Chapter 23 Confession

It was almost 7 o'clock when I returned to school from Haifeng's house. As soon as I entered the dormitory, my brothers reported an unfortunate news to me - the philosophy class in the afternoon was called, and I happened to be caught by Hu Weiyong, one of the "four famous arrests"... Alas, it was also my bad luck. Hu Weiyong was generally not easy. Name, but once the name is named, it will be meticulous. Others can't help you answer for you... And the master who was caught by him who failed class, he will all report to the Academic Affairs Office, and then the Academic Affairs Office will unify the whole school list to criticize... Even so, I have no regret - the only thing that makes me worried today is when I see the "sea breeze" today. , her hazy eyes...

When I think of the eyes of the "sea breeze", my mood becomes extremely depressed. Sometimes, people have to lament the cruelty of fate. To be honest, I still can't accept the fact that the "sea breeze" is blind - how miserable is it that such a kind girl has to live in chaos? The "sea breeze" with such a bright smile in the past, but now it is difficult to see her smile. Every time I think about it, my heart hurts...

"I want to drink. Do you have anyone to accompany me?" Tonight, I suddenly want to get drunk.

In order to make the sea breeze cheerful again, I take time to see her at the home of "sea breeze" every day. Although her parents are quite enlightened and self-restrained people, I have been there many times, and their eyes on me are somewhat different - Fortunately, I am quite thick-skinned, and I can be hot in them. In his eyes, he stepped into the door of their house with peace of mind...

I'm surprised that the boy named Fang Ningyuan was expelled from Peking University. Almost every time I visit the "sea breeze", he will appear in front of me - as the saying goes: "I'm not afraid of robbed by thieves, I'm afraid of thieves." Fang Ningyuan hasn't given up on the "sea breeze", right? Thinking of this, I couldn't help being a little more wary of him.

Maybe my visit every day works. The "sea breeze" seems to be happier and happier day by day, and the smile on her face gradually increases - especially when I smell the roses I secretly brought to her from her parents, she smile is particularly sweet... However, she still refuses to go out, and sometimes I propose to help her. When she goes out for a walk, she will look suddenly suddenly and sad, and whenever this time, I will be heartbroken for no explanation... I said to myself over and over again that no matter what the price is, I will let the "sea breeze" see things again. However, I can't do anything but wait...

After knowing that the "sea breeze" eyes need a corneal transplant to be re-identified, I learned some relevant information through online inquiries - due to the large shortage of corneas, less than 5,000 of the 2 million to 3 million patients blinded due to corneal disease in China have the opportunity to receive a corneal transplant. The vast majority of people can only hope to welcome the light in the dark with a vague hope like my "sea breeze"... Because they can't have a corneal transplant in time, many people will be blind for life due to delayed treatment, and will always live in the dark...

I know very well that there is only one way to make the "sea breeze" as cheerful and smiling as before - that is, to cure her eyes, but there is nothing I can do about it... The only thing I can do is to hold her hand tightly and let her know that no matter what happens, I will stand beside her...

After seeing the sea breeze again, I began to become busy, always running back and forth between the school and the "sea breeze" home. At the same time, I also consciously began to dredge the remote snow - I don't know why, I always feel a little guilty about her.

There is no doubt that Cheng Xue is a very pleasant girl, gentle, beautiful and understanding. I also admit that I still like her - however, a man may like many girls at the same time, but he will only fall in love with one girl - I know clearly that there is only one person I have always loved, that is, "sea breeze"... And Cheng Xue, I think it should be a mistake between her and me.

Fortunately, Cheng Xue and I haven't had time to develop, so as long as we deliberately alienate, I don't think it should be difficult to end up without illness - this should be the best result.

On this day, as usual, it was past 7 p.m. when I rushed back to school from the "sea breeze" home. When I first arrived at the school gate, I suddenly found a familiar figure at the school gate. When I looked at it, it turned out to be Cheng Xue... Thinking that I had been deliberately hiding from her recently, I couldn't help feeling guilty for a while. However, she had already seen me and was smiling at me. There was nothing I could do. I had to bravely say hello to her:

"Hi, Cheng Xue, what a coincidence, where are you waiting for someone?"

"Yes, Tang Dynasty, I'm waiting for you."

"Wait for me?"

"Yes, Wang Bing said that you always go back to school after 7 o'clock recently, so I went to the school gate to see if I could wait for you..."

"Uh... Do you have something to do with me?"

"Well... it's okay," Cheng Xue's expression suddenly became timid. "It's just that... I haven't met you recently. You always say that you are busy without saying a few words, and I also heard Wang Bing that you always skipped class recently, and often go back to school after 7 o'clock, so... I want to know that you are the most What the hell are you busy with recently..."

"I'm not busy with anything. It's just a private matter." I felt that the atmosphere was a little strange. With the help of the street lights, I strangely found that Cheng Xue's face was a little red.

"Tang Dynasty, shall we find a place to sit down? I... I have something to say to you..."

"Okay."

The small restaurant on the second floor of the school canteen will not be closed until 10 p.m. Because the decoration is quite petty, and it also provides supper and other things such as melon seeds, milk tea and so on, it is quite popular with students - but the things inside are too expensive, so it has gained the name of a "black shop". ......

Sitting in the small room of the "black shop", I was suddenly a little nervous - although I often come to the "black shop", it is to buy a small plate of the cheapest melon seeds with a few brothers in the dormitory, and then squeeze in the private room to kill time playing cards or something; or in Wang Bing and his good-in-law Li Jingyou During the meeting, I came to make a light bulb and eat and drink - it was the first time I sat alone opposite a beautiful woman like today, and I couldn't help but feel a little guilty.

"Cheng Xue, you have something to say to me. I don't know what you want to say to me?" After being silent with Cheng Xue for a long time, I couldn't help asking.

"Well... I... I don't know how to say it... Since we became friends, I feel very happy when I'm with you... How to say, I like to be with you..." Cheng Xue's face became more and more red, and her voice became smaller. "These days... These days, I feel You seem to be a little deliberately alienated from me. I... I feel very unhappy..."

Cheng Xue paused, and his crimson face looked even more beautiful under the light:

"Li Jing said to me... that you are trying to be captured... Tell me not to take it seriously, but... But I can't stand it... In the past, you wrote to me that the greatest sadness in the world is to fall in love with someone but can't wait by her - I really want to know if you will stay by my side. Where's the edge?"

"Ah? What does this...what does this mean?"

Cheng Xue's face turned redder, but she said seriously:

"I mean, I don't want to see you every day, don't lose your voice every day, don't think about you but you don't know... I... I hope to receive your love letters again in the future..."

Looking at Cheng Xue's shy and hopeful expression, I was confused.