168 Father and daughter

Why did I kill you? You don't hate me.

When I bully Yao Ling, tease you, and provoke the relationship between you, you hate me so much. But if I kill you, you don't hate me. Always, in such a relaxed tone, I can't help but trust.

"I hate Yao Ling very much. She is so naive and weak, narrow-minded and bad-tempered. As an immortalist, her qualifications are so poor. As a girl, she doesn't know how to please men at all. She's just doing it by her temper..."

"Ha ha... She won't please men, and neither will you."

"You!"

It was said that sadness brewed, but it was suddenly interrupted by Xiao Fengchuan, which completely changed the atmosphere. Really, does this man know that he is about to die?

"So, even if she is like this, I don't understand... Why are there still so many people around her and treat her so well."

Like Xiao Fengchuan, his unswerving lover; Xia Gulin, a cold and warm-hearted teacher; Wu Lingchun, who tolerates her unlimited coquettishness and anger; and the existence of mother-like relatives, fireworks, and black plums.

If you have to admit it, it's not that you hate her, but that you envy her.

Hua deeply remembers when she was a child, on Shengzhou Flower Island, her mother was an island owner respected by everyone, and her father was also a famous sword casting master in the fairy world. Her status was noble and her childhood memory was just to drive away the waitress next to her. She sat alone in the empty hall, holding her knees and watching the sun rise and set outside the window. That's all.

At the beginning of their own memory, their parents were fighting hard to calm down the turbulence of Baihua's usurpation of the island lord. She waited alone in her mother's bedroom. When it was late at night, she didn't see her mother come back from the front hall. She only vaguely remembered that once... She slept vaguely, as if she were dreaming, and as if she had heard the real voice. It was her mother who came to her, held her in **, changed her clothes and covered her quilt.

The mother's kind eyes seemed to shine on her. From her forehead to her cheeks, her whole body was warm, as if she were illuminated by the warm sun. Mother's words are as gentle as sunshine and spring rain:

"Deep, your parents will help you protect the world of Shengzhou. You will become the brightest and most dazzling flower in Shengzhou in the future. On the top of the green plain Qingyuan Mountain, which is closest to the Emperor of Heaven, you will be extremely beautiful and bloom with pride..."

This is the wish of parents all over the world. They believe that their children are the best and most perfect in the world. They must do their best to fight for the most dazzling future for them. They always walk on the thick and uninhabited night and drag their tired bodies home. Maybe only when they are so tired that they can't even climb over the bed, they will feel that there is no regret today...

But when I opened the door, I found that the children who were waiting for them to have dinner together and fall asleep while humming were already holding their little bodies with their arms and fell asleep.

Just like the children at that time, they couldn't understand their parents. Parents also don't know that their children don't want a future as bright as the sun. The sun in their hearts is only their favorite parents.

Therefore, there is no need for them to sacrifice for the world of Shengzhou. She just needs them to protect herself. After the fire, whether it is the island owner, the rebels, or the beautiful scenery of Shengzhou, it has turned into ashes. Is this also God's cruelty? As long as it is something that people pursue, it will not last for a long time.

She became an orphan. On the ruins of Shengzhou, the wet nurse took her hand and said, Shen Shen, you see, this is our homeland. Such a beautiful fairyland has been destroyed by those ungrateful beasts... One day, we will take back this land and turn it back to its original state!

The little flower was deeply silent. After watching her parents fall into the fire, she has been silent. Take back the old garden... What can I do, father and mother, she has lost it forever.

Once something is lost, it will never be taken back.

She followed the wet nurse to the demon clan. That place is completely different from Shengzhou Fairy Island, which she has never imagined. Even if you listen to the most horrible ghost stories, you can't imagine the terrible places.

turbid, colorful smoky poisonous water; dead branches, limbs, crows, vulture; skeletons and the remnants of beasts are stitched together, wandering aimlessly in the dark and purple sky; and those ugly-looking demons, whose claws can't shake her, and they only smile on their faces are not friendly. Their joy and crying all night made her unable to sleep.

If it hadn't been for the warm arms of the Demon Lord, it would have been tighter than her father and mother, and hugged her more gently. She won't stay there even if she dies.

"Dad, why did you stay here? You are different from them... You look like a human being."

"There are things that are not available anywhere else in this place, freedom. Also, don't call me dad, call me godfather.

"Why?"

"If your father knows that his most precious daughter is calling me dad, he will be so angry that he will drag me to the underworld to settle accounts."

"Ah... It doesn't matter. In the past, I was often so angry that he couldn't eat.

"..."

"Dad..."

"Hmm."

"Are dad and my dad a good friend?"

"Yes, and your mother. Once... I was born to death, drank wine all over the world, and ate delicious food all over the world.

"Well... Why doesn't Dad go to places with good wine and delicious food? No matter what you eat here, you won't feel delicious. What is freedom? Is it more important than wine and food?

"Well, it's very important. Losing friends, losing lovers, losing dreams, and all the things you can feel happy when you taste good wine and food. At that time, there is only freedom left, which is worth pursuing.

"Well...but... Won't the devil's father feel happy when he eats and drinks together?"

"...I will. Let's wait until the day you can drink.

However, until today, Hua Shen has grown to the age of 15 and has become a girl who likes to eat hot pot and drinks amazingly. However, the demon father pushed her away without mercy and let her leave the land of hope and only freedom in the demon world to pursue her own life.

Why, why? On that day, holding hands and standing together at the peak of the only ape crying peak where you can see the sunrise in the demon world, what he said was all deceptive?

After leaving Shengzhou, she had no relatives. From beginning to end, I have never had any friends. Now the only magic father she has is also losing.

"Do you know why I like hot pot? Because hot pot is not eaten by one person. As long as there is a reason for hot pot, I can eat with my father every day.

Do you know why I drink so much? Because only when you drink a lot and become as big as your father can you drink with him to the end and have a good time, instead of leaving him alone... Because he said that drinking with me will make you happy..."

Hua said deeply, and more cold things fell on Xiao Fengchuan's pale face. She just wants to protect the last thing she has. If you have to admit it, it's not envy of the distant spirit, but yourself. I'm too afraid of loneliness.

Afraid of the only person worth loving, he pushed himself away without mercy.

"Hey, wipe the rain on your face." Xiao Fengchuan smiled, raised the back of his hand, and deeply wiped the rain on his face for the flowers... It turned out to be warm.

"Who said that no one is with you? Didn't I just hold on and listen to your story?" Xiao Fengchuan smiled. The scene in front of me, recalling the past of knowing Hua Shenshen...

Although she is a beautiful and suffocating and savage girl, you can see the pain buried deep in her heart at a glance. That's why I can't bear to bully her and disobey her. At that time, she was like a fragile beast because she was abandoned by her peers. Once she was provoked, she would show her tender but sharp fangs without mercy and bite the throat of the person who dared to hurt her.

She didn't stay in Wufu for undercover. She just likes this group of people and wants to stay with them;

She was so happy when she saw the lantern. Even if she was accompanied by her, she was a perfunctory person. Even if others were indifferent to her, she still longed for the warmth of people snuggling with each other;

She used the matter of Wumei as bait to provoke the relationship between Fengchuan and Yaoling. She just wanted to guide them to save Wumei. She just wanted to teach Yaoling and cherish her current happiness...

"Ah, the story can't be heard in vain. Reluctantly, from now on, treat me as your friend.

Friends...

The deep tears of the flower fell on Fengchuan's face like beads. Fengchuan smiled bitterly and said, "Don't always drop these hot and sour things on my face. I have a wound on my face. It really hurts..."

The flower wiped the tears on her face deeply. A tear just dripped into Fengchuan's mouth opened because of his words. He smiled and said, "Ha ha, it turns out that the tears shed because of friendship are sweet."

Looking at Xiao Fengchuan's smile, Hua Shenshen finally understood why Yao Ling would like him. I like him not because of those beautiful sweet words. Words are not touching because of gorgeous and sensationalism. Only the words that truly understand the other party's mood, sincerely think about the other party, and hope that the other party will be happy are the most touching.

Oh, I really lost to this guy. It seems that as long as he is there, you don't have to pretend to be lonely when there is no company; you don't have to pretend to be mature if you can't understand the world; you don't have to pretend to like when you meet someone you like.

Because this man saw through others from the beginning. What on earth has he experienced? He can have such a soul that people can't help but touch, get close to and protect the soul.

I don't know when the rain will last in Kunlun Mountain...

The flower looked up at the rain. Lying on the ground, the man who was held by her hand quietly closed his eyes at the moment when the rain slipped down the corners of his eyes.