180 I haven't told you yet, I love you very much

In the autumn when she was 17 years old, Ding Min, a girl who had just stepped into the high school gate, fell in love with a man who was a bad-tempered and didn't like to laugh. His name was Qian Yue. Ding Min will never forget that day when he appeared in front of her like a superman, saved herself, and saved herself. These pictures of her injuries are like carving on Ding Min's heart with a knife. Since then, Ding Min has changed little by little, but her heart has never changed. Qian Yue is the one who redeemed her and the most important person in her heart.

For a while, everyone knew that Ding Min was covered by Qian Yue, and there was no more trouble for gangsters who dared to find Ding Min. Even the students in the school who liked to bully people took a detour when they saw Ding Min. Ding Min had her own good friend, and Ding Min began to pay attention to what kind of girls Qian Yue was interested in.

Entering the bar, Ding Min looked at Qian Yue, who was sitting in the corner, drinking beer and surrounded by several girls. Ding Min's eyes darkened. Looking at the beautiful figure of the girl who was laughing with Qian Yue, Ding Min lowered her head and looked at her figure, like a stunted junior high school student, herself. Compared with the other party, the rustic clothes are like the dandelion in the wind and rain. It is not the kind that blooms, but simply an inconspicuous wild vegetable. How dark it is, and there is no trace of attractive light.

Ding Min suppressed her sadness and stood silently in the distance to look at Qian Yue. Qian Yue turned his head and saw Ding Min coming and patted the arm of the hot girl beside him. Several women left. Looking at Ding Min coming with a smile on her face, Ding Min walked to Qian Yue and blushed and couldn't say a word. Every time she saw Qian Yue, she was both nervous and excited. After three months, Ding Min still decided to confess to him. Whether he accepted it or not, Ding Min was lucky. If he didn't like himself, why was he so good to himself? In this way, he was always special!

Qian Yue drank beer alone and didn't look at Ding Min. He said, "Sit down!"

Ding Min sat down, looked at Qian Yue, lowered her head, and asked in a low voice, "Do you have anyone you like?" Finally, he said what he had always wanted to ask. Ding Min was silent and waited for Qian Yue's answer.

Qian Yue was stunned first, then put down his glass with a smile and said, "Do I have anyone I like? What does it have to do with you?"

One sentence made Ding Min's heart ache. Ding Min suppressed the impulse to cry and said weakly, "I thought we were friends..." The more he said, the lower his voice became, and he had no confidence.

Qian Yue glanced at Ding Min, turned pale, and said with a sneer, "A person like me who has been abandoned will not have love. I won't fall in love with anyone. I don't feel love. I don't think too much." Speaking of this, Qian Yue paused for a moment and should have felt something when Ding Min asked herself. She might think she liked her.

Seeing that Ding Min didn't say anything, Qian Yue lit a cigarette and continued to say, "For me, you are just like the puppy abandoned by its owner by the roadside. It looks pitiful. I'm in a good mood and may give you something to eat. It's better for you. When it's not good, stay away from you. Do you understand? Don't fall in love with me." Qian Yuezi said word by word, don't fall in love with me, because it's not worth it. Qian Yue didn't say this sentence. Seeing Ding Min crying, Qian Yue stopped talking and smoked silently.

The two were silent like this, and Ding Min quietly wiped away their tears. Qian Yue continued to drink his wine as if nothing had happened. Ding Min stood up and said, "I'm leaving. I'll come to see you again when I have time." As if she had never cried, she left the bar without waiting for Qian Yue to speak.

Out of the bar, Ding Min cried. Qian Yue, even if you don't like me, don't let me like you, I have fallen in love with you. I can't control my own heart. I will love you until I die!

In the future, Ding Min never mentioned that she liked Qian Yue again, and Qian Yue did not take the initiative to go to school to find Ding Min. Occasionally, when she had nothing to do, she would go to Qian Yue, from the original bar to Qian Yue's own bar later...

With the passage of time, Ding Min and Qian Yue have been in contact, but Ding Min has always taken the initiative to contact Qian Yue. As long as Ding Min has something to do, Qian Yue will help, but Qian Yue is still cold to Ding Min.

Opening her eyes, Ding Min woke up from her memory and quietly wiped her tears. In the dormitory, Qian Duoduo and Zhang Li had already known where they had gone. Ding Min lay **. After a long time, Ding Min dialed Qian Yue's phone.

The phone rang for a long time before Qian Yue picked up the phone and asked coldly, "What else do you have?"

Listening to Qian Yue's tone, Ding Min's eyes dimmed. Yes, Qian Yue also hated her, and Qian Yue was also blaming her. Ding Minqiang held back her tears and whispered, "It suddenly occurred to me that I had never told you that I love you very much."

Love me? Qian Yue opened her eyes and was a little surprised. Originally, she thought that her initial refusal had changed her mind. For so many years, she was only grateful to herself, but she didn't expect that Ding Min would say such a thing to herself at this time. Qian Yue frowned and said coldly, "Don't love me, your love me. I can't stand it." The cold words penetrated Ding Min's heart.

Ding Min was silent for a while and cried, "Since I met you when I was 17 years old, I began to like you. Whether you hate me or annoy me, I will tell you that I love you. I dare not confess to you for so many years. I'm afraid that I will open my mouth. We can't even maintain our current relationship, so Every time I play the role of a stranger, I rarely contact you, but I always try my best to know everything about you until I go to college. I thought I would forget you like this, but I find that I love you inexhaustably. No matter how many years, you have so exist in my heart. I know you If you like Mingxi, I will help you, so I chose to hurt Mingxi. Today, I just want to tell you that I love you, I love you, and I will always love you. Speaking of this, Ding Min's tears fell and whispered, "Until the moment I died..."

Ding Min on the other end of the phone has cried. Qian Yue has long heard that Ding Min is crying. Qian Yue has never hated Ding Min. However, thinking of what Ding Min has done, Qian Yue can't help but hate her. Not only Mingxi, but also Qian Yue is also complaining about her. Qian Yue took a cigarette and said coldly, "Even if again How can you like a person and can't do that, can you?

How can a girl do that? How can she hurt a person so much? How can she do such a thing?

Ding Min wiped the tears on her face and said with a smile, "Even regret is useless. It has happened. I will try my best to make up for it and atone for my sins. Don't cling to Mingxi. I really want to see you with a bright smile, warm like a sunflower. Maybe watching your happiness is my biggest hope. Looking..." After saying that, Ding Min hung up the phone and cried loudly.

The cry echoed in the empty dormitory, and the window was snow-white. No one heard her crying. Even if they heard it, no one would care. Everyone would do something that they regret. Now that they have done it, they have to bear the price. Perhaps, before leaving, you should think about the consequences, no matter what the pain is. It's still sweet. You have to break your teeth and swallow it.

Looking at the phone that hung up, Qian Yue sighed and closed his eyes. The picture of two people meeting that year came to his mind. He didn't know why this picture would have been so clear for many years, and the smiling face with tears and fear was still so clear. Now Ding Min is no longer pitiful. Qian Yue didn't hate the puppy abandoned by the roadside. However, how can he forgive himself? In this world, some harm is irreparable, just like his injury to Xue Ran. From the day he met, he tried his best to hurt him and revenge on him, but he never realized it. He was as pitiful as himself, and he was the same child abandoned by his mother. He didn't repent until he wanted to leave the world. What's the use of making up for it? How to make up for it?

Qian Yue wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and whispered, "Brother, I'm sorry. I'll pay you back in the next life!" He will take good care of his father, do his filial piety for Yue Xueran, live a good life, cherish everyone, no longer hold resentment, and no longer hate...

June lay in the bedroom and was no longer sleepy. When he closed his eyes, he lived with Ding Min. Every time something happened, Ding Min would protect himself like an old hen, thinking about March again. June was heartbroken. He was also a sister. Why can he forgive March, but still Don't forgive Ding Min?

After many years, won't some people who should have disappeared? At that time, I was still alive. Why did I hate her? Thinking of this, June's heart was shaken. It's not hatred, but just that he couldn't face it. He didn't know how to face her again. He sighed and closed his eyes. Many things were still inextricably unanswered. Many things still couldn't figure out. Maybe let nature take its course. When the cold winter passes, when the spring flowers bloom, everything will become different. Is it like that?

The night gradually came, and there were thousands of lights outside. When my parents came back and saw the sleeping June, they didn't wake her up. They quietly closed the door of June's bedroom. Maybe she was just tired and needed a good rest. I don't know if she will become different when she wake up tomorrow?