106 The collapsed Yue Linger!
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"Leaving the earth?"
Looking at the smiling man in front of her, a trace of surprise suddenly appeared on Yue Linger's tired face.
I don't know why. After a while, Yue Linger's spirit seemed to be much depressed, and there seemed to be an indescribable pain hidden in her eyes.
"Yes, leave the earth and go with me to a place where the gods live."
Staring at the girl in front of him, Zhou Feng nodded hard and said seriously, "Only in this way can I ensure your safety, and believe me, you will only live better and more comfortable than on earth."
As the saying goes, Xiuzhen has no years. Zhou Feng can't guarantee how long it will take for him to come back after he leaves this time, let alone whether the earth will be retaliatoryly attacked by extraterrestrial demons after he leaves, so he decided to take Yue Linger away when he left this time to protect her safety.
"But my parents and my family are all here, and I can't leave them."
However, after thinking about it, Yue Linger bit her lip and shook her head, rejecting Zhou Feng's proposal.
"I can take them with you, all your relatives and even friends."
This is naturally not a problem for Zhou Feng. His divine kingdom is another earth. Not to mention Yue Linger's family, even if the whole people of the Celestial Empire "migrant" to the world of biochemical crisis, there is no problem.
"Oh, is this what the book says, 'One person can get a chicken and a dog to the sky'?"
Hearing Zhou Feng's words, Yue Linger suddenly smiled, but after the smile, she still shook her head and said, "I'm sorry, Zhou Feng, I really can't go with you."
"Why don't you come with me? And why did you check your face like this? Did you encounter anything unhappy?
Looking at Yue Linger with a smile on her face and her eyes gradually turned red, Zhou Feng immediately frowned.
It was not until this moment that he found that there was an indescribable dead spirit in Yue Linger, and this dead breath did not seem to come from the outside world, but from Yue Linger herself. It seems that Yue Linger is already a half-dead person at this moment, without any vitality.
"Because we are not from the same world at all..."
After taking a deep breath, Yue Linger said in a trembling voice, "To be honest, the world with you is the happiest day in my life. You are strong, considerate, omnipotent, and have saved the lives of our family. In my eyes, you are like a prince in a fairy tale, and I am the Cinderella who was kissed by the prince.
Speaking of this, Yue Linger finally couldn't suppress her emotions. She burst into tears and cried, "But why am I not awakened by you, but with the lives of 20 million innocent people in Chad? Do you know how I felt when I found out that my life was exchanged by sacrificing the lives of 20 million innocent people? I think I'm just a demon, a demon!"
After saying that, Yue Linger finally collapsed and collapsed on the ground, covering her mouth and crying.
She is a kind girl, otherwise she would not participate in the Red Cross rescue operation with her parents and go to a chaotic and backward place like Chad to help the local people. In her opinion, saving the weak is the happiest thing. Although she will eat a lot of crying during the rescue, the grateful smiles and words of gratitude from the rescuer are the best gifts for her, a gift that can't be exchanged.
But when he accidentally learned the tragic death of tens of millions of people in Chad, her spirit and belief were almost destroyed at that moment. She understood that there was only one person who could make the Chadians die in a day, and the death was still so miserable, that is, Zhou Feng, who recovered himself from death. And why did Zhou Feng do this? The answer is actually self-evident.
Although she doesn't know much about the law of energy conservation, she knows very well what equivalent exchange is after reading The Alchemist of Steel. If you want her to resurrect, who has been dead for so many years, the lives of these Chadians are afraid of the price to be paid for the resurrection.
And how heavy this price is for her.
It's too heavy to bear!
Whenever she thinks of this, the tragic death of those Chadians will appear in her mind, and it seems that she can also hear the wailing and curses of those people before they die. So many innocent people and so many poor children died tragically just because he was alone. This kind of guilt and torture almost made Yue Linger lose the courage to live. The reason why she insisted on not committing suicide was that she wanted to see Zhou Feng for the last time and ask Zhou Feng a question.
"Tell me..."
After half a while, Yue Linger's crying slowly stopped. She raised her head, looked at Zhou Feng with tears-full eyes, and asked trembling all over, "Tell me if that spell can be reversed. I am willing to exchange my life for the lives of those innocent people. Many of them are children, Zhou Feng, why did you do it?!"
"In order to resurrect you, not to mention sacrificing 10 to 20 million people, even 120 or 12 billion people are worth it for me."
Hearing Yue Linger's questioning, Zhou Feng suddenly sighed and said slowly, "I don't think I'm wrong. My only mistake is not to completely block the news, which makes you live in guilt. But don't worry, I can help you erase this part of your memory, so you don't have to suffer.
"No, no! Zhou Feng, if you don't want me to die, then don't erase my memory!"
However, when Yue Linger heard Zhou Feng's words, Yue Linger seemed to be stimulated. She stepped back several meters with her hands and feet, then took out a dagger, put it against her chest, and screamed, "If you dare to take a step, I will die to show you."
At this point, Yue Linger pressed the dagger down hard again, pierced the flesh and blood on her chest, and shouted, "Forgetting doesn't mean it hasn't happened. These are all my sins. I want to remember them, and then use my actions to atone for my sins, otherwise I will die even if I die!"
"You forgot that I am God. It's not so easy for you to die in front of me."
However, in the next second, Zhou Feng suddenly appeared beside Yue Linger, took away the dagger in Yue Linger's hand, put his palm on Yue Linger's head, and said, "Forget these. Forget these and you won't suffer anymore."
"Zhou Feng, is this what you want me? A puppet who forgets everything, doesn't know the pain, and has no guilt?"
Looking at Zhou Feng, who put his palm on his head and was ready to wash away his memory, a sad smile suddenly appeared on Yue Linger's face: "If that's the case, why don't you just let me die forever? After all, your resurrection is not for me at all, but for yourself, for your own selfishness!"
"..."
Looking at Yue Linger's sad and determined appearance, Zhou Feng suddenly fell silent.
Yes, did he resurrect Yue Linger for Yue Linger or to make up for his debts to Yue Linger?
If it's for Yue Linger, what is his current behavior?
"You're right. Maybe all of this is due to my selfishness..."
After a long time, Zhou Feng moved his right hand on Yue Linger's head, and then sighed heavily: "The deceased has passed away. If you want to save it, you will pay thousands of times, so I am unlikely to resurrect those Chadians I killed. The only thing I can do is to compensate the living now.
Speaking of this, Zhou Feng also closed his eyes slightly, and then opened his eyes again after a while. He took out a white scripture and a scepter and handed it to Yue Linger: "Take these two things. The scripture is called the Holy Book of Crossing the World, which not only records some basic light spells in the scriptures. And the scriptures themselves also have a series of other functions to heal the wounded, which you can learn about in the future. The scepter is the scepter of purification, which can transcend those painful souls. With these two things, you must be able to redeem this so-called sin faster.
"You?"
Looking at the scepter and scriptures that Zhou Feng put in front of her, Yue Linger didn't know what to say for a moment.
"The difference is different and we don't plan for each other. Since you think I'm a devil, let's get together and break up. From now on, you don't owe me any points, and I have nothing to do with you."
Finally, he took a look at Yue Linger. Zhou Feng also sighed again, and then his body shook and disappeared in place, leaving only the last few words floating in the air: "I hope you won't regret your choice today. Take care of yourself. Also, believe it or not, I really didn't want to make you suffer.
"I'm sorry, Zhou Feng, I know you did all this for me, but I really can't get through myself."
Looking at the direction of Zhou Feng's departure, Yue Linger waited for a long time. It was not until the sun slowly set that she tried to stand up, picked up the scripture and scepter that Zhou Feng put down, and walked towards the far away step by step towards the afterglow of the setting sun.
From now on, there will be a happy and cheerful girl on the earth, but there will be a "saint" carrying sin and shackles, wandering in the world and helping all the poor people!
PS: This paragraph is very tangled, but in the end I chose to write like this, which is a break in the protagonist's feelings. I hope everyone will like it and continue to ask for support!