Chapter 124 This is the daughter's body
Since the last time passed, Feng Qixue has always deliberately avoided Nangong Miyin, especially not to go to Nanman Niang's home. He felt that it was difficult to face Nan Man Niang and Nangong Miyin. Moreover, Feng Qixue could not judge the relationship between the current Nanman Niang and Nangong Miyin, because after all, he was not just Once I saw the unusual closeness between Nan Man Niang and Nangong Miyin. Originally, I just felt that the relationship between Nan Man Niang and Nangong Miin was like a mother and son, but since that day, Feng Qixue has always been unable to control her thoughts.
Moreover, Feng Qixue has always been annoyed by her special psychological reaction to Nangong Miyin recently. This kind of chagrinity is especially strong when she sees Nangong Miyin and Nan Man Niang together. Feng Qixue is actually a little uncomfortable in her heart that Nangong Miyin likes Nan Man Niang. After all, two people's The age gap is so big, but Feng Qixue can't accept that he likes a man. For a long time, Feng Qixue has not been able to recover from these two things.
Feng Qixue seemed to have pressed a stone in his heart, which made him breathless, but no one could let Feng Qixue say all the things in his heart, so he could only hold it in his heart. For longer and longer, Feng Qixue felt that his heart was depressed, and his whole body became more and more dull. Get up.
"Prince, why haven't you been so happy to see you recently? Is there anything bothering you?" The two bodyguards around Feng Qixue grew up with Feng Qixue, so Feng Qixue's bad mood can be hidden from others, but it can't be hidden from the two people who have been with him all the time.
"No, it's not a big deal. Don't ask too much." Feng Qixue looked at the two people in front of him and said, how can they talk about their own affairs? What will they think of themselves in the future, what will their people think of themselves, and their father. As long as they think of this, Feng Qixue feels that there is a thorn in her heart, and she can't pull it out, but it pierces in her heart.
"Prince, are you a Mr. Miyin quarrel? Why haven't you been looking for Mr. Miin recently?" The two of them said what they guessed in their hearts. In fact, the two of them had discussed this matter for half an afternoon. Both of them felt that except Nangong Miyin should be able to make Feng Qixue lose their minds like this. Although Feng Qixue never told them that she might like men, They have been in front of Feng Qixue since they were young, and they are several years older than Feng Qixue, so the two of them are not without doubt, but they feel that Feng Qixue is such a person, so they feel that their guess is a little ridiculous, so they don't think about it.
"Don't talk nonsense. There's nothing wrong. We have a good relationship." Feng Qixue looked at the two people in front of her and scolded. Only then did Feng Qixue remember that she had not visited Nangong Miyin for a while. Speaking of which, I haven't looked for Nangong Miyin since I came back from the suburbs with Nangong Miyin last time. Sometimes even if there is something to find Nangong Miin, Feng Qixue tries her best to let her go down to inform her, and she never goes.
Thinking like this, Feng Qixue asked his men to prepare some wine and dishes. In the evening, I brought some wine and vegetables to Nanman's house. When Feng Qixue arrived, Nan Man Niang just prepared the meal and brought it to the table. Nangong Miyin is not in the house.
"Where's Miyin?" Feng Qixue looked at the southern barbarian woman unnaturally and asked. Since that incident, Feng Qixue not only did not dare to face Nangong Miyin, but also the southern barbarian and Feng Qixue felt that she did not dare to look directly.
"Wait a minute, I'm going to call him to dinner." Nan Man Niang looked at Feng Qixue and did not show any strangeness. On the contrary, she seemed a little enthusiastic. Recently, Nangong Miyin hasn't eaten much. In the evening, when Nan Man Niang got up at night, she saw that the light in Nangong Miin's room was still on several times. Nan Man Niang wanted to ask, but she was afraid that she would poke Nangong Miin's pain, which made him more sad. So he could only sigh silently, and then silently accompanied Nangong Miyin when he saw Nangong Miyin at night.
"Well, okay." Feng Qixue looked at the southern barbarian and pretended to be calm and promised. Nan Man Niang looked at Feng Qixue and sighed with a worried look, and then turned to find Nangong Miyin. Nangong Miyin's thoughts, Nan Man Niang knows that Feng Qixue's mood is gloomy and Nan Man Niang can also guess seven or eight points. However, these things require their children to make their own decisions. In addition, now they and Nangong Miyin don't recognize each other, and there are some words that they can only think and can't say.
"Zixue, you should persuade Miyin more. She has been in a bad mood recently." Nan Man Niang looked at Feng Qixue and said that Nangong Miyin had been depressed recently, and Nan Man Niang was in pain in her eyes. I really can't stand it anymore.
"Miyin, what's wrong with Miin?" Feng Qixue looked at the southern barbarian and asked worriedly. I've been in a bad mood recently, and I haven't seen Nangong Miyin, so I don't know what's going on with Nangong Miyin now.
"Oh, I've been in a bad mood recently. I don't understand about you young people. You can talk about it yourself." Nan Man Niang looked at Feng Qixue and said helplessly.
"Well, okay." After listening to Nan Man Niang's words, Feng Qixue couldn't help wondering if the person Nangong Miyin likes is Nan Man Niang. Hasn't Nangong Miyin told Nan Man Niang, or is it that they don't think at all?
"Well, wait a minute. I'll find him." Seeing that Feng Qixue agreed, Nan Man Niang turned to find Nangong Miin.
Nangong Miyin is alone in the room. Recently, she has been constantly thinking of Xuanyuan Qianjue and the days when they were together. Although it was short, every moment was happy. It's all worth remembering. Thinking of the time when Mei Ruoshuang went to find him before his marriage, he said a word to himself when he left. Mei Ruoshuang said that since he had decided, don't shrink back. Maybe he will really get what he had been looking forward to. Until now, Nangong Miyin finally figured out this sentence. It turned out that he What I have been looking forward to is that kind of simple happiness, not as I thought before, to break into a different world, like myself in the previous life.
Maybe Xuanyuan Qianjue also wants to give himself, but why did he never say anything? He remembered the night of the wedding night in the bridal chamber. If Xuanyuan Qianjue didn't care about himself at all, he would not protect himself like that. Even if he did such a big thing as escaping from marriage by himself, Xuanyuan Qianjue did not order punishment. If you or your family don't care about yourself, how can it be like this? He made him lose so much face.
Nangong Miin actually has some regrets, but now if she goes back, won't she be faceless? She didn't say anything when she ran out. Didn't she say anything when she went back? What's the matter? In addition, even if she went back by herself, Xuanyuan will not necessarily forgive himself. In that case, you might as well not go back. In fact, life is also quite good now. There are good friends and Nanbarians. The scenery here is still so beautiful. Nangong Miyin comforted herself.
"Miyin, are you asleep?" Nan Man Niang stood outside the door of Nangong Miyin and knocked on the door and then asked.
"No." Nangong Miin quickly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and then replied. He came in to hide that his voice didn't sound like he had cried.
"Feng Qixue is coming. Come out. It's time to eat." Nan Man Niang stood outside the door and said softly. Recently, Nangong Miyin hasn't come out much and refuses to eat well. Nan Man Niang is always worried, but she doesn't know how to persuade Nangong Miin. After all, for so many years, she hasn't been with her. Now there are some words, even if those words are on her lips, but she still can't say those words now. Come out.
"Well, I'll change my clothes first, and then I'll go out right away." Nangong Miyin looked at the direction of the door and said. Then he quickly got up and went to the mirror to see if his eyes were red and swollen.
"Well, well, I'll ask him to wait for you for a while. Hurry up." Nan Man Niang continued to say, and then turned around and walked to Feng Qixue without hearing the movement in the door for a long time. Feng Qixue is still thinking about these things depressingly. But I can't find what the key to the problem is and where it is.
When Nan Man Niang walked into the house, she saw Feng Qixue's lonely back. In fact, Nan Man Niang was just guessing about Feng Qixue. After all, Feng Qixue may still not know that Nangong Miyin is her daughter. If she really doesn't know, then Feng Qixue should not be like this because of Nangong Miyin's mood. But it's clear that Nan Man Niang just noticed that Feng Qixue's eyes seemed to be a little dodged. So what should it be because of this? Nan Man Niang knew that she should not ask these questions, otherwise she might cause trouble. After all, Feng Qixue's identity is very special.
Nan Man Niang went straight into the room and arranged the bowls and chopsticks that she had just taken out in the kitchen. She saw that Feng Qixue didn't want to talk, so she didn't open her mouth to speak. She just put the bowls and chopsticks and sat directly on the side of Feng Qixue.
"Where's Miin?" Feng Qixue looked at the Southern Barbarian and asked. In the past, every time Feng Qixue came, she would be very kind to see the Southern Barbarian and open her mouth and call the Southern Barbarian like Nangong Miin, but now, Feng Qixue feels that she still can't speak. Feng Qixue also knew that there were some things that she might think too much about, but she was still unwilling to speak when she knew it was wrong.
"Oh, I'm changing my clothes. I'll be here soon. Wait a little longer." Nan Man Niang looked at Feng Qixue and said, "I don't know what the reason is. Just listening to Feng Qixue's speech, Nan Man Niang always felt that something was wrong, as if something was wrong.
"Well, OK." Feng Qixue looked at the southern barbarian and replied. Nan Man Niang found that Feng Qixue didn't seem to want to say one more word now. It seemed that every sentence was very far-fetched, and every word that came out of his mouth could not be more concise.
After saying this sentence, both of them remained silent and stopped saying a superfluous word. The two sat there quietly, waiting for Nangong Miin to come out. However, he waited left and right, but still did not see Nangong Miyin come out. Feng Qixue couldn't help but be a little puzzled. Of course, there was also Nan Manniang. Of course, Nan Man Niang was more worried. I'm worried about what happened to Nangong Miyin. Nangong Miyin hasn't eaten much recently, and Nanman Niang is a little worried about Nangong Miyin's body. In addition, I was worried that Nangong Miyin would leave quietly like leaving the Prince's Mansion. Nanbariansang imagined what Nangong Miyin would look like after she left. Maybe she could still go back to the days before Nangong Miin came here, but that mood could never come back.
Just as both of them couldn't calm down and wanted to go to Nangong Miyin's room, they saw Nangong Miyin coming late. Just now, Nangong Miyin looked at herself in the mirror and was a little stunned. The things in the eyes in her mirror seemed to be more and more difficult for her to understand. Similar to love. Before crossing, Nangong Miyin, that is, Ouyang Xue, has never had a similar experience in this regard.