Extra Official Yuer 2

But it's okay. He is just kind to that child, and he is still indifferent to Concubine De.

I thought Zhao Che had recovered. He began to deal with government affairs as usual for me, but I always felt that something had become different, but I couldn't say it.

One night, I heard him talking in his sleep, and he called Nan Chuyi's name in his dream.

At that time, I knew where it was different. He fell in love with Nan Chuyi. After Nan Chuyi died, he finally found that he fell in love with Nan Chuyi.

I pretended that nothing had happened. I looked coldly at Zhao Che vacaing the back seat and leaving it to the person who could never appear. He did what Nan Chuyi inadvertently mentioned before, and he missed that person in his own way.

The saddest thing is me. I lost to a dead man.

But I'm not desperate. After all, the dead are dead. I still have a lifetime to find Zhao Che's heart.

However, how much hope I have, how much disappointment I will be.

The Empress Dowager continued to push her niece to Zhao Che's side. I knew that Zhao Che was disgusted. She was just perfunctory about this new woman.

Whether it is the empress's niece or the prince's biological mother, only I am the most favored woman in the palace. But the days are like a triangular force that maintains the basic balance day by day.

The first to break this balance was Huiping, a woman who looks five points similar to Nan Chuyi.

Zhao Che spoiled this woman who was only a little similar to Nan Chuyi. I began to feel panicked. It was me who accompanied Zhao Che day and night, but in Zhao Che's heart, has it been completely occupied by Nan Chuyi, and there is no place for me at all?

No, I don't want to admit that it's true.

How long is it for eight years?

Although everyone knows that I am the most favored woman in Zijin Palace, who knows my loneliness? I can hear the man on my pillow calling another woman's name in my dream every night. What an irony for me!

I opened my eyes and looked at the top of the dark bed until dawn.

The Empress Dowager thinks that I don't like it. I know that the Empress Dowager's martial arts are very good. I know that as long as I say a wrong sentence, I may be killed on the spot, but I have to flatter the Empress Dowager. Isn't this a torment for me?

I don't have children. Even if I have been married to Zhao Che for eight years, I still don't have children. This is an unspeakable pain in my heart.

Looking at Zhao Zhi growing up day by day, I was uncontrollably jealous of Concubine De. Why, why only she has children? Why don't I have children?

But the days are still going down day by day. Although it is not very satisfactory, this road is always chosen by myself. I have no choice but to continue.

Murong Xun? Princess Qin? What is this woman's identity? Why did she make me feel a deep crisis as soon as she appeared? I think I was not the only one who felt the crisis. Concubine Rou and Hui Ping regarded her as an enemy without exception.

Zhao Che looked at her with such gentle eyes, just like the eyes he once looked at me. The sunset that night was so charming. At dusk, the shadows of the two people snuggled together, and they looked so natural.

My heart ached dull. I thought I was numb, but the moment I saw them together, the pain came so clearly.

When did they meet? How can we be together? What is the development point? Will Zhao Che bring her to the palace? Countless questions poured into my mind. I was like an ordinary little woman who was jealous of her husband, but I couldn't question my husband directly like an ordinary woman. My husband is not an ordinary person, and my husband is the emperor.

Do I feel Zhao Che's attention to Murong Xun? Why, is it because of the song "National Style" on the Mid-Autumn Festival night? Does he still regard her as a stand-in for Nan Chuyi?

But Murong Xun is Princess Qin and his sister-in-law. Doesn't he care about Lun Chang at all?

I designed Huiping to almost kill Murong Xun, but the result was unexpected. Murong Xun did not die. His Majesty rushed to save her and carried her directly to the Houyuan Hall.

Although the palace didn't say anything, everyone seems to know what it means. Maybe I have another sister.

Zhao Che looked for me. He found that I did all this, and she warned me. This is the first time he has treated me like this for other women.

It's just because of a stand-in.

It's just that Zhao Che didn't know that the better he is to Murong Xun, the more jealous he will be. I'm not the only woman in the palace.

Soon, Murong Xun was framed by the design of the soft concubine. Why don't I enjoy watching them fight?

It's just that I didn't expect that Shangguan Zixuan suffered such a great humiliation, which even reminded me of some past that I didn't want to recall. The reason why this child was like this is also my own. I could have saved him, but I didn't.

It's not that I don't have any regret in my heart, but after so many things have happened, what is left of those simple things at the beginning?

Murong Xun was framed, which made Zhao Che seem to realize how reckless he seemed to be, and his punishment for Concubine Rou was not very heavy.

After the Empress Dowager's birthday, Murong Xun returned to the Qin Palace.

Shouldn't I be glad for such a thing?

But Zhao Che's attitude towards me has completely changed, and he is no longer as gentle to me as before. This man is like this. He cares when he loves you, and cold when he doesn't.

I can feel the mood of Nan Chuyi and know how sad it is for my husband to love another woman!

After Murong Xun left, he came back. How did she come back? Why did you come back?

The prince's illness became more and more serious, almost threatening his life. And I only know that Murong Xun can often go in and out of the German concubine's bedroom, but Zhao Che hides everything about the prince from us. I think including the empress dowager!

What is the relationship between Murong Xun and the prince?

I feel like there are countless questions pestering me.

The prince's illness has recovered, and he can be as lively as an ordinary child. Does all this seem to have something to do with Murong Xun?

I feel that my suspicion is getting heavier and heavier.

The prince was fine, but Murong Xun magically disappeared again. This time, I will never be happy at will again. This haunted woman can completely leave Zhao Che if she wants to leave and stay if she wants to. Maybe, at some point, she will suddenly appear again.

Zhao Che came to see me less and less, but on the contrary, he went to the Defei Bedroom more and more times.

I began to sit in front of the mirror and look at myself every day. Is it because I'm old, so Zhao Che doesn't love me? I touched my stomach with regret. How nice it would be if I could have a child!

After that came the news that the king of Qin was killed in battle and the princess of Qin was martyred. From the moment I saw Zhao Che's face, I knew that the news was fake, at least Murong Xun's death was fake.

No matter what conspiracy there is, I would be glad if Murong Xun could never appear in my life again.

After that, I didn't pay attention to the princess of Yan at all. Can Zhao Che tolerate other women in his eyes?

But what I didn't expect was that the arrival of this woman was the beginning of my tragedy.

She was favored by Zhao Che. This result was really unexpected, but I thought that Zhao Che should have dealt with it for the relationship with the State of Yan, but I didn't think that Zhao Che had rested in Jinfei for three consecutive days.

But I was also arrogant. Even when Concubine Li went to meet this new princess, I just sent something.

However, I didn't expect that there would be something wrong with the things I sent. I don't know who framed me. Concubine Rou, Concubine Li, and Concubine Jin are all possible, but what chilled me was Zhao Che's distrustful eyes.

I also know that I don't have children, just because the Empress Dowager doesn't want me to have children. She has been framing me since many years ago!

Who can understand my desolation and grief at that time!

I was framed one after another, but the one who seriously injured me was the Diji that I took the effort to grab from others. I only had a sneer. I really raised a white-eyed wolf.

As for Zhao Che's lack of maintenance on me, that is, in my expectation and beyond my expectation, I think maybe he has begun to get tired of me.

I didn't expect the years of the cold palace to be so cold and lonely. I was accompanied by only one crazy concubine.

But what was unwilling was that one day, a maid of honor from the soft concubine came to tell me that the empress dowager had fallen. When the empress dowager fell down, Nan Chuyi, and the Jinfei was Nanchuyi! And the prince is the child of Nan Chuyi!

Nan Chuyi didn't die, and her son was still alive.

Why can she get what I can't get? Anyone can do it, but she can't. I want revenge, crazy want revenge.

I caught the children of Defei and Nan Chuyi, and I asked him who he wanted to save. In fact, I have been ready to die for a long time. I know that this is not my trick. My trick is for Murong Xun to have a taste. It's just a feeling of retribution on me.

I think that if there is no Zhao Che in my future life, my life will come to an end here.