Chapter 86 Junyu's She

When you are confused, the wind is chaotic, but no matter how calm the outside world is at this time, it still can't calm this turbulent heart...

I left on the second day of Xiaohua's burial. Although I left quietly, it was impossible not to be known that I wanted to move inside the Killer Pavilion. So I also know how much they don't like me, because their flower owner died yesterday because of me.

I have nothing to be sad about. Now I just hate myself. Xiaoyu didn't sleep all night and is always tired these days, so she fell asleep before dawn. It was because he fell asleep that I left alone and got rid of all the people related to me.

I don't want to involve Xiaoyu anymore, and I don't want anyone to die because of me. There are too many people in the world who died because of me. I don't want to add more heroes, so I have to choose to leave alone and go to a place where no one knows me.

I am not stunning, and I don't have any advantages. They only see what is in front of them and never cherish what is around them. Everyone is pursuing those who will never get it, which not only implicates the people around them, but also makes me carry this heavy burden.

I don't have the courage to die, because this life is not just for me. Is it my father's two brothers or my waiting to be fed? Therefore, I must live well in this world.

Those lost memories will always come back one day, so when it comes back to torture me, I will try my best to seize these last days and do my best to make up for and repair the world that was ruined by me. I can't do anything, but completely disappear from everyone's sight. Without my existence, maybe the dispute will stop...

Out of the gate of the Killer Pavilion, which is originally a deep mountain, so I just need to choose one of the ways to go down. The road ahead is in all directions. If I really choose one of them, I will find it one day. Therefore, I picked up a stick and picked up the weeds and walked into the depths of the mountain.

I brought very few things, only a few clothes and some pieces of silver, and relying on my excellent body in Kunlun Mountain in the past, I didn't stop aimlessly until I walked to the west of the sun.

The scenery in the mountains is unique, but no one appreciates it.

Where I am is a valley. There is the sound of gurgling water not far away. Along the sound of water, it is a vertical waterfall. The water is as vast as the Milky Way falling from nine days.

There is a colorful rainbow above the waterfall, and there are sporadic butterflies playing on it, and the dense fog sets it off like a fairyland on earth.

I washed my face with the water of the waterfall and ate some dry food. As soon as I was about to get up, I heard footsteps behind. My heart suddenly thumped and suddenly turned around.

"Are you?" This is a fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl with big innocent eyes, full of panic, a little scared and curious looking at me.

I wiped my face with the veil I just threw and smiled at her, "I'm passing by here."

The little girl was still a little scared when she heard the words. She said timidly, "Where are you going?"

I was stunned, yes! Where to go? The empty eyes fell on the waterfall falling all over the sky, and the water fell along the steep cliffs, like the best music in the world, which is also a gift from nature.

The little girl stretched out her hand and shook it in front of me and said with a coquettish smile, "Don't you have a home like Dandan?" There was no hesitation or sadness in her eyes when she said this, as if the word 'home' was just a word for her.

I shook my head and said, "No, I have a home, but I can't go back!" I can't go back to that family now. As soon as I go back, I will cause trouble to the people, and I'm afraid to face something I don't want to face.

Dan turned his head and wondered, "Grandpa said that as long as people have a family, they will miss home. Dandan doesn't have a home, so he won't think about it and won't go back. Then why doesn't my sister go back?" How curious and innocent are those eyes? When I recall after being too young, I always feel that she will become so terrible later because she pays too much attention to something she can't get!

The greatest suffering in the world is not love and separation, but infert hope. Even if he knew that he couldn't ask for it, he still pursued it blindly until he got bruised all over his body.

Maybe it's really too tired to walk too far today. I chose a clean rock to sit down, and Dandan also sat opposite me and looked at me with a smile. I looked up at the sky, which was as blue as water, and there was a red glow in the sky, herding a good day tomorrow.

"This is a very long story, so long that I have forgotten the beginning of my life..." Suddenly, I remembered that I came through time. Because I crossed into a baby, I was labeled from the beginning. Nineteen years is enough time for me to forget modern things, and it is enough for me to completely adapt as ancient times. Human life.

Actually, my story is not complicated and doesn't sound confusing, because all I can tell now is what happened before the age of 16. That time was simple and beautiful. With the unique warmth of home, I saw a trace of yearning slowly rising in Dandan's eyes, although I blindly emphasized that there was a mother who did not love me.

The two of us sat quietly in front of the waterfall until the moon was in the middle of the moon that time had passed quietly.

Dandan said, "Sister, come back with me! I have lived here with my grandfather since I have a memory. The farthest place is here, and I don't even have a friend. Since my sister doesn't want to go home, is it good to go back with Dandan and form a family with Dandan?

I smiled gently when I heard this, and I was really an innocent girl. I walked over and took her hand and smiled, "Okay! Ask my sister to give Dandan a home.

Dandan took me about 100 meters around the waterfall, and then was blocked by a big stone. She laughed and said, "It seems that there is no way, but in fact, as long as you walk forward, you can get in." After saying that, I walked over first, and I quickly followed.

After crossing the stone, I only felt that the vision in front of me suddenly opened up, and there were three thatched huts staggered here. A white-haired old man was sitting under the osmanthus tree in the middle of the yard to make tea and drink, with a light and leisurely look, like a fairy.

"Dandan is messing around again." The old man squinted his eyes and drank all the poured tea, and then smiled gently, "Since this girl has no place to return and nowhere, it's better to live here!"

I walked over and bowed to the old man and disturbed him, and Dandan couldn't wait to lead me into one of the huts.

Although the hut is very small, the things inside are all complete. With Dan Dan's help, we took advantage of the moonlight to step on some wild flowers to decorate the house, and with the sweet laughter of two girls, we only feel that this quiet valley is full of vitality.

The days in the valley are long and far away, and Dandan always pestered me to tell her about things outside. Only then did I know that Dandan was so old that he had never left 500 meters away from the valley, and the old man hid in the mountain forest early.

The old man's name is Hua Ye, which reminds me of the dead little flower.

When Dandan didn't pester me, I sat opposite Master Hua and drank with him. Master Hua seldom talked. Since I lived here for a month, what he said was almost ten fingers, and his words were like gold. The water made by Hua Ye's tea must come from the depths of the waterfall in the morning. He said that it was a spring and the spiritual vein of the whole mountain.

The days in the mountains are like the running water of a waterfall. Yan keeps flowing down the stream and flows to the end without the other side. Because of the peace of mind, I thought about a lot of things and remembered some mottled and broken pictures.

It turned out that I once loved Junyu so much that I even abandoned my face and dignity. I just wanted him to look back and look at me... But he still didn't look back and persistently looked for 'her'. I have never heard of what kind of person 'she' is. I only remember that he said that 'she' is very smart, but it doesn't mean anything.

I sat on the stone and threw the stone to float. The round stone made two turns and then sank to the bottom of the water. Dandan came over with flowers of different colors and put them in front of me and smiled, "What are you thinking about?"

"I'm thinking about a person, a person I don't know." I told Dandan about 'her'. As I told her, her face gradually turned a little pale, and in the end she even turned pale.

"Dandan...what's wrong with you?" I looked at her worriedly and held her hand. I only felt that the hands were as cold as Xiaoyu's hand, as if there was a piece of ice in my hand.

Dandan turned his head and looked straight at me and said, "Do you remember his name?"

I was stunned and then looked at her doubtfully and said, "Which one are you talking about?" Suddenly, a bad feeling surged in my heart. Is Dandan the person you are looking for?

Dandan suddenly turned his face uncomportunately when he heard the words and paused, "No one, I'm tired. Go back to bed first." After saying that, he let go of my hand and ran away quickly.

Looking at Dandan's escape-like back, the bad premonition in his heart gradually amplified, and at the same time, he was a little relaxed. After being a stand-in for so long, one day I still have to return to my nature. I am still Fu Wei and forget the three years of Fu Wei.

Dandan knocked on my door the morning of the next day. I opened the door and was shocked. The girl's eyes were red and swollen as if she had cried all night. As soon as Dan saw me, she rushed to me and hugged me and cried, "Sister, can you take me to him? I am her!"

I only felt a roar in my head, and there was a roar in my ears, so that I couldn't hear any sound around me. My mind is full of Dandan's words 'I am her'!

After searching for so long, three lives and two lifetimes were finally met by me. I don't know if this is a fate, or this is destined to be good. No matter what the result is, I will always meet her, but I didn't expect it to be in such a way.

Remember that day, the simple Dandan took my hand and said, 'It's good to form a family with Dandan'? But in an instant, she became the person I love the most and the person I care about the most, but I became the third person hindering between them.