The beauty of the city: embroidered hibiscus on the river pillow

Chapter 96 Lan'er

The palm of her hand was fine and painful, and the wound was very small. She held it tightly. Those thorns pierced into the skin and some remained in it. The other party was very meticulous when applying the medicine, and the movements were gentle, which reminded Yu Meiren of Ying Hong.

The Yinghong, who grew up with her, has been immersed in her emotional world. She has never thought about her situation or whether she is safe after the avalanche.

"Ran'er, thank you."

Lan'er raised her head and smiled shyly: "I should thank you. You are the princess and the emperor's favorite concubine Hua. I'm just a little maid of honor, but you never treat me as a maid of honor. You treat me like a sister."

"Actually..."

Yu Meiren wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't continue.

What is she going to say? She did not regard Lan'er as a servant, just because she was originally a modern person. In the modern world, there was no difference between masters and subordinates, but even so, she did not treat this child sincerely. Even when she appeared in the cold palace, when she first saw her, she still had a Killing heart.

"Actually, if you don't mind, you can always treat me as your sister."

When Yu Meiren said this, she was also shocked. For a moment, Ying Hong and Yu Ji's faces appeared in her mind at the same time, and then her eyes were fixed on this little girl, and the words blurted out.

"Sister?"

Lan'er didn't seem to believe it and smiled happily for a long time: "Actually, I had a very intimate feeling when I first saw you. Although I'm not smart, I can feel that there are not many people in this palace who treat me sincerely. Only you will not treat me as a maid of honor, so I'm very happy. Sister, thank you."

The last few words made Yu Mei's heart feel a little guilty, but only a light smile.

"Fool."

Beauty Yu stretched out her hand and rubbed Lan'er's hair, just like when she was a child, she always liked to rub Yu Ji's hair like this. At that time, whenever she saw Yu Ji's expression, she always felt very hearty.

"I'm going back, otherwise Xinyu should be worried"

Xinyu is a maid of honor who has been taking care of her. Since she woke up, she has been taking care of her. Although Yu Meiren doesn't know whether Xinyu is the person who is placed by Yin An in Beiqiu, Xinyu is always responsible for her, and she also let her side.

"I'll send it to my sister."

Lan'er got up, but Yu Meiren shook her head: "No, I can go back by myself. You are a messenger around the emperor. It's not good to run around in case something happens."

Lan'er did not refute Yu Meiren's words, but nodded obediently. Yu Meiren smiled at her, then got up and walked out of the door.

At sunset, the slightly warm light in the sky has unconsciously gone for half a day. Beauty looked at the direction of the setting sun, and the bitterness in her heart seemed to slowly precipitate and slowly warm up.

After crossing, she has never seen any sunset seriously, but whenever she staddles under the warm light, she will think of such a red figure, falling lonely and sadly on a hundred feet high cliff.

The jackdaw is sad in the evening. Liutang is new green but gentle. If there is no hatred in the eyes of the teaching, I don't believe that there is a white head in the world. The intestines are broken and tears are hard to stop. Acacia goes back to the Little Red Building. I know that I have been blocked by the mountains, and I am not free to rely on the appanth.

Until now, she can't figure out what kind of feelings she has for Nangong Fu.

She wanted to kill him not because of hatred, but just to sweep away all the obstacles on the road of the man's emperor, and among them, he was the biggest one.

She finally killed him, but she was not happy. Her heart was very painful, as if she was missing half of it and could not be remedied.

Maybe the sunset is too beautiful, or his feelings are too strong. No one has ever been so good to her and announce his idea in a unique way. Nangong Fu, a demon who doesn't know love at all, left a shadow of sunset in her heart in his unique way.

Is she moved? Maybe she was just moved by him, or more.

It's just that she understands that he and she is not possible. Just like after she knows the truth of the matter, even if she can't help herself, she won't foolishly chase Beiqiu Yin's footsteps. She won't accept the devil's feelings. Nangong Fu is not her dish. She likes the kind of warm jade-like man who can warm the front. Her broken heart.

Beiqiu Yin, this is her choice, even if this choice will never come to fruition.

Someone in the previous life said that if you really love, you won't regret it.

The person Yu Meiren wants to say this must have never loved, at least she regrets now. If the person she met at the beginning was not Beiqiu Yin, and that person was as elegant and handsome as Beiqiu Yin, she might not have fallen in love with him so persistently. Maybe there would be no more beautiful Yu in the world, and there would be no one to make the world. The awe-inspiring shadow general, and she can also cook wine and talk about swords and be happy in the world as written in those novels.

It seems that she has also been poisoned by the novel, believing that the heroine who travels through time will get the love of her beloved, even if the ending can't be together.

But now, she is wrong and completely wrong. She is not as lucky as those women. What men in the world love is just the unparalleled face that belongs to her, and the only one who is willing to die for her is the ruthless and loveless devil.

It's ridiculous. What she killed with her own hands turned out to be the only person in the world who really loved her.

Maybe people who don't know how to love will really love.

Just like her, she didn't know love in her previous life, and she had to try it in this life. After trying, she found that those things that seemed to be as sweet as honey were actually bitter inside.

As she thought about it, she looked like Zihua Palace in front of her. The little maid of honor who went to Fengqi Hall with her was standing outside the door at this time. When she saw her, she opened her eyebrows.

"Your Majesty, has the emperor hurt you?"

Beauty Yu shook her head, turned her head, and looked carefully at the maid's eyebrows. She couldn't help saying, "Xinyu, what kind of person is the emperor?"

Xinyu was originally worried, but at this moment, when she heard the other party asking this, she had the kind of inconspicuishable eyes. Her heart trembled and immediately knelt down.

"The Empress forgives me, and I dare not speculate about the emperor."

Can't or don't you want to?

Beauty Yu looked at the maid who bowed her head and knelt on the ground. After a long time, she smiled and said, "Get up. I'm tired. No matter who comes, I will say that I've rested. If there's nothing to do, you can go down."