Chapter 35 Awakening

Happy New Year's Eve to everyone!

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The little butterfly in theming chi is silently praying for the original mountain, but after the coma, his consciousness seems to have spent thousands of years in the dark.

Since he fell into a coma, Yuanshan felt that his consciousness seemed to have entered a black closed space. No matter how much he shouted and struggled in it, it had no effect.

At the beginning, Yuan Shan felt that he seemed to be going crazy. This loneliness and hesitation oppressed his heart all the time. However, as time went by, gradually, he stopped shouting and wandering, but curled up his whole consciousness and began to think about his past.

Yes! Recently, it seems that I have reflected less and less, and this black invisible prison may be the place to calm down and reflect on it!

This thought, Yuanshan seemed to have entered his previous scene and opened a huge curtain in front of him. Then, his life began to stage, while Yuanshan was watching and thinking as a bystander.

At the beginning, it was still such a fog! Yuanshan looked at the first black fog and couldn't help sighing and didn't know when the mystery of his life could be solved?

Then, what appeared in his consciousness was the begging career. Looking at myself like a dog, looking for leftovers in the garbage thrown out of the door, being chased by wild dogs to grab a mouthful of food, curled up in a ruined temple in the snowy winter, looking for wild vegetables in the woods in the hot summer...

If you look at it now, your childhood is undoubtedly unhappy, but you don't seem to have that feeling at the beginning! Perhaps, I had the courage to fight for survival, but since I slowly practiced, I seemed to have lost my way.

Then, I grew up little by little and learned to survive little by little. Instead of just begging, I began to catch fish with ragged clothes and roast rabbits with ropes. At that time, I seemed to have a smile on my face every day. Although I was bitter, I was happy and carefree. Such a childhood was also It's happiness! If that person doesn't show up...

Then, it was my unbearable years. I was caught by the trafficker Lan Tian, and then suffered a lot all the way. However, it seemed that I didn't feel much at that time, because I had endured enough suffering.

Except, that little girl!

In her memory, she has never been as clear as she is now. Never, Yuanshan's consciousness quietly looked at the little girl who appeared in her heart.

Her thin body seems to be blown down by a gust of wind, and her pale face destroys all the childlike faces that originally belonged to her. Her face is not very beautiful, but her heart is like a piece of white paper.

And the original mountain at that time was also as transparent as snow.

However, after that time, her heart had been dusted on the snow, but the girl's heart was like the pure dewdrops in the morning, emitting colorful light in the sunlight, rising and disappearing.

Why did you escape at that time? This is when Yuanshan saw himself run away, and the little girl grabbed Lan Tian's leg and cried to make herself run quickly. However, it seemed that it was really insoluble!

I escaped and never fell into the hands of those dirty people, but what about the little girl? It seems that after entering the practice, I never thought of her again.

Is it because of fear? Is it because of self-blame? Or is it because he is a cold-blooded half-demon in his blood?

At that time, how eager I was for power under the pursuit of the snake's head! However, after having power, it seems that I have forgotten the original vow and the original hatred. What is the reason for all this? In front of Yuanshan, the thin little girl seemed to appear in a hoarse voice: "Brother, run, run!"

And I ran away as a matter of course, leaving the humble little girl facing those ferocious people alone, but she seemed to have never worried about her fate afterwards. What is this?

ungrateful? Cold-blooded?

I never thought of finding those snake heads and avenging the girl; never thinking of finding the little girl and rescuing her from the unknown demon cave; never thinking about whether I should find her or nowhere to be found in front of her grave if the little girl dies. Three sticks of incense.

Is it because you don't dare? Really, I really don't seem to dare to appear in front of him!

Then, when I was most eager to gain strength, I met other people's fighting methods, but I was injured by the shock wave. Then, I was lucky to meet the master, and then worshipped the teacher and practiced.

From this point, it seems that I should thank those two fighters!

Tianjianmen, passing by; Yujian Mountain, Tianjiaoyue.

If it weren't for my consciousness to enter this silent space, it seems that these two names would have been forgotten. The ridiculous self vowed at the beginning that he must take revenge.

What is this? Addicted to power, addicted to the fantasy of the future, have long forgotten their original intention of practice, forgotten their original intention of practice, and have long lost their direction!

Then, getting along with Yueyue made her long-lost heart feel warm, indulged in happiness, forgot the pain at the beginning, and forgot the little girl who saved her.

And the little girl's name is also Xiaodie!

Little butterfly, the strange stone you gave me has also hatched a bird? Yuanshan seemed to have the ugly appearance of Xiaodie when she just came out of the strange stone. Thinking about Xiaodie's beautiful and unparalleled appearance, Yuanshan couldn't help feeling a burst of warmth.

Perhaps, I regard this little butterfly as the lost little girl and comfort myself in the confusion. The little girl is dead. As long as I take good care of this little butterfly, I will soothe my dirty and dare not face it. From then on, I have been addicted to self-comfort, but I have never thought of redemption.

It turns out that I am such a person. No, I am no longer a human being. I am just a half-demon!

Half demon!

From meeting Zixuanxin, I got Tongxianfeng; then unlocked the Tianyao Palace and saw the bloody battle sky. In their eyes, I was already ** naked, and it was clear at a glance!

Perhaps, at the beginning, they knew that they would open three strange peaks, and then combine them into such a brand-new chaotic world. Perhaps, their fall at the beginning was caused by the fragments of this strange world. Suddenly, Yuanshan seemed to feel that he had discovered the death of these three supreme figures. The answer.

No, there is another person who did not appear. The most mysterious and unpredictable figure has not yet appeared, even if she opened the demon realm and merged with Tongxianfeng and Tianyao Palace into the chaotic world.

The supreme of magic - Mo Wuya.

This woman, who has left a huge and unforgettable impression on the blood sea of her memory and skills, has never appeared. I don't know where she is. Can she suddenly appear and take away her chaotic world?

Thinking of this, Yuanshan suddenly felt afraid for a while. I have been so arrogant recently that I have forgotten such an important thing. Fortunately, it is not too late to find out all this. What kind of woman is Mo Wuya?

However, you must not take away your own chaotic world, even if you are the original owner of one-third.

The devil, the old man in green robe who broke the mountain protection array of Qingfengguan, is a magic cultivation!

The green poisonous real person, and the Qingsong Taoist who set fire to Qingfengguan, seem to have forgotten themselves, but immersed themselves in the slaughter of those low-level monks of the spiritual sword school, beast control sect and Zen Buddhism. Yes, at that time, I really seemed to be possessed.

For the pleasure of slaughter and for an ordinary spiritual grass, I entered the happy life, but forgot my original intention of running out of Qingfengguan desperately. When I found it late, the master and Yueyue had been besieged by the miscellaneous fragments of Tongxianmen, but I didn't know where they were at this time!

Moreover, I haven't thought of Yueyue for a long time. Is it because I'm afraid? And the residents of those towns who were killed by the man in black who control the beast gate because of themselves, why don't they dare to tell Yingling and clear the truth? Are you afraid of being condemned by your conscience? Are you afraid of being resented by Lun and Qingqing?

It turns out that I am such a cowardly and selfish half-demon!

I never dare to face those mistakes in my life. Even my regret is deeply buried in my heart. My hatred for those people is like the wind and smoke. I go with the wind. I don't know revenge. I don't know the kindness given to others. I will never forget it, but I turn around and forget it!

How can such a self enter the Dan period? If it hadn't been for the chaotic world that improved the soul, maybe I would have exploded and turned into a pile of dead bones on the top of the mountain?

This is your true self!

Thank you for this lonely space. If it weren't for being here, I'm afraid I would have to try the irreparable pain before I can understand this!

So, it's time to change. I'm no longer the original humble beggar, nor the addicted monk, let alone the cold-blooded half-demon.

After that, be your true self.

Little girl, no matter where you are, no matter what you encounter, I must find you and say sorry; Master, Yueyue, whether you are alive or dead, I must find you; Tongxianmen, Master's hatred, Yueyue's hatred, I must let your whole sect pay it; passing by, Tianjiaoyue, a sword The revenge will eventually be avenged; whether it is because of Lingling and Qingqing, or revenge for those innocent mortals, this sect is destroyed; and the unknown parents, sooner or later, will find them and let them tell themselves why they should abandon themselves

There are complaints, revenge, kindness, and affection.

In the future, the original mountain, such a original mountain, will live up to its own practice and the blood of the mythical beast of unknown origin.

I don't know if it was because Yuanshan figured out or something. Yuanshan felt that he had suddenly escaped from this dark closed space, as if he had been immersed in a warm ocean, so warm and comfortable. Unconsciously, his consciousness also went into hibernation and fell into a deep sleep.

But I don't know what kind of storm will set off the original mountain after waking up this time!

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