Chapter 6: Xuanyuanlin: Farewell

Perfect, not necessarily the most beautiful, the most beautiful, often only regret.

Blue, clean, far away, ever-changing... This is the sky of Tibet, with charming power. As long as people see it, it will make people feel clear.

Su Mu has also been here for some time. Whether he wanted or not, he still came to Tubo, this land. As a minister, you have to die, and you have to die. Since He Chen explained that he wanted to achieve something, he and Chen always got a cigarette. The emotions of two people are put into the same person. It has to be said that it is a sad thing, but feelings can't be controlled by control.

When Yaner hasn't decided who to choose, he wants to be with her, no matter how difficult the road ahead is, whether she is a married woman or not, no matter who the man is.

He knows that it is not easy to meet someone he really likes in his life. He is different from Xuanyuanchen, the cold-faced prince, who is also his good friend. Later, he realized that he found his intention, but he couldn't take it lightly. Tubo and relatives need his send-off. On the one hand, Chen still believes in himself, and on the other hand, Chen wants to cool his feelings and see the reality clearly. However, the farther away they are, the more difficult it is for him to feel for Lan Ruoyan.

"Lord Su, there is a letter from the court saying that the princess's affairs have been arranged properly and it's time for us to leave." The attendant handed the letter with both hands and waited for Su Mu's reaction.

Su Mu looked at the clear sky as if he was relieved, moved and happy, and there was also a trace of reluctance. If there is a chance, he wants to bring cigarettes to see this land. After receiving the letter, he glanced at it and said, "Go and get ready. We will start from now."

"I can see that you have been a little absent-minded these days. Is there anything that can't be let go of in Xia Qi, or people who can't let go? When he first came to Tubo, the only thing he could say was Su Mu, the messenger. Xuanyuanlin asked with concern when she saw that he was full of things.

"The princess is more careful, and I have nothing to do... I just look at a piece of land and think about it."

"I guess, do you like the royal sister-in-law?" Xuan Yuanlin looked at the blue sky and the endless sky and asked inadvertently.

Su Mu paused and said nothing.

"Actually, I can see it if you don't say it. You really care about the royal sister-in-law, but she is always a married woman. With my second brother, she will be very happy..." She can see that the royal brother really cares about Yan'er, otherwise she won't be dismissed from the backyard. This is unique among princes and nobles.

"The princess is still used to being here, and I have been here for some time. I also heard about the princess. Now that I see the princess put down everything, I can make an explanation to the empress dowager. Perhaps, everyone has their own destiny. Although they have experienced a pain, Zamp is sincere to you here. Su Mugu left and right about him.

After listening to this sentence, Xuanyuanlin also understood the meaning of the words. She knew that Su Mu was sincerely worried about Lan Ruoyan, and she had also experienced the difficulties of loving someone and letting go. She did not comment, but hoped that Lan Ruoyan's final choice would be happy, just like... herself now.

"In Xia Qi, the only ones who can't be relieved are the mother and the royal brother. The rest is like passing by. It's time to disappear. Those pasts are like having a dream. When you wake up, you will wake up. Xuanyuanlin muttered.

"It's good that the princess can think so. The princess has really grown up."

"Bright, I wonder if there is any news about the queen and the prince? I haven't seen Sheng'er for a long time, but... I'm afraid there will be no chance to meet in the future." At that time, she ignored much. Now in retrospect, she was absent from everything except her own life.

"The court has always kept this matter secret. The emperor is seriously ill, and I just follow everyone and don't know much about these things. But I believe that the queen and the prince will be fine. The princess don't have to worry. The auspicious people have their own appearance. The princess's simplicity and hard-won happiness, the less she knows, the happier she is. Just like Tubo's attack on Xia Qi, everything is just a premeditated beginning.

"Those things are no longer within my scope. In the past, they let me be capricious for so long, but now when I look back, I really feel happier than many people. People always learn to grow up after experiencing something, don't they? Xuanyuanlin's whole face has dissipated the initial immatureness and the haze of some time ago. Now she is full of the light of happiness. By the way, Lord Su will leave for Beijing immediately, and I will no longer see him off. In Tubo, you are the only person I know well. I'm afraid that I will touch the scene at that time. Take care all the way."

"Thank you for your concern. The princess is here alone, and you should take care of yourself. Tubo and Xia Qi are a country of friendship. If the princess is homesick, she can come back to visit at any time.

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The white wool blanket spread a whole layer, and the beauty slept peacefully on the couch. It was quiet and undisturbed. The footsteps of the servant walking outside were very light for fear of disturbing the sleeping people.

"Dongdong. Dongdong. Dong Dong. A series of rapid footsteps sounded, waking up Xuanyuanlin in her sleep. Xuanyuanlin slightly opened her hazy sleepy eyes and listened to the panicked footsteps. She smiled at the corners of her mouth and sat up. Her waist-length black hair obediently pressed against her waist and looked straight at the door. Everything was as she expected, and a figure rushed in while shouting.

Ashima's ability to rampage into Xuanyuanlin's bedroom like this is all the privilege given to Xuanyuanlin. She didn't want to be bound by the rules here. When he talked to Zanpu at the beginning, he also looked embarrassed and unwilling at first. After seeing Xuanyuanlin's expectant eyes, he nodded and agreed.

Sister, have you got up yet? I'm coming in!" When Ashma said this, he had already gone in.

Xuanyuanlin laughed and scolded: "People have come in, and they still ask these questions hypocritically?"

"Hey, aren't I in a hurry? Last night, I heard that Xia Qi's envoy would return to Beijing immediately. At that time, I wanted to come to find my sister, but my mother kept stopping me, saying that I was reckless and unruly and didn't let me come over. This morning, I secretly ran over while my mother was still sleeping. Ashima ran to Xuanyuanlin's bedside and said proudly.

"What makes you so anxious? Let's talk about it." Xuanyuanlin was so free that she put on her clothes and got out of bed.

Ashima caught a glimpse of the red mark on Xuanyuanlin's neck, and her eyes darkened. Even though she tried to hide the loss and bitterness in her words, she couldn't hide it and said, "I want to ask Zangmeng to do me a favor. This favor is very important to me."

Xuanyuanlin, who was sitting on the dresser and preparing to comb her hair, put down the comb she picked up and said, "What's so serious about you? Can't you call me sister? As long as I can help, I will definitely help you." He stared at her closely, as if he wanted to see something on her face.

Ashima was a little uncomfortable. She walked behind Xuanyuanlin and picked up the comb she put on the dressing table. Her dark hair shuttled through her fingertips. While combing her hair, she said, "I think... I want to go to Xia Qi to see what the world is..." She said was a little hesitant, but her subordinates did not. With a pause, her long black hair combed into a beautiful bun at her fingertips.

Hearing the word Jianghu, Xuanyuanlin's smiling face suddenly lost her expression.

"She has always thought that life is very simple. She lived in this land, died in this land, wandered in this land, and then married a favorite man to settle down. However, reality is often more cruel than ideals, and it can only be seen clearly after experiencing it. She likes Zanpu, but the expression she showed when she was affirmed by Zanpu for the first time can be said to be something she had never seen before, which can be said to be called happiness.

She wants to leave, which has nothing to do with letting go. She just wants to go another way and has been thinking about it for a long time. If she doesn't meet Xuanyuanlin in this life, she may feel at ease, dream peacefully, and live the same life as ordinary natives.

It's just that what happened happened. Pandora opened the magic box and released all her emotions, and she just released the deepest thoughts hidden in her heart.

For a long time, Xuanyuanlin adjusted her state and said, "No. I just don't know why you suddenly have this idea. Is it because of me and Zan Meng..." She is no longer the ignorant child who doesn't know the world. She is always a bystander about emotions.

"This, no, sister, you think too much. It's just that after listening to my mother talk about something about Xia Qi a long time ago, I wanted to see it, but my mother didn't trust me to go alone. Now, if you have a sister, you can tell your mother that she will definitely agree. I want to go with Xia Qi's messenger, so that my mother can rest assured that she won't say anything. Ashima spit out her thoughts in one breath to dispel Xuanyuanlin's suspicion.

"The world is not as beautiful as you think..." Xuanyuanlin looked into Asma's eyes and said word by word, "Although the world has a lot of freedom and no restrictions, it also causes the world to be mixed with fish and dragons. Those illusions can easily blind people and make people confused." She is nervous about this friend, the things she has experienced, and the pains. She doesn't want to experience it simply once. After all, it's very hard to bear this kind of pain.

The whole room was very quiet, and neither of them spoke. Xuanyuanlin looked at Ashima with extremely serious eyes, with nervousness, anxiety and pain in her eyes...

"Sister. I call you sister because you understand me. As you said, we are very similar. You know what I think, but you must do whatever you decide. I don't ask others easily, just because I don't treat you as someone else, so I come to ask you. For fear that Xuanyuanlin would disagree, Ashima said earnestly that she knew that Xuanyuanlin was soft-hearted and had the same personality as herself. As long as she was moved, she would be willing to fulfill herself.

"Since you have made up your mind, I will tell Lord Su later that you can follow him so that I can be at a good rest. As for the aunt, you said that I won't participate in it. It depends on whether she agrees or not. She hopes that her aunt's experience can stop Ashma.

With this sentence, Ashima jumped up happily, put her arms around Xuanyuanlin's neck, and shouted excitedly, "Thank you, sister, I knew you would promise me!"

"All right, all right. Look at your excitement..." Xuanyuanlin held down the crazy Ashima and said, "When you get to the world, you should pay more attention to everything. Not everyone is so kind.

"I know, I know..." Ashma said happily. As long as Zan Meng agreed, it would not be a problem for her mother. Then I'll go back first. I'll talk to my mother and pack up by the way.

Before the words fell, people ran away. Xuanyuanlin was lonely for a moment when she saw Ashima's back. The place that brought her happiness and pain, some people fled and some pursued it.

In the dome tent, the chairs are simply decorated, and the carpet is simple.

"Mom. Let me tell you something." Ashma sat on the hot collapse and said seriously to her mother who was doing needlework.

Mom listened to this, put down the needlework in her hand and said, "Say it, what's the matter? I haven't seen such a serious expression for a long time.

"I heard that Xia Qi's envoy will return to Xia Qi in the past two days. Mom, you often tell me that Xia Qi is a good place with outstanding people. I want to have a look. Moreover, Zanmon agreed. She was as worried as you that no one would take care of me there, so she handed me over to the messenger..."

When Mom heard this, she frowned and just wanted to say something. Before she could speak, her words were blocked by Asma.

"Mom, you don't have to worry about me. Zan Meng is Xia Qi's noble princess. Thanks to her for not giving up on being a sister with me, she has said that she can definitely solve any problem. Aren't you just worried that I'm alone and no one will take care of me? Now you can rest assured. Mom, you don't have to say anything. Really, you just need to nod..." This series of words didn't give Mom a chance to breathe.

"You child, don't let me say a word. You have learned the Chinese words that your mother has taught you since you were a child, so you use them to deal with your mother?

"I, no. I'm just, I'm not afraid that your mother will refuse, is it?" Ashma said coquettishly that the two of them have been dependent on each other for so many years. What do she want? As long as it is not too much, her mother will satisfy her.

"Child, Xia Qi is a completely different country from Tubo. You don't know what will happen when you go there. The living habits there are completely different from here. You will definitely not get used to it when you go there. The mother persuaded with concern that she only had such a daughter and had never left her. She was worried.

"Mom, that's why I have to go out. Don't you often tell me that people can't live so limited lives? It's not in vain to go out more and see the outside world. Isn't that how you met your father..."

The aunt pondered for a moment and said, "Have you decided? Do you really want to go out? It's not better outside than at home. Have you figured it out?

"I think very clearly, otherwise I wouldn't have mentioned it to you so solemnly. Mom, just complete me. This time, if the outside world is not what I imagined, I will immediately go back home. What do you think? This is the last concession she can make. Here, she sincerely bless Zanmon and Zamp, but she is worried that the snowball of love in her heart will roll bigger and bigger and she can't control it. She decided to leave. Her faith since she was a child told her that the sky is so big, just like the world. If you can't get it, God will always have different ways to compensate you.

"Since you have made up your mind, I know I can't stop you. I just hope you can take good care of yourself outside. You are not deeply involved in the world. You can also take this opportunity to exercise yourself well. She said kindly, her wrinkled hands and slowly stroked Ashima's rosy face.

"Thank you, Mom, I know. Mom, that's great of you! Really, I have felt the same way since I was a child. Asma is happy and doesn't forget to flatter.

"All right. I promised you, and you don't have to give me any ecstasy.

"Why is this ecstasy soup? My daughter is telling the truth. Why don't you let people tell the truth?" Asma's personality is cheerful and lively, and her words are unruly.

"Don't be poor. I'll pack your luggage. If you need anything to go there, I'll prepare it for you."

Looking at her mother's back, her rickety body is getting older and older. She was suddenly moved, and her eyes slowly filled with tears and choked her throat. I couldn't help walking over and hugged my mother from behind: "Mom, I will miss you when I go out."

The movement in the lady's hand paused for a moment. She held her hands, turned around and said, "Don't cry. If you dare to go out, it also means that you have grown up..."

The night is beautiful, and the moon is even more bright on this land. In the black sky, there is only a bright moon, but it illuminates the whole earth. In the dark land, the white tent and the moonlight highlight the difference between everything here.

The so-called feast that all the world will be scattered, a good gathering and good break up is a sentence that each of us often talk about, but at this moment, we still can't learn so freely.

Su Mu's departure was also Xuanyuanlin's last miss for Xia Qi. From then on, it is a real new life. A completely different life from Xia Qi. But at that time, she didn't know that Su Mu left on the night she received the letter and went to pursue his own happiness.

Perhaps many times, when we pursue our own happiness, we are too passive and forget that we should do our best to pursue it.