Chapter 59 Towards Destruction

I turned my head and looked at him coldly, but my heart was bleeding drop by drop. His hesitation was more useful than the sharpest knife in the world. After a while, my heart may be dry and there will be no drop left.

"What do you want me to do?" He took helpless begging, yes, begging me for the intractable woman.

"Really, haha! Kneel down, kneel down with the dignity of a country and I will give you a drop." I looked at him playfully. Xiaobai ran over from Fengling Palace at some point. He must have seen that I haven't been back for too long. Only then did I remember that I came to the Golden Dragon Hall because Xiao Mufeng would be stunned, and the child's first words would say was his father. I wanted to tell Jun Yu the good news as soon as possible to make him happy, but I saw such a scene.

Full of satisfied love, and even the love of giving life, everything can't resist Xiuyuan's masked fake appearance. In order to please Junyu, I put on the girl's mask, just because he once said that I had something similar to her, so unconsciously I followed his idea. Everything was following him, but it was nothing more than his insistence after his accession to the throne. In fact, I should have known, didn't I?

Xiao Bai grabbed my hair hard, and his scalp was pulled painfully. I know it is telling me not to treat Junyou like this, because insulting Junyou will not make me much happier, and I will even be more sad, because I love him and even want to suffer anything for him.

I said, "This is not insulting him, but the girl owes me. What's wrong with kneeling for me to take care of Junyou for so long? Do you think it's Junyou?" I sneered, and the tears that were about to come out of my eyes were forced back, as if I had drunk a glass of bile, which was extremely bitter.

I tried my best to calm down my voice, but my hands and feet trembled violently. Fortunately, the evening also came at this time. The Empress Dowager came with her. She wanted to follow the Empress Dowager and die, but the Empress Dowager left her a letter to take care of me when she was dying. Although the Empress Dowager was indifferent to me when she was alive, she actually treated me very well. At least the Empress Dowager by my side did not dare to go too far with me, even if she always favored Imperial Concubine Han Yue.

They held me from left to right. Mother Fangcao looked at Junyu and said, "Your Majesty, the queen is pregnant with a dragon heir. You must not hurt the queen for this!" With that, he pulled the corner of his clothes behind me, and the two of them knelt to the ground one after another, even alone.

Jun Yu looked at me silently, and his deep eyes were calm. After a long time, he said, "As long as I kneel down, will you give it to me?"

I looked at him grinning, as if I had returned to the innocence of my first meeting, and what I said had nothing to do with life and death, as if I were saying something ordinary. That's not necessarily true! Didn't the emperor hear that pregnant women are restless? How can I be sure!"

His face was extremely cold in an instant when he heard the words. Finally, he couldn't stand my mood and anger. He roared coldly, "Fu Wei, don't go too far."

I was still laughing, laughing brightly, as if he was not yelling at me, but saying the best and most emotional love words in the world. Who is going too far! Who has to get an inch..."

"Come on, you can't see the queen in Fengling Palace without my order." He interrupted me and then turned around and closed the door of the Golden Dragon Hall, which was the highest symbol of power. The gorgeous golden dark lines spread over it like vines, brighter than the sunset in the sky. The door closed not only his heart for the girl, but also my love for him.

At that moment, I seemed to have been drained of my strength. Du Xin and Fangcao helped me back to Fengling Palace. Emperor Han Yue stood in front of the palace door in a rose-pink palace costume and looked at me from afar, smiling proudly.

I was shocked and had a feeling of being calculated. That feeling was just a flash. Imperial Concubine Han Yue had come to me.

"Yoh! Isn't this the Queen? What's wrong with you?" She frowned and covered her jaw with wide sleeves, which was probably accompanied by a smile of a conspiracy.

I took a few deep breaths. The moment I saw the imperial concubine of Han Yue, I fully understood that all this was just a means she used to deal with me. I said why the secret man was not good at anyone but just held me. However, I know that I just tore my face with Junyou because of this matter. If I really know that she did it, I can only secretly find a way to solve her conspiracy. Otherwise, Junyou will definitely feel that I just don't want to devote my efforts to play.

I stared at her for a while and said lightly, "Is the imperial concubine so leisurely? I will hand over the affairs of the six palaces to you. Do you have nothing to do? Well, Mother, the emperor has been in poor spirits recently, so you urge the imperial concubine to copy 100 articles of health and health scriptures to pray for the emperor!"

Fangcao came over and saluted me. She turned her head and said to the imperial concubine Han Yue, who changed her face, "I will fully assist the imperial concubine to copy the scriptures of the six palaces and pray for blessings."

I nodded and looked at her and stopped talking and went straight. When I passed her, I whispered, "I said that you can't fight me." So he looked up at the cloudless sky and smiled, "Even if I can't beat that woman, you can't replace me, you know? Put yourself in your position." In the last sentence, I thought of myself. For such a long time, I have not been in the right position.

Standing in the courtyard of Fengling Palace, I looked up at the blue sky. Children's laughter came from the garden not far away. Xiao Mufeng had already left, and his chubby appearance was very cute.

"The queen...the queen..." She called out of voice, and then ran to me without listening to the words of Mei Yu's maids. I held my slightly convex lower abdomen and opened my arms to prepare for the little Mufeng, which actually belongs to Shen Weijun but now belongs to me. It's really like a spring breeze.

It has been three months since I was banned. At this time, I have been pregnant for more than five months, and my lower abdomen is already obvious, and from time to time there are signs of fetal movement.

Except for not stepping on the Fengling Palace once during this period, everything he eats and wears is the same as before, and the things he chooses to send are first-class boutiques. Sometimes when he wants to Mufeng, he will send Jusi and others to take Mufeng from Fengling Palace to the Golden Dragon Hall. Although Mufeng rarely accompanies you, he likes him very much. However, after I am his mother, I am still better than Junyu.

Xiaobai rolled on the stone table with dirty hair, drinking fruit wine and eating fruit snacks. Mu Feng shifted his eyes, and a little fox began to play again. Fangcao looked at Mu Feng and smiled, "A few days ago, I heard that the emperor recruited a pianist named Li Mo. This man played the piano well, and even the emperor praised him." After saying that, she glanced at my face and said, "If the queen feels bored, why don't you go to Guangde Hall to recruit this person to relieve your boredom?"

I looked at her lazily and nodded and said, "Please come here." I don't know why, although one side is rejecting, the other side is constantly thinking about contacting things related to Junyou.

Fangcao answered happily, as if she had got some treasure, and told Mei Yumu that she took a few words and ran all the way with her skirt. I squinted at Fangcao's back and sighed. I have been in a bad mood for the past three months, and they were also cautious.

Not far from Fengling Palace to Guangde Hall, the palace door opened for a moment, and then Fangcao came in with a man in black on his back. The man's face began to wear silver mask from above his nose, revealing only a thin lips, which were extremely thin and thin. The wide clothes were on him. It looks like a child wearing adult clothes.

Through the mask, his eyes slid across my body like water, and when he brushed his slightly convex abdomen, his expression was as plain as water, as soft as his action of removing the piano bag, as if stroking the world's favorite lover, as gentle as water and condensed like jade.

He said, "What song does the Queen want to hear?" I gently tried a sound, and there was a tinkling sound like a spring.

I watched his movement of stroking the piano admiringly, which made everyone feel an extreme gentleness from him, and their hearts calmed down. He secretly praised a good pianist with a strong artistic conception, and he really didn't understand how such a Yashi who should live in seclusion could enter the palace as a pianist.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, he gently hooked the corners of his mouth, like the ripples that floated when his slender jade fingers slipped across the calm water, quietly spreading in the water. The piano sounded like the ethereal sound of water splashing around when the fingertips were stained with water droplets falling into the calm water, and it was like the breeze in the quiet mountains and forests. Large areas of forests were quiet, the singing of a few birds was also silent, and the white clouds on the sky also stopped flying leisurely, silent. Quiet.

At the end of the song, I was stunned and immersed in his tune, as if I had been taken to the depths of the lake. There was only my shallow breathing between heaven and earth, the tinkling sound of water dripping, and the symphony between the leaves when the wind crossed the mountains and forests. The most beautiful song in the world is just the breathing of nature. I think this should be a high level of accomplishment to have today's cultivation.

After playing a song, he stood up and saluted me, and his voice was also mellow and long: "I only play one song for one person every day, and I will leave first." After saying that, he turned around and left.

I don't know why. I always feel that his back is very lonely and melancholy, as if he is carrying the heaviest thing in the world, but it is straight, just like Jun Yu in front of the gorgeous building in Kunlun Mountain two years ago, but he did not insist.

I looked at him and said, "Why don't you have an obsession?"

His straight back trembled, and then his voice said faintly, "If you hurt others and yourself, you will give up it, which means that you can't ask for pain. Why do you force it?"

"But how do you know that you can't ask for it? Maybe you can ask for it, but the time hasn't come yet!"