066 moved (, ask for everything)
"June and July, you all remember to trust other animals, let alone humans! If you are really cheated, remember to believe it again! Unless you don't want to live...unless you don't want to live..." June, when he walked into the ward, his mind kept echoing with what Grandpa Seven told himself when he was a child.
Sure enough, deception has always been there. I was not obedient. I didn't know how to be good when I was cheated once!
Unless I don't want to live... I don't want to live anymore, but now my heart hurts so much, why does my heart hurt even when I breathe? Why is this feeling more uncomfortable than death?
June sat stupidly in front of Yue Xueran's hospital bed, and his mind was so chaotic that he didn't even know that Yue Xueran woke up.
Yue Xueran opened her eyes and quietly looked at June with a solemn expression. Looking at June's little face with tears, Yue Xueran felt that his heart was cut by a knife.
"Xuan, I bought the coffee you want." Mei Xue handed the coffee that was about to cool down to Ye Zhixuan. Although the smile on her face was gentle, she had cursed June a thousand times.
Ye Zhixuan took a sip of coffee, slowly stood up and looked at Mei Xue, as if he was a little unbearable.
"I don't know where Qianying went. Shall we go to find her?" Ye Zhixuan said in a low voice.
"Why are you looking for me? I just called! If it hadn't been for what you and Cai Mingxi said so fiercely, I would have gone back to the ward! Did you just remember me?" Ye Qianying took her mobile phone and walked to Ye Zhixuan and said with disdain on her face.
Ye Zhixuan looked at Ye Qianying and said nothing.
Meixue looked at Ye Qianying, looked at Ye Zhixuan, held Ye Zhixuan's arm, and said with a smile, "Hurry up into the ward! What are you two doing with big eyes? Let's see if Xue Ran wakes up!"
In June, I heard the voices of Mei Xue and Ye Qianying getting closer and closer. I stood up in a hurry, but my hand was stopped by Yue Xueran.
June turned his head and saw Yue Xueran looking at herself with a pale face and smiling.
"Xue Ran, are you awake?" June asked happily, stretched out her hand to touch Yue Xueran's forehead and said, "For good, I don't have a fever."
"Ran, you're awake! Fortunately, Qianying sent you to the hospital, otherwise what can you do with some of our friends?" Mei Xue walked into the ward and happened to see June holding Yue Xueran's hand (actually Yue Xueran holding June's hand!) and walked to the bed, pushed June away and said.
Ye Zhixuan looked at Yue Xueran, who had just woken up, and wanted to blame him, but he couldn't complain. His face was not good, his eyes were full of worry, and finally he didn't say anything.
Ye Zhixuan touched his nose, looked at how much medicine Ye Zhixuan had left, and walked out of the ward.
Yue Xueran looked at Mei Xue and Ye Qianying and said, "Thank you. Thank you for today."
Mei Xue suddenly smiled more delicate than a flower. Ye Qianying said while sending a message, "Don't be so polite."
"So... can you go out? I have something to say to Mingxi." Yue Xueran blushed a little and said in a low voice.
Meixue looked at Yue Xueran in June, glanced at June, turned around and walked out of the ward. Ye Qianying walked out of the ward while playing with her mobile phone with an indifferent face, as if what she had said about her love for Yue Xueran before was fake.
Once again, there are only June and Yue Xueran left in the ward, but the atmosphere is different from the last time.
After all, Yue Xueran fell asleep just now. Now, the two looked straight at each other, and June did not dare to look at Yue Xueran's eyes.
"Xue Ran, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I misunderstood you and didn't answer your phone. It's all my fault that you stood outside for so long and caught a cold! You are so good to me, but I am so bad to you! I'm a bad person at all, I'm sorry..." June's tears couldn't help flowing down again.
Yue Xueran gently wiped the tears on her face for June and said, "You don't have to be sorry. In fact, I do know that Xuan was intentional, but I can't expose him. He is my friend. After all, his arm is really broken for you, isn't it?"
Hearing Yue Xueran mention this matter, June blushed and said, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault!" Unexpectedly, I didn't know that you were also in Di that day, and I still misunderstood you..."
said that June is a little anxious here, and his eyes are a little red again.
Yue Xueran pulled June's arm, making June's head rest on Yue Xueran's chest. June struggled for a moment and remembered that Yue Xueran was still sick, so she was no longer struggling.
"Mingxi, do you know how much I love you?" Yue Xueran stroked June's messy long hair and said.
June didn't say anything, and Yue Xueran didn't seem to intend to listen to June's answer. Then he continued, "I went to wait for you downstairs in your school dormitory today, just to tell you how much I love you... I remember that in high school, you always stood by the court and watched Xuan playing basketball, and I fell in love with you. I don't know because What, that's the feeling, but your eyes are always lingering on Xuan's body. How long you have been staring at Xuan, I have been staring at you, but you haven't noticed me..." Yue Xueran smiled bitterly here.
June suddenly felt that Yue Xueran was so pitiful. He liked Cai Mingxi for so long, but Cai Mingxi had no memory of him at all. June was full of guilt and said with red eyes, "I'm sorry, I've never paid attention to you..."
Yue Xueran suddenly sat up and almost pulled out the needle.
June protected the needle and asked, "What are you doing? Why did you suddenly sit up?"
Yue Xueran held June's little hand and said, "Mingxi, do you know that since I know your name is Cai Mingxi, I love you more. Knowing that your name is Mingxi, I know that I exist to love you. Love you is the only meaning of my life."
June looked at Yue Xueran with an excited face and didn't know what this had to do with Cai Mingxi's name.
Yue Xueran looked at June with a question mark and finally summoned up the courage to tell June the whole story.
"When I was eight years old, my parents divorced. I had a younger brother. My mother was going to leave the house with my younger brother, and then I followed my father. I remember that when my mother left, I almost cried. I knelt on the ground and hugged my mother's thigh and begged her not to leave me, and my younger brother also cried out of breath. I was angry, but my father and mother were determined to separate. No matter how much my brother and I cried, it was useless..." Yue Xueran's face was full of bitterness, and then said, "I remember that after my mother just left, I still cried every day, but my father ignored me. Every day after work, he went out to drink and returned home and threw it to him. I eat in one bite. Sometimes I'm really hungry, so I can only fill my stomach with those foods. No matter how delicious those meals are, they are not as good as my mother's cooking. From then on, I have become a child without a mother..."
"Then?" A trace of heartache flashed in June's eyes and asked in a low voice.
Yue Xueran looked at June's little face full of distress, and then said, "Later, I finally couldn't stand it, so I ran out. I wanted to find my mother, but when I left home, I remembered that my mother already wanted my brother. I don't want it. What's the use of me looking for her? I became an abandoned child... ..."
June listened to Yue Xueran's words and seemed to see a little boy floating on the street, with a lonely face and unable to rely on.
"Did you run out alone and then go back by yourself?"
"No..." Yue Xueran smiled gently and told June what would happen next.
"Wow... don't want me anymore, don't want me anymore..." Little Yue Xueran squatted in the park and cried.
At this time, a little girl dressed like a doll came to Yue Xueran and asked in a soft voice, "Brother, why are you crying?"
Little Yue Xue raised her little face full of tears and said, "I... My parents are divorced... Don't want me... Don't want me..."
The little girl took Yue Xueran's little hand and said in a soft voice, "Brother, don't cry. My mother said that parents all over the world love their babies. If they really don't want you, there must be a reason, so don't cry, or your parents will be sad..."
"Really? Didn't my parents really want me? Little Yue Xue asked with wide eyes.
The little girl smiled and said, "Really, your mother doesn't want you today and will definitely come back tomorrow. Don't be sad, okay..."
"Will my mother really come back? But I begged her that day, and she still left..."
The little girl continued to smile and said, "Of course, my mother said that there is hope in life, so live well. Look at me, my name is Mingxi. My mother said that my clear word means hope for tomorrow, so don't cry, brother, because your mother will come back tomorrow..."
"Mingxi, you like me because of that little girl?" June asked with a surprised face.
Yue Xueran nodded with a smile, touched June's hair and said, "I think you are the little girl at the beginning. Since I first saw you in high school, I have determined that you are the Mingxi. Your eyes are exactly the same as when you were a child."
Speaking here, Yue Xueran seemed to have made some decision and said sincerely, "Mingxi, I like you. I have liked you since I was eight years old. I told you before that if you get hurt, I will be your eternal safe haven. Mingxi, are you willing to accept me now? Would you like me to protect you from the wind and rain and be your guardian?"
"This..." Yue Xueran's words moved June, but June still hesitated.
When he heard Yue Xueran's words, June's mind was full of Ye Zhixuan's handsome face.
(It's very depressing. Without my recommendation, the clicks have become less and the collection has been dropped. Thanks to those who have been supporting Cat's books. Even if I jump on the street, I will finish it! In addition, please collect and red tickets!)