Chapter 2 Mature Boss
The blow came so fast that Han Feng did not react at all, and his head was blank. The whole person seems to be fixed at this moment.
I don't know how long it took, and the sound of a car pulled Han Feng back to reality.
"Break up?"
"Chanqian, what I just said, is it a breakup?"
"Real?"
"No!"
"Yes!"
......
"Ah..."
Suddenly, there was a scream of pain on the ground.
This is Han Feng's scream from the heart, which is a kind of helpless catharsis, a kind of painful catharsis.
His scream attracted the attention of passers-by and attracted the attention of the security guard of the building. The security guard of the building wanted to stop Han Feng's behavior.
However, he heard a strong pain and helplessness from this scream. Even he was also assimilated with pain and helplessness. Therefore, the security guard could only sigh in a low voice, and then shook his head and walked into the building. He didn't see it.
At this moment, Han Feng lost everything and the whole world.
It hurts!
The pain in my heart!
Pain into the bone marrow!
It hurts my heart!
The pain is so painful that the world turns around!
It hurts so much that I can't breathe!
He dares not think about Dong Qian, because when Dong Qian appears in his mind, his heart will be even more painful! The pain seemed to pull his soul away.
For the first time in my life, I felt that life was worse than death.
His first idea was,
What should I do?
Because,
The world on which he lives has disappeared.
All his spiritual sustenance is gone.
He thought of death!
Yes!
He thought of death!
Maybe,
Death will make him no longer feel this pain!
Death will make him feel relieved!
When he thinks of death,
The kind face of his parents flashed in his mind.
No!
I can't die!
Mom and Dad still need me!
If I die, what will my parents do?
No!
Han Feng, you have to cheer up!
I don't know how long it took. Han Feng squatted on the ground with a bouquet of flowers in one hand, struggling for a long time between dying in his mind.
Finally, Han Feng woke up. At this time, there was a sound of crisp high-heeled shoes footsteps behind Han Feng.
Han Feng stood up with an indifferent expression on his face and empty eyes.
He lowered his head and turned around and saw a pair of silver-white high heels and a pair of pink carved feet appearing in front of him.
Then, Han Feng suddenly pushed the bouquet of roses in his hand to the person in front of him.
"I'll give it to you." After Han Feng said this sentence without any vitality, he then turned around and left.
Only a lonely figure was left. Under the sunset, this figure was infinitely elongated and then elongated.
Maybe the sunset at this moment can represent his heart!
Han Feng endured tears and suddenly seemed to be out of his soul and was pulled away from the main heart bone, walking on the road like a walking corpse.
He didn't dare to go home. There was Dong Qian's breath everywhere in the house. Her things, everything she had, and their memories were all there. He didn't dare to face it or face it.
In a store, Han Feng bought a pack of cigarettes and lit them in the wind. Then, he took a sip crazily and greedily. The smoke entered his lungs, which made Han Feng suddenly feel dizzy.
I think it's because I haven't smoked for two months. I can't get used to it all of a sudden, and I almost fainted.
After the smoke circled around his lungs, after spitting it out, Han Feng took another sip of smoke, two mouthfuls, half of it. He needed a cigarette to paralyze himself, and he needed a cigarette to control the pain in his heart.
In this way, Han Feng wandered aimlessly in Yanjing City all night alone. When he was tired, he casually found a chair to rest. After smoking, he went to buy a bag, and then smoked again.
One night, Han Feng passed outside like this. He didn't know how many packs of cigarettes he smoked or how many roads he had walked. Overnight, Han Feng seemed to be much older, and his beard sprung out like bamboo shoots, making him look more old.
This night, his mind has always been in a blank state.
Dragging his fatigue, Han Feng returned to the home he didn't dare to face. The moment the door was opened, he saw the familiar figure, and his heart began to ache again for no reason.
I saw Dong Qian's bright figure in the living room. Looking down along her figure, Han Feng saw a travel bag beside her.
He didn't expect this scene to come so quickly. He knew that Dong Qian had left him, but he didn't expect that the other party would be so cruel that he would face this unbearable pain again so soon.
When Dong Qian saw Han Feng's haggard and old face, she felt pain for no reason. The person in front of her once brought her too much happiness and too many memories.
Now, seeing Han Feng like this, she suddenly began to be reluctant to give up, but what can she do? She has been working with Han Feng for more than two years. It's time to talk about marriage. However, their meager income does not allow them to dare to plan at all.
Besides, now she needs money too much. She knows that at this time, she can't be soft-hearted, because as long as she is soft-hearted, she can no longer leave Han Feng and refuse the person in front of her.
Therefore, she needs to be ruthless. In any case, she must be ruthless and absolutely can't be shaken.
Han Feng stood at the door like this and tried his best to show a smile, "I'm back!" The tone is as gentle as ever.
This sentence, as if with magic, entered Dong Qian's heart, which made Dong Qian suddenly burst into tears.
Looking at Dong Qian's tears, Han Feng's heart softened and he wanted to wipe away her tears as usual, but when he thought of the relationship between the two, he still gave up.
"Have you found a place to live?" After struggling in his heart for a long time, Han Feng asked this sentence.
"Uh-huh!" Dong Qian didn't dare to look into Han Feng's eyes anymore.
"Do you want me to see you off?"
"No need!" After Dong Qian finished speaking, she picked up her travel bag and walked to the door.
Han Feng clearly heard the sound of heartbreak, which was so broken that it could not be repaired.
In this way, Han Feng looked at Dong Qian's figure from far to near, and then passed by himself. At this time, how much Han Feng hoped to pull Dong Qian's figure and hold her in his arms. How he hoped that Dong Qian would not to leave him. How I hope the two of them can get together as before.
However, a sentence from Huang Feng, the successful person last night, appeared in Han Feng's mind like a spell.
'Young people should put their career first!'
Career first!
Career first!
Do you have a career?
No! After working for two years, I was still a small clerk, but the salary was a poor salary of 3,000 yuan. You know, 3,000 yuan is definitely a low-income group in Yanjing City.
The content of the last quarrel with Dong Qian resounded in Han Feng's mind.
"Look at you! After working for so long, the salary is still so small, and the position is still the same as two years ago. Are you self-motivated?
"I really don't know where our future is. Are you willing to be mediocre all your life?"
Yes, where is our future? Do you want Qianqian to follow me like this all her life?
I don't have money in my hand, and I can't give Dong Qian happiness. Now I'm talking about naked marriage. If I don't have a house or money, I can live a very happy life. In fact, how can it be so easy? This is just an idealist idea.
In fact, Han Feng still believed in love before, because he felt that his love was enough to make everyone envious, but a series of realities shattered the pure love in Han Feng's heart.
Han Feng finally didn't stop Dong Qian from leaving.
At this time, Dong Qian's voice sounded behind Han Feng.
"I'm sorry!" Although, the sound is so small that it can't be distinguished.
However, Han Feng heard it clearly.
After Dong Qian finished saying this, the sound of high-heeled shoes sounded, and the sound of 'clucking' gradually moved away from Han Feng.
As the sound gradually became smaller, Han Feng's heart completely fell to the bottom. He no longer knows what pain is, and his heart has no feeling at all.
Everything here is so familiar, but so strange.
He patted his head hard, brushed his teeth and washed his face blankly in the washroom, and then shave his beard.
Strong to cheer up and go out to work.
Since sitting down in the afternoon, Han Feng has not eaten. He casually bought some breakfast on the street. After eating randomly, he came to the company.
His company is a media company called CIC Media Company. He serves as a publicity specialist in this company. His main job is to do some activities and copywriting of the company.
This company has just been established for a few years, and it is not very famous in Yanjing and is in a period of struggle.
In fact, Dong Qian had told Han Feng a long time ago that he should leave the company and find another way out. There is basically no way out to stay in this company.
Because Han Feng has been working for two years, the company is not strong enough, and he has never invested in any decent movies.
Han Feng's usual work is just to stay in the company to do some copywriting.
However, Han Feng did not want to leave, because in the year of graduation from college, Dong Qian had already decided to work when she was in school, but Han Feng had never found a job. At that time, after graduating, Han Feng and Dong Qian came to Yanjing. Dong Qian was working, and Han Feng went out to look for a job.
I have been looking for it for nearly two months, but it is closed everywhere. No one wants a graduate like Han Feng who has no experience.
Just as Han Feng gradually lost confidence, Xu Mei, the general manager of CIC Media Company, recruited him.
And this general manager is a mature woman who is loved by everyone, and no one sees her a few times.
And Han Feng did not resolutely leave because of Xu Mei's beauty. He was a grateful person. He knew that if Xu Mei hadn't wanted him, he would probably have gone back to his hometown.
He is grateful to Xu Mei, so his work has been done well. Moreover, Xu Mei has always been good. When he first entered the company, he didn't understand anything. It was Xu Mei who taught him and was very patient.
Just as Han Feng was in a daze at the computer, a majestic and sexy voice sounded behind him.
"Han Feng, has that promotional copy been done?"
I saw a woman with all kinds of amorous feelings appeared behind Han Feng. Her eyebrows were as flexible as a crescent moon, her eyes were shining like gems, and her nose was as full as a peacock. Her pale red and small lips were like magic, which made people couldn't help but want to bite. The exquisite facial features were matched with a perfect goose egg face, so that People are pleasing to the eyes, as if they are appreciating a work of art.
Her face is flawless, with light makeup, white but rosy, with a beautiful shoulder-length short hair, giving people a sense of shrewdness and ability.
A professional suit is worn on her body, which outlines the perfect lines of her body, especially her big breasts. Even a rigorous professional suit can't hide her pair of round and straight breasts like balloons. Her chest seems to be likely to burst her tight suit at any time.
Her big breasts support her snake-like waist even more. Coupled with a pair of slender and perfect legs, her figure is like a fairy out of a fairyland.
She naturally exudes a seductive mature woman's breath, especially her eyes. Even if her expression is serious, she can't hide her seductive eyes.
Han Feng was so scared that he stood up from his chair and turned around to see the manager who she respected but full of goodwill.
"Sister Mei." Han Feng stood beside Xu Mei, unable to adapt for a moment, and was at a loss. I dare not face Xu Mei.
"Have you made your plan?" Xu Mei still asked in a lukewarm tone.
"I'm sorry, Sister Mei." Han Feng was even more unable to face Xu Mei. Originally, this plan should have been given to Xu Mei yesterday, but yesterday, because he asked for a day off for Dong Qian's birthday, he wanted to stay up late to make this plan after celebrating Dong Qian's birthday last night, but now...
"You come into the office with me." Xu Mei saw that Han Feng was abnormal. After saying this to him, she walked to the office first.