Chapter 250 Thoughts
Lu Yan was silent for a moment and said, "I will pay attention."
Lin Jinrong sighed gently: "I had been worried that she had complained about me because of the Jin family. Later, she apologized to me and cried in my arms before I was released. But you just said that it's settled. If she asks me again, what should I say? Will she be angry with me again?
Lu Yan got up and blew out the lamp: "I don't think so. She cares about you very much."
This is not perfunctory at all, and it is also a little absolute. Obviously, Lu Yun had talked to him before. Lin Jinrong stopped talking and silently calculated the story, and roughly had a number.
The only person who can talk about today's matter in front of Lu Yan and make him believe is Lu Yun, and what Lu Yun said in front of him must be very skillful, mostly under the banner of caring for her. For example, I saw what Brother Wu gave to his sister-in-law or something. Is it something to ask Brother Wu? Do you need help or not? In short, it is impossible that the sister-in-law has a private affair with Wu Xiang. This is not nonsense. If Lu Yun dares to say so, Lu Yan will have to turn against him on the spot. Lu Yun is not so stupid.
But it's just such a vague word, which is most likely to make people think. No man will be generous and let his wife and another non-blood man have secrets he doesn't know and don't care. Judging from what Lu Yan said to her earlier, if there was any inconvenience and if she needed help to him, it can be understood that he thought that she took Wu Xiang's things and burned things without telling him, but there was something wrong with the business and didn't want him to know, so he turned Wu Xiang for help or something behind his back. After tonight, he will not mention this matter again, nor will he ask her what she burned, let alone ask anyone to verify anything.
It seems to be very generous and reserved. He also believes that she won't have anything else, but his reminder is to gently tell her that he doesn't care. He just cares very much that he is her husband and the man she should rely on, so there is the previous measurement and later temptation.
It's not that he doesn't know that he knows everything. That's why she clearly smelled the smoke. She knew that she had lied, but she didn't expose her in front of her. She opened the window to disperse the smell. When she turned over the paper ash, she didn't say anything, but gently patted the paper ash.
In fact, he doesn't really believe that she only has him in her heart, or that she really has him. No one will forget her heroic words that life is better than death. The Lin family can't, and the Lu family can't, and she can't, let alone. That's why there is the intimacy and private looking at her in Litchi and others. There will be the consterisure and silence after being questioned by her, the repeated emphasis under the lamp, and the pillow under her body at this moment.
If she is sensible and smart, she should be grateful for his generousness and thoughtfulness, and don't do such a thing again. If you marry a woman, you should not hide anything from your husband and you should be married. It's not terrible to ask for a job, but if other men know what they know, but the husband doesn't know it, it's really a shame and failure to be a husband. Since you are married, let's have children at ease.
Lin Jinrong thought through this layer and couldn't help smiling sarcastically. Lu Yan's mind was really nine turns and eighteen turns. Only then did she understand it. In the past, she didn't understand, so they went further and further. Now she understands, but she no longer wants to get close to him.
She only wants one thing now. Did Lu Yun see her crying to Wu Xiang that year? Have you ever said anything to Lu Yan? Without Lin Shiquan and Liuer to avoid suspicion and get along with lonely men and women, what are Lu Yun's words and Lu Yan's thoughts? What happened after Lu Yan came back that night? After thinking about it, she no longer has a particularly clear impression.
She only remembered that Lu Yan was inexplicably estranged from Wu Xiang this winter, and then Lu Yun advised her to reconcile. Lu Yan was impatient, and then pursued her. He couldn't find her, and then fell out with her. After that, their relationship became weaker and weaker. Lu Kun came back from Mr. Zhu, and his favorite thing was to play with Ning'er.
Most of the time, he listened to Xuege to study, accompanied Mr. Lu out to socialize, and occasionally stayed for the night. It was not salty. The husband and wife led Ning'er to play together, and the content of the conversation was also mostly related to Ning'er.
However, it was also interrupted in the autumn of the following year. In the year when she was 18 years old, that is, on August 15 next year, Ning'er unexpectedly turned in front of her. So far, their relationship has been completely broken. He no longer came to her room, and she also thought that she was a widow, like a stranger, and didn't know each other. That's what they were talking about.
In this life, she intended to find Wu Xiang and took precautions in advance. With Lin Shiquan and Liuer aside, even if she burned the letter, it was not easy for him to put any hat on her. As for whether the shadow in his heart will take root and sprout again one day, and it will grow bigger and bigger, it is no longer a problem for her to consider and eliminate. She can only cross the threshold in front of her first.
Lu Yun is much more terrible than she thought. She thought that she didn't know how she offended Lu Yun in her previous life. There was a basis in this life. From the time of the stove meeting, it was impossible for Lu Yun to like her again from the cup of tea splashed on Lin Liu. It's normal not to like it. After all, she is in the lead,
It's normal to bump and add a blockage on weekdays, but when it rises to this level, it can't be guarded.
Lu Yan gently turned his face and looked at Lin Jinrong beside him. It was dark in the tent. He couldn't see her face, but knew that she was there. He heard her shallow breathing. It was gentle and regular, and he fell asleep. He stretched out his hand, gently held her hand, and then slept peacefully.
For a long time, Lin Jinrong opened his eyes, listened to Lu Kun's movements beside him, slowly pulled out the pillow under him, and gently went down to the bed. Touching the darkness, he opened a box on the dressing table, groped for a moment, and then walked to the table and poured a glass of water.
When the sound of water sounded, Lu Yan said in a daze, "What are you doing?"
Lin Jinrong's voice of drinking water came from the darkness: "I'm thirsty. Do you want to drink?"
"I want to drink." ** There was a dense voice, "Why don't you light the lamp?"
"I'm afraid to disturb you." Lin Jinrong put down the cup and groped to light up the lamp. Lu Yan frowned when he saw that she only wore a thin robe: "Why don't you wear more? Just drink water and call the girl on duty at night.
Lin Jinrong smiled, poured a cup of hot water out of the thermos bottle, handed it to him, and said half-truthly, "When you are here, I don't like them to come in to serve."
Lu Yan was stunned at first, and then looked up at her and smiled gently. He took the cup and put it aside. He lifted the quilt and was ready to pull her up: "Come up, be careful not to freeze."
Lin Jinrong covered the quilt for him again: "I'll clean it up. It's almost enough to lie down for a long time. It's uncomfortable to put on the pillow. It's not easy to sleep.
Lu Yan also let her go: "By the way, you can also twist a handkerchief for me." This time, Lin Jinrong did not delay too long. He came out quickly. Lu Yan looked at her with a smile and stretched out his hand to her: "Come and cover it."
Lin Jinrong is as good as the flow.
Deep in the night, the colder the wind is. The cold wind sobbed across the treetops, and the treetops made an annoying crackling sound. Before the noise stopped, the two cats screamed and fought on the head of the house. Even if it only stopped in an instant, it still made Lu Yun extremely irritable: "There is no time to live in peace! This is a cat in the warehouse, right? Don't be blind. What are you doing here? As he spoke, he grabbed the pillow and hit the ground. The emerald brocade pillow rolled a few times on the ground, and finally stopped at the foot of Jian'er standing aside.
Jian'er half lowered her eyes, bent down to pick up the pillow, patted it gently a few times, carefully put it aside, and then took a clean one and put it beside Lu Yun. She did not advise, but stood aside quietly. Lu Yun stared at her and smashed the pillow deep into the bed.
The thick green brocade curtain was gently beaten up. Pearl, another big girl from Lu Yun, came in with a swallow leopard porridge. Her eyes turned around their faces, with a just right smile, and said softly, "Girl didn't have much food today. At this moment, the night is deep. I think she'm hungry?"
Lu Yun didn't say anything and couldn't move his eyes. Pearl had the courage to come forward and serve porridge with both hands. Lu Yun was silent for a moment and took it over. As soon as I tasted it, I spit it out, threw the bowl down, and scolded, "Do you dare to give me this kind of thing? Who asked you to put so much sugar?
The leopard porridge splashed everywhere, splashing Pearl's skirt corners and shoes everywhere. Jane was a little surprised, but she particularly sympathized with Pearl. Pearl is different from her. She didn't fight with Lu Yun. It turned out to be the second-class girl on Mrs. Lu's side. It was given by Mrs. Lu after Lu Yun came back from the south of the Yangtze River. She was the most flexible. Although Lu Yun will also attack Pearl, he can't be as fearless as she is. Today, it is the first time that Lu Yun smashed the bowl handed over by Pearl. Is this porridge really not cooked properly?
Pearl didn't feel any embarrassment. Yingying saluted, and her voice was lukewarm: "It's the maidservant's fault. The maidservant will bring the girl a bowl again." Lu Yun turned his face away impatiently.
Pearl squatted down to clean up the debris and porridge on the ground. Jane found a piece of fear to help her clean up together. After a moment, the two went to wash their hands together. Pearl said gratefully, "Thank you, sister."
Jane said, "Nothing, but the porridge is really sweet?"
Pearl whispered, "It's not the candy I put. I don't know it, and I don't dare to taste it."
Jian'er sighed gently: "Just keep it tight. It's cold and late at night. Wear more clothes and let Lan'er go with you.
Pearl smiled and said, "This girl is young and has fallen asleep a long time ago. I'll go by myself. I'm familiar with it. What are you afraid of? It's just that this bowl is broken. If someone asks, my sister still needs to find an excuse. As he spoke, he put on a cloak and hit the lantern and went away. Out of the courtyard door, turn left and right. Pearl raised the lantern and shone around. She blew it out and walked carefully towards Lv's yard.