Chapter 68 Love is too heavy

You always have to pay something to get what you want.

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"What's the matter? Is it important?"

"Ye, I always feel that the current monarch of the State of Wu is very strange and can't tell the difference, so I have to investigate it carefully. As for that child and Xiaobai, I think most of them have been taken out of Bafang City and should be on the way back to Wu. I have sent three people to track it. As long as there is news, it will be sent back. You can rest assured that with Xiaobai, he will be fine.

"Xiaoyu..."

"Hmm?"

"I just want to ask you one sentence..."

The room was silent for a moment. He pondered for a moment before replying, "Do you want to ask my identity? Or is it my past?"

"I want to ask, and I don't want to know. Sometimes I even hope that time can go back to the past. We don't know each other very well, but we trust each other. At that time, although Junyu and I were still interpreting their own illusions, at least they were happy. I had never been hurt by anyone. I simply kept the love in my heart. Sometimes being rejected is also a kind of happiness, instead of pushing me out fiercely after he accepts me like now, my heart! He smashed it like that.

Xiaoyu didn't say anything, but clenched my hand tightly. With such a force, her slender jade hand wrapped my hand tightly, and the bones were exposed as if they were transparent. He said, "If, I mean if, you are the woman he is looking for. Will you be with him after knowing everything?"

I was stunned, and then suddenly raised my head to look at him. A little blood redness between my eyes gradually enlarged because of the heavy night, as if to spread to the whole pupil. I smiled bitterly and said, "No, if that's the case, how can there be no feeling between us? Therefore, Xiaoyu, there is no if or doomed in the world. Every road we have an established trajectory. Just follow our hearts.

He said, "I mean, if you just need to answer, you won't follow!"

I muttered, "If! If I were that woman, I would not be with him, because he was too ruthless. The last time he gave me to others, because of repeated injuries in this life, even if he loved me, it was the cause and effect planted by himself, and his love was too heavy that I couldn't afford it.

Xiaoyu felt a relieved smile at the corners of her mouth when she heard the words, and suddenly felt relieved. He said, "It doesn't matter. If one day you feel tired, I will give you a bite of forgetfulness and forget all your troubles. I will take you away from here and give up everything. No matter how long his country is, no matter how deep the sea of blood is, is it okay for the two of us?"

I looked up and smiled, "How can Xiaoyu care about this country? How can there be a deep blood feud? You are the simplest and most beautiful white jade. I have the purest painstaking efforts in the world, but I can't compare with a drop of your tears! Although your world is enchanting, it is clean and transparent. I'm afraid of polluting you..." I'm only afraid of losing your sincerity. I cover my face and cry. Although I have never done anything bad, I will not be as pure as Xiaoyu. The innocence in his eyes is what I yearn for most.

In modern life, I was tired of living in a busy and changeable world every day, and abandoned my innocence early. Later, he was reincarnated and grew up in the family of princes and generals. Even though he was favored by his father, he saw all kinds of palace ugliness and conspiracy since he was a child, and even saw more joys and sorrows along the way to Kunlun Mountain alone. At that time, if there was still innocence, it was because of the days when there was no dispute and no intrigue on Kunlun Mountain.

His eyes darkened, touched my head and said, "How come! You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. She is beautiful and has an exquisite heart. If Changsun Junyu doesn't like you, it is his loss. Wu Jun sent you away because he was confused by thousands of miles of rivers and mountains. Only Ah Zheng was wise, but in the end he was rational for love.

In the small future, we used to have choices, but we all gave up and let it be repented until now, because we finally found what we need in our hearts. If you want to, answer me while I still have time to turn back, and I will give up everything I am doing now and take you far away.

I looked up at him and looked into the depths of his pupils. His eyes were very serious and there was no joke at all. At that moment, I really wanted to promise him, took his hand and said yes, let's go, but at the same time, the child who belonged to Junyu moved, which was so lively and energetic. He was like a genus. Yu Junyu's mark has been firmly hit on me.

I turned my head and whispered, "Xiaoyu, since I married Junyu... No, it should be that since I set foot on the road to Yue and relatives, I have been destined to be involved with Junyu. He hasn't found that woman yet, and I don't know if he can find it or not, but whether it's for the Fu family or I can't leave for the sake of the State of Wu. Xiuyuan has created a doom. Don't let us create the rest.

Xiaoyu was silent for a long time before saying, "In this case, we will complete our own mission. Remember, no matter how bumpy the road ahead is, you have to go on even if you kneel down.

I looked at him and lowered his eyelids and whispered, but my heart was blank. Is my choice right or wrong? At that time, I thought about any possibility, but never thought of another possibility, a possibility more cruel than a double-edged sword. Later, I thought carefully about why I was so strong at that time, just because I was thinking about the faint possibility? No, because I'm still young and I've lived for two generations, so I can hold on more than anyone else.

Maybe it is so, because of the fluke, I still want to believe that I am still willing to gamble with my life this time.

Junyu came over early the next morning. He had a cold face and must have just come back from early morning. Recently, many things have happened in the court, and the three countries have exerted pressure at the same time. Even if Vietnam is very strong, it is still not as good as the three countries. I still can't figure out how Xiuyuan united with the other two small affiliated countries, but now I do agree with the saying that more ants can bite the elephant to death.

He was accompanied by Li Mo, who followed him with a piano bag on his back.

Jun Yu's face is ugly, but Li Mo looks very normal. He is usually expressionless and may bring a faint smile for the first time being, which is when he is in a very good mood.

At this time, I was sitting on the corner of the bed and burying my head in a daze. After Xiaoyu left, I didn't sleep. Xiaoyu said that he had found the Taoist priest who once said that I had the purest heart in the world, but he was dead, that is to say, there was no proof of death.

In fact, I have known for a long time that Han Yue's noble concubine is cruel and has many means, but she didn't expect that she would do things so well this time. But what I can't figure out is what Xiaobai is doing? Don't you know that this will hurt me? Or does it think that Junyou can't do without me now? This will never be possible. He is the eldest grandson Junyu. How can he have a weakness? If so, that's the woman.

Or who said something in Xiaobai's ear? Xiaobai thought that as long as Xiao Mufeng was taken away, it would be logical for my child to inherit the throne in the future? Not to mention that Junyu is still young and just ascended the throne, Junyu is not the only queen. He also has other concubines with that woman. Even if he can turn, it will never be my turn, because he hates me.

So, it's good to hate! As long as you can remember a person.

He stood in front of the bed, and the sound of the piano sounded not far away, and the warbler sang gently before dawn. The sun shone directly through the faint dust in the room and dropped a dazzling golden yellow on the ground. He said, "Is he here?"

I looked up at him in a stunned way and tried to see his face clearly, but when I reached out and touched him, it was as if I was far away. I turned my head and nodded gently. He said, "What do you say?" The tone is unconcealed excitement.

Yes! He should be excited. When Xiaoyu left last night, he told me to drag him with his child. The people he sent out had left, and there would be news in less than a month at the latest, because their people would come to Kunlun Mountain and lurk in. Because Xiaoyu was not sure that these people could get in smoothly, she talked for a few more time. As long as this child is here and my guarantee, Junyou will trust us for the time being. If something really happens to Mu Feng, then go to the next step.

The next step of chess was too difficult, and I was a little uncertain for a while. I have lost again and again. As long as I am in front of Jun Yu, I am doomed to have no chance to win, so I dare not gamble or gamble, because if I lose this time, I will only have this life left!

When I didn't say anything, he said again, "No?!" The excitement just faded away, and there was a slight coldness in the voice.

I turned around and looked straight at him and said word by word, "Junyou, I just want to ask you, what have I been to you for the past two years?"

He was stunned. Obviously, he didn't expect me to ask him such a sentence. He slowly lowered his eyelids and said faintly, "You are the wife my media is marrying."

I looked up to the sky and smiled, and tears slipped down the corners of my eyes. I turned my head to look at him and said in a strong voice, "Changsun Junyu, if you want your two children, treat me well, otherwise..." I looked at him coldly, and my voice felt as if I were in the ice and snow: "You can't get anything." I covered my quilt and lay down and stopped looking at him.

He heard the words and looked at me and said, "Fu Wei, don't go too far."

Who is going too much? You hurt me again and again. If you really don't like it, why accept it? Junyu, did you know that today, it is all the cause and effect that you planted yourself? When you asked for marriage at that time, you should have thought that I was not a fuel-efficient lamp. I knew that I loved you, but instead of preventing me from approaching, I refused to welcome you, and even wanted me in the end. Who is Mu Feng's mother? You know best. Love is selfish. She can hurt me repeatedly. Why can't I fight back?

"Because you are kind..."

"Goodness? That's just a luxury from my childhood, and I can't afford it. Do you think people like us in a noble family might have this thing? Do you have? Or does Shen Weijun have it? Or is Huangfu Xiu far away? People like us don't deserve it at all. I looked at the curtain of **, jade-colored, as hazy as mist. Once upon a time, Jun and I lay here with rain and clouds; once upon a time, I whispered with a smile on his arm; once upon a time, I saw his gentleness as soon as I opened my eyes.

The author only said 20 words, but I couldn't modify it several times. What's inside? Thank you for the rewarding 'computer bookworm' and 'ffggee'. Abu should work harder to code words and dedicate better works. Thank you~~~