Chapter 294 Opponent
It was windy and rainy all night, and it didn't stop until dawn.
Lin Jinrong tossed and turned overnight, and he was sad all night. Near dawn, the rain stopped, so she made up her mind and closed her eyes to refresh herself.
"Grandma?" Litchi stood outside the tent and whispered, "Are you awake? It's getting late."
Lin Jinrong's bones and muscles are sour, but his brain is extremely cool; "What time is it?"
Litchi looked at the blue shadow in her eyes and whispered, "It's almost an hour."
A door rang next door. Lin Jinrong's expression remained unchanged, but his hand, which was sling, stopped. Litchi saw clearly and whispered, "Grandma, breakfast has been delivered... Do you want to have breakfast first?"
Lin Jinrong said calmly, "Let's do it."
Litchi hurried out and stopped Lu Yan in the porch; "Second Master, breakfast is ready."
Lu Qian stopped and stood there looking at a pool of water stains in the yard without saying anything. Litchi was a little nervous. He was afraid that he would not refuse and left angrily. He was about to persuade him again, but Lu Qian turned around and entered the house.
Lin Jinrong was neatly dressed and sat quietly at the dining table. On the opposite side of her was a bowl of rice and a pair of chopsticks. Lu Yan glanced at her, sat down in silence, and took his chopsticks to eat.
Seeing this, Litchi quickly opened the window. The morning breeze came in from the window with the glow. The air was fresh and sweet, which made people feel a little relieved. It was a good time to untie each other's happy knot. Litchi retreated with satisfaction and left the two of them to talk.
Lu Yan and Lin Jinrong couldn't feel such a beautiful morning, and they just buried their heads to eat. Lin Jinrong had no appetite at all, but he put the bowl after two bites. Seeing that she put the bowl so quickly, Lu Yan frowned slightly, but he didn't care about her. He even ate three bowls and stopped.
Seeing that he stopped his chopsticks, Lin Jinrong said, "I want to go detours, you're not wrong. It's my fault that I've been hiding the story of the children from you all the time. She was determined not to hate him anymore and didn't want to torture herself anymore. He is not wrong in this life so far. In the previous life, they were all wrong, and there were countless artificial encounters and estrangements in the middle. She shouldn't have walked together. Although she can't forget those pains, she should also learn to let go. She can't remember those things to torture herself day and night all her life.
Hearing what she said, Lu Yan immediately looked up at Lin Jinrong, but saw that her look was not his reason at all, or what he wanted to see. She didn't look at him, but looked out of the window calmly, without yesterday's rudeness and excitement, and her tone was even a little soft. But he suddenly became afraid. What on earth was he afraid of? He didn't know that he just felt that somewhere was about to be empty.
"So what you think now, no matter how angry you are, you should do it." Lin Jinrong paused and continued, "But what I said to you yesterday is the truth. I don't have three heads and six arms around. I'm just an ordinary woman who wants to live an ordinary life. Even if she is a little poor and unknown. And you are both talented and beautiful..."
Lu Yan didn't want to hear her continue to say and interrupted her quickly; "But we are already husband and wife, and we will be together for the rest of our lives."
Lin Jinrong looked back at him; "But..............."
Lu Yan stared at her closely; "I just ask you, do you hate me? Is it my fault?" She didn't like him when she was a child, let alone marry him, but she was forced to marry him. After coming in, she had been walking on the tip of the knife for almost a day. There were countless cold knives and cold arrows for her to resentment.
Lin Jinrong looked directly at Lu Yan and slowly shook his head; "No, I don't hate you. I don't blame you." It took her a lot of effort to say this sentence, but she finally said it. If it hadn't been for the marriage between the two families of Lin and Lu, and if Lu had become Lin Yuzhen's heir, it would have been impossible for him to marry her wishfully. Like her, he is a poor worm in other people's hands.
Just don't hate him. Lu Yan suddenly settled down, and his mood calmed down; "I don't hate you either. But I blame you."
Lin Jinrong quietly waited for him to continue. It's actually much better to say each other's thoughts in such a calm way than to bite each other in a crazy way. However, if she hadn't gone through what happened yesterday, she probably wouldn't have what she thinks now.
Lu Yan looked at the desktop and whispered, "When I first knew it, I hated you. I couldn't wait to bite you to death. In those days, day and night, I wanted to bite you to death. But when I think of you dead, I can't relieve my hatred. He laughed at himself: "You should know that I am the best at tolerating, and of course I can't really bite you to death. After enduring it, I found that I didn't hate you anymore. I just blamed you. I still want to continue to live with you. He can't go on.
Lin Jinrong was speechless, and his eyebrows frowned tightly together.
Lu Yan stood up and said in an unprecedented resolute tone, "You don't want to marry, but you finally get married. If I had a choice, I didn't want to force you at the beginning, but I got married after all. The agreement between the Lin and Lu families will not be easily destroyed, and the freedom of you and me is not all in the hands of you and me. You and I are not just you and me, but also the Lin and Lu families stand behind you and me. It's not what you want, so you can accept your fate.
Lin Jinrong suddenly raised his head to look at Lu Yan.
"You don't need to say much. Now I know what you are thinking and worried about, and I know what to do." Lu Yan looked at her quietly, with a calm expression, a little more perseverance and courage in his eyebrows, and no previous panic. He straightened his back and put his hand in front of her. His tone was very firm: "It's time to say thank you to the elders."
Lin Jinrong has never seen such a Lu. She frowned and saw him from there.
Lu Yan seriously repeated again; "It's time to say good to the elders. If it's too late, someone will gossip."
Lin Jinrong said; "I..."
"I know." Lu Yan interrupted her indifferently; "How many couples hate each other but have lived their lives and are still buried in a tomb after death. Since you don't hate me and I don't hate you, I can live a better life. My family won't allow me to divorce you, and I won't divorce you. You have to live here and continue to live. If you don't want some people to be complacent, you'd better do what I say.
A wisp of sunlight shone on Lu Yan's outstretched hand. The hand was slender and clean, and there was a thin cocoon left by long-term writing on the abdomen of the finger, and even slightly deformed at the middle and index finger joints.
Lin Jinrong stared at the hand and refused to put it on.
Lu Yan looked down at her, stubborn and quiet.
Lin Jinrong gently put his hand on it.
Lu Yan slowly wrapped her hand in the palm of her hand. Her hands were cold, but his hands were hot. He has never understood so clearly what he wants and wants to do. She said that he would only hide in the dark and be jealous of people, so he let her see what else he could do. She has always had the upper hand, and this time she should not have the upper hand again.
From the inner room to the porch, but dozens of steps away, Lin Jinrong felt that he had walked for a long time. The girls looked at the hands they held together, and their faces were full of surprise. Lu Yan walked steadily and slowly, but Lin Jinrong's footsteps were a little illusory.
Out of the courtyard door, she tried to get the handle out of his hand. Lu Yan looked at the girls coming and going on the road, let go of her hand, walked forward with her head up, and said in a low voice, "Don't do the same thing again. Otherwise, I will tell your mother, or Shenzhi has grown up and knows how to distinguish right from wrong.
Lin Jinrong didn't take a word and quietly followed him.
Lin Yuzhen was busy marrying Lu Yun. She was in a good mood. Seeing the two of them coming in together, she quickly waved to ask them to see the gold and silver things piled up in front of her; "How about coming and see these things?"
Lin Jinrong's thoughts could not be fully recovered, but Lu Yan walked over steadily and calmly gave Lin Yuzhen a few suggestions; "It's just a return gift, don't be too extravagant. It's better to return the gift from their family. Why do you want to suppress them now and add unhappiness to their hearts? Rich and affordable makeup is the most important thing.
Lin Yuzhen was not happy before, but she was unhappy when she heard what he said later. She was just used to being arrogant. She thought so, but she refused to show it. She just said lightly, "I know it myself."
Lu Yan said nothing more. He sat down for a moment and calmly told Lin Jinrong, "I'm going to inspect the shop today, and I won't come back for dinner tonight. You ask someone to clean up the snow pavilion, and I'll go there to study when I come back in the evening.
Lin Jinrong answered, and Lu Yuyu saluted Lin Yuzhen and went to the door. When he met Lu Yun, Lu Yun greeted him happily; "Brother, are you leaving now? Just sit down for a while."
Lu Yan smiled faintly; "I'm going to Beijing in September, and I still have a lot of things to do." He nodded and left.
Lu Yun watched him go far away and looked back at Lin Jinrong and said, "Sister-in-law, I seem to feel that my brother is different from the past today. What do you think?"
Lin Jinrong lowered his eyes and said, "It's okay."
Lu Yan walked out of the Juxian Pavilion and met Lu Shao at the mouth of Zhulin. Lu Shao was very happy; "Second brother, what a coincidence. Are you going out?"
Lu Yan stood still and looked at him with a blank face; "What a coincidence, did the eldest brother just come back?"
Lu Shao couldn't laugh at his coffin board-like look, so he had to say, "I don't know if you saw the prescription and dregs that your brother gave you last time?"
Lu Yan's lips showed a sneer; "Look, it's just a piece of waste paper, a pile of scum, and it's hard for my brother to find out of any corners. If you want to win the favor of your grandfather, you should put your mind straight. Don't mess with these crooked things all day It's sparse and not missing."
The smile on Lu Shao's face suddenly froze; "You're detoured, second brother."
Lu Yan said word by word, "It's you who is detoured. Next time, don't blame me for being rude.
April 1#
The second update, ⊙—⊙b sweat, I've been indescribably busy these two days, so it's late again...