Extra Zhao Qi 2

"Come with me, Sister Qi, let me take care of you!"

I really want to promise him, but I have Daxiang and my family on my shoulders. How can I be so selfish? I refused him and drove him back.

Probably I was too confident about my relationship with Zhao Ling. A few years later, when I came back to see him, there were other women around him, and he fell in love with others. I regret it. I really regret it. If I could abandon everything and leave with him at that time, would everything be different?

Life in the harem of the State of Yan is far more difficult than I thought. I don't have anyone to rely on here. I don't have anyone to trust. Although I am the queen of the State of Yan, I must be careful every day of my life. I don't want to be pregnant with a yellow child, so I have to drink the medicine for pregnancy.

And the concubines in the Queen Yan Palace are especially simple characters. In order to survive, I have become no longer me. My hands are stained with blood, and I can kill the people who block the way without mercy.

In the palace of the State of Yan, I met Chu Moyan and made an agreement with him. I helped him become a prince with my influence on the Yan Emperor, and he returned my freedom after he ascended the throne in the future.

At that time, the Emperor Yan was seriously ill, and I wanted to be free too much. I wanted to go back to Zhao Ling. Everything was too hasty. I thought that the Emperor Yan suggested that Chu Moyan to be the prince, but he did not expect to bring disaster to Chu Moyan. He was finally sent to Daxiang hostage.

I offended the prince, and my life became more and more difficult. Fortunately, the Emperor Yan survived that time. With him, the prince still did not dare to touch me.

Time passes quickly but it is so long.

When I was in the State of Yan, I could often hear Zhao Ling's name, and his name of the God of War became louder and louder. I waited for Zhao Ling's latest news as a spiritual pillar, and I fantasized that if I was with Zhao Ling after I got freedom, would he dislike me? I will also be a little hesitant and uneasy.

It has been six years since I returned to the Zijin Palace because of the Empress Dowager's birthday. Thinking of seeing him again, I was excited and nervous.

I didn't expect that the result of the six years I was looking forward to be that he looked at another woman with a gentle look that I didn't even get. My heart hurts so much. I'm still unwilling. How can he not love me?

I saw him secretly. I didn't believe that he would love me or not. I kissed him, but the response was so cold.

He said that he was not in love with me. He treated me like a sister. He loved another woman, and that woman was his wife.

This is simply Ling Chi for me. How can he be so cruel to me?

He personally destroyed all my hopes and fantasies. What should I rely on to live in my future?

I can't believe this ending. I believe that Zhao Ling still loves me, even if he deceives himself. Because if I don't even have any illusions, what's the point of my life?

I met his wife. She is a beautiful woman, but what do I have that is not as good as her? I intentionally or unintentionally mentioned the past between me and Zhao Ling. I saw the doubts and injuries in her eyes. At that time, my heart was quite happy, which was the so-called revenge.

Although it is difficult for me to make myself like Murong Xun, I didn't expect that our relationship would end up to death.

The prince will not let go. Zhao Ling saved me. I deliberately blocked a sword for Zhao Ling. I hope he can remember me at any time.

I returned to the State of Yan again, but this time there was a lot of despair and helplessness in my heart. For Zhao Ling, if he is just a family affection for me, but I have a real love for him, how can he disdain after getting my heart?

In the final analysis, I have done nothing wrong, and I'm just a victim of fate.

Shortly after I returned to the State of Yan, the State of Wei was at war with Daxiang. I was very worried when I heard the news, because he would go to the battlefield at all. Although the battlefield made him famous, his sword was eyeless, and I was very worried that he would be hurt.

Soon after, Chu Moyan also returned to the State of Yan, and the condition of the Yan Emperor became more and more serious. If Chu Moyan can ascend the throne as soon as possible, and the Yan Emperor also dies, will I be free? I am no longer the queen of a country or someone else's wife. I can't love Zhao Ling at ease. That At that time, there will be no more obstacles between us.

But things are often unexpected. Chu Moyan defeated the prince, but I didn't get the freedom I wanted as promised, and the Emperor Yan did not died so quickly. I had to stay and take care of the man in my name.

And at the end of the matter, Zhao Ling also came to the State of Yan. Who did he come for? Is it for me or for Murong Xun?

I thought that the world would be at peace after the prince's matter was solved, but I didn't expect that Zhao Ling was still in danger. I was so worried that I could hardly sleep. I went to visit him desperately, but the result was that he paid attention to his identity coldly.

Am I wrong? Am I really wrong? Why did he treat me like this? I'm just a little woman who is pursuing her love. Why does everything become like this? I looked at Murong Xun coldly. All this was caused by her. Without her, Zhao Ling would not have done this to me. Zhao Ling loved me. All this was caused by her. Without her, Zhao Ling would have continued to love me.

After returning to the palace, Chu Moyan actually put me under house arrest. She also wanted to tell me the identity to pay attention to. Ha ha, I just think it's funny. Doesn't he know my relationship with Zhao Ling? Didn't you say it was agreed a long time ago? Why did he say that about me? This villain who goes back on his way, he deserves to die, he really deserves to die!

Soon after, Zhao Ling and Murong Xun left. I don't know if this was the last time I saw Zhao Ling, accompanying a man I didn't love every day. My life completely fell into despair and darkness.

Days, I have never felt that days are so difficult. Since then, I not only want to hear the news of Zhao Ling, but also afraid to hear any news about him, because any news about him will only make me more desperate.

However, it was Zhao Ling's death that made me really lose hope for life.

He is dead! He is dead!

The heart is like a knife cut by one person, and even every breath is painful.

But he is dead, but Murong Xun is still alive. Why is he dead, but Murong Xun can still live?

She is not only alive, but also got Chu Moyan's heart. Does she want to save such a betrayal of Zhao Ling and follow Chu Moyan?

Why, why can she get the man's heart so easily, and why does she easily abandon Zhao Ling's heart?

I don't allow it. I have no reason to live, but I can't watch Murong Xun live so peacefully after Zhao Ling's death.

I know that Yufen also hates Murong Xun. I just want to join hands with Yufen to go out with Murongxun.

I can use Yufen. I can't forgive Chu Moyan. I'm crazy enough to destroy everything.

Murong Xun stepped into the coffin again and again, but Chu Moyan pulled her back again and again.

I gave Yufen a bag of poison, which can make Chu Moyan leave the capital, so this time, I won't let Murong Xun have another chance to live.

Is Murong Xun really not to die? I failed to kill her again and again, and she is still alive.

In the end, my cooperation with Zuo Ci also ended in failure. In fact, failure and success are no different for me. I'm just unwilling.

Chu Moyan wants to kill me, just follow him. Maybe my life is long over. My body is dirty, but my heart is clean. Maybe in another world, I will find Zhao Ling. I was the simple me six years ago, and we will love each other in that world.

At the last moment of my life, I seemed to see a kind of dawn, with a smile on the corners of my mouth and left without any regret.