Chapter 91 Flowers bloom on the other side
Chapter Summary: In fact, hate and love are just a matter of thought...
"Yeah, I remember a lot. At that time, you were not the emperor. I watched the snow and the moon with you, and even went boating on the lake. Has Lang Jun ever forgotten?
"Of course, we have never forgotten each other." Junyu nodded, and the light in his eyes was lit up little by Dandan. He knew clearly that her position was irreplaceable, and Junyu also said that he would come to me because I was Mufeng's mother.
"What do you remember?" Dandan's body was very weak because she had not rested on the road for days, so she shook Jun Yu's body. In addition, she was delicate and thin. At this time, she fell into Jun Yu's arms uneasily. Jun Yu almost subconsciously hugged her slender waist.
The picture at that moment almost blinded my eyes. Just as I felt embarrassed, Xiaoyu came over and grabbed my waist and stepped into the void. She turned her head and said to Junyu, "She was brought back to you by Xiaomou. You have to ask clearly." After saying that, I left without looking back with my brain short circuit.
Before dark, we finally entered Shu, and we stopped in a small town to rest. Xiaoyu asked me if I wanted to remember the past. I said firmly. He took a deep look and said, "Don't regret it, and then left.
The next morning, we continued to hurry and finally found the big village that Xiaoyu said before dark. Xiaoyu is familiar with returning here, so she took me into the deep mountains before she could rest that night.
The night in the mountains and forests is a world of beasts. The sad calls of wolves, howling, tigers, birds and beasts can be heard everywhere, adding to this quiet night.
It took us about a bunch of incense to enter the hometown mentioned by Xiaoyu.
What kind of world does this belong to the other shore flowers?
Labe of bright red flowers spread through the valley that can't be seen at a glance, and there are pink and white. The only thing they are the same is that there are no leaves, only lonely flowers blooming sadly, as if telling a love story intertwined with blood and tears.
The moon in the sky is as big as a silver plate, as if it were on my head. Xiaoyu stood in a bright red sea of flowers, with such arrogance and coldness, and then put on silver moonlight like a Shura resurrected from the battlefield. Her eyes were cold and ruthless, and her bones were everywhere when she waved with her bare hands.
There is a small courtyard in the middle of the sea of flowers. If you don't look carefully, you really can't find it. He is like being submerged in the sea of flowers, just like Xiaoyu. Painted with bright red color, as if it was bleeding.
Xiaoyu came over and took my hand expressionlessly and said, "Don't you want to give up yet?"
I shook my head: "Although that memory is very hurtful, it's better than missing. Besides, I also remember a lot sporadically, so whether I come here or not, I will eventually remember it. It's just a matter of time.
Xiaoyu nodded: "Well, then have a good rest tonight and I'll prepare." After saying that, I floated away like a ghost in the distance. Only then did I find that there were many small courtyards like blood houses in the sea of flowers, but they were painted with the same color hidden in the sea of flowers, which was not easy to find.
The night in the valley is very quiet. When the wind blows the flowers on the other side, it will leave a whine like a ghost cry. It seems that there are many souls telling me about the unwillingness in my heart. The fragrance of flowers is unpredictable. I walked along the path into the nearest courtyard and found that There is everything in the noodles, and even the hot water has been prepared for a long time.
Does Xiaoyu inform his men in advance that they are ready? I didn't think much about it. I just took off my clothes and lay in this bathtub full of white flowers. Maybe I was so tired that I lay in and fell asleep after a while.
I had a long dream. The dream is similar to the dream I had after being rescued by Xiuyuan. The difference is that it should be more comprehensive this time. The picture flashed quickly like a horse lantern, and I clearly felt the smile, tears and pain when drinking medicine.
When the last picture was fixed, I suddenly realized that this was all the events that happened in the three years that I had forgotten. Xiaoyu reminded me everything in the form of a dream to avoid the impact of my brain, but it made my broken and mottled heart hurt again.
I always thought that the jade pendant of the fifth master had absorbed poison, so I was stupidly grateful, but when I thought of everything today, I found how stupid and naive I was, which made my seven-month-old child to suffer nine-tenths of poison, and thus erased his right to survive in this world.
And the man who did all this turned out to be his father and Huangfu Xiuyuan! I suddenly opened my eyes, and tears were already mottled on my face, and my eyes were full of bright hatred.
Everyone is wrong. After knowing the truth, I don't think about suicide, but hate! I hate Xiuyuan even more. If he hadn't given Li Mo a chance to approach me, how could I drink that poisonous wine? What's ridiculous is that I also helped him find Dandan!
It's ridiculous!
God, you made such a big joke with me. Do you really think I'm kind and bullying? Does everyone think I'm a clown? Huangfu Xiuyuan, the story of destruction if you can't get it, it's really destroyed, that's good! Can I also give you back a destruction?
Is it really fun to tease Changsun Junyu? Does playing with my feelings really make you happy?
"I will make everyone regret it!" I gritted my teeth and said word by word, and my teeth rattled. Xiaoyu, standing aside, looked at me in consternity and said, "I remember!"
"Hm, do you remember what I told you?"
"Help me get this world!"
"Yes! It's just that Changsun Junxuan and Huangfu Xiuyuan have to deal with me, and the rest of the royal family are at your disposal. I raised my arm and knocked on the edge of the bathtub.
Xiaoyu frowned and looked at me and said, "Little future, you have changed. I don't like you like this."
I smiled and said, "No matter how I change, I am still your little future. Just let me pay tribute to my dead children and use their blood to pay tribute to my children's souls."
"Okay, I promise you." After Xiaoyu walked to the screen next to me, I got up and dressed. Xiaoyu said again, "Have you seen the cup on Xiaoji? That's Wangchuan. As long as you drink it, you can still be your Fuwei happily.
I looked over and walked over, just throwing the white jade porcelain cup on the ground and smashing it. I have drunk Wangchuan once, and I don't want to be a fool. Later, I thought that Wangchuan did not only drink it once, but also because no matter how many times he drank it, the fetters of fate were cut off.
Xiaoyu looked at the Wangchuan who was sprinkled on the ground for a long time before whispering, "Actually, I still like you in the past. You are so innocent, and there is only Changsun Junyu in my heart. Although he doesn't like you, you are still very happy, but later, many things exceeded my expectations. He didn't say a word. The more messy the better.
I curled up my wet hair, wiped it with a cotton cloth, and said blankly, "How stupid it would have been at that time! What I want is a man who treats me wholeheartedly, but he is dedicated to other women. Why am I so persistent? Obviously, it's a simple question. Why can't I always figure it out?
"You live too well, but you are always running away." Xiaoyu came over to dry my hair, and the movements were gentle and soothing.
I closed my eyes and enjoyed it, but said, "Yes! I know that the result will hurt people, but I can't help gambling this time. I lost completely. From the moment I fell in love with Junyou, I have completely lost and my heart is empty. But no matter what I do, he will never have a place for me in his eyes, and he won't even let go of my unbirth child. I raised my hand and gently put it on the flat lower abdomen, where I and Junyu's children were once conceived. I used to lie in the yard of Fengling Palace day after day and touch my stomach to communicate with him.
This picture is like a knife. Every time I recall it, it ruthlessly delays my heart and my body. This is so dilapidated that I don't know how to face Xiaoyu, so I will still leave afterwards and complete him to get the world, but... What can I do now?
The tears that had just been wiped out flowed down again. I told myself not to be cowardly, but the tears couldn't stop falling, just like memories. When he didn't think about it, he would suddenly jump out. Those smiles that I please Junyou, and those that Junyou occasionally show their kindness to me. Everything has never been forgotten. It is the love that has been engraved in the bones. How painful the love is, how painful it is, and how strong the hatred is.
And I treat Xiuyuan because of the sincere relationship at the beginning and the wholehearted trust in the end. What I get is only his use and ruthlessness. Even after surprise, we are destined to pass by, and now we can't eat meat and drink blood. In the past, I didn't hate much when I was sent away from the marriage, just because I shouldered not only the Fu family, but also the glory of my father. Although I was a little resentful, it was definitely not hateful. Even if I fell in love with Junyu and was rejected by him later, there was still no hatred. The hatred was only his subsequent provocation and destruction of me.
Even if I still didn't hate him at that time, I just sympathized with him and suffered as much as I did, but his choice was different from mine, not success but destruction. What he destroyed was my last sympathy for him and the last responsibility of my Fu family to him.
"What are you thinking? Why are you crying again?" Xiaoyu put the cotton towel aside and dried my hair with real gas.
"When I think about what has happened in the past three years, they force me to hate, and every time I think about it, I will hate it even more. After a few days, we will go back and start planning after our father and eldest brother withdraw from the court. Let's plan what we have to do next."
Although I am very tired, I am not sleepy at all. I'm going to use Xiuyuan to take advantage of his may still have a little preference for me to let him launch the final general attack on the State of Yue, and then unite with Xiaoyu to weaken the combat power of the State of Zhao and Shu on the other hand. First, annex the two small countries one by one and finally the State of Wu and the State of Yue. I want them to see the country they guard a little bit. The broken...