Walking away

178 wrong kiss

Where is the entrance to the demon world?

Xia Gulin put the flowers deeply in Daihuaju**. Her eyes were closed, the tip of her eyebrows twitched slightly, and finally fell asleep. Xia Gulin walked to the bamboo table. The bamboo table and bamboo chairs were spotless. He picked up the teapot on the table, which was heavy, and there was half a pot of tea.

Did you just come back from Shushan not long ago? Or, he has always lived here, but he is not here now?

I haven't seen him for a long time. I don't know how he is doing. Xia Gulin poured a cup of tea deeply for Hua. When she turned around, she found that she had already looked at him with her eyes open. As soon as her eyes collided with him, she quickly turned her head away.

Xia Gulin walked to the front of Hua Shen with the tea. Before he could speak, Hua Shen closed her eyes and said, "I'm sorry."

Did you close your eyes to hide the tears in your eyes, or to hide the guilt in your heart? Xia Gulin put the tea on the low cabinet and pulled up the quilt for the flower: "Don't say I'm sorry. If you still have the strength to talk, why don't you tell me where the entrance to the demon world is?

Hua turned her back with a deep wry smile, curled up slightly, and stretched out her fingers from the quilt to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes: "Didn't you find it when you came last time?"

Xia Gulin knows what Hua Shenshen refers to. Last time here, he used himself as the key to open the boundary to the Yanzhi Trial Tower. As for the reason, the demon master told him five years ago that the fate of him and his brother Yan Lixi had been hinted at by the west wind. Even if Yan Lixi enters the demon clan, with a cluster of water swords on the side, he will never fall into the demon path; and even if Xia Gulin becomes the leader of the right path, just because he holds the fierce and domineering west wind in his hand, this is doomed not to be tolerated by the world...

Xia Gulin didn't believe it. He doesn't believe that people's fate will be influenced by swords. Both fairy swords and demon swords are all swords. The sword can't decide who to kill, only those who hold the sword.

"Do you really decide to take me back to the demon world?" Hua Shen asked, "If you go this time, you may die..."

Xia Gulin nodded.

"If you go this time, you may never see your brother again, and you will never see the Qingyu case again..."

Xia Gulin still nodded.

"If you go this time, you may never come back again. You may be subdued by my demon father and fall into the devil's way..."

"I won't."

Hua deeply hates her voice at this moment. Because of the sound of suppressing crying and sore throat, there was no way to relieve the pain in her heart at all. Why, why does this man have to move forward desperately once he sees his way clearly? No matter how hard others try to persuade him, he won't listen. Why, why do you have to carry all the heavy burdens for your companions and sacrifice for them, but don't care about their sadness and reluctance, and go to die without saying a word?

"You know the demon father. This time, he will not let you go, not all of you.

Hua's deep tears couldn't help flowing down. Now she regretted it. It was too late.

Xia Gu listened to her quietly.

"I've been misleading the spirit. When I was in Sifan Dongtian, I told her that when there was someone she liked, she thought that I liked Fengchuan, and I had never denied it..." Hua Shen buried her face deeper, and her cheeks blushed and feverished, all the way to the ears. "Actually, I, what I like is you..."

Hua said deeply, and tears could not be suppressed, and she couldn't open her eyes. She hates herself now. She hates being so helpless to cry and make a fool of herself in front of her beloved.

Since you have been humiliated, why not...

Hua Shen's eyes were in tears. She couldn't see the expression of Xia Gulin looking at her. She stretched out her arm and wrapped it around Xia Gulin's neck. Before she cried, she held Xia Gulin's lips and used all her strength to turn the pain and depression of the past few days into lingering kisses.

Her tears fell down and wet Xia Gulin's clothes. Her disordered breathing can't be said to be a happy gasp or a suppressed cry.

Has my missing been conveyed to you? Do you feel my pain?

Hua Shen didn't leave a chance for Xia Gulin's astonishment. She won't let him go, even if he stands stiffly, without closing his eyes or moving.

"Well..." Hua Shenshen suddenly felt that the back of her head was warm, and there was a warm force holding her head. Is it Xia Gulin? Is it his palm holding the back of her head?

Her heart was warm and she slowed down. The feeling of so warm that she almost melted lasted for a moment, and she felt that her lips and tongue were slippery, and she had been let go by that man.

She felt dizzy, held the bed frame and knelt down, and slowly appeared Xia Gulin from the darkness in front of her. He still stood as calmly as before, as if nothing had happened just now. Indeed, the warmth just now was just to let her relax and let go of her gently.

Since you want to let go, what's the difference between violence and gentleness?

It's all hurtful.

The room suddenly became quiet. Hua Shen felt the buzzing in her ears. Her whole body seemed to fall into the dark abyss. Xia Gulin was getting farther and farther away from him. He was still so silent and didn't say a word.

Since she saw him in the Yanzhi Trial Tower, she knew that he was different. Although he is the tacit and tacit alliance leader, he is not bound by secular shackles. Although he makes a living with a sword, he has no lack of fraternity, generosity and tenderness in his heart. Although he has never looked deeply, but stared at the road he has identified, she can't help but look at him, pay attention to him, worry about him, longing for close to him, longing for Be noticed by him.

She chased his back. The black ink sword will not sink with the light of the meteor in the deepest night; the silence is cold, but it will not be swallowed up by lightning and thunder in the most intense rainstorm. Isn't this what she has been chasing, longing for him to turn around and smile at him and open his hands to her back?

She followed him to Wufu because of the love she had identified in her heart. There, she experienced a life she had never imagined before, let alone had never had before.

She thought that in the world, only the devil's father would spoil her, love her, and tolerate her presumptuousness. She never knew that an alien man who had quarreled and fought with life and death would also meet her capricious requirements. She was so tired of changing the morning, afternoon and evening meals into hot pot for her, drinking with her, watching lanterns, and watching fireworks;

She thought that in this world, only those maidservants who were afraid of the demon father would be willing to serve her. She never knew that the maid she despised from the bottom of her heart would also bring her face water on time every morning, ask her to have breakfast with everyone, listen to the play, smile at her, and be as warm as the sun without a dark smile;

She thought that only those who wanted to use her would help her in the world. She never thought that the smart and talented man had already seen through her evil intentions and still did not hesitate to help her get out of the fantasy of assassination with the sound of the piano. It is as natural as spring water melting ice. Water does not care about the coldness of ice, but ice will never forget the warmth of water.

... What a bunch of stupid and hopeless idiots. Why, why are you so good to the enemy, why, why do you see through her weaknesses? She doesn't care about all the prosperity of the world, and she is not afraid of all the life-and-death struggles. She just wanted to have a friend to accompany her sincerely and walk with her hand.

Hua Shen can't understand it. She can't get any friendship or companionship in the end. Because the starting point of her and all of them are inconsistent. She is a demon, they are human beings. Even if we live happily together and treat each other sincerely, we will one day return to a hostile position and fight for life and death.

Instead of being fascinated by the scenery along the way, it is better to stick to the belief at the beginning and work hard in a consistent way to get what you want.

Grab Xia Gulin. The devil's father has said that he can't be with her forever, so the only thing he can rely on in the future is his lover.

Rely on? Why rely on it? Can't you be alone?

Half of her heart is stubborn, but the other half is afraid.

The devil's father said that it was too painful to chase a person's heart. Since it is doomed to pain, it doesn't matter even if Xia Gulin's heart is on other women at the beginning. As long as you stay with him in the end and the person who will last with him for a long time, it will be fine.

Even so, she can't do anything. The man's body and soul will not leave half a step away from the woman she identified.

She can only do some extreme things to attract his attention. She once wanted to hurt the people around him in the past. If there was no one around him, he would definitely notice himself...

But after she planned everything, she found that she couldn't kill people who lived under the same roof, laughed together, played together, and played together. It turns out that even if you want to get what you want most, there are times when you can't do it.

Since you can't hurt others and attract his attention, you have to hurt yourself.

Hua Shen got the news that Wu Mei was going to go to Kunlun Mountain to apologize. She seized this opportunity and set a plan to stone three birds with one stone: first, instigate the relationship between Yaoling and Fengchuan, so that Yaoling can experience the feeling of losing all powerlessness; second, incite the demon rebellion and revenge on the Kunlun faction; third, wake up only Xia Gulin can suppress it. Bai Long, if she is injured by Bai Long, he will definitely show up to save her.

Her plan is going more and more smoothly, but she is getting more and more uneasy. Especially when Xiao Fengchuan was dying, when he heard what he said, " Think of me as your friend", there seemed to be something in his heart, which suddenly melted. The things I pursued before don't seem to matter anymore.

However, it seems that there is no way to stop. The crazy demon killed Kunlun Mountain, and the white dragon also appeared as promised. All her efforts are just pushing himself into the abyss of extinction. I was anxious, regretted, and made up for the bad results I planted with my own hands, but I wanted so many people to taste them together.

"I..." At this time, what's the point of apologizing? Hua said deeply, "I will do my best to persuade the devil's father not to embarrass you. I'm his favorite daughter, and he should listen to me.

"You have an injury now. Don't think about it. Have a good rest." Xia Gulin comforted. Hua Shen, why do you have to apologize? Anyway, the sixth son is the biggest enemy of the demon master. Even if there is no reason, it is only a matter of time before the devil officially declares war on the sixth prince.

He hasn't been preparing for that day all the time. I just didn't expect that this day came too early.

It's getting dark. The full moon tonight is golden, but the moonlight is not very bright. Next month is the Mid-Autumn Festival. I don't know where he will be at that time.

"Sleep in peace. Fengchuan, he is not dead."

Xia Gulin said, walked out of the room and opened the door. Under the dim moonlight, in front of the lonely grave, it seemed that the eternal figure was still standing. After Xin Yi's death, Yan Lixi also became an undead. Except for this grave, there is nothing in the world worthy of his attachment.

But now, even if Xia Gulin comes here, he can't find Yan Lixi. He learned from him, stroked the tombstone with one hand and said softly, "Brother, the storm is coming soon. What should I do?"

In a trance, he seemed to see Shengxue's brother in white turn around, but he still wiped the sword in his hand with white silk in his hand. In his hand, there was only a vast moonlight.

"In the future, if there is such a problem again, just ask the sword in your hand."