Chapter 292 Pouring

Send the second update. I was so busy with work today that I didn't start to move until after work, so I was late. Ask for pink and recommendation tickets.

Lu Yan threw the lantern in his hand to the ground, pulled Lin Jinrong's sleeve hidden on his face, and gritted his teeth and said, "What on earth do you want?"

Lin Jinrong struggled desperately and didn't let him see her face, but Lu Yan pulled desperately, as if he had a deep hatred with the sleeve; "You feel guilty and don't dare to look at me, do you?"

Even if the power gap is too great, Lin Jinrong is still determined to give in. The sleeve was just a light weave. How could I help tearing, but in a couple of times... it cracked with a "thorn". Both of them were stunned. Lu Yan grabbed a sleeve in his hand and was a little confused. Lin Jinrong was the first to react. He turned around and was about to run away. Lu Yan stopped her and hugged her and dragged her into the snow pavilion.

A flash of lightning flashed through the air, and large drops of rain fell down, and the air was filled with a strong earthy smell. Lin Jinrong's face was wet. I don't know whether it was rain or tears. She squeezed Lu Yan's hand like crazy and kicked him hard. Lu Yan didn't say anything... She gasped and put her up to death.

A thunder exploded, and the rain was like a splash. In an instant, it crashed down, and the sky and the earth were vast. The wind swept the rain and fog, and the clothes of the two people were wet. Lin Jinrong finally couldn't beat Lu Yan and was dragged back to the Tingxue Pavilion by him.

Lu Yan's whole body fell on the door, regardless of wiping the rain on his face... He said in a hoarse voice, "Let's make it clear today!"

Lin Jinrong's half of his arms were exposed, and his wet clothes were attached to his body. He only felt that his whole body was cold and sour. He couldn't help shaking into a ball. His upper teeth hit his lower teeth, and he couldn't say a word.

There is only a night light in the snow pavilion. The light is yellow and cold, but it is enough to see people clearly. Lu Yan leaned against the door and looked at Lin Jinrong tiredly. She frowned tightly and her face was as white as paper. Her eyes stared at her toes. Her hands alternately covered her chest, but her waist and back were straight, and even her legs were straight. The hair had already been half scattered, drooping a few strands wet on her face and neck, and the clothes were still dripping. Poor, hateful and hateful.

Lu Yan only felt that his whole heart was full of resentment and bitterness. He just wanted to vent desperately and ask her loudly, why did she treat him like this? Why did you trample on his heart like this? She asked him to tell her everything, and how did she treat him? Thinking of the worries and nervousness these days, he felt more and more like a joke. He stared at Lin Jinrong desperately until his eyes were sore, his eyelids were cramped, and he stubbornly refused to blink.

Lin Jinrong's mind was in a mess. She knew that Lu Yan was staring at her, but she could not only keep a straight posture, but to think of anything else, and she didn't know how to deal with it, so she silently waited for him to speak.

A window was not closed tightly. It was blown open by the wind and made a "pop" sound, which made Lin Jinrong jump. The wind blew out the dim yellow lamp. She couldn't help sneezing.

Lu Yan exhaled gently and moved his sore eyes; "Why?"

Lin Jinrong was blown by the cold wind and gradually calmed down. There are many reasons, but how can I ask her to answer? Tell him that she has lost Xiongyi's child and may lose it again? Did she drown alone in the cold river? Tell him that she never saw him when she needed him most? Tell him that she may die one day?

Tell him again that since she was reborn, for more than half a year, she has been struggling in life and death every day in her dreams? Every time I think of him, it seems to be disturbed by a sharp knife in my heart? Countless times of self-denial, countless times of reshaping confidence, but when the new life was about to begin, was pushed into the mud by the family? The saddest thing in life is like this... I knew the ending and struggled with all my strength, but I still watched myself fall inch by inch.

She tried her best to temporarily strive for a life different from her previous life, but she never dared to forget that in her previous life, she was using what she knew in her previous life to avoid the disaster and pain of this life. If she didn't work hard, it would be the desolate ending of her previous life. Mr. Shui asked her to think more about everything in a good way. She also thought that it was okay for other things, but for him, she would not go to the threshold.

She wanted to spend these five years with him insipidly. At that time, it had nothing to do with death or life, but things did not go as she thought. It still needs to break. Gu Yu was replaced by a purse, and Ning'er's death was replaced with an elixir. Anyway, it's not this matter, or that matter, in advance or later. The threshold will always pass, and it can't be avoided.

"Why don't you talk?" Lu Yan pressed step by step. Since she didn't even want to be perfunctory, he had to ask for an answer today.

Lin Jinrong coughed gently and whispered, "Because I can't find anything to say. Unless you want to listen to lies." The wind and rain sounded outside the window. She didn't hear Lu Yan's noise, so she continued, "Mian Yan's son is my duty as a wife. I didn't do it. You can divorce me, and I will never complain." At this point, she felt much more relaxed.

Dead silence. It seemed that even the sound of wind and rain disappeared in an instant, and even Lu Yan's breathing was so soft that he couldn't hear it.

For a long time, Lu Yanfang whispered, "Why? What did I do wrong?"

What did he do wrong? Lin Jinrong felt dizzy and said for a long time, "No."

Lu Yan suddenly broke out. With his intuition, he found Lin Jinrong in the dark accurately. He clasped her shoulder, pressed his voice, and grinded his teeth. "It's you and me. Don't hide it in your heart. I did it. Why can't you do it? Make it clear to me! Make it clear! Why did you do this to me? By what? Where can I be sorry for you? Am I not good enough for you? What do you want? Do you want to do it?"

Lin Jinrong didn't say anything. At this point, she still couldn't say anything vicious.

Lu Yan's hand on her shoulder was getting tighter and tighter. His voice seemed to have been rubbed by sandpaper, with a kind of madness; "If you don't want to say it, I'll tell you for you. You never have me in your heart. You are unwilling to get married........."

"Yes!" Next, is he going to put a pot of shit on her head again? Lin Jinrong was forced by him to have no way back. He couldn't bear to see all of them, so he simply shouted out, "I just don't want to get married!" Look at my life when I got married? There is nothing good in your family! In addition to being calculating, bullying, being greedy and domineering... selfish, do you still know Qian? Why do you want me to be your family's mother without regret? After doing his best, he died after death? How good is your family to me? Why don't you tell me? Even if it is born, it is like a wolf and a tiger, fierce and vicious, can you keep it? And you... Don't think I don't know that you have been suspicious of me and Wu Xiang! Even now, you are still suspicious, aren't you? Don't admit it! Don't deny it if it's a man. You dare to deny it. I despise you!"

Her words were like a sharp knife suddenly inserted into Lu Yan's chest, pulling out the deepest and most invisible thoughts.

Lu Yan took a deep breath, and the strength in his hand also lightened. Lin Jinrong slapped his hand away; "I'm not as good as others, and I don't want to try to surpass others... I will only avoid jealousy and suspicious people all day long. Don't tell me that you haven't done anything. If you are aboveboard, your mind will be dirty!"

Seeing that Lu Yan was silent, Lin Jinrong straightened his clothes and was ready to go out... He was willing to stand here, so she didn't accompany him! As soon as she opened the door, the rain and fog were swept in by the wind, which almost made her breathless. After the first courage, she didn't have the courage to rush into the rain to get caught in the rain... Then she retreated and went around to find the flint to light the lamp. But it was not her place, but she couldn't find it for a long time... Instead, she was hit by the calf bone by the chair... She grinned in pain and became more and more angry... She kicked the chair.

Lu Yan looked at each other coldly and made no sound.

Lin Jinrong was so angry that he grabbed the chair and sat down.

The rain was a little less, and the shouts of lychees were spread outside; "Grandma? Second master? Are you still in there? The maidservant will bring you umbrellas and oil coats.

"Lychee, I'm still here." Lin Jinrong seemed to see the rescuers... He quickly stood up and straightened his hair. He planned to go out and took two steps. He felt that his right arm was empty and a little strange, so he asked Lu Yan, "Where's my grapefruit?"

Lu Yan ignored her.

Lin Jinrong suffocated and said, "Where did I pull my sleeve?"

The lights are getting brighter and brighter, and the footsteps of lychee are getting closer and closer. Lu Yan snorted coldly, "You dare to do that kind of self-harm, and you want me to divorce you. What else do you want your sleeves for? What are you afraid of? You should go out like this, so that people can know that you are not afraid of anything and dare to do anything. I want to divorce you, so how can I care if you are embarrassed or not?

Lin Jinrong was speech-cuffocated for a moment and couldn't wait to kill him.

"Grandma?" Litchi knocked gently on the door, Lu Yan stood still, and Lin Jinrong opened the door with a straight face. Standing at the door were litchi and beans. When they saw her embarrassed, they were so scared that they exclaimed in their mouths. They suddenly stopped and looked at Lu Yu in fear, full of suspicion and panic.

Lu Yan, with a gloomy face, stepped forward to pick up the oil coat in Douer's hand. Without waiting for her to take the divination, let alone the lantern, he strode into the rain.

Litchi grabbed Lin Jinrong's hand without waiting for him to go far away and asked urgently, "Grandma... what's wrong with this?"

"I can't explain it in a few words." Lin Jinrong brushed his hair, and two hairpins were missing on it. "Take the lantern and look for it outside. I'm afraid it's lost."

Litchi winned Douer, motioned Douer to take the lantern and go out. He gently held Lin Jinrong's arm and said carefully with tears, "Grandma, did the second master hit you?"

Lin Jinrong shook his head gently; "No. You can look for it here and don't fall into the hands of others.

—"nonsense—

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My understanding of the role of Lin Jinrong is that in the eyes of others, the previous life and the next life are completely different things. In her, she has experienced it personally and is unforgettable. But she has never destroyed humanity, retaliated crazily, or abandoned herself because of hatred. Instead, she has been working hard. I think it is not easy to do this.

As for the rest, it requires the process of accumulating rent. Knowing and doing are two different things. People's biggest enemies are often themselves. If they are people, they will make mistakes. Because their personalities and visions are different, the mistakes they make are also different. Love and hate are just a difference between one thought. She Space and opportunity need more understanding and tolerance for each other.

She suddenly forgot the past, put it all down, and devoted herself wholeheartedly. I can't write it, and I don't think it's in line with human nature.

I want to make this turn more natural. She needs time and broaden her horizons.

Thank you for watching my nonsense and watching the world marriage with an inclusive heart. Thank you (to be continued.