Chapter 138 He really doesn't agree

Looking at Feng Siqi's reaction, Su Qingli somehow remembered that he asked her that night, wasn't it? Ah? Thinking of this, Su Qingli couldn't help but sound surprised, and a jade hand had covered Sakura's lips.

"You? Shouldn't it be?" Su Qingli stammered.

He looked at her like a hungry wolf, drooling the delicate lamb in front of him, "Is it okay?" Feng Siqi asked her for her opinion to show her respect.

Looking at the way he endured, it seemed to be really uncomfortable, which made her feel uncomfortable. Su Qingli couldn't bear to turn her head, closed her eyes and waved her head.

Feng Siqi looked at Su Qingli shaking her head with an unbearable look of desire, and they all relaxed. He turned around and left Su Qingli's body and sighed helplessly. He said, "Well, I won't force you. I said I would respect you, Xiaonan. I hope you can understand that I really care about you."

He slept together for two nights, but nothing happened. It was almost dawn, and Feng Siqi greedily sucked the familiar fragrance of the people around him. Around her, he didn't sleep all night, but for the sake of the person on his heart, he finally put up with it.

Before she woke up, he secretly kissed her forehead, "Um..." With a delicate murmur, Su Qingli slowly opened her sleepy eyes and saw that Feng Siqi's face was close at hand.

Her whole body trembled, and Feng Siqi smiled and pretended to make fun of the jade man beside the pillow: "Xiaonan, did you sleep well last night?"

Su Qingli turned her face with blush in an instant and stopped looking at him. Feng Siqi still caught the blush on her turned face, and then teased his jade heart again.

He slowly stuck to Su Qingli's ear and said, "See, Xiaonan, this is what I can do for you. I will wait until you trust me again. I won't hurt you again."

Su Qingli didn't say anything, just nodded, because she knew that the man in front of her, the most powerful man in the world, was really slowly changing for her.

Feng Siqi wanted to hold his beauty in the last moment. At first, Su Qingli resisted not to let Feng Siqi touch her. After a few back and forth, she leaned her black hair against Feng Siqi's arms, and her eyes were full of fatigue.

This guy is too bad, really bad, Su Qingli scolded in her heart.

Feng Siqi played with Su Qingli's long hair and breathed the fragrance of the person in his arms.

"Bear by the way, Xiaonan, don't you really plan to go to your mother's place?" Feng Siqi almost spoke close to Su Qingli's ear.

Su Qingli's ear was numb again, and she quickly fled out before answering, "Well, yes!"

"Xiaonan, I said I would respect you and won't force you to do anything, but Xiaonan, I really don't want to risk your safety. The mother is really a place of right and wrong. You really don't know what kind of woman the mother is. At that time, my mother and now Jiang Mei are not enough to tell you what she is. People? Xiaonan, just listen to me. First, stay in the palace safely, play around and stroll around, just don't go to my mother's place. In the future, you will be my queen. Everything here is yours. At that time, if you want to go to your mother's place, I won't stop you. I won't dare to touch my queen no matter what she does, but It really doesn't work now. Don't go, okay?" Feng Siqi restrained her makeup and said very seriously to the jade man in her arms.

Su Qingli understood that he was full of worries and concern for her in those words. She was moved and she really understood. However, this time, she really doesn't want to compromise.

"Siqi, I know, and I know what you said, but I once read an old saying: the authorities are fascinated, and the bystanders are clear, because you may have experienced a lot of things in person, so I, the person who just knew these things, can't see them clearly. I know that many things that the Empress Dowager has done have caused you a lot of harm, and I do admit that many things she has done are unethical and can't even be forgiven. However, I really see her behind these things. As a mother, she cares for a son that is different from others, and even risks the world. , willing to carry all kinds of curses, you really have too deep understanding of your mother's queen? Su Qingli looked up at Feng Siqi's eyes and said.

Feng Siqi's eyes darkened, loosened the hair wrapped around her fingers, and put it back to its original position. Her eyes were full of various injuries that had been caused by the Empress Dowager.

"Xiaonan, I always don't know how to convince you about what you have decided. I know that you have your persistence, and that you are different from other women. I understand this, but for so many years, how can you know better than me the people I have had to face every day for more than 20 years, her intervention, her actions, step by step, always push people's hearts into despair, and I have also tried to believe her. But every time it's just a heavier injury, I don't understand why you know that she has done a lot of things, but you still think she is very good and even has to go to her side. Do you know that it is definitely a place of right and wrong. If you are not careful, you will fall into the trap she designed? Feng Siqi said more seriously, hoping that Su Qingli could see the heart that he was worried about her and change his decision.

"Siqi, this time, you will respect my decision, okay? In my dictionary, love is not a tool to bind each other, nor to bind the person you love. Love is to let go. Do you understand, Siqi, believe her, let her go, let her do what she wants to do, and go the way she wants to go. Moreover, I am really confident that the Empress Dowager is not the person you think she is. I will prove it to you, for sure. Of course, Su Qingli didn't tell him that the empress dowager of the harem was very much like her mother in modern times, so even if she knew something she had done, she couldn't hate her.

Respect and respect? Listening to Su Qingli's words, Feng Siqi began to feel a little impatient. She always did this, forcing him to compromise with his respect for her, but she never thought of changing her decision and compromised with him once. And this time, she didn't understand why he didn't respect her, but cared about her. Because he cared about her, he didn't want her to be hurt at all. She didn't want to lose her.

Feng Siqi lowered her starry eyes and sighed faintly. Then he said, "Xiaonan, why don't you understand? I don't respect you, but I care too much about you to take a little risk. Why don't you understand my heart?"

She had never seen Feng Siqi like this. Su Qingli looked at Feng Siqi, who was looking at her in a daze, and also made her understand that her choice was right.

Su Qingli avoided Feng Siqi's sight and did not dare to look at him.

The room suddenly became quiet.

Suddenly, Su Qingli's faint voice came: "Siqi, have you ever thought of your name?"

"Hmm?" Unexpectedly, she would suddenly say this. Feng Siqi looked back at her in surprise, "What?"

"Your name?" Su Qingli lowered her head and repeated.

Feng Siqi was a little angry. Originally, he had been anxious about her affairs and came to her in the middle of the night, but as for her, it's okay if she didn't talk to him well, and now she actually said her name to him.

Feng Siqi shouted impatiently: "Xiaonan..."

Su Qingli certainly understood his current anger, but she still didn't look at him and insisted, "Your name, Siqi, why is your name Feng Siqi? Have you ever thought about it?"

"What's wrong with my name?" He didn't have a name. Rong Siqi was just a code name for walking around the world. As for Feng Siqi, it was taken by Su Qingli to respect his original surname.

"You said, this name was given to you by Shen Qiyun, right?"

Feng Siqi nodded and looked at her abnormal reaction. Knowing that she must have something to do, she reached out and held her pair of slender hands, pulled her around and waited for her to follow.

Su Qingli looked into his eyes and said, "Siqi, I know that the empress dowager's original name is Rong Fengdie, which is your mother's sister, and there is another person hidden in the word Qi in Siqi's name, that is, Shen Qiyun, Feng Siqi and Feng Siqi, don't you understand?"

Su Qingli thought Feng Siqi would be very surprised, but on the contrary, Feng Siqi just avoided her sight and said, "So what? A name alone doesn't mean anything."

"It's true that a name doesn't mean anything, but why does the Empress Dowager deprive you of the right to have a name? Isn't she because she understands the implied meaning of the name? Why does she understand that she was once in it? The relationship between them, but she has endured palace loneliness for more than 20 years and picked up the beam to protect you alone. Her injury and loneliness, you misunderstood her, but she put up with it. She also had a young age and a heartfelt, and that person was not your father at all, but she let go for you. Abandoned the happiness she should have pursued.

"But she got a world, which should have belonged to my mother, but she replaced her as the most noble woman in the world, which is the price she must pay!" There is nothing in the world that should have pursued happiness that makes a woman feel happier than being a queen. This is Feng Siqi's idea, a real idea.

"Siqi..."

"Don't say any more. I know what you want to say. When I was a child, I saw my mother secretly cry countless times. In front of that man, only in front of that man. At that time, I knew that he was special to her, but this was not enough to say anything. She was my mother and my father. If she really loves that man so much, she should leave with my father when he is still hypocritical, instead of sitting in the world with him after gaining a powerful man. Such feelings are hypocritical. No, I was wrong. Even if she really has no feelings for my father, once she becomes my father's woman, she can only belong to my father all her life. Even if they become like today, I will not sympathize with them!"

"Siqi, I know a place where men and women are equal. Men and women get married because they love each other. If they don't have feelings, they can also be free to separate and pursue the happiness they deserve. Women don't..." Su Qingli wants to continue to say Go, but it was interrupted by Feng Siqi's harsh voice.

"But this is not such a place! She is the woman of her father, and she doesn't have to change anything.

Sure enough, Su Qingli suddenly felt that the people in front of her were so strange, and Feng Siqi was so strange. How can she expect him to understand the distance between her and him?

No, no, she can't stand it. The two people who love each other are separated like this, not to mention that these two people are so similar to her parents. Her poor parents have been like that. Here, she must work hard to keep them together... Su Qingli secretly made up her mind.