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In the middle of the night, I screamed in my sleep and was woken up again by Yin Zhen, sweating profusely.

Yin Zhen hugged me, who was still trembling slightly in a semi-awake state. He wiped the sweat on my forehead for me and said, "Have you had a nightmare again?"

I was silent in his arms, and let him wipe my sweat to help me smooth my messy hair.

He sighed and said, "Look at your sharpness when you dealt with Mrs. Wang, I thought you were a cruel little thing. I didn't expect that you would be cruel, but you couldn't be cruel. It turns out that she is also a soft-hearted little girl. He stroked my cheek with his hand.

Huh? What do you mean? I raised my head doubtfully and looked at his more and more handsome face in the light of the hazy night pearl.

"Do you still remember what I told you when I came back from the fourth brother's house?" He stared at me with gloomy eyes, where there seemed to be something deep hidden in it, which I couldn't understand.

What did he say to me? I hear it in my sleep every day. My voice is low and boring, but it is endless. If someone praises the scriptures in my ear, how can I not remember it?

I nodded blankly.

He said, "My lord said: If you marry into the emperor's family, it's better not to be too sentimental! Taoer didn't listen carefully to her master's words, so she had nightmares every night and couldn't be at peace.

I said, "Sir, Taoer listens, and Taoer hears it in her dreams every night..." I also heard the sad female voice, but I didn't say it.

Yin Zhen hugged me tightly and said, "Remember, people born in the royal family can't be soft-hearted when they should be cruel, otherwise, it's just torturing themselves!"

What does he mean? Does he know that I have suffered all night because of the seedling? Is he saying that my soft heart is just torturing myself in vain?

Does he know that the death of the seedlings has something to do with me? I was shocked and completely woke up. I just told him that I heard the words in my dream, and there was no peace. Now when I think about it, it's really careless. How can he talk to him about this matter? With such a shrewd mind, he can guess everything without clues. Now that I have said the panic and uneasiness in my heart, what will he think?

I hurriedly said, "Master, Taoer has been born in a small family since she was a child, and has never seen how everyone's life is. Entering the master's house, everything was fresh and strange to Taoer. Taoer often felt scared, and some things even scared Taoer. I thought of the mood when I first came to the Qing Dynasty, and I said it naturally.

Looking up at his face and seeing that he was listening to me gently, I put my head on his chest again and continued to say, "The matter of Qingmiao that day made Taoer frightened. It was a life, just for a pair of bracelets to be executed, so he was executed. Taoer felt that the punishment was too heavy, and human life seemed to be heavier than a pair of bracelets. Tao'er was afraid that one day, Tao'er also made a big mistake and was executed by his grandfather..."

"What nonsense?" My words were suddenly interrupted by Yin Zhen, and there was a trace of sternness in his voice. How can you curse yourself like this? Can the life of the maid compare with you? After a pause, he sighed and said, "Tao'er is my sweetheart. Doesn't Taoer know it? As long as you don't make the big mistake of betraying me, no matter what you do, I will protect you and let you go!"

Is this a guarantee of my safety? But I can't promise not to betray him. If I leave him, it will be a betrayal to him.

After a moment of silence, he said again, "Since you are now a royal man, you have to get used to this kind of thing. It is not that human life is not as good as a pair of bracelets, but that human life is not as good as rules. As the saying goes, no rules can make a circle. The royal people are not only in charge of the servants of the family, but also the whole Qing Dynasty. If so many people have no rules, or the rules are not strictly enforced, won't the world be in chaos?

Huh? I never thought about this floor.

Yin Zhen continued: "So, we have been taught since childhood to pay close to the rules, establish rules, and strictly enforce the rules. Huang Ama often uses "If you don't sweep the room, how can you sweep the world" to mention our brothers. If you can't control the affairs in your own house, don't take care of the world! The fourth brother is a big-minded (to be continued, if you want to know what will happen, please log in., more chapters, support the author, support the genuine reading!)

c Zhi, naturally pays special attention to what Huang Ama said, and he is very strict when he takes care of the people and things in his house! In fact, the eighth sister-in-law is the same. Although she is a woman, her heart is not smaller than a man!"

Yin Zhen wanted to tell me that on that day, one of the two people ordered, one pushed, and finally executed the seedlings. It was to maintain the rules, so as to give Kangxi an impression of strictly implementing the rules, so that Kangxi can regard them as the ideal successors?

So, the death of the seedlings that day was not caused by me, but the result of many people deliberately promoting it? It's terrible! There was a bone-to-bone chill in my heart.

That's how the fourth brother wants to be the emperor, and he doesn't even protect the women he has spoiled? Bafu Jin wanted to be the queen like this, and did not hesitate to refute his man's face in public and lose his reputation for being cruel?

The life of a little maid is actually related to that final event? Is the death of seedlings really necessarily related to the ambition in their hearts? I don't understand. I'm always confused about politics. That's too complicated and a headache!

I said, "Master, Taoer wants to go home to see my mother tomorrow!" Since I went back to my mother's house on the second day of the Chinese New Year, Taoer hasn't gone back for such a long time!"

On the second day of the Chinese New Year, as usual, the married daughter will take her uncle back to her mother's house. But Yin Zhen is the prince. There are a lot of women in the house. They have to go back to their mother's house on the second day of the lunar new year. He can't accompany them, so the women in this house all go back to their mother's house by themselves.

Early in the morning when I went back to my mother's house, the housekeeper Qin brought me a lot of things, big bags and small bags, which were suitable for returning to my mother's house. Men, women, adults and children all have it. He said that this was specially ordered by the ninth master.

I sent a lot of things, but I went back less and less because Yin Zhen didn't let me go out of the house at will.

I made a request, but I don't know if Yin Zhen will agree. I feel nervous. Yin Zhen did not hesitate to nod and agreed. He said, "It's good to go back and have a look. You're restless these days. It's better to go out for more time!"

I slept well in the middle of the night. Maybe Yin's comfort really worked.

Although I am not really Liu Chuntao, I have more contact with Liu Chuntao's mother. Every time she looks at me, she looks at me the same as my mother's, and she naturally feels close.

I handed the bird's nest I brought to her to her, and she took it with a smile and let me sit on the bed next to her.

Before I came, she was sewing a dress for her younger brother Qiu Feng. She sighed, "This half-year-old boy is the time to grow up. It's not enough for him to wear it twice a year."

This scene is a little warm and familiar, just like my mother sewed a short skirt for me in summer. Most of other people's skirts are bought, while most of mine is sewn by my mother. Because this can save a little money.

The door was pushed open, and Liu Chuntao's second brother and younger brother came in from the outside with a chill. As soon as the second brother saw me, he said, "Is the girl back?" But I haven't seen you for a while. How have you been recently?

He greeted me naturally, and unceremoniously put a cloth in his hand beside me. He said, "This cloth will be sent to Aunt Zhang's house next door later. Her daughter will get married next month, so let me choose a good cloth for her and make a dowry for my daughter."

My little brother ran to me, looked at me for a while with big black and white eyes, and said, "My sister is thinner than during the Spring Festival. There must be something unhappy!"

This little devil's eyes are poisonous and his brain is smart. At such a young age, he can see everything. What can he do when he grows up?

I pinched his round face and said, "As your sister, like you, you want to grow up all day long. Is it okay to be fat? My sister needs to be slim to look good!"

The little devil blinked his big eyes and said, "Does the ninth master like to see his sister thin? How did I hear that the ninth master likes his sister to gain weight, like a little fat pig?

? Do you even know this little devil? Usually, Yin Zhen always wants me to eat more. If he eats less one day, Yin Zhen will find a cook to scold me, saying that they have not made the dishes that suit my taste. The cook in the house cooked for me all day long, and even went to the Manhan Building to study the dishes with the cooks there. If Master Jiu likes me to be fatter, that's probably how it spread.

"Little devil, did you interrupt the adult's affairs?" I disciplined him half-truthfully, but took out a copper coin from my arms and gave it to him.

I have seen Liu Chuntao's second brother and younger brother many times, and he is quite familiar with him. Liu Xiayu, Liu Chuntao's second brother, is doing well and has become the deputy shopkeeper of his silk shop. My younger brother Liu Qiufeng has also grown a lot in a year. After the New Year, he went to Yin's Man-Han Tower as an apprentice to the chef here. This is a rare opportunity. The chef of Manhanlou has a high status in the industry, but not everyone can accept it.

There must be Yin Zhen's care here. Although I never mentioned the people and things in the family to him, Yin Zhen still took care of them.

I don't mention the personnel at home, I just don't want them to receive special care from Yin Zhen. It's not because I'm not the real Liu Chuntao, I don't have that family affection, but because I don't know when I will disappear from Yin Zhen's side. At that time, if the angry Yin Zhen thinks of Liu Chuntao's family and revenges his resentment against me on them, then my care for them now is equivalent to

But things are always not based on a person's will. I don't mention it. It doesn't mean that Liu Da, who wants to fly on the branch with his daughter, doesn't mention it.

I know that he came to the house to find the housekeeper Qin. However, Yin Zhen didn't mention it, and the housekeeper Qin didn't say anything, so I just pretended that there was no such thing.

Everyone has their own destiny, and not all others can help!