Chapter 34 Lost in Kiss

I feel helpless. Am I such an image in her mind? Well, I admit that I have a little bit of cytopenia, but I just want to protect myself and fight for my own happiness. Compared with her, I am a pediatrician.

The emperor took a look at Junyu, his eyes were slightly apologetic, and nodded to me and said lightly, "In this way, I will marry you. You will get along well with the sixth princess in the future. Don't make trouble." Shen Weijun lowered her head and responded respectfully. When she got what she wanted, she was the delicate little girl again.

I took a look at Shen Weijun and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in my throat. To be precise, my stomach was very uncomfortable, as if there were a lot of small things running out. The hand covering his mouth was uncontrollable and spit out all the wine he had just drunk into his stomach, and then he felt dizzy and his consciousness pulled away.

Before closing my eyes, I saw the deep apology in Jun Yu's eyes. I was stunned, and then suddenly caught something in my mind, but it flashed so fast that I lost consciousness.

When I woke up, I was already in the peony garden**. I sat in front of the bed and took a nap. As soon as I moved, they woke up. It seemed that they were sleeping very shallowly. He blushed and said, "Miss, are you awake?" Although she has been called the princess for three months, she will still call the princess when she is in a hurry.

I nodded, rubbed my swollen head and asked, "What's wrong with me?" Mu Xin also woke up early, or she was just closing her eyes to refresh herself.

cried faintly: "You suddenly fainted in the Hehuan Hall and vomited the prince's wine. The doctor said that you were just drinking on an empty stomach. Fortunately, you are fine. Otherwise, how can the maidservant explain to the marquis?

I patted her and comforted her, "Am I all right?" Where is the prince?"

Twilight went to the charcoal stove to bring hot food and stirred it over and over again, and suddenly a smell of peach blossom soup overflowed, and the room was full of fragrance. He said, "The prince fell asleep in the side hall and called him when she woke up, as if she had something to say to the princess."

I frowned and explained it a long time ago, right? Is it for today? I didn't blame him, because he was really angry in the Hehuan Hall today, and his eyes seemed to be burning with flames, but I didn't mind adding another fire.

Shen Weijun, I'm kind, but I'm not a little girl without the power to bind a chicken. The future is still very long. Even if I lose to you in the first step, it may not be beautiful that I can't win in the future. The future is too long and there is no end. If the days go on, it will be boring and have her. I turned my head and smiled, and a trace of panic flashed in my faint eyes.

There was also a burst of stunnedness, and then she fell silent. I laughed and said, "What's wrong? Don't you know me anymore?" Mu Xin nodded honestly and couldn't help interrupting, "It's like this when the young lady was angry, but the person who provoked her must not have a good result."

I reached out and nodded my faint head and smiled helplessly, "Can I eat people? Besides, I just fought back a little, but I can't allow people to bully me. I looked at my fingers through the bright light of the octagonal palace lamp, and the glazed color hidden in the dark turned thousands of halos.

When he arrived at the side room, Jun Yu was sitting on the chair in front of the window. The window was wide open, and it snowed like goose feathers outside. After the stars passed through the endless snowflakes, only a little light was left. The whole room was cold and boneless. I shuddered and tightened the fox fur cloak on my tight.

"Brother Jun Yu?" I called him tentatively and returned to the appearance of an angel girl. He turned his head to look at me: "How's your body?"

I shook my head and smiled, "It's much better! Why is the window open? You have to be careful. He did not close the window. The cold wind poured in with the wind and snow, hitting his straight back, and his long dark hair danced against the wind and sprinkled on his body.

"I'm sorry." He suddenly said this. I walked to the charcoal stove and said doubtfully, "What's wrong?"

He said, "About Shen Weijun, I didn't know she would come today." With that, he stepped on the chair and picked up a small box and handed it to me. I walked over and took it in my hand and said, "It's okay. Anyway, sooner or later, Sister Shen will get married. Besides, there are still the prince's children, and it's too late for my concubine to be happy." There was just a smile on my face.

He has children with other women, but they only share the same bed with me, and I will never have children with him. Opening the box, I was stunned and looked at Junyu and wondered, "New Year's gift? New Year's money?" He said he would give me New Year's money in Yunjin Hall today. I thought it was just a joke.

He said, "It's just a New Year's gift. You are an adult in my eyes, and it's enough for your mother." I bent the corners of my mouth and reached out to pick up the things inside the box. It was a red amber pendant with a black butterfly in it and gorgeous dark gold on the wings of the butterfly. It's beautiful. It's just a black butterfly in my hand, but every time I move, I can feel the dark gold flowing like ripples.

I laughed and said, "Thank you, brother Junyou, but I don't have a New Year's gift for you. I'm really sorry." I reached out and touched what I could give, as if there was only the sheep fat white jade peony on my chest, which was given to me by the fifth master. In addition, it was impossible for a big man to hang the peony around his neck.

The atmosphere was silent again. I took Amber in my hand and looked at it carefully. The more I looked at it, the more I liked it. I was going to hang it on my body tomorrow. Jun Yu was silent for a long time and seemed to have made some kind of decision. He said, "No, can I ask you something?"

I was shocked and almost threw the amber in my hand on the ground. Then he looked at him suspiciously and said, "Brother Junyu, tell me what you have to do. As long as I can do it, there is no need to ask for anything. We are husband and wife. As a wife, I should solve my husband's problems.

He lowered his eyelids and said, "This may be difficult for you to do. Don't worry, it has nothing to do with Wu Guo." I was even more confused when he said this, so I went over and sat down beside him, leaned against him, muttered cold, and then stretched out his arm to hold me in his arms. I raised my head and smiled, "After saying that, I haven't been able to help Brother Junyu. As long as Brother Junyou is around, no matter how difficult it is, it will definitely pass.

He lowered his head and looked at me seriously, and I also looked at him with a smile. His eyes were as deep as the sea, as if they were stained with the deepest ink in the world, as if they were going to suck into my mind. I raised my hand and gently stroked his eyebrows. I only felt that his body seemed to be a little unsuitable. In an instant, I survived.

My heart is getting bitter. Even if he said that he has something to ask me, he will not be wronged. Maybe this matter is really too difficult, which makes him, who has always been confident, have no way. I bent the corners of my mouth to make myself smile better, but after doing it for a long time, I only felt a stiff corner of my mouth.

I said, "Brother Junyu, why are you so strong? Why do you have to carry everything alone? Don't you feel hard? Although I can't share your worries, I am willing to be the object of your talk to. Sometimes you will gradually get used to the things you carry on your shoulders for a long time, but these things will be intertwined and more, and you will crush you in a trance.

He looked at me fixedly without blinking, just like a perfect doll. There were no feelings in his dark pupils, nor any superfluous emotions, as if it had existed there for thousands of years, and he would not move for thousands of years.

I don't know how long it took, the familiar nausea in my abdomen came. I covered my mouth and wanted to control myself not to spit it out, but I couldn't control it and vomited again. He looked pale and didn't let anyone serve me. Instead, he stood up and let me rinse his mouth and changed his clothes. I looked at him with a false smile and was very embarrassed.

Instead of looking at me, he stood at the window and went out to look. The snow seemed to be bigger, and nothing could be seen two meters away. Even the tree standing still in the wind and snow could not even see the outline. I was a little cold, and the last trace of warmth on my body was gradually replaced by the cold air in the room, and my teeth began to tremble.

The room was quiet, and only a cluster of flames occasionally burst out in the charcoal stove. Perhaps the candle exploded once in the night. The sound was originally very slight, but it seemed a little harsh on such a quiet night. I'm not used to such quietness. Maybe quietness is really not suitable for me, so I took a look at Jun Yu's face and carefully said, "I don't know what's going on. I'm usually in good health, but today I vomited twice in a row, which caused Jun Yu's brother to suffer." I stuck out my tongue and smiled, "I'm so sorry."

He shook his body when he heard the words, and suddenly turned around and came to me. He raised his hand and stroked my face. There was a thick cocoon on his fingers and rubbed it on my face. I looked at him in a blank way, and my brain completely stopped thinking.

He has slender eyebrows, thick black and firm, and the deep pupils reflect the ink color of the whole sky. Even the reflection in his eyes can't be seen at all, and the resolute bridge of his nose and thin lips are as handsome as a knife, making people fall into it without fail.

For the first time, the first time I was so close to him. Maybe it was close before, but it was all in my sleep. Maybe he looked at me, but I never saw him. Because I know too well that he doesn't like me at all, so I dare not do what he hates. Junyu, I like you and just want to obey you. No matter what the result is, I just need an aesthetic process.

This process may not be smooth, but as long as it is around him, it is enough. Maybe I have thought about my own way out, but who will make it clear about the future? Maybe some people, like me, may know how difficult the road is in the future, but still go on without regret.

When I was stunned, his thin lips fell without surprise. I may have expected and fantasized before, but I never thought that it would come true one day. His lips are stiff and cool, but mine are soft and warm, just like the personalities of the two of us. He hugged me, and I was also powerless to cling to him. At this moment, his brain had stopped thinking. His lips were strange and familiar. I looked at him all day, but never thought that he would really be close to me one day.