Chapter 20 Cause and Effect 2[, Red Ticket!]
The dull laughter stopped abruptly, and the atmosphere in the carriage began to become strange.
In such an atmosphere, I became nervous. My hands are sweaty and sticky, which makes me feel uncomfortable.
I don't know why, but I'm both looking forward to it and scared.
Maybe, the unknown, makes people panic.
For a long time, he took a deep look at me, turned his head and didn't look at me. He said in a ethereal voice:
"Ranran, aren't you Enron?"
Although it is inexplicably strange, I can still hear the deep meaning inside.
My brain "banged" as if I had been hit by something, stiff.
"how is it possible" and "how is it possible" have been echoing in my mind.
A Dai didn't seem to see it and continued to say, "At first, I was also curious about how there could be such a ridiculous thing in the world. A dying body can accommodate other people's souls."
"The rebirth of the soul in this novel and the reincarnation mentioned by the Buddha are like the absurd words I sneer. If the soul really exists, doesn't it mean that gods also exist in the world? So, why do good people not have good retribution, but evil people can survive in the world?
After saying that, Dumb punched the carriage fiercely, showing a fierce breath on his face, and the mockery and sneer in his words were clear.
I recovered and didn't answer Dumb, but suddenly felt very cold in such a summer. I can't help holding my shoulders.
A Dai was silent for a while, restrained the anger on his face, turned around, looked at me, and said calmly:
"Actually, I felt abnormal at the beginning. After you woke up, many behaviors and actions have changed. If it's just changed a little, it's normal. However, if you even your courage has become fat, it's impossible anyway, right?"
A Dumb looked at me with an unpredictable look, and his voice bit the word "Ranran" heavily.
I didn't say anything and lowered my head. I didn't expect that the fact that I had tried to cover up the fact for so long was actually discovered by Dumb. Is it a huge irony?
Sure enough, no one looks so simple on the surface.
My mouth is full of bitterness, and even the action of swallowing saliva has become difficult. Looking up at the dau that is within reach, the dau who has been stupid in my mind for three years, and Lin Zhendai, who now has deep eyes like a pool of water, gradually coincided and separated.
It turns out that two independent people can get along well with each other in a body. Am I too much?
I was slightly distracted and didn't answer. Dumb just looked at me quietly, and his eyes were deep and unpredictable.
Half a sound, I turned my head and opened the curtain of the carriage window. A cold voice came out and said paradoxically:
"Why do you tolerate me to live until now?"
Dumb seemed to know that I was going to ask this question, but there was no surprise on his face. He bowed his head and meditated for a while, and then said:
"At that time, I didn't mean to leave you." The dull and calm voice slowly poured out in my ear, forming a picture scroll and appearing in my mind.
"Do you remember the day you woke up?" He tilted his head, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, and his tone suddenly became low.
Of course I still remember that scene.
As soon as I woke up, I saw a pair of deep and indifferent eyes and the pinch marks visible on my neck by the well. How could I easily forget it?
During that time, it was not clear to know his future and future. Anyone who crossed into a different world at the beginning and left a pinch mark on his neck would not relax. However, having crossed into this body, all kinds of things in the previous life are like passing by. Even if you are as careful as walking a tightrope, you should replan your future and work hard to live every day.
I have never fantasized that as mentioned in the novel, a time traveler can rise in a different world, and once the spirit of kingdomy is revealed, he can conquer the world and become the protagonist of the world. That's just the YY that satisfies the dreams of the strong in their hearts. The reality is that even at the age of five or six, he can endure the ridicule and trampling of others for many years, and he has only begun to implement his revenge plan step by step. At the age of five or six, I am still nestled in that corner playing with mud. Look, how big is the gap between people?
So, I try my best to adapt to a strange world without computers, lights and everything I am familiar with.
Trying to restrain homesickness and the precarious slave life, pretending to be naive every day is to seek a way to survive in a dark ancient society.
After trembling for more than half a year, I gradually understood some of A Dai's temperament and knew that he had let me go. Although I don't know why, the falling stone in my heart really made me relieved. I began to show my usual unknown side around A Dai, and I would also go out from time to time to grasp the situation in the world. .
Ha, ridiculously, all my whereabouts are under the control of Dumb, and I am still complacent, thinking that Dumb doesn't know my secret, so I have to say that this is a huge irony.
A Dai didn't wait for me to speak and continued by himself:
"After you wake up, your temperament has changed greatly, as if you have forgotten a lot of things. For example, in fact, you are the person around Er Niang."
I suddenly felt that it was no wonder that when I attended the old lady's birthday banquet last time, I was not kicked out by them, and I dared to have Mrs. Lin's acquiescence.
Then, I wondered why she hadn't called me to ask about Ah Dumb for three years.
I've been paying attention to my stupid attention and noticed my doubts, as if I knew what I wanted to know:
"Because it is no longer necessary. Your actions explain everything. Every day, you just do what a maid should do, and you think you have nothing to repay, and my stupidity in recent years has completely confused her, so that she let me go to a corner of Lin Mansion and kill herself.
A Dai sneered, with undisguised sarcasm in his tone.
I picked up the cup and took a sip of water. The coolness of the water follows the touch of the lips to reach the nerve endings.
Sort out what A Dai just said in his mind.
The "predecessor" of this body is the eyeliner placed by Mrs. Lin around Dumb. Maybe the work of hiding her identity has not been done well, or Dumb knew from the beginning that "I" was Mrs. Lin's eyeliner, and kept "I" just to not scare the snake. And "I" may have found some secrets of Dumb, known by Dumb, and strangled in "me"'s room. It was also at that time that my soul crossed into this body and was reborn.
At that moment, Dumb may be shocked, or he may think that killing me is easy to disrupt his plan in advance, so he left me to watch the change. After testing for a while, I found that I was no longer the same as Enron.
There is no secret in this world that can last forever.
That's really good.
Leaning on the carriage, I was silent, and after Dumb said this, he did not continue.
Silence spread in the carriage.
Back to the yard speechlessly, tiredly told A Dai not to cook at night, so he passed him back to his room. I didn't notice the complexity in A Dumb's eyes.
Facing on **, I don't even want to move my fingers. It's really too tired. The three years of crossing is not as tiring as today's day. The mind is chaotic and disorderly.
Ah, let me die! I scratched my head with my hand. He turned himself into a hair-haired madman before he stopped.
How difficult it is to live in this world. From the trembling at the beginning, the waves in the middle, to the ups and downs now, such as walking on thin ice, my God, this is simply a terrible disaster drama!
For other people's time-travel life is so happy that I am almost speechless.
Although the future is not clear, I still feel more comforted. Dumb did not show the idea of treating me as a monster and burning me to death. Otherwise, wouldn't these three years have been in vain?
I also thought that Dumb just didn't seem to answer my previous question directly, but transferred the question, which made me tremble for so long. I couldn't help gritting my teeth. This revenge is not for women.
I was at a loss, reorganized these messages, and came to the following conclusion.
First: A Dumb is not afraid of my existence, but the fact that "I" is alive can help him confuse the bosses of Lin Mansion.
So, I'm safe.
Second: A Dai told me so many of his secrets today, that is, the side explanation, he regarded me as his own. Otherwise, who will tell the secret of his heart to an unreliable person?
So, I'm safe, +1.
Third: There is no conflict between me and Dumb. Besides, I have been together for three years, and basically I have figured out a lot of my temperament.
So, I'm safe, and then +1.
After sorting out these veins, the conclusions I reached made me very comfortable and satisfied, although they were all on the positive side. However, if A Dai really wants to kill people, there is no need to wait until now. He said earlier that he was going to kill me, that is to say, he has no idea of killing me now.
With a sigh of relief, I came to me as tired as the sea. His eyelids kept fighting up and down. He couldn't stand it, so he covered himself with a quilt and went to bed.