Chapter 254 Only for this life

For several days in a row, there have been rumors in the palace. Some people say that the imperial concubine is the living Bodhisattva who saves the suffering. She is not only beautiful, but also has a good heart. The one in the Anle Palace framed her, and she actually treated Concubine Yun like a sister.

And such rumors actually came from the Anle Palace, and they became more and more popular. Naturally, Yu Meiren knew where these words came from, and let it grow wildly.

The fact that Yunfei framed her has not been found out, and Yunfei is also raised in Anle Palace as usual. Since this matter has been handed over to Yu Meiren, others dare not ask again.

Yu Meiren is now worried that except for the Empress Dowager, who is the body of Beiqiu Yin, he has not been in the morning for two days. Although it is only two days, he will not do so if he can survive.

Is it true that it has reached an incurable level that it can't even survive this winter?

Suddenly, she couldn't sleep soundly these nights. Every time it was like a dream, it was the calculation of the past. As a pawn of him, she faced him and turned back to the bottomless abyss.

The dream under the peach blossom tree in the past seems to be more distant.

Unconsciously, I have walked to the door of Qianxi Palace, but I can't take a step again.

In fact, think about it, after all, he is the emperor of the ninety-five. In the past, even she was just a chess piece in his chess game. What would he not know about what happened in the court in the harem?

So, will he blame her if we meet again?

He hesitated and wanted to turn around. Unexpectedly, the father-in-law in the hall just came out. When he saw her, he couldn't help calling: "Your Majesty."

Yu Meiren's heart trembled, stopped, turned around, smiled quietly on her lips, and her voice seemed to be tentative: "Your Majesty, has he fallen asleep?"

This question is like Xiyi. If Beiqiu Yin falls asleep and she goes into the hall to look at him, she will not panic and don't know how to face it.

From a time ago, she wanted to see him so much that she didn't dare to see him now.

With a bitter heart, the father-in-law has opened his mouth: "The emperor just woke up and has been thinking about his mother these days. The mother hasn't come for a long time, and now..."

The father-in-law said, as if sighing, and suddenly knelt on the ground: "Imperial Noble Concubine, I have followed the emperor all my life. There are some words that the emperor doesn't say, but I can see them all in my eyes. Only then did I know that the Imperial Noble Concubine has grievances in her heart. I have been an eunuch all my life and have been beaten bachelors for a lifetime, and I don't know what love is. Of. However, I can see that the emperor has been suffering all his life. First, the Lan beauty, and then the Empress. The emperor always said that he owed the Empress. That time, the emperor had put away the portrait of the Lan beauty to the slave. At that time, I knew that there was already a queen in the emperor's heart, but I let the queen get the painting and threatened the emperor. Let him marry her. The emperor can't help it. He is afraid that his master will be sad.

When the father-in-law talked about the emotional place, he actually had a runny and tears, and his voice was also a little sad: "Mother, the emperor said that he could never understand the Empress, but it was not because he did not love the Empress, but that the Empress closed her heart and did not allow the emperor to enter. He also said that he wanted to see the Empress dance again. This dance It is the favorite of the Empress in her life. If she is still willing to dance for him, she may have him in her heart, and she will be fulfilled in her life.

"There are still a few things that the emperor will not speak in his life, but I can't help it. At the beginning, the emperor promised that he would not hurt the life of the deposed prince. That arrow was not ordered by the emperor, but Yin Hong, who is the emperor's secret guard, afraid that the emperor would be soft. Bad things, and the case of Youcheng Mansion. The emperor did not kill the Youcheng couple, but promised the empress dowager, so he did not tell the Empress. In addition, the devil, the emperor also let him go. He was only a stand-in who died, as if it was called "handling", and..."

The father-in-law nagged as if to tell the past together. Yu Meiren's eyes were a little blurred, and her heart became more and more painful. Later, she didn't know what the other party said. She only felt that her chest was about to be pressed by something, and she was about to breathe.

The only clear response in her mind was the news that Nangong Fu was not dead.

He didn't die, so what did she do for? She used to be desperate for a man's world, but now she is desperate for the warmth given by another man and tried her best to hurt him.

What on earth, for what?

It took her to slowly enter the hall. The man in bright yellow sat in front of the window, tightly on one side. He had lost a lot of weight. Even his face was haggard, his eyes were closed, and he didn't know what he was thinking. Occasionally, a few coughs could know that he was awake.

I couldn't help walking a few steps towards the man, but I couldn't help gleeping at the familiar blue color of Long**, which was half exposed under the pillow, and Yu Meiren's body couldn't help shaking.

She staggered under her feet and knocked over the teapot on the table with her fingers. She raised her head and looked at the warm eyes, which was a little at a loss.

"Here you are." Beiqiu Yin just showed a smile and saw the panic on the woman's face. He couldn't help but turn to the dragon bed. Then he frowned, but said nothing more. He turned his head and stared on her face: "If you have anything to say, just ask me."

He took a deep breath and didn't have any bitterness. He actually asked her to ask him, shouldn't he have asked her? Ask her if Yuner is the child of that person, ask who she loves now, or ask if the child in Yunfei's womb was killed by her, and then ask what else she has done.

My heart was so painful that my stomach was stirred. Suddenly, the nausea surged up. Yu Mei looked at the other party fixedly and dared not blink her eyes. For a long time, when the surge in her stomach calmed down, she raised her lower lip slightly and swallowed a mouthful of saliva.

"I'm pregnant."

"Really?"

Beiqiu Yin seemed to be a little surprised and couldn't wait to walk to her side, like a new father, but the smile seemed to be much older, which made her heart sour and burst into tears.

"Fool, this is a happy event. There is no need to cry like this."

Beiqiu Yin stretched out his hand sadly, touched her tears, then smiled and took her hand.

Tears seemed to be unstoppable, and Yu Meiren's heart was blocked, especially when he smiled, but she was in pain.

"How much time do you have, Beiqiu Yin, you can't give me a complete home in the end."

For the first time, she accused him and said the most frightening word in her heart.

When Beiqiu Yin heard that word, his heart twitched and looked at the woman's red eyes, which she had never seen before when she was a child.

"I'm sorry."

After a long time, he could only spit out three words, heavy, like a lifelong vow, and stayed at this moment, but it was the last thing she wanted to hear from him in her life. What she would rather hear from him was as usual cheating, or a single "good" word, which could also make her satisfied. Foot.

However, why is he sorry? Why is he unwilling to lie to her now?

"Dead earthworms, rotten earthworms, do you know that you have lied all your life? It turns out that I am still most afraid to hear the truth in your mouth."

"But I can't lie to you all my life."

Beiqiu Yin smiled bitterly, but his hand was thrown away by the woman and bit his lower lip: "You have lied to me with your life. If you are away, who will be responsible for my next life? What you owe me is your life after all. In addition to my life, even in the next life, in the next life, you will not be light."

"Then how will you be in the next life, the next life, and the next life?"

Yin Wenyan in Beiqiu smiled, as if he didn't understand her sadness, but he put everything into that smile.

Yu Meiren couldn't stop crying and bit her lips, but she still felt that it didn't hurt enough.

"Beauty, can you promise me something?"

Beiqiu Yin suddenly opened his mouth, and Yu Mei's teeth were slightly loose, and she finally spit out a word: "Say."

Just listened to the father-in-law's words, he hid a lot of things from her. If he asked her to dance at this moment, she didn't know if she could still refuse.

"Can you promise me that no matter what happens in the future, the empress dowager will be a way to live?"

What she originally thought was contrary to reality. I'm afraid this sentence is the limit she can tolerate now. The woman designed to frame her whole family and killed her sister with her own hands. Now, she can't wait to kill her with thousands of knives and how to let her go.

The hatred in my heart is alive, but in the end it can't resist the bitterness.

"If you can live, I will keep her. If you die, I will ask her to be buried with you, Beiqiu Yin, so you can live well. For that person, live well to stop me. This time, I can't be soft-hearted anymore."

This stubbornness, as in his memory, makes him unbearable, but...

Beiqiu Yin finally looked at her with a sigh: "How can I rest assured that you look like this?"

"If you can't rest assured, just live well and watch your world alive." Yu Meiren's words became more and more incoherent. Only she knew in her heart that she had long been used to this relationship with him. He didn't know her, and she didn't fully understand him. Perhaps only this can make the other party feel better.

"Beiqiu Yin, listen, the country of the Beiqiu Dynasty was fought down by my Yu beauty. Your throne was also saved by my life by my Yu beauty. Your son is also born for you in October. You owe me three lives in this life. Now as long as you live for a lifetime, even if you are an ox and a horse, you have to give I will live."