Chapter 206 Let's get married!
"Smile, my daughter, I'm sorry."
Yu Chiran woke up leisurely. When she opened her eyes, she saw the smile sitting beside her. Her eyes were suddenly full of tears. This is her daughter, the daughter she misses day and night.
She didn't leave because she was afraid of death. Every choice she made was to laugh, but she didn't expect that she would hurt her in the end.
Sometimes she even wondered if it would be better if she chose to die in front of Xiaoxiao at that time, at least it won't hurt again.
"Mom, don't say I'm sorry. I know you're not sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for you. You have suffered for me for 16 years, but I don't know anything. When you are in pain, I'm happy. When you are surrounded by illness and your life is dying, I'm happy..." P>
Before that, she had already thought that if her mother was not feeling well, it was better to avoid this sad picture, but how could the sadness of the mother and daughter that she had not seen in 16 years be controlled?
In the past few days, Xia Yilong told her how Yu Chiran had spent so many years, which made her more clear about all this and understood how much her mother had paid for herself.
There was no trace of hatred in her heart, and now she cried into tears.
"Laugh, my smile has grown up."
Yu Chiran is an emotional person. Although she has so much more social experience than laughing, she can't help bursting into tears at this moment.
The picture of mother and daughter recognizing each other is very touching.
"Child, you have suffered all these years." Yu Chiran half lay down and looked at the graceful daughter in front of him, and his words were full of heartache.
smiled at Wei Chiran and said, "It's all over, mom, now you're back. I don't think there's any pain."
"Yes, it's all over. Mom is worried about you from the bottom of her heart all the way."
In fact, Yu Chiran has been in a coma these years, and she woke up in the days after Xiaoxiao got married. Therefore, she didn't know everything that happened to Xiaoxiao, and Xia Yilong, who was worried about her, was also running around for this, so Xia Yilong didn't know that Xiaoxiao's boyfriend was Meng Chen.
It's just these things. Yu Chiran didn't want Xiaoxiao to worry, so he told Xia Yilong before coming back. He couldn't mention his coma these years with Xiaoxiao.
"Mom, don't mention these, okay? I'm very happy now."
With his mother, Xiaoxiao can finally act openly and coquettishly, gently shaking Yu Chiran's hand, and acting coquettishly to his mother like all daughters.
Yu Chiran's eyes were full of doting, but she looked at the smile. When the smile met her eyes, there was always a feeling that her mother was not looking at her, but through her unknown place.
There must be something on her mind, but I don't know if she is willing to tell herself.
"Mom, what are you looking at?"
After being reminded by Xiaoxiao, Yu Chiran came to his senses and hurriedly covered his heart with a smile.
"I'm watching my daughter look so beautiful!" An'an, where are you? It's good now. If you are still alive, you must be so beautiful!
She didn't say the following words, just said to herself in her heart.
If it had been in the past, Xiaoxiao might not have found the cover in her mother's eyes, but what if she found it? She won't force her to ask what her mother doesn't want to say. She knows that her mother doesn't have much time.
"There is such a praise for his daughter." Smiling slightly shyly.
"Smile, mom asked you, you have to answer me honestly." Suddenly, Yu Chiran's expression became very serious.
I smiled and didn't know what made my mother look like this.
"Mom, if you ask, I will answer honestly."
Although he was so far away and didn't know much about his daughter's emotional life, especially when he was still in a coma, he still knew something after waking up.
"Do you still have Meng Chen in your heart?"
She asked what her mother was most concerned about.
"Mom, why do you ask?"
"Don't ask me why I asked, just answer my question." Meng Chen is the son of Yilong and Xia Lei's biological brother. If he is not determined to swing between the two brothers, it is by no means a good thing.
Although it seemed a little embarrassing to confess his feelings to his mother, Xiaoxiao still shook his head seriously and said with a firm look in his eyes, "There is no Meng Chen in my heart for a long time. It is impossible for me and him."
She didn't know if her mother knew that Meng Chen was Uncle Xia's son, but she didn't want to gossip about it.
seemed to be satisfied with his daughter's answer, and Yu Chiran smiled happily.
"Yes, mom is afraid that you will be careless and wavering between them."
With a smile, there were bursts of warmth in my heart.
No wonder people say that the care of elders sometimes makes people laugh and cry, but for her, this care only seems extremely warm.
"Mom, you think too much, how can it be?"
"Since it's impossible, why don't you marry Lei'er?"
She also knows that she doesn't have much time, so what she is most concerned about is her daughter's lifelong event. Only when her daughter has someone to entrust her life can she feel at ease.
"Mom...!"
Smiling is completely helpless, but what can she say can only lengthen her voice coquettishly.
"Leier is a good child, and my mother is watching him grow up. My mother is very happy that you can attract each other. In this case, what are you waiting for? Get married!"
Yu didn't give up and took his smiling hand, which was very firm word by word.
Xiaoxiao wanted to say that she wanted to wait a few more years. She, who had just come out of a failed marriage, really didn't have the courage to enter another marriage immediately, although that marriage was only nominal.
"Mom, you don't know..." Before she finished her words, she was cut off by Yu Chiran.
"Smile, mom knows you're not ready, but mom, please, even if it's mom's selfishness, mom wants to see the moment you put on your wedding dress."
"Don't say that Leier disagrees, but my mother knows it clearly." After saying that, Yu Chiran added this sentence again.
A second ago, my mother said that the moment I hoped to see you put on the wedding dress, my eyes were moved with tears, and the next second, I smiled helplessly.
It turns out that this is the family. Although the care of the relatives sometimes makes us helpless, it really comes from their love.
What I want to say has been said by my mother. What else can I do with Xiaoxiao?
"Mom, I'm not the only one who has the final say on marriage. Alas, well, I promise you that I will mention it to Xia Lei tonight."
Originally, he wanted to use Xia Lei as a shield. After seeing his mother's eyes, he sighed and had to change his tone.
"Ha ha, that's good. Mom can't wait to see your child!"
Yu Chiran lay in ** and sighed. She had been facing life and death for so many years. She thought that she had already looked at life and death lightly. In fact, she once looked at life and death indifferently, but at this moment, she began to miss her incomparable feelings. How she hoped to be with her daughter more and be happy for a second.
"Mom, you can definitely see it." Thinking that my mother didn't have much time, I also became sad.
Tears have been falling on the faces of the two women, one drop, another drop.
Reaching out and wiped away the tears on Xiaoxiao's face. Wei smiled with relief and said, "Silly child, everyone has such a day. It's just to make you suffer, but my mother believes that Lei'er will take good care of you."
"Mom, you just woke up. Why did you say these frustrating words!"
Xiaoxiao couldn't bear to blame her mother's pessimism and knew that her mother was telling the truth. Maybe her mother saw through it, so she said this to herself as soon as she woke up.
Maybe she is afraid that she won't know when it will pass, so she will say these things when she is still awake and has a chance.
After all, for a person who doesn't know when he will die, every second of waking up can be regarded as a last word.
Mom, you want to see me in my wedding dress. I promise that I will make this wish come true, smiling and saying to myself in my heart.
The time spent together always passes quickly. The two women chatted with each other and talked to each other about how they had come over the years.
When Yu Chiran left, Xiaoxiao was still young, and she couldn't say anything to her, but now it's different. Xiaoxiao is already 26 years old, and she can tell her many things.
There are tears and sadness, but these tears and sadness have all turned into joy and warmth at this moment.
Just in this chat, Xiaoxiao always felt that her mother had something to say but never said it.
And this feeling is not once or twice, and the mother will always hesitate a few times.
Xiaoxiao was a little puzzled, thinking that it might be something related to her father, but she thought that Uncle Xia had told her not to ask questions related to her father before. No matter how she wanted to know, she dared not ask.
I just hoped that my mother could tell myself, but I waited until Xia Yilong entered the room, and never waited for my mother to say anything about my father.
She didn't even mention the three words Chen Yishan.
This makes Xiaoxiao wonder more about what kind of hatred makes her mother so reluctant to mention her father.
What makes me laugh most is that when a mother hesitates, she is not only hateful, but sometimes there is also a kind of love, which is not like the love between men and women, but very much like when a mother looks at herself.
After dinner, Xiaoxiao looked at his mother and hurried back to his room, closed the door to meet Xia Lei's surprised eyes, and gently opened his red lips.
"Lei, let's get married!"