Chapter 34 Don't Want to See

‭The sky is slightly bright, and the smile has woken up.

‭ Meng Qin's call made her remember it all the time.

‭ got up early, stretched out, felt the body that was about to freeze, and wanted to exercise.

‭ In the courtyard in the morning, the dew was deep, and Chen Ming and Tan Ru, who were used to getting up early to exercise, had not yet appeared.

‭ The patrolling in Hong's house has begun to hand over the shift, laughing and trotting. Every time they meet a person, they will smile kindly, and the other party will return the same smile.

‭Not long after, Tan Ru appeared in the courtyard and looked at the smile in front of her and accelerated her. The gentle voice sounded.

‭ "Sister, good morning, where's Chen Ming?" He looked around with a smile. Usually, Tan Ru did morning exercises with Chen Ming, but today he didn't find Chen Ming's figure.

‭ "He had something to do in the morning and went to the company." In fact, something happened in the door last night. Hong Li was not here. Naturally, Chen Ming had to solve it, but she didn't want to laugh and worry, so she had to hide it.

‭ "It's so early, it's really hard for Brother Chen." Xiaoxiao had no doubt about it. Her mind was still occupied by Meng Qin's phone last night, and she didn't know what happened to him.

‭ Facing the smile that has been falling into her mind, Tan Ru waved her hand in front of her eyes "smile, smile"

‭ "Uh, Sister, what's wrong?"

‭ "Do you have something on your mind? Absent-minded."

‭ "Sister, in fact, there is nothing wrong. After you went back last night, my father-in-law called me. He was sick and I was considering whether to see him." Xiaoxiao's expression was very hesitant.

‭ "Your father-in-law? Meng Qin?"

‭ "Yes, he got sick because of my business. Sister, what do you think I should do?"

‭ "How did you know he was sick?"

‭ "He called, and the housekeeper told me." Xiaoxiao told Tan Ru about the front and back of yesterday's phone call.

‭ After listening to it, Tan Ru frowned and said, "Normally, you should have gone, but is it appropriate for you to go to Meng's house now? Would you like to see Meng Chen now?"

‭ Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, but just lowered his head and shook it.

‭ "Since Mr. Meng said he would call you for a few days, just wait for his call, otherwise it's useless for you to be anxious here, right?"

‭ "En! But..."

‭Tan Ru saw the hesitation in the smile, "I know, you are sorry and want to do something, isn't it?"

‭ "Yes" smiled and affirmed without thinking.

‭ "If I were you, I wouldn't think so much about what I can't do now. It's better to think about what to do with Meng Chen. I think this must be the greatest comfort to Mr. Meng."

‭ said this, but Tan Ru thought in his heart that Meng Qin, an old thief, died early and died early, and didn't know what conspiracy he wanted to play.

‭ Xiaoxiao can't know Tan Ru's thoughts and think what Tan Ru said is quite reasonable.

‭Maybe in the past, she would want to change something, but since she experienced domestic violence, she knew that many things could not be done by human resources.

‭ What else can you do besides accepting and taking its course? Most of the time, you can't even protect yourself.

‭ smiled and said, "It's still as thoughtful as you think, so I won't be unfounded. Although it has happened for several days, I still can't get out of the shadow of that night, and I'm not ready to see Meng Chen."

‭ "Okay, let's go to breakfast first. When I went back last night, I heard that Xia will be back these days."

‭ smiled and said, "So fast?" The heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and I was at a loss, looking forward to it and being scared.

‭ "What? Don't you want him to come back?" Tan Ru looked at it with a smile.

‭ "No...no...I just..." smiled and stammered and couldn't say anything.

‭ is the same woman. How can Tan Ru not know what the smile represents? It is a kind of girl-like expectation and fear. She and Chen Ming were also worried about gains and losses at the beginning. "I know, you just miss him too much." Tan Ru continued to joke.

‭ I couldn't help thinking that Xia Lei didn't mention that he was about to come back last night. "No, no! It's just that he didn't tell me last night. Thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel lost. It seems that he is not so important in his heart.

‭Everyone has to worry about gains and losses when falling in love. Although Xiaoxiao has always refused to face her emotions, she can't decide the real feelings in her heart. The sweet but itchy feeling is even more than Xiaoxiao has never experienced.

‭Although she and Xia Lei have known each other since childhood and are childhood sweethearts, Xia Lei has already broken off the seedlings of her love before she grows up and will sprout love in her heart.

‭Although the smile is 26 years old now, this feeling of love is completely strange to her.

‭ "Don't think too much. Xia also suddenly decided to come back in the middle of last night. He was afraid of disturbing your rest, so he called Chen Ming and asked me to tell you what you want, just call him."

‭ "Um" was explained by Tan Ru, smiled shyly and lowered his head. He didn't think he was so stingy.

‭ "Okay, let's have breakfast first!"

‭The golden crispy deep-fried dough sticks on the table attracted the attention of the two people, coupled with thick white and mellow milk, the perfect seven-cooked fried eggs.

‭ In addition to these, there are also thick porridge, fried bacon, etc. Of course, Xiaoxiao's favorite plums are indispensable.

‭Blessing with a smile these days, Chen Ming and Tan Ru also ate a lot of this kind of plum, which was sour and sweet, and it was even more fragrant after eating it.

‭After breakfast, Tan Ru answered a phone call and then left in a hurry. In a blink of an eye, he didn't know where he was going.

‭ In the living room of Hong's house, there is a photo that occupies a whole wall. I have seen it every day these days, but I usually have Chen Ming and Tan Ru accompanied me, and I appreciate it flawlessly.

‭ In the photo are three men with green faces. All three of them are almost tall. Xiaoxiao knows that Xia Lei is 1.8 meters tall.

‭ Chen Ming's skin when he was a teenager was very white and very delicate. His eyes showed a warm and soft light, shining with wisdom, a straight nose, and his hair was also extremely gentle.

‭ Chen Ming in the photo doesn't know what he saw or thought of. He smiled happily and gave people a very sunny feeling.

‭ Except for the slightly green photos at that time, there are no other big differences, and the gentle appearance is no different from the photos.

‭ There is also a smile that I haven't seen before, and I think it should be the Hong Li in their mouth.

‭ In the photo, Hong Li wore a slightly tight black suit, revealing his perfect figure. His long linen hair directly exposed his artist-like atmosphere. His eyes showed arrogance, and his hands were casually inserted in his own pocket.

‭Look at Hong Li, it is also in line with the image of Hong Li recently heard by Xiaoxiao. However, although the long flowing hair is beautiful, it makes Xiaoxiao have a kind of thing. I don't know what kind of woman can enter his eyes.

‭Thinking about this, I can't help laughing.

‭ Then her eyes were tightly absorbed by the last man among the three. This man's smile was naturally very familiar. When she usually saw this wall, she did not dare to look directly. Even the remaining light could make her heart beat faster.

‭The man in the photo has beautiful facial features, with edges and horns like carving. The sapphire blue eyes are very dark and deep, and the eyebrows are gently raised. It seems that there is something unpleasant in the heart. The smiling face is even more evil and sexy. This is Xia Lei, who made countless celebrities crazy.

‭A pair of hands were printed on the white T-shirt, and the gentle hands were just right close to Xia Lei's heart.

‭ Although I know that this is just a dress, it's uncomfortable to smile. It's uncomfortable to have such a pair of hands that can occupy Xia Lei's heart.

‭ This kind of unreasonable jealousy should not be, but it really exists in the heart of a smile.

‭Unconsciously, Xiaoxiao stretched out her hand and stroked it gently in the air. At this moment, Xia Lei was away, so she dared to do this. For so many years, she had never touched Xia Lei so well.

‭This is her dream and ambition many years ago, but it is also forgotten by her. It is unforgettable and always carries a faint sadness.

‭After a moment, Xiaoxiao felt satisfied and withdrew his mind. Then he found that he couldn't help but look at what he had just done. Fortunately, no one was there, otherwise he would be embarrassed.

‭'s hands are still in mid-air, and there is no time to recycle, and there is a different light in his eyes. "Oh!"

‭ Gradually raised his hand and looked at Xia Lei's T-shirt through his hands. The hands gradually formed the appearance on the T-shirt.

‭Tears came out of my eyes in an instant. This, this, this is my hand, and there is a small slightly dark place in that hand, which is the birthmark on my hand.

‭It turned out that the hands he envied and envied were his own.

‭For so many years, I have not only waited, complained, avoided, and chose to forget. I really haven't done anything, tried, or fought for.

‭I have always been inferior. Xia Lei is like the bright moon in the sky, and what about himself? I am simply the inconspicuous little ant, how to match it, and how to match it.

‭ Therefore, Xia Lei is not good to himself, and he feels that he deserves it. No wonder he doesn't deserve it.

‭But what can we do now that we understand all this? She is already Meng Chen's wife, although she has decided to divorce Meng Chen.

‭ "Laughing" Tan Ru's tired voice sounded.

‭ smiled in thought, suddenly woke up and hurriedly reached out to wipe his eyes.

‭ "You're back, Sister Ru" turned around and smiled, "Ah, Sister Ru, what's wrong with you? It looks so haggard"

‭ Tan Ru in front of her, with deep eyebrows and an abnormal blush on her cheeks, looks very tired, which is completely different from before she went out in the morning.