170 I am a living corpse
If one day I am no longer your happiness or your happiness, I will choose to leave. If I can still protect you, I will never let go!
Lang Modi understood why June said this. She is simple now carrying too much and too much pain on her. Thinking of this, Lang Modi directly pulled June into her arms and whispered, "I know everything about you. I like you, like greedy you, like simple you, and rude. You are gentle, let's forget all the unpleasant things that happened in the past. I want to tell you that you are my favorite little fox. Saying that, she hugged June tightly. She was much slimmer, as if she could break her waist with a force. She must have had a bad time during this period, but unfortunately, she was not by her side.
"Why do you know that I'm a fox demon?" Hearing Lang Modi's words, he was first shocked, and then was replaced by thick warmth. It turned out that he had already known the secret that he was a fox.
"Yes, I have known that you are a fox demon for a long time, but what can happen? What I like is you. I find that you are a fox demon, but I like you more." Lang Modi looked at June with a smile and said. Looking at June's charming appearance, Lang Modi suddenly felt that her throat was dry and thirsty, and her rosy little mouth was the best drink.
June did not understand the meaning of Lang Modi's words. His whole heart was thinking about the different way of being a living corpse. June immediately broke away from Lang Modi's arms. Yes, he can't hurt him. He is an ordinary person. He has the happiness he should have. Yue Lao's red line has long been holding him, and the red line is another At one end, it will never be you, so even if you are heartbroken, you can't be with him.
"What's wrong?" Lang Modi looked at June, who became ugly and asked, with worries on his face. The ambiguous feelings at that moment were disturbed.
"No, it's nothing. Since you see me, make sure I'm fine, just go back!" Thinking of what happened to Qian Yue, June couldn't face Lang Modi. As soon as he blurted out, June regretted it. It was still so cold outside, but he wanted to kick him out. Obviously, he knew that he came here for himself.
Go back? Didn't you say it just now? Why has it changed again? Lang Modi looked at June's little face full of ruthlessness, his heart ache and took a deep breath. Lang Modi pressed June's shoulder, brought his handsome face close to June, looked straight into June's eyes, and slowly said, "I don't know why, you still resist me. I I know that Ding Min has hurt you, but those things have happened, and we can't change them. If we can't change, we can only accept them silently and forget those sad pasts. I swear that in the future, I will give you happiness, okay? I don't care what happened to you and others. What I care about is whether the person you love at this moment is me or not. Perhaps too much sadness is stranded in June's heart, but Lang Modi is confident that she will forget all the unhappiness of the past.
Lang Modi thought that June was still minding about what happened with Qian Yue. In fact, from the moment Lang Modi walked into the room and told himself that he didn't mind, June had no longer mind. In the past, the unbearable memories, he and Qian Yue were both victims, and June cared more about his identity, all Factors gathered together to form the current form. Lang Modi stood in front of June, but she did not dare to hold his hand.
"I'm a fox demon. Now that you already know it, you shouldn't be too close to me. Aren't you afraid of me? I'm a fox demon! I'm a Taoist priest walking on the street chasing the monster he wants to kill!" June shouted loudly, tears flowing through his cheeks. The distance between us was so great that I couldn't surpass it.
"I never mind those things. Why do you still think about them? Is it okay to live as simply as you used to? We don't think about anything, just live simply and happily. So what if you are a fox demon? Must I be a fairy? Maybe it's me who doesn't deserve you? Where did your previous happiness go? Where's your courage?" Lang Modi looked at June and asked, why did she retreat? Couldn't she really heal all her scars?
June lowered her face and didn't say anything, but quietly shed tears. She understood what he said, but what should she do if she fell in love with him? What should she do with the red line at the other end? Ten or twenty years later, how should I explain myself when I look like a girl? He can accept his identity as a fox. What about his relatives? What's more, I'm still a living corpse!
"Look up and look into my eyes." Lang Modi gently raised June's chin and said sincerely, "Whether you are June, Cai Mingxi or the fox demon, I'm sure of you! You also ask your own heart and look into my eyes. Don't you like me? In fact, I'm not an ordinary person, do you understand? I..." Just as Lang Modi was about to continue talking, he was interrupted by June.
June smiled sadly and said, "I'll tell you, I'm a little fox demon of Sandaoguan. I want to practice and become an adult every day. They say that there are many delicious and interesting things in the world that I can't see in my whole life there. I have been practicing hard. In two hundred years, a thunder will make me Some practices have been destroyed. I thought I would die, but I didn't expect that I got into Cai Mingxi's body by mistake. Cai Mingxi died and I survived. She became the sinister of hell. I inherited all her memories. My demon elixir and my practice were all destroyed. I thought I was happy and finally achieved my wish. Speaking of this, the two lines shed tears on their faces, and June smiled with tears and said, "I have met many people. I like a man named Lang Modi, but something like that happened to other men. By chance, I let me know that I am not only a living fox demon attached to others, my The soul has been tied to this body for a long time. As long as I want to live, I am an immortal monster. The senior gave me a beautiful name called the living body. I know you are not an ordinary person, you are a gangster of the underworld, but I am a fox demon, I am a living corpse, and you are a human. How do you think I accept you? If I fall in love with you, I will hurt you!" After saying that, June pushed Lang Modi away fiercely, ran into the bedroom crying and locked the door.
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