Shu Song

Chapter 38 Want to complain about lovesickness

Why didn't Su Mu want to escape from Xiao Chengyou's hands, but the scene in front of him, like a group of wolves, did not have good intentions, so he had to silently and didn't answer him a word. A pair of beautiful eyes seemed to swallow Xiao Chengyou alive, but he still couldn't understand his hatred.

Li Yun secretly pulled Su Mu's sleeve. "What should I do? Last time we almost fell into his hand..." Su Mu patted Li Yun's hand and hinted that she didn't panic, but she was gloomy and roared, "Who is sad and has nothing to do with me? Just go back and tell that person that I hate him so much. What did he obviously? Everyone knows it but still hides it from me!"

"Well, I know what's the relationship between you and Gao Ying, but since I saw you here, I will do my duty as a friend and tell you his recent situation!" Speaking of this, Xiao Chengyou's face suddenly became depressed, as if he had encountered something very sad. "Actually, in fact, Gao Yun..." his tone almost felt like crying. In the ears of the two girls next to him, it was both disgusting and numb, but Xiao Chengyou himself was still enjoying it.

"In fact, Gao Yun, since Miss Su left without saying goodbye, she has been sick. Who knows that this disease has made the group of doctors helpless. It seems that... Xiao Chengyou can't even stand such pretentious words. When he can't break it, in order to avoid making a fool of his ugly appearance, he can only hang his head and cover it. My own face.

In Su Mu's eyes, he mistakenly thought that Gao Yun was really as he said, and the doctors were helpless. At that moment, he crossed Li Yun beside him and pulled Xiao Chengyou's hand impatiently and rudely, "Let's take me, maybe I can..." In the middle of the words, Su Mu was silent. , the expression on his face slowly condensed sadness. Xiao Chengyou, who was suddenly dragged away by Su Mu, was also a little unable to resist Su Mu in an instant.

But Su Mu's appearance at this moment made him helpless, "What's wrong with you?"

Su Mu lowered his head and almost cried, "But the group of doctors in the capital can't cure the disease. With the medical skills I learned half from my mother, I can't save him either!" She knows Gao Yu's physical condition very well, just like a hollowed person who supports him up with his will, and he may fall at any time. It's all my fault that I'm too capricious. I'm only looking for Brother Liang! ......โ€

Brother Liang? Xiao Chengyou frowned and asked puzzledly, "Brother Liang? Which brother Liang, didn't he recognize you? Xiao Chengyou inexplicably looked at Su Mu's drooping face, but found that Su Mu was not listening to him at all, but lowered his head and sobbed.

"Hey, hey, don't cry, I'm teasing you, I won't tease you anymore!" Xiao Chengyou is a person who travels all over the flowers and the identity of the prince. Which woman he has seen is not flattering and happy? How could he have seen a woman so openly in front of him and even cry on the street? Don't do this. If others see it, they will think I'm bullying you!"

Li Yun, who was already confused, cried when he saw Su Mu and Xiao Chengyou's words. Suddenly, he was a little disgusted with this dage, "Why are you so hateful every time you appear?" She pushed Xiao Chengyou away and comforted Su Mu.

On the street, two women, one was crying, and the other was angry and scolding him... Passers-by cast curious eyes at Xiao Chengyou. Although the dungny was thick-skinned, he was at least a well-chu person. He was never encountered such embarrassment and In an awkward situation, I wanted to cry for a moment, "I didn't do anything to you!" He looked at Su Mu helplessly, "Miss Su, don't cry anymore. If Gao Yun knows that I made you cry, even if he dies, he will jump out of the grave and strangle me."

It's okay not to say this. Unexpectedly, Xiao Chengyou, who is usually slippery, also made the mistake of not opening and mentioning which pot at this moment. If that's the case,... Hey, don't go!" Catching up with Su Mu, who pulled Li Yun blindly, Xiao Chengyou really figured out what Su Mu was thinking.

Catch up with Su Mu all the way, "Can't I take you to see him?"

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Lan Fengqi, blowing the depression and coldness in the inner courtyard of the deep palace. The cold man standing in the shade of the trees in the courtyard couldn't help eroding by the cold wind and sneezing repeatedly. It shocked Zayun, who was lying on the trunk of the tree and slept late, and couldn't help looking down worriedly.

Since the emperor came in the morning, listening to the prince talk to him in the hall, from the voices of the two, it can be seen that Gao Yun was indeed angry. It's just that he doesn't understand that this emperor is also one of the people Gao Yu wants to deal with. Why is it worth his anger and injury to such a person?

Just want to ask again, the consistent silence and few words made him only quietly look at Gao Yun's lonely wind independent at this moment, indescribably lonely sadness. It was not until Zaiyun lay on the trunk and turned over for the sixth time that Gao Yun slowly cushioned his smile from the isolated appearance, "Does Zaiyun have something to say?"

Yuyun curled his lips and seemed to be thinking about what to say. For Gao Yun, he did not dare to say it, but sometimes he said a lot of words. Obviously, he had been in his heart for a long time, but when he really faced Gao Yun, a natural respect made him not know how to speak. Unlike Gao Yun, he is just a martial artist. In front of a wise man like Gao Yun, words always belong to the weak side.

"Is it because of Xiao Yuling?" Gao Yun looked at Zaiyun's look and did not force himself to speak his mind, but it was a faint question entangled in Zaiyun's heart. Do you think that I am too serious about Xiao Yuling and these people, so serious that... I forgot myself and got into the play?

In Gao Yun's eyes, there is a layer of usual strategy and calculation, which is opposite to Zaiyun. Just as in recent years, he has only broken through layers of obstacles under the protection of Zaiyun. It is no longer a relationship between master and servant, but a kind of dependent on each other.

Zaiyun is a person who was rescued by him, but he has lived on Zaiyun all his life. Things in the world are often like this, which makes people so confused.

"Actually, I'm also wondering whether this is lost or this whirlpool is simply a place that stirs people so that there are no bones left?" Gao Yun patted the fallen leaves on his shoulder, regardless of his ordinary cultivation. Unexpectedly, he casually found a place under the tree, leaned against the trunk, and closed his eyes safely, just like the habit of Zaiyun, a martial artist.

"After seeing Gong Jin today, I suddenly couldn't bear to get up!" Gao Yu, who closed his eyes, showed a faint sadness from his words, "I'm really confused whether it's right or wrong to do this, or what can happen to you people who follow me in the end."

It's a little unnatural, "Isn't it destined for a long time?" His voice was still cold, "Doesn't those who disobey the order of the old cabinet have to be erased in the world in the end?" Zaiyun smiled, but he also looked very light. "But it doesn't matter. From the time he entered Beijing at the same time as the prince, Zaiyun made plans!"

"No!" Zaiyun's original resolute words revealed infinite sadness. He, a person who did not like to talk, also said the most well-intentioned words to Gao Yun, but Gao Yun rejected his determination.

"I don't want you to die in the end, but how you live in the end!" Gao Yu opened his eyes, put his hand on his forehead, and racked his brains. When I saw Gong Jin's appearance today, I really couldn't bear it, as if I had seen your future..."

The cloud is silent again.

"How, how can you retreat?" Gao Yu muttered to himself. Jin Yunfeng has to protect Mu'er. He can't die. He has to take care of Mu'er all his life, and you, Gong Jin, and others? How can I settle them?

"So you are at the end today, let Xiao Yuying rescue Guan Yu's body and hand it over to Gong Jin?" Zaiyun also lay peacefully, without the tossing and turning just now.

Outside the wall, with the rapid footsteps, Xiao Chengyou brought Su Mu into the palace alone.

Zaiyun sat up from the tree keenly, "Someone is coming!" Under the reminder, Gao Yun slowly got up and greeted him, but saw that it was Xiao Chengyou. Since the last time and Xiao Chengyou broke up unhappily and experienced so many things in the middle, Gao Yun thought that the next meeting with Xiao Chengyou would be to see him back to Yanyun. Unexpectedly, Xiao Chengyou ran here to see him this time.

It's just that Gao Yu was even more surprised that there was a woman who came with Xiao Chengyou that she thought she would never see again.

"Guess how I found her?" Xiao Chengyou's words were invisible in the ears of the two people who suddenly met. After being stunned for a long time, Su Mu couldn't react to the scene in front of him.

Gao Yu is still fine. In addition to being thinner, his clothes are no longer the same as the Gao Yu he saw before. He is always dressed in white and holy, but stained with a little soil and grass crumbs, but even so, he can't stop the resentment and concern these days.

"Are you back?" Gao Yu said silently that the original tongue lotus actually choked all the words in his throat at this moment. He wanted to talk, but it was difficult to say a word, leaving only an unspeakable bitterness wrapped around his heart.

"Aren't you dead?" Su Mu suddenly said such a sentence. Even the clouds on the tree couldn't help widening their eyes and surprised that Su Mu's first words when he saw Gao Yun were like this.

And Xiao Chengyou couldn't help coughing secretly, pretending that nothing had happened, and trying his best to enjoy the flowers and plants in the courtyard.

"Yes, it's dead!" Gao Yu's words made the two people next to him puzzled again.

As the saying goes: A little farewell is better than a new marriage. How can the two people in front of them say so strangely when they meet? Unexpectedly, Gao Yun's words were originally the color of pear blossoms and rain, but at this moment, she was even more worried and foggy, and she held her knees and sobbed.

"It's my fault. I shouldn't have hidden so much from you, but I'm afraid you'll be sad!" Gao Yu approached Su Mu and comforted her, but her heart was inexplicably bitter. Some words still had to endure after all. Although he knew that Su Mu would definitely hate him in the end, her ending should be the same as her original purpose, with Liang Ji.

"Muer, everything will pass!" Gao Yu said, "I know you can't let go of Liang Ji's relationship. How can Liang Ji do it!"

The next to Zaiyun couldn't help listening to Gao Yun's words. I don't know when there was no trace. When Xiao Chengyou heard this, he suddenly wanted to interrupt Gao Yun's words, but when he spoke, he swallowed it back. Seeing Gao Ying's painful look, he is his friend, so he should not sing against Gao Ying at this moment. He must have a plan for what he should do. This is his character.

Thinking about this, Xiao Chengyou's mood suddenly became heavy. He no longer wandered in front of the two. He walked straight to the courtyard and gave them this small temporary world. Maybe tomorrow, they will be strangers. This was what Gao Yun told Xiao Chengyou when he did not go to Beijing.

At that time, he also made fun of his long-term plan, but now it seems that it is really not far away.

"Actually, sometimes, I really envy Liang Ji." Gao Yu picked up Su Mu and sat opposite each other under the tree trunk that she had just leaned on. Let's say what should be said today. Even Xiao Yuyi is envious of Liang Ji. Ha ha, he really shouldn't have let you down and let you be so sad for him. If possible, I would rather bear this sadness than watch you cry, Muer! ......โ€

He groped behind him and took Su Mu's hand. Su Mu just listened to him quietly and did not resist. He was just quiet and let him hold it.

"But many times in life, creatures play tricks on people so much that even I can't breathe. It's not that I want you to be so sad, but I can't stop things from happening, and I can only let them fool them one by one." He cried and smiled without any concealment, which gave Su Mu the illusion that he would disappear at this moment in his life.

"Gao Yu, what's wrong with you?" Su Mu turned around worriedly and looked at Gao Yun. At this moment, it was intertwined with his eyes. From his eyes, Su Mu read something called farewell, with warmth, and tears dripped from Yurong in an instant.

"Gao Yu, don't you want to go?" Su Mu suddenly opened his mouth in fear.

"Fool, aren't I here well? Where can I go?" Gao Yu stretched out his hand and patted Su Mu on the cheek. "In this life, you can always stay at this moment. Even flowers, trees, birds, insects, fish and butterflies are a sweet thing!"

"Gao Yu,..." Su Mu looked at Gao Yu sadly. This lonely look was the first time she had seen Gao Yu appear so, but it didn't seem to be the first time. At that time, the unruly teenager was also lonely, silently following a group of people and moving forward...

Su Mu suddenly felt that she had overlapped Liang Ji with Gao Yu again and hurriedly isolated this thought. She looked at Gao Ying and suddenly felt an indescribable feeling. Perhaps, she really missed Liang Ji so much that she repeated to see Liang Ji's shadow on Gao Yu's body.

"Mu'er, promise me that if I can come, I will not mediate the love stack in this royal family and the court struggle. I will always listen to you singing on the other side of Shu Road!" Gao Yun's eyes, I don't know when, slowly closed again, "... Xi's attack covers the thin clouds, and the evening pestle resists the severe frost. Who says that Jianghu plays with it, the smile begins like he!"

"...The promise of life and death is not crushing, relatively, forever!" Su Mu followed Gao Yu's words and said lightly, "This is my mother's words. How happy she is."

"Yes!" Gao Yu nodded and recalled, "A person who can write such a heartfelt can see how free and easy a person is. In the whole Shu, even a drooping child can sing this song. It can be seen that your mother is a strange woman."

"In Shuzhong!" Su Mu also fell into memories, "I have almost forgotten that our meeting was also in Shu. At that time, the young man was beautiful..." In his memory, the beautiful encounter was actually bitter in their words at this moment.

"...also in Shu!" Gao Yu chewed her words carefully, took a deep breath, and then said, "Muer, I won't let you down, and thank you very much. I will make your dream come true when I can leave such a beautiful moment in my life!"

After a long sigh, both of them were silent, and Gao Yu had been leaning against the tree trunk and closing his eyes. Su Mu did not disturb. It was not until the slight snoring overflowed that Su Mu made up her mind a little.

Looking at Gao Yu, the beautiful facial features, this brand is in her heart, but it has an extraordinary weight, but there is also Liang Ji, who has been waiting for eight years!

Quietly, take out the red silk ear bought at the market last time. Under the compilation of these days, a Ruyi buckle is tightly connected.

The red line leads, who to lead, this Ruyi buckle, but after all, it can only be used as a farewell.

"You will never be Brother Liang, but I will always be that Su Mu!" Su Mu wiped the tears from his cheek, "Maybe you don't understand what it feels like. Even I can't explain it myself, but I don't want to cut off this lovesickness, so Gao Yu, take good care of yourself!"

Ruyi buckle was gently placed in Gao Yu's hand. The delicate jade finger gently helped Gao Yun with his hand to prevent this Ruyi from falling off. What wanders in the ear is the past after all.

The first encounter on the Shu Road, the prince's white shirt, has been constantly implicated since then. Huh? What have you done? The horse seems to be crazy..."

"I was just contaminated with some bloody herbs on the way. This medicine tastes light, but it can upset people!"

How can you erase it to your heart's content?

"I, only Brother Liang can hold my hand!"

"What if he missed the appointment? Are you still waiting?"

"Wait!"

"But my brother Liang will not miss the appointment, and Brother Liang will not miss the appointment."

"So if you finish your father's last wish, will you abandon us friends?"

"If it is abandoned, I will come to you too!"

"Goodbye, Gao Yu..." Su Mu said with a smile.