Chapter 133 Next to the Three Stone
Chapter Summary: Mu Feng is nominally my child, and his father must think so, so he treats him very well. Mu Feng told me what he would hear from his father. The facts are really like a bolt from the blue. I can't believe it, because it's too cruel, and our children are born to have a certain effect, and the result that doesn't work is like the fate of an abandoned son...
In a blink of an eye, there were only me and Yingwei in front of the whole flashy building. Yingwei stood silently like a dead man, but I stood in front of the Dan room and dared not go forward.
Yingwei naturally felt my contradiction and came straight in front of me. He said, "Although I don't like you very much, I still ask you now. Please wake him up for the sake of your master." After a pause, he said, "Since you want to get the country, why don't you be fair? The master has given up the country for you. Can you let his pride as a man be extinguished?
This is the first time I've heard the shadow guard say such a long sentence. I thought he would stop, but he continued to say, "For so long, I have been protecting you under the order of my master. Many times, I wanted to kill you. Everyone didn't want you to live, but I've been patient because I'm afraid that my master will fall. If...if the master is all right, I will never kill you again and will protect you well."
I looked down at him with a sneer: "Do you think I need your protection? Will I be afraid that you will kill me?" I looked up and covered my mouth and sneered. The warm sun shone on my face through the dense leaves, dazzling and warm. I'm afraid of everything, afraid of being hurt, afraid of hurting others, afraid that others will suffer because of me, but I have never been afraid of death. I looked at him coldly.
"You said you would protect me? Haha! It's ridiculous. Where were you when I drank poisoned wine? Where were you when I was approached by Danfei? Don't say you hate me and don't want to protect me. If you are not Jun Yu's person, if you are not like that to him, I must think that you are the killer sent to deliberately create opportunities for me to die at the hands of others.
He lowered his head by me, and there was no expression on his face, as if he didn't hear what I said or the sarcasm in my words. Seeing him like this, I felt even colder, so I pushed him away and went straight into the Dan room.
The layout of the elixir room is as usual. There are some ordinary elixirs outside, and of course there are some treasures. If you go further in, there is a place for alchemy. Inside is a rest area, and Jun Yu lies in **.
He didn't have a piece of clothes all over his body, and his stomach was covered with a thin blue printed quilt. His face was the same color as his body. He was pale and pale, as if he were lying here with only a body that had lost his temperature, and his breath was shallow to hear.
The Dan room was quiet, and I couldn't even hear his breathing. Only I walked forward to understand the sound, which was as light as possible as I was afraid of disturbing his sleep.
His leg has undergone a new round of treatment. With the fifth master, I can believe that his leg will be preserved, but can you wake up? Can I really wake him up? I held his hand and clasped my fingers, but I was no longer of the same heart.
I remembered a sentence: life and death are rich and Zicheng, holding the hand of the son and growing old together.
I have held your hand countless times, but I'm not sure if we can have a future. Whether it was before, before, now, or in the future, there is no certainty. Maybe I have fantasized before, but after many things happened, I didn't even dare to think about it. I'm afraid that everything is a dream, and everything is just an illusory dream.
"Junyou, do you want to wake up? If I say that I can be with you forever and hate you again, will you want to wake up? Can you hear me?" I only dare to think about this sentence in my heart, because I'm afraid that Junyou will be willing to sleep like this after hearing it, and then I will kill his proud co-hand man.
I dare not try, so I can only whisper, "Can you wake up?" Wake up and make it clear to me. I'll listen to your explanation. Anyway, it's better than lying here like this. If you are not willing to give away the country like this, then get up and fight against them. No matter which of the three of you will end up as emperor, I will be with anyone.
Also, have you forgotten the life curse of Danfei? If you don't remember everything in your next life, how can you lift the curse of life? Even if I hate you in my previous life, what about the next life? I don't remember anything at that time, so you have to wake up, find a way to lift the curse of life, and then find me.
Junyu, I don't remember anything in my next life, so let everything end in this life, and then you will find me in the next life and we will be together, okay?
In fact, there is one thing I didn't tell you. In my previous life, when I was in the realm of nothingness, I went to the side of Sansheng Stone, and I saw your name on it, Sansheng III. So you can't leave first. If you leave, your name will disappear from above. What if you can't find me and I can't wait for you?
Come back quickly. At that time, we will go to the Sansheng Stone and engrave the name together. This time, we don't want to live forever, okay? Please, please get up quickly. Mu Feng and I are here waiting for you to wake up and go home with us. If you don't want to participate in the wars of the countries, we will go to the Fairy Valley of the Fifth Master.
Do you remember Fairy Valley? It was the abyss that you fell down to save me. It was the shadow guard who took me to find it. It was beautiful, like spring all year round. We have a lot of children there, and then you farm and I take care of the children at home. What do you think?"
I said so much intermittently, but Jun Yu was not moved at all. He was still immersed in his world, as if no sound from the outside world could be heard. He fell into an abys like me before, and there was no way out no matter where he went. The only difference is that at that time, I fell into his abyss, and he let me be confused, and I stretched out my hand to him to bring him out, but he was immersed in his own world and saw no one.
This road is that I joined hands with him to push him. For me, he is willing to never come out of it, but I don't want to. Whoever let go first loses first, so Junyu has never won. Every time he loses completely on me.
And so do I. Everyone thinks they won, but they forget the road they walked behind them. It is spread with blood, with its own and closest relatives, as well as brothers and sisters who are born and die, all people's white bones and blood are spread, and they are still stepping on the heads of their loved ones, ruthlessly.
This is a century war. After a hundred years of spring and autumn, there is no winner after all. We are just victims of the times.
I said word by word, but he was still reluctant to wake up. Time was like water. The shadow guard walked in with the nutrient solution given to him by the fifth master, and then went out with a bowl. When he came in, he gave me food, but the food was still the same.
Junyou can't eat, and I don't have any appetite. If Junyou can't wake up, then I don't want to go out and let us be together like this, even if it is a death that must be faced after the white fog in front of us.
If so, I think I must have reason to forgive him, because he is dead. All love and hate melted together. Do I still have to torture myself and the dead person like this? However, Junyou, I am also contradictory now and don't know what to do.
So, please wake up, please-
I held his hand tightly. I couldn't tell the dark day in the elixir room. Only a long light swayed and would never go out, because this was a sealed space, and the elixir room was filled with elixir fragrance.
I don't know if a few days later, I didn't have any strength because I couldn't eat. Originally, he could still lean against the bedside, but now he can only lie with his clothes and Junyou. His body has always been cold. If it hadn't been for his light breathing, I'm afraid that he would have thought he was dead and had become a body that would not stiff.
I don't dare to sleep either. I'm afraid that when I wake up, I can't even feel his breathing, instead of at least knowing that he is unconscious as he is now. The wound on the leg has begun to heal, and the knife wound on the back has gradually healed. The fifth master comes to change medicine almost every day.
Time passed day by day, and five days later, I finally couldn't help fainting beside Junyou.
Yu Qingshu has always felt a sense of panic recently. He can't figure out where he is. After dealing with the news sent from various places, he stood in the direction of the flower stream and looked up at the palace. He sighed gently in his heart and wanted to find her, but he was afraid. When he was waiting for him to hesitate, his subordinates suddenly came.
The person who came was responsible for the news of the royal family. Only the man whispered, "On the seat, the emperor's insistence on abolishing the six palaces was opposed by the empress dowager, and the empress dowager insisted on abolishing the emperor." As usual, you can't see people but you can hear people's voices clearly.
Yu Qingshu couldn't control his shock when he heard the words. He closed his eyes to hide his surprise. He actually did so much for the little future. It seemed that he still underestimated him. After a moment of silence, he suppressed his surprise and said lightly, "Well, continue to ask."
After the man left, he turned around and walked back to the room and lay on Han Yubing**, letting the coldness calm down his already messy mood. I haven't seen her for many days, perhaps because a lot of words have been spoken, so he will miss her more than before when he can't see her, but also because of those words, she is angry.
I knew before that she would be angry, and it was definitely difficult to forgive him with her personality, so he has been patient and dared not say, because every time he gets something, he will soon lose it, so he is afraid that he will lose it again. He always feels that God always opposes him. God is jealous of his proud son. He has the best appearance in the world and has a life expectancy that ordinary people can't reach, but from a very young age, he first loses his parents, then loses his ethnic group, and then loses the woman he used to like... Now he is finally happy, but Once again, we are facing loss.
Maybe he never got her, or even he didn't expect to fall in love with her. Because once in his eyes, she was just a chess piece, a useful piece. At that time, he was with her and told himself over and over again to get the news of Changsun Junyu from her mouth, but didn't he want to see her?
He has always listened to her and guided her to say more when she couldn't continue. From the beginning, I thought the girl was stupid, and later I thought how she could be so stupid and distressing. Later, his heart also immersed, like falling into the swamp, she was a driftwood.