started his illness. Do you dare to say that his current situation has nothing to do with you? He is so pitiful now. If I leave, I'm afraid he won't be able to live. If you ask your father to help him treat him, it's also to repay our sins..."
"Atonement? Does he want to atone for my sins first? The guilty person is not me! Needless to say, I have understood that neither father and son can match an old lover in your heart!" Suddenly, a sharp cold light appeared in Qin Zheng's eyes, and his cold voice could not hear any emotions, but it was more terrible than anger. "Is this child his?"
"You..." Qingzhu was shocked and chilled all over. "This is your child!"
"No wonder he doesn't mind if you are pregnant with this child. On the way from Northern Qin to Dayan, there are more than 20 days and nights, which is enough time. It turns out that you don't love me for a long time. Why do you lie to me to make so many vows? Why?" Tears rolled from the corners of his eyes, and the pain delayed his heart. He had never been so sad.
"Jing, how can you doubt me? I have never had a man or woman with anyone except you!"
"It's not that I don't believe you, I don't believe him!" Qin Zheng's dark eyes slowly narrowed and gasped, "Yan Dan loves you so much. How can he sit still with his charming body? I'm afraid I don't know how many times I want you behind his back!"
Thinking of the red marks she saw on her jade neck last time, he opened his eyes again. His pupils seemed not to be eyes, but burning hellfire.
Qingzhu stopped talking and just cried. She knew that he had entered a dead end of paranoia and could not pull him back no matter how hard he tried.
"I have never betrayed you. Whether you believe it or not, I am innocent!" I fell to the ground helplessly and couldn't stop crying.
"None betrayed? Is it the body or the heart? Qin Zheng sneered, "Lie! Maybe he was still in love with me at the beginning, but the moment his body was captured, his heart also fell!"
His words made her completely collapse, and the painful woman smiled, but she sighed like despair.
"Since you have determined that what I said is a lie, I have nothing to defend. I will wait for you here until the slaughter father comes. After you go back, you will be at your mercy!"
"Will you wait for me? Do you fool me as a fool? Are you so eager to marry him, don't you wait until the day you ascend the throne?
"Who said I would marry him?"
"The prince's hall is decorated with lanterns and full of happy characters. Such an obvious thing, do you think I'm blind?"
"It's not like this, Zheng..." Suddenly, she rushed up from the ground and tried to pull his left sleeve, but it was empty, but she tore off a sleeve.
Qin Zheng turned his body warily and left only a right side for her. "Zhuer, from now on, you and I will be like this sleeve, without any reciprocity. I advise you to be careful and don't fall into my hands!"
After saying that, he turned around and flew to the window. Lv Qingzhu, you betrayed me first. Today's love is broken and completely broken!
Qin Zheng's resentful chest was gathered by anger, completely out of control and rational. He was determined to fight back crazily, but he did not know that all the future suffering was opened by this wrong decision at this moment.